[painpoetry]

[valentina-poem]

“Trust me when I tell you: The most beautiful eyes have cried the most. The happiest smile was sad all along. & the coldest person felt the most.”

— The Poetic Boy

[plurinspiredthoughts]

No wonder everyone loves my smile 😊

[sa-dnesss]

the 1975 - nana

[deadbyinsidee]

[shebloomedbutwontforgethepast]

Sometimes I refuse to sleep, because at 3am is the calmest I ever feel. Not that my body isn’t dying of anxiety. But the world is silent. No one expects anything of you. No one in that moment can make you feel terrible. Only you can. And there’s a weird power in that. 

[deadbyinsidee]

[plurinspiredthoughts]

I’m feeling it Mr.krabs

[fighting-ghosts]

[plurinspiredthoughts]

Just gonna keep walking until I get to the corner

[valentina-poem]

“Have you ever tried to have a good time or just tried to distract yourself but then suddenly you feel the sadness in your chest coming back and every second it gets heavier and even if you try to hold it back but you never win. So you‘re just there feeling how you slowly get empty again. This makes me want to appreciate those little moment of happiness no matter how long they last because sadness is always ready to take it away.”

— The Poetic Boy

[sa-dnesss]

“i’m not very good at putting my feelings into words, that’s why people misunderstand me”

— haruki murakami 

[sleepinforest]

[plurinspiredthoughts]

Fighting a panic attack for hours

[deadbyinsidee]

[plurinspiredthoughts]

If only

[verpasstzuleben]

[plurinspiredthoughts]

It was impossible today and I broke down crying

[sa-dnesss]

[plurinspiredthoughts]

I’m here bitch, what up ?

[sa-dnesss]

[plurinspiredthoughts]

Just trying to reach the top of the mountain 🏔

[mangojuulpoddd]

[queerlysad]

[plurinspiredthoughts]

I just need to keep moving, or else the tears will start again. I’m just not strong enough to fight them anymore. It’s hindering my day to day life. I’ll get better, things will get brighter. It’s just another day.