Looking for a collective partner (system or singlet)
DISCLAIMER: we're polyamorous and already have one collective partner but he's ONE alter from a friend sys and cant front often. AND some of us have personal partners outside any collective relationships we have. PLEASE be mindful of this because we will not be leaving any of these relationships for new ones, so lets not waste either of our times
SO! About us and our preferences bellow cut!!!
We're Cherry or Haven collectively, we're the Love Haven Collective and we're an OSDD system (we're also diagnosed with BPD. we self regulate but BEWARE you may become one of our collective fps)
(also some of our bpd holders use the term yandere and are what one would stereotypically call an "evil alter" but theyre not bad people, just really intense and emotional at times)
We're ftm bigender and queer. most of us are like- hyperfemme and have varied orientations. most prefer masculine presenting partners to complement us, tho gender doesnt rlly matter, but thats not NEEDED yk? he/she pronouns collectively + neos
We're 17 as of rn (turning 18 in july 11th 2026). PLEASE be 17-19 (a bit older is okay, we'd rather not date younger ppl than us tho)
We're Argentinean and speak spanish aswell as english (just a fun fact! we have no preference with where ur from)(tho we do like talking abt our culture and such)
We're VERY into musical theater and will study scenic arts starting on 2027. We also watch SOME anime and donghua (mainly Link Click for the latter)(also havent seen many animes BUT if we like you we'd LOVE to watch ur favorite animes with you wink wink <3)
We really like playing games like minecraft or roblox where we can play together <3 but we also like watching you play games or vice versa! just know our laptop is a bit slow and cant handle heavy modded servers or high graphic games etc etc. WE DO plan on getting a better pc in the future but thats for now
WE LOVE DOING VCS once we get to know eachother for like a few days/weeks, and sending voice notes!
We prefer to be treated as both individuals and a collective like we like idk collective assignments and like "my wife/husband/spouse" to refer to all of us aswell as yknow getting to know us individually and - etc etc you get it
We dont care abt syscourse, like straight up dont wanna talk abt that shit. we ARE very uncomfortable with darkships collectively but some of us are kinda "into that stuff" due to source or other shit so like. if ur very anti and will shame them dni but also if ur gonna expose the rest of us to it also dni cause its like seriously a nuanced topic for us?
ALSO one of our life goals IS to get married, YOU dont have to be the one, but do know WE will be looking for THE ONE to marry, nothing personal with you, but rather WE really prioritize it because its a life long goal.
UHM YEAH THATS IT pls dm us or send and ask or comment here or reblog here and we'll give u our discord <3 feel free to let us know anything abt urself in the first interaction, or not! we dont mind if u wanna talk abt urself on discord only
Except mostly focused on what we do to feel more comfortable in the body when in main front! Not rlly thoughts of how we perceive ourselves because mostly everyone just goes "us!" or "me!" or "my vessel!" (deltarune ref or smth i dont go there..)
plus more or less what the body looks like. None of us drew our glasses cus we didnt feel like it oops
If u guess who is who ill give u a cookie cur ur such a smart cookie <3
If ur a friend of ours and wanna see someone specific we didnt put here send an ask and ill draw them or yell at them to if theyre in front rn
idk.. i keep thinking of the last time i really saw him before the fight and how devastated I was when we got back and they took him
and that we were rushed to move out of our original spawn, where we'd build so much together, made so many memories together
I had to lock in to get moving but as soon as I made my new home I crashed out in bed for like. a week straight or more
I dont know how much time passed but I was just bedrotting sleeping all day, sometimes I got up at night to look at the stars, id talk to them as if he was still there
I really missed him.. I still do, though now im coping better
Cleo yelling at everyone to get out of their house and Martyn shyly asking to go in and Cleo saying "yeah of course"
I need more people that will listen to me talk about Cleo ships
I LOVED THIS MOMENT SO MUCH low-key vampires smp zombiewood have been so soft with each other. Even when Cleoâs insulting him (âthatâs what your dad told you isnât itâ) they say it so softly and Martyn just agrees sadly. Theyâre so cute together I love them dearly
Gonna be spreading my poly moonrotwood / pearleotyn propaganda like crazy this series I think
Lowkey need scott to torture me and beat the crap out of me not even in a masochistic way (tho lowkey?) But just like yeah man i deserve that actually im so sorry for being so awful please fuck me up so badly and then comb my hair nicely and kick me again please please please
During her funeral, Pearl starts typing in the chat: âI sacrificed myself for Gem, at least I did something wâ but deletes it.
Her choosing not to send the message could mean many things. Someone in a different post said the w could represent her beginning to type âworthy/worthwhileâ, and I think that was pearls intent.
I believe Pearl deleting that message shows how she realized her dying for Gem was NOT worthwhile. She realized her teammates were using her as weapon, or in grianâs words, a âcannonâ. This is strengthened by Pearls last words in her video, âthanks Scott.â Not âthanks Grian.â Not âthanks gem.â âThanks Scott.â Scott repeated grianâs words of âpour one out for pearl.â But adds âhope you enjoyâ, and at this Pearl thanks him. Not even a thanks to her teammates.
Hopefully this starts pearls healing arc of Pearl moving on from scarlet Pearl, being seen as a weapon or a villain, from the villies, and especially gem, who encouraged her to kill in the first place.
People keep making cute fanart of Pearl saying "I sacrificed myself for Gem" going aw! Shiny Duo! Not remembering the fact that she never sent that message. She deleted that message. Because she realised it wasn't true. Sacrificing herself for people who didn't care about her wasn't worthwhile.
"Thanks, Scott"... do you think, for a moment, she thought back on that offer Scott made for her to join Cabin Crew? That she's thanking him not just for his words, but thanking him for offering out a hand out to get her out of an abusive relationship that she now regrets not taking while she still could?
grian's intense disdain for jimmy and his lack of belief in his abilities does have a huge part to play in the villies sending pearl their fucking red life, to try and kill someone WHO JUST KILLED THEM BTW, even though that player is part of a very tight knit team (well mostly has insane guard dog joel clinging to him). sending her fucking invisible and naked as well. like. probably the worst decision they couldve made. but no one takes jimmy seriously no one sees him as a threat even when he kills them its just a fluke. and they paid hte price except they didnt. they made pearlie pay the price. which is also . well.
like ethos right in his eulogy lol. if she had a better team she wouldve done much better. which shows with how... really high... she tends to place.... lmao....
like sure she was the one to say "ill go" but grian was the one to bring up going invis to shoot him off, and uh . a better teammate wouldve been like "ill go by your side, youve died 4 times already" or "no its too risky" . BUT YOU KNOW
Pearl's archetyped as "rabid dog" and "wicked" and "bloodlustful", she's the Scarlet Pearl, after all, she's undefeatable! And Jimmy's the "weak canary", "first out", so of course she'd defeat him, right?
Grian was too caught up in the boxes he placed both Pearl and Jimmy into to realise his entire plan was based on make-believe and biases.
Pearl only played into it in DL and it worked because everyone believed it and was afraid for their soulmate. And she went onto the battlefield with an army of dogs and full armor and people were running and afraid.
But now she was stripped of any protection, on the lower ground, against a fellow red ready to attack and determined to stay in the series for longer.
The scarlet witch was dumped on session one and learnt to make do with what she had and grew strong cause she had nobody
In past life pearl was immediately sought out for by the villies to team up, they painted it as such a wholesome loving alliance!! But she was still alone. She was alone but she was made believe she wasnt. They made her believe she had a team to rely on. She had no time to prepare for that loneliness.
Why did the Villies send Pearl out when she was red? She just had a horrible episode and seemed to be feeling really horrible about herself. She was in no condition to fight. It felt like sending an old attack dog to the fight and giving no thought about what happened next. (Also, why did they make her take off her armour and fight from the ground when Jimmy was in a tower? That was a horrible move)
Unfortunately, the Villies forgot Pearl was an actual person who could be hurt and not just a weapon they could use without worrying about the consequences :/