I've Left

Due to the excessive amount of anon hate I've recieved, I've been forced to leave tumblr. I'm sorry, but it's just not fair that I have to endure it just for the sake of someone getting to pick on another to feel powerful and special. You know who you are and I hope you feel proud because you've killed a 16 year old girl's self-esteem for good and she'll never be the same. You are the reason teenagers kill themselves every day so don't be surprised if you hear about the death of another some day soon. Goodbye, and I hope you feel like you've done yourself justice.

[pokettoko]

Feel proud, I'm leaving tumblr and if my family life doesn't get any better soon, I'm killing myself.

I hope you got what you wanted. Sorry I was such a bother.

[pokettoko]

i dont want to go to saboten anymore

i dont want to cosplay anymore

i dont want to be on tumblr anymore

i just want to kill myself and let the suffering end

its a selfish move and my friends will miss me but i cant deal with this it's not fair

i can never please anyone with anything i do and i cant handle this hate and constant comments anymore

this might as well be my last post here...

[pokettoko]

apology accepted. but now it just goes back to the fact that you're saying all of this and you didn't check first before you came up with the panel, one of the things you didn't like before. i don't know, it just seems weird to do that. :I

I checked the azstuck tag before i posted anything about my own zombiestuck panel and i didn’t see anything even with as far as i scrolled except for the monologue one…. i apologize for any confusion…

sorry for being such a bother, maybe we’ll just contact saboten and take back our submission… i hope that’ll please you..

[pokettoko]

And me-

Because I make Feli happy, yes-- ]]

uwu yes you do <3

[pokettoko]

And cats- Because they make Feli happier- ]]

Pfft haha

Kittens in booties are the best~

[pokettoko]

we sent the link before in an ask you never replied to. so we'll send it once more. tinyurl. com/kl8sm85

I wasn’t aware of this! I don’t follow her, so I was not aware at all, and I don’t check the azstuck tag on a regular basis, I only tag it to let people know if I have something going on that they might be interested in. I’m sorry for any confusion

I also never got the ask the first time, I’m sorry, tumblr might have eaten it

[pokettoko]

incredibly rude? so is being a liar to your followers and saying there are only two panels when you know otherwise.

I do not know otherwise! I am not aware of any other panels than my own and the monologue panel!

Do not claim to know what I know, I have been nothing but truthful!

[pokettoko]

its funny that you say it's hate when we have just been quoting you and stating facts. and you're still lying to everyone with not saying there are other panels when a link has been sent to you

I have not been sent a link at all… I’m sorry you must be mistaken.

Yes, you’ve been quoting me and doing it accuratly, but I’ve apologized many times, why can you people not let it go?

[pokettoko]

I do not appreciate Feli getting these kind of messages.

So, here--

Have this cute Sora to make your inbox prettier 6 w 6)b ]]

pfft... thank you Haki~

[pokettoko]

and now you're a liar because i sent you a link with the other panels listed. a post that was posted in june. congrats

This is incredibly rude.

I will only ask this once more, PLEASE STOP SENDING ME MESSAGES LIKE THIS. I WILL NOT TOLERATE IT.

[pokettoko]

Hey, I know that I never talk to you and all. But I just wanted to say that I am sorry about all these anon's that are bothering you. Maybe they will stop bothering you and all. I find it really man and all that they are doing it and I don't know the whole story and all. But, I just wanted to let you know that I am sorry they are bothering you and all. c: Hopefully they will go away and stop bothering you about things that they shouldn't be bothering you about. c: <3

Thank you this means a lot to me~~

[pokettoko]

yeah well did you know that tumblr user princessjohnegbert had the same fucking thing happen but she didnt hold a grudge? in fact, she had submitted her hs panel in january and guess what, you actually took her panel's time and made her lose panelists because of it. but did she complain? no, even though she was the first to submit a hs panel. stop being a jerk about this because there are people who submitted things first and now you may take their place, just like you were complaining about.

I’m sorry?

I submitted a Hetalia Cafe, and I apologize greatly for taking her time. I wasn’t aware we did that. If we could have fixed it we would have but we don’t work for PCC.

I’m sorry but if this is how you’re going to behave I’m going to turn anon off. This is ridiculous, I’m being very polite here and I’m getting hate for it.

[pokettoko]

UH, I still don't understand your panel

What is it you don't understand? I'd be happy to explain anything you like!

[pokettoko]

are there really just two panels? D8

As far as I'm aware of, yes theres only two HS panels

[pokettoko]

If i was holding a grudge i wouldnt be polite and i wouldnt be on anon for sure. But you were complaining about things that people had submitted and the staff of con decided on, not the people who submitted it.

Actually, you are holding a grudge, because you are on anon and you are sending me these rude things.

I was complaining because I was upset, I had waited a month and 2 of those panels were submitted not long before they were accepted. Wouldn’t you be upset if you saw that happening?

Yes, I regret my word choice back then for my feelings but heaven forbid someone tags something!

[pokettoko]

"Yeah, theres a lot of other panels, but so what? " And now you're being a hypocrite. lets see. before you've said: "i honestly do not think the homestuck fandom needs 4 panels. there needs to be panels for the other animes too for those who don’t like homestuck you guys, seriously." and " It is actually your fault. You azstucks don’t seem to have the communication level high enough to be able to keep these kinds of things from happening" and now you're saying this? wow.

Again, personal grudges.

If this is the only thing you have to criticise, the next anon I receive will be automatically deleted and there will be no more answers for your questions.

As said before, I ask you to stop please, and thank you.

[pokettoko]

Wait excuse me. 'Yeah, theres a lot of other panels, but so what?' Arnt you the one who bitched about having ' too many panels' at PCC? we were all trying to have fun then too.

Obviously you’re one of those people who doesn’t know how to let things go.

There were a lot of Homestuck panels at PCC. And they were getting accepted back to back while my own cafe was still waiting to be decided on and we’d waited a month! Please do know the full story before you sit there on anon hiding your face and saying I was “Bitching"

Of course you were, everyone was, I was too, and I apologize to have made you feel the way you do, but picking on me because you have a personal grudge is cowardly and I would suggest you stop please.

Thank you.