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Let's try making an intro... I'll try to make it look better with time...
⊹ she/her and he/him, it depends on the alter fronting. They/them is fine too.
⊹ menhera
⊹ I like ghosts (I'm a ghost!), magical girls, cookie run kingdom, kittens...
⊹ I'm an adult
⊹ I'm a permaregressor
⊹ did system
⊹ I'll go updating tags:
#pics, #menhera
Very happy thing: we went outside!! We walked a lot too!!
I literally just shared something and I'm already feeling I'll pass out with the headache. Just why. It's not like it's causing any alter to front I think? I don't understand... Maybe because I touched the past?
It's been a few days... We've been having those episodes again where we think fully black and white and if it's not perfectly expressing our identity then we may as well implode. There's too many things going on.
I think I'm sure by now that what I thought were maybe dissociative states are different alters. We know we have DID but these... It's like... We feel a bit different. Anyways.
There's me, I like everything white or as close to white as possible and I'm Pom-Pom Dough Cookie from Cookie run. I don't know how to explain that. I'm not sure I'm comfortable saying I'm a fictionkin nor an introject. I don't know.
There's another me that is a doll and mainly likes purples, jellyfish, singing and drawing abstract art.
There's another me that is about meat, a certain trauma we had, fleshy things... And then this one themselves is divided into two? One is more... Cheerful, menhera, wants things to be cute and safe, and does feel comfortable saying they are fictionkin. And then talking about the other one makes me feel dizzy so I won't.
I'm not feeling well... I'm not not NOT. I hate this. Why is it like this? I can't express myself. I'm too much. Stop it. I have to stop it. I made the account to feel safe, then I made it into a sideblog here. Why it still feels wrong????? Why why why WHY
I hate screaming makes my throat hurt.
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I am not entirely unlike a dog
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Oh my god look at her….
The alter who usually uses this account isn't fronting much, but we're being able to go outside little by little. The body hurts, but slowly I think we will manage. We also are having less episodes.
We do still have this feeling that everything must be one way or it'll be "tainted", although we are finding out it has to do more with a fear of making the wrong decision because...... (As I was writing it, it vanished...)
Anyway, we're improving on some stuff :3
Well there's not being much advancement yesterday nor today... My legs have been hurting so so much, especially the left one. Hopefully tomorrow I can go outside again... Just a little bit. It's annoying how so little exercise hurts so bad for days after.
I also have a few posts saved in drafts, but I feel that thing of something not fitting... And it makes me hyperventilate and feel dizzy. It's annoying.
Yesterday I was able to go outside for a bit, and finished cleaning the bed. Today was resting day because my legs hurt. Tomorrow I try going outside again.
I used to find cars and people scary. I guess I still find cars kinda scary but people don't scare me so much anymore, as long as I don't have to interact lol.
About today's goals, I actually could go outside! For a little bit, but it was enough. I also did a bit of exercise and then I could clean myself. The bed is the only thing that is still messy. I did take some things off but it's not very tidy, so 2/3, I call it successful enough. (lucky that it's a big bed so where I sleep it is tidy).
For now I'm just really sleepy, so good night. Everyone have a good day/night!
I'm going to try setting daily goals and see if this helps me improve myself, so for today's goals:
- Clean up my messy bed
- Go outside for a really tiny bit
- Wash myself to be clean and shiny
Later at night I post if I was able to do them or not, I hope posting it gives me the perfect pressure level to actually do them all
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