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Cuz called me saying he heard I was looking for a new gig and can get me hooked up with the local Steamfitters union which is so nice of him 😭

Idk if trade work is necessarily my bag but I have thought about starting an apprenticeship just to see where it goes

#I'd be taking a few dollar/hr pay decrease in my first year but would make it back + more after that #but idk if i can deal with how early those guys get up lol

Considering quitting my job so I can learn Spanish and move out of the US. Can't help but feel that life in America will be hell in the next 5-10 years

#moreso than it already is #feels like the whole system is decaying

Really sucks how everything is getting worse for the average person while the malicious pedophiles that run the US are grifting the poor out of their money, time, and a healthy/livable environment while they accumulate capital and live lavishly. Really seems to be the root of my 'whats the fucking point' issue.

I love life, I just hate having to spend the majority of it behind a desk to make peanuts and enjoy a few weeks off through the year. I wish I could live as happily and free as I could be, as I was told I would be but it really feels like we're being swallowed into the oroborous of capitalism; even if you try to avoid it, you're subject to it and its issues.

Perspective right now is at least I'm not suffering life/death circumstances right this moment. Basically just enjoy life as you can bc it looks like we'll be riding this downward trend for a while. Take each day as a gift because things only seem to get worse day by day.

#also the realization that justice doesnt exist #really hurts

My boss pisses me off so much; he'll say we have to get something done / review something together and then will never set aside time to do said thing. I'm still waiting to order crucial stock bc I'm pretty sure he never sent our dealer paperwork to the company last month

#i can get the stress of owning a business and participating in delivering a service for the biz #but dude we need to get shit done

Recently got an influx of cash from taxes and other nonsense so I want to let myself spend a bit on myself but I'm so conflicted on what to spend it on lmaooo

#would love to buy some more parts for my synth but I also want to go out west this year to see some homies

Ghosted by almost everyone this weekend (dates, family, friends) and I'm feeling bummed about it like there's something wrong with me

#fortunately the good homie is almost always down to chill #also got some excellent synth work together last night

I dont really want to leave my job but I know in the next year-ish its going to be hell working here

#the economy is going to be so bad and nobody will be able to afford guitars + lessons #just gotta keep reminding myself that i need to get out while im 'ahead'

Got some resumes out to jobs and I'm remembering just what a slog the rat race is

#my job may pay like shit but damn i got spoiled with the variety and enjoyment of my work

Got to see like 95% of my close friends this past weekend and I can feel a renewed zest for life

#amazing how socializing with the right folks can do that

Got to see some of my oldest homies tonight and it was so good to catch up with them. We ended up playing the kindest game of Munchkin where we all helped eachother up towards level 10 and then ended the game with a card that kills everyone if the player who uses it dies in combat lol

#had to end it there bc one homie had to go to work and the rest of us had to get up early #but it was so antithetical to my usual games of munchkin and was very on brand for the group i was playing with lmao

Gave my number to someone in my life with autism and told them if they're feeling down to just hit me up and we can talk. They hit me up today and then proceeded to flame me for being too neurotypical.

#not taking it harshly but it does suck when you offer vulnerability to someone just for them to step on that #been dealing with such wild personalities this last month can i please have some stability

toddycats

My hope for whoever is reading this is that your life starts making sense and coming together. I hope the good days are right around the corner for you.

achillesinhighheels

#idk what i want #just financial security and love i guess

I'm legit crashing out. Trying to keep my head empty so I dont fuck up

poopyheadass

Lmaooooo someone hit my parked car and fucked up my paint and mirror without leaving a note. Majorly on some whats the fucking point shit rn

poopyheadass

My fuckass coworker said he didn't see anything hit my car but after reviewing the security cam HE WAS ABLE TO SEE THE ACCIDENT BUT NEVER LOOKED UP FROM HIS PHONE

#people's screen addiction is a serious problem #i won't say im totally innocent #but i dont have my face buried in my phone all day

Lmaooooo someone hit my parked car and fucked up my paint and mirror without leaving a note. Majorly on some whats the fucking point shit rn

Boss keeps saying the biz is deeper and deeper in debt with each month. I know sales have been slipping a bit but I feel like I've been crushing sales so I'm not sure where the discrepancy comes in

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