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Well, turn me around and throw me to the sky...hello, hello. I dunno much to say on here or anything at all, honestly. I left Village Inn over 2 years ago, went to Tapped, learned about beer...drank a lot of beer, got into so much debt and self loathing that my best friend would help me talk out of stuff. And during that time the best thing happened. I met someone. He’s great, everything looked great. We had a weird start and it just really became the most amazing thing. He showed me things I never knew existed...like a LOT of things haha. I’m a far better person. Been together for over a year and its been a huge journey. A really amazing soul Kate helped me leave the restaurant life for good and helped me get a job where we both work. I moved in with my boyfriend and his daughter. We’re going to talk to a real estate agent on Monday. My debt will be clear soon. I’m happy. I lost an amazing person and it sucks, but he’s no longer suffering. All in all....I’m the happiest lil peach. I couldn’t be happier. I have my babes, my friends, my family, my cat, my lil munchkin of a step daughter. I’m just....at peace. Finally. I have days, but ya know. I’m good. To anyone out there....whatever I have done or said, I’m sorry. We’re all fuck ups. We all suck at life. We all suck at expressing emotions and blah blah...but we’re older now. Too old in fact for a lot of shit. So I dunno. I did my part in reaching out to the ones who I hurt in any way. And it feels good. Maybe the next post in 40 years I’ll have a grandkid ahahah.

I'll miss you, sweet Julia. RIP

marijuana party.

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ok well I guess I'll just keep losing family til I have none left.

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Love yourself. Even when you feel like there’s nothing here in this planet for you.

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its been a struggle, had been a struggle, and will always be a struggle. There's days where I will eat 7 tacos and a full meal, and then there will be those days where I'm happy with a serving of egg whites and tomatoes and thats it. The hardest days is where I will go with 4 cups of coffee and knowing I need my blood sugar up so I will have a glass or two of OJ. I'm going back to working out, eating right, and not giving 2 shits if I'm too muscular or too fat or too skinny. I'm trying to anyway. then I took this picture. That "roll" isn't a roll, and I have to TELL myself that in order to shut up. Its a scar, from a surgery, and I lost muscle there so it won't tighten up and flaten out. It has, but it won't be fully flaten like the other side. I won't let that ruin me. I'm not letting anything ruin me.