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Walking in the Rain โ Chancellor ft. Younhaย
Let me count the ways, how I love you now and always.
Let me show you every ounce of love youโve graced my life with; let me prove my devotion the way youโve lit up my skies and coloured my dreams.
B โ bold, beautiful, breathtaking.
he beckons me forth with murmured promises,
dancing on the pillows of his bow-shaped lips;ย
watches as I drown in the brown sparkling abyss
of far-away glances on almond-curved eyes.
he sings me ballads of love, fingers betwixt my knuckle divots;
melodies as boundless as the wind-carried butterflies
that flitter and prance among blushed blossoms
on an early summerโs day.
you love him blindly, at first;
brazen proclamations amid the brilliance of his smiles,
the bubble of his laughs that pull me back to bed.ย
buttercups, bluebells, or begoniaโs lazy petals
grow dim in comparison
to his catalytic beauty.
A โ ace, angel, artistry.ย
the apple of my eye; my adventure, my lifeline.
heโs my anytimeย andย anyplace โย the air I breathe, the art I make;
or the mellow acoustics
to the soundtrack of my dreams.
adore, amor, object of my affections;
they all say love โ even when my lips cannot.
heโs my amusement park, my mysterious world;
my stars and my moon
and every astronomical bodyย
adorned in the lithe slender arches
of alabaster-skinned limbs.
'a' for always, and 'a' for awe;
for the agony I shun, the addiction I crave.
he arouses your mind, sets your soul ablaze;
turns apprehension into attraction
and admiration into sin.
but how do you refuse
when he is all the right answers
to the questions youโre afraid to ask?
E โ endearing, exquisite, electrifying.ย
heโs the sun that eclipses the moon,
the quiet elegance of an evening breeze.
heโs the warm sparkle of emeralds, lush shades of green
like the rolling blades of bleeding hills
littered only with morning dewdrops
and the tickle of morning rays.
you think him elusive; lament the evanescent memories
of passing hellos, and inevitable goodbyes;
I revel in his essence, engrave each image
of fluttering eyelids and quivering lips
deep in the forefront
of my mind.
his effortless allure, I looked not to escape but to implore;
our hearts and forms entwined in perfect ecstasy
granted me knowledge of his grace
in his ethereal presence
until
finally, I found
euphoria.
K โ kind, kindred, knowing.
where it once lay bleak, the barren expanse of my world,
he opened up fearlessly
a vivid kaleidoscope aglow;
of colours, and emotions, and lights ever so bright;
he taught me kindness, and devotion,
in exchange for my love.
if kisses could kill,
his would be most merciless;
so tender are the lips that roam free
titillating against my throat
captivating my breaths
until I know not of words
but the silent escape
of his name.
H โ humility, happiness, home.
they said honeymoons never last
that halcyon days and blissful nights
would soon fade away
in a vanishing haze.
so why, then, does my heart still hammer for him?
why does each pulse beat stronger than the last;
why does hunger stir readilyย
when his eyes observe mine
hypnotic
Iโm in a trance
haunted by the dreams of him.ย
herein lies my final wish
between one heartbeat and the next
where our breaths find harmony
just as our spirits and our souls.
Y โ the yin to my yang, my yesterdays and yesternights.
can he hear my heart yearn?
the way its calls and whispers of his name
turn into yelps no longer muffled,
the single sound hollered and bellowedย
into the universe.
like yin, heโs recharging moonlight
like yang, heโs the yellow glowing forceย
of a thousand suns;
he placates my storms and dries my puddles
and patiently; he waits
always the perfect balance
U โ unbreakable, unapologetic, untethered.
he was my oasis in a desert storm,
crystalline pools of ultramarine
quenching the parched mouths of thirsty travellers
just as I found my solace in him
my refuge, my sanctuary;
and he became
my utopia.
and like that utopia, the unwavering bliss
we carried in our love;
the unfathomable no longer
just a far-off dream
the unfurling strings that ravel like chains
now undone
I surrendered.ย
N โ noble, nimble, nirvana.
nebulous.
how do I describe a force thatโs not of this world?
how do I press a feeling into his napeย
when his kisses have me chasing his sweetness;
craving his nectar.
with a delicacy like the wings on a forest nymph
the golden-throated voice of the nightingale;
we make music as we bask
in the waning daylight
nothing but warmth draped acrossย
our naked figures.
like nostalgia we share
in the nooks and crannies of chests and shoulders
and in the soft lines of his nose I nudge
where I will always find
my neverland.
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I can no longer imagine a life that you arenโt a part of. I canโt imagine a single day where Iโm going to bed without you, or not seeing your smiling face first thing every morning. You give me magic, you bring meaning to my life. You are every dream Iโve imagined for myself and beyond. Admittedly, this paragraph comes after having the joy and the privilege of reading, and rereading, and truly absorbing the masterpiece of what youโve crafted for me.... and for the first time in my life I am absolutely, unequivocally speechless. I have never had the privilege of loving someone as wonderful as you are, let alone to be blessed with a gift so thoughtfully prepared, just for my eyes and for no ulterior purpose except my happiness.ย
The first steps I took in preparing this particular gift included combing through thousands of words, pages upon pages of dictionaries and word banks to findย โwords that begin with ____โ and after I found them all, plucked only my favourites to put into a poem to describe everything I loved about you. And even then, even after I found the perfect music to accompany this, and the perfect photos, when I thought I had everything close to just right.... it still feels so far from enough. But I realize now, that the reason is simply because your perfection cannot be captured with words alone.
Nevertheless, it is my hope that the above can just be a little token of my love and appreciation for you and everything that you are. I am in love with you doesnโt even come close to the depth of the sentiments I feel for you every day. For the thoughts of you that I am consumed of, the threads of my life Iโve dedicated to you.ย
I am yours, forever; and so much of my life I still want to share with you.
Happy Valentineโs day, my love.
your one & only, kunhang.
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