okay so that blood picture got me thinking. we talk about intox kink a lot on here; how fun and easy a sub becomes when they’re all spacey and out of it, the thrill of control that comes from encouraging “just a little more 🥰”, watching them sink further and further, edging into (or just full on going into) CNC or non-con, and this is all EXCELLENT, however!! I raise you: blood loss/pain delirium. I mean its not THAT different right? if you hurt someone enough its basically like getting them high.
SO THAT LED TO A CONCEPT.
if you're triggered by gorey shit and self harm stop reading here!! trigger warning, MDNI, etc!
the cut is so deep. you didn’t mean to go that far, but it was so much at once and you couldn’t really focus and your hands were a little shaky and the razor just slipped and… well, its alright, accidents happen
and see, it may have been an accident but shit, what a pretty wound it made! I can’t help myself when I trace my fingers over it, you don’t mind right? of course you don’t. ...although i wonder what you’d do if i did more than just that. dug my nails in, or finished your mistake, made it nice and neat and even (and if that means making the cut bigger...)
would you start to slip away from reality as soon as I take the razor from you? are you too far gone to fight by then, already content to be my canvas to ruin, or do I get to hear your pretty voice protest a little longer? ugh- at least the stubbornness is cute. you can keep pretending that this isn't exactly what you wanted, but I don't know which one of us you think you're fooling.
but shit when you do reach that point? head thrown back against my shoulder, thoughts too muddled by the pain and the pleasure and the steady loss of blood from one or two or ten cuts to do anything but take whatever I decide you do. when you whimper then, will it be because im hurting you or cause you like it?
you're a lot of things- my partner, my pet- but like this? you're nothing more than a playtoy. and my god the opportunities that gives me! do you think I could make you cum while you’re bleeding out on my lap? I don't think it'd be very hard. I do wonder if it'd hurt. does your orgasm blur into just another overwhelming sensation on top another and another? I honestly kind of hope it does hurt… mmm the idea of turning the one thing that’s supposed to biologically be guaranteed to be good? making it bad? forcing you through it anyways?
and you. what can you do— push me away with the bloodstained arms that you can barely coordinate moving? scream when you can barely get enough oxygen as it is? you’ll squirm and cry and i’ll love every bit of it knowing that i’ve crossed the wires that make up your brain and fucked up your mind so thoroughy nothing feels right anymore
oh and dont get me started on the dependence! I mean, its different, with weed or alcohol or most things really, because once you stop, its over. whatever high will fade away, you’ll regain your senses, piece yourself together somehow, eventually, regardless what happened. but this!? sweet thing, i’d have cut you open and kept you bleeding till you’re too dizzy to see properly, much less do anything. if I were to leave you, there'd really be no chance of recovery. and i’d never! of course i’d never but… its just the fact that I could. I could do whatever the fuck i want to you and you’d be helpless to do anything about it.
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