(N)
Isaac?
You’ve been, um… quiet…
(i) mm, um…
im scared ive ruined things.
(N) Ruined things….?
(i) like i scared you off!!!
you’ve been quiet too, i just - i j - just - ah, fuck -
point. is. are you… scared now?
(N) I… I know I’ve been quiet… I just…. I haven’t known what… what to say…
And I…. Yes, but I….
I mean no… I’m not…. I’m…..
(i) yeah, me, uh, me neither.
….
i did blow it didn’t i.
(N) …
Isaac… I…
I want to remember…. And truthfully, there’s no reason why I couldn’t have what I want now….
But for so long, I thought I had to…. Be someone else, I guess…? And it’s hard not… not doing that anymore….
Am… am I a coward….?
(i) …
you’re not a coward. it’s scary stepping outside of something you’re used to. and you’re allowed to be scared.
im here with you though, every step of the way
(N) … C–can we just…. sit down for a while?
(i) sure.
here?
(N) Yeah…
…
…
(i) it’s okay.

















