DR PORTER

[port3r]

" my RSVP got lost in the mail. "

[port3r]

Carmen porter, my beloved.

[ceeyoutea]

365 days of jennifer morrison: day 55

[ceeyoutea]

365 days of jennifer morrison: day 125

[port3r]

all badassery aside, car finds a place in the camp to just.. breakdown. bc as hard as she may seem on the exterior this entire thing rattles her and sometimes it becomes too much emotionally to bear. and she feels like emotion, specifically crying, is a sign of weakness so she does it somewhere private. not only bc she doesn't want anybody to think she's weak, but also bc she's still not sure she's allowed to cry it out anymore.

[port3r]

i just said it in my tags but i'm going to say it again for impact:

don't touch carmen. ever. she's had to learn how to fight in general, but in a post apocalyptic world ? take whatever she's learned and multiple it by 10 at least. don't underestimate her - a world where every single day is literally life or death has turned her into as skilled a hunter as she needs to be and that makes her dangerous.

it is a dog eat dog world out there and she's virtually useless if she can't have someone's back on a hunt.

[port3r]

i'm still on my croatoan au bullshit and just... thinking about how a whole town vanishes. a whole ass town vanishes after they probably went completely insane and that's... cool to me.

[port3r]

also can you like this if i can tag you in dash games :)

[port3r]

hi. cause i'm on the dash at awkward times can you like this if it's ok for me to tag you in random starters whenever ?

[port3r]

"  i  so  totally  saved  your  ass  back  there  !  "  shit  eating  grin  spread  from  ear  to  ear,  touched  her  eyes,  and  burned  her  cheeks  as  she  closed  the  space  between  them.  this  was  his  doing.  the  excitement  that  tingled  the  tips  of  her  fingers,  the  way  her  heart  was  beating  out  of  her  chest,  the  warmth  in  her  face  ──  it  was  all  because  of  him  and  she  couldn't  thank  him  enough.  thank  you  for  making  her  feel  human  again  even  if  it  were  only  temporary.  thank  you  for  ──  fuck  it.  thoughts  all  but  stopped  as  she  reached  up  to  cup  his  face  in  her  hands,  scruff  tickling  her  palms  until  it  became  too  much.  she  caved,  excitement  won,  and  she  pressed  her  lips  into  his  with  0  hesitation.  chalk  it  up  to  lost  in  the  moment, whatever made sense.  whatever she could do to rationalize with herself later. she  stepped  back,  hands  on  his  chest  to  create  some  sort  of  distance,  and  carried  on.  "  are  we  awesome  ?  because  i  think  we're  awesome.  "  ⋆˚ @impalhunt __ liked for a kiss !

[port3r]

carmen is, in fact, the kindest person in the world. until you go for 1 of her children.

[rubymemes]

𝐓𝐄𝐗𝐓𝐒 𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐓𝐒 (a collection of texts prompts. Some have romantic undertones, but not all of them. Feel free to adjust phrasing and gendered terms as necessary)  TW: food & alcohol mention

[TEXT] - please just call me back.

[TEXT] - i’m sorry.

[TEXT] - so this is my number, but don’t save my name as anything sketchy.

[TEXT] - i’m making dinner tonight, you should come over.

[TEXT] - WHERE ARE YOU????

[TEXT] - you’re LATE.

[TEXT] - can we talk? 

[TEXT] - how did it go?

[TEXT] - you’re gonna laugh, but can you pick me up at the police station?

[TEXT] - thinking about you…

[TEXT] - i miss you so much.

[TEXT] - i have an idea, probably gonna get us in trouble though.

[TEXT] - i know you’re awake! pick up the phone! 

[TEXT] - so you’re just gonna ignore me forever? 

[TEXT] - i’m at taco bell you want anything? 

[TEXT] - are you awake?

[TEXT] - i have good news and bad news.

[TEXT] - how are you? 

[TEXT] - new phone, who is this? 

[TEXT] - wanna come over? 

[TEXT] - what’s wrong with you?!

[TEXT] - you only call me when you’re drunk. 

[TEXT] - me, you, a bad movie. you in? 

[TEXT] - wanna bang? [TEXT] - hang* [TEXT] - whatever

[TEXT] - i’ll seduce you with cool scientific facts.

[TEXT] - are you still alive?

[TEXT] - we are sophisticated adults ok?  [TEXT] - last week i purchased a vegetable

[TEXT] - i will not hesitate to strangle you

[TEXT] - what are you doing this weekend? 

[TEXT] - can i come over? [TEXT] - because i’m in your driveway.

[TEXT] - are you seriously leaving me on read right now?

[port3r]

sweat pours down her dirt riddled face and mixes with the crimson staining her cheeks, filling her senses with the smell of iron so strong it almost made her sick. the body laying on the floor ahead had long since stopped moving, stopped talking back, but the rage he infected them with lingered. funny how demons poke and prod at healed skin until the wound reopened, stinging just as bad as it had when it were fresh. maybe worse. an actual hell ── that's where they were. " sarah that's enough. " but it wasn't loud enough. she wasn't even sure it made it past her lips ── even if it did it barely resonates with her. throat clears and she swallows hard. one more time. " SARAH ! " louder ── maybe she'd actually hear her. " that's enough ! he's dead, okay ? he's dead. " softer this time as hands come to gently touch her shoulder. soft enough to grab her attention yet not enough to startle her. " ... it's okay. " ⋆˚ @camaerons __ sc.

[port3r]

we are at the djinn dream episode and lmao. god i love carmen so fucking much.

[port3r]

i'm not gonna shut up about it - think about the asset she'd be in a croatoan world. think of how powerful you'd be to have her. an actual, living breathing doctor.

[port3r]

adding croatoan virus au to my wishlist.

[port3r]

changed the psd and the border - i change my aes way too often to have pretty borders istg.