i was listening to radiohead the other day and got depressed (obviously) and i was listening to "high and dry" (it's one of my fav songs rn) and the line "you'd kill yourself for recognition, you'd kill yourself to never ever stop" made me think of how Lila actually emerged more powerful after Will got shot, essentially killing her current vessel so that she would "never stop" because Yu would be thinking about her forever now. Forever feeling guilty for killing WIll but knowing it was Lila's fault.
I'm inconsolable.










