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Indie canon divergent Xemnas of Kingdom Hearts. As written by Ra (25+, they // them ) || Very low activity ♔ Contains dark themes, 18+, full on bastard energy, 0 emotions ♚
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ℕ𝕠𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕟𝕘𝕟𝕖𝕤𝕤 𝕚𝕤 𝔼𝕥𝕖𝕣𝕟𝕒𝕝
Indie canon divergent Xemnas of Kingdom Hearts. As written by Ra (25+, they // them ) || Very low activity ♔ Contains dark themes, 18+, full on bastard energy, 0 emotions ♚
♔ RULES ♚ THE VOID ♔ HEADCANONS ♚ ASK ♔
Ra has been absolutely dead for the last few months and got hit with an old muse coming back with a vengeance. Gotta love the autism brain that moves from muse to muse so much 😩 Honestly tempted to just keep this blog on extremely low activity along with some of my others and have these muses mostly be on discord. I’m getting more to being a manager at my work and with rush coming up again I’m exhausted as hell. You can hmu for my discord name if we are mutuals or you can find me over at @iilahalzili --which as always I am totally okay with crossovers happening 🖤 for now gonna put this blog on hiatus but I will continue rping Xemnas, just not as much since I still love this emotionless bastard just don’t have the energy to keep up with multiple blogs
the very exciting news is that I have saved up enough money and have set up my date for my top surgery! 🎊🎉 Come June these fuckers are going to be gone!
My friend showing me the new Dreamlight Valley game and me sitting here thinking. . . this bastard of a Nobody being in a situation like that game. Happy little valley with all the characters getting along and then Xemnas there grumpy being a-social, hard to befriend, giving terrible quests, staring at you rather than talking, etc.
“don’t” starters
❝ don’t do it. ❞
❝ don’t do this. ❞
❝ don’t look. ❞
❝ don’t cry. ❞
❝ don’t laugh. ❞
❝ don’t leave. please. ❞
❝ don’t be like that. ❞
❝ don’t bother. ❞
❝ don’t eat that. ❞
❝ don’t risk it. ❞
❝ don’t look at me. ❞
❝ don’t give up your day job. ❞
❝ don’t tell me what to do. ❞
❝ don’t even think about it. ❞
❝ don’t think too hard about it. ❞
❝ don’t you want me? ❞
❝ don’t give me that shit. ❞
❝ don’t procrastinate. ❞
❝ don’t worry about it! ❞
❝ don’t knock it until you’ve tried it! ❞
❝ don’t be so hard on yourself. ❞
❝ don’t jump to conclusions here. ❞
❝ don’t play the victim. ❞
❝ don’t just sit there! do something! ❞
❝ don’t hesitate to ask if you need anything. ❞
❝ don’t make me tell you again. ❞
❝ don’t hold your breath. ❞
❝ don’t be a menace. ❞
❝ don’t let them get to you. ❞
❝ don’t stoop to their level. ❞
❝ don’t get your hopes up. ❞
❝ don’t like it? leave. ❞
❝ don’t hold back. let it out. ❞
❝ don’t mention it! ❞
❝ don’t fuck with me. ❞
❝ don’t you know how much i care about you? ❞
I'm deceased and all I want to do is write an emotionless bastard but work still overpowers everything. That and frustration. I'll hopefully be here soon 🖤 miss you guys
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Nort chuckled warmly. “Your a bit like a cornered stray cat aren’t you?” Though his reaction was understandable. Norts presence was certainly not going to be a welcomed one, though he did hope to change that.
He held up his hands, showing he meant no harm to the other, and kept a respectable distance.
“I heard a rumor, one I admit I was curious about and followed it. I’m afraid you are not as good at hiding as you think you are. ”
The sneer that instantly curls his lips feels unnatural along with the spark of emotion. Out of all the people who could ruin his solitude, it had to be Xehanort. The sparks of energy, the threat of the blades breaking through lingers with the heightened emotion. Oh, how he loathes these wretched emotions. “Seeking out rumors can lead one to deplorable ends. . .” Xem hisses, “Begone before I ensure this time no magic nor miracle will bring you life.” He can feel the nothingness crawl inside his chest, beckoning him to use it again.
A hand raises, quickly dismissing the gray husks that had quickly swarmed the area--curiosity more than the desire to attack. Once the Dusks are out of the way, steps begin forward, amber eyes watching. It always brought curiosity when a new world would connect, “You hold something to draw their attention. . . what could it be I wonder. . .” Xemnas muses hollowly, “Perhaps it is the turmoil of this world.” Or perhaps the power lingering in so many that draws the Nobodies and even the Heartless to this place.
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blank stare and lifeless eyes of her own , except hers were a pale white compared to his silver ones . abikimi had simply sent out to gain intel , the experiment hardly expecting to be caught as she was known as one of the quickest in the organization she was in since birth . ( how annoying . ) body face to the side while head remained turned and looking on to keep a good eye on him .
‘ if you lack the capability to keep people out , then wouldn’t that be your fault ? ’ she openly disputed , despite perhaps being the rat in the corner .
Chin lifts, eyes remaining trained. Over years of dealing with others who snuck around, the keen senses of a trained Keyblade Master, it had become easy to notice others. To the ex-Nobody, having somebody unfamiliar is an odd comfort. At least it is not one who had known him before.
“Few come searching for this place without intentions,” she is the first one to come around his small secluded place, far away from most who thrive with the wretched heart in their chests, “My method of keeping intruders out is one that is not ideal for the visitor. . .” Fingers curl inward, suppressing the sparks of energy from his palms, “Speak your purpose of interrupting my silence.”
↪ 𝑻𝑯𝑬 𝑴𝑼𝑺𝑰𝑪 𝑶𝑭 𝑻𝑯𝑬 𝑵𝑰𝑮𝑯𝑻 . ( a collection of starters originating from the broadway show the phantom of the opera . adjust phrasing as necessary . )
think of me fondly .
if you ever find a moment , spare a thought for me .
show a little courtesy !
for god’s sake what’s going on up there ?
there’s no one there , and if there is well then it must be a ghost !
lord heavens , i have never known such insolence !
these things do happen .
you’ve been here five minutes , what do you know ?
these things do happen ! all the time !
you … you’re as bad as him !
oh god in heaven , you’re all obsessed .
… but perhaps you could afford more ?
you can do this !
remember me every so often , promise me you’ll try .
[ name ] , this is doing nothing for my nerves .
it was always clear that this was never meant to be .
think of august when the world was green .
don’t think about the way things might have been .
imagine me trying too hard to put you from my mind .
there will never be a day when i won’t think of you .
she may not remember me , but i remember her .
you must change , and i must get my hat .
things have changed , [ name ] .
stay by my side , guide me .
my soul was weak , forgive me .
look at your face in the mirror , i am there inside .
come to me , strange angel .
my power over you grows stronger , yet .
though you turn from me , to glance behind …
those who have seen your face draw back in fear .
i have needed you with me .
i remember there was mist …
who was the shape in the shadows ?
damn you , you little prying pandora !
is this what you wanted to see ?
now you cannot ever be free !
damn you ! curse you !
can you even dare to look or bear to think of me ?
but [ name ] , fear can turn to love . you’ll learn to see .
come , we must return .
you must be always on your guard .
[ name ] , hold your tongue .
the world wants you !
your devotees are on their knees to implore you !
can you bow out when they’re shouting your name ?
think of how they all adore you !
can you deny us the triumph in store ?
heaven help you , those who doubt .
this is a game you cannot hope to begin !
so , it is to be war between us ?
do you really think that’s wise ?
if he knew the truth , he’d never , ever go !
why have you brought us here ?
don’t bring me back there .
don’t even think it !
[ name ] , i’ve been there .
what you heard was a dream and nothing more .
those pleading eyes , that both threaten and adore .
no more talk of darkness .
i’m here , nothing will harm you .
let me be your freedom .
i’m here , with you , beside you .
say you’ll love me every waking moment .
say you need me with you now and always .
promise me that all you say is true , that’s all i ask of you .
all i want is freedom , and you always beside me .
say you’ll share with me , one love , one lifetime .
anywhere you go , let me go too .
[ name ] , that’s all i ask of you .
say the word and i will follow you .
say you love me - - you know i do .
love me , that’s all i ask of you .
i must go , they’ll wonder where i am .
[ name ] , i love you .
you will curse the day you did not do all that i asked of you !
you can fool any friend who ever knew you !
what a night , what a crowd !
think of it … a secret engagement .
why is it secret ? what have we to hide ?
it’s an engagement , not a crime !
[ name ] , what are you afraid of ?
let’s not argue .
you will understand in time .
why so silent ?
did you think that i had left you for good ?
have you missed me ?
there are worse things than a shattered chandelier .
don’t ask me , i know no more than anyone else !
you were once my companion .
you were all that mattered …
sometimes it seemed if i just dreamed , somehow you would be here .
why can’t the past just die ?!
teach me to live … give me the strength to try .
no more memories … no more silent tears .
no more gazing across the wasted years .
help me say goodbye .
who is it there , staring ?
have you forgotten your angel ?
do not shun me .
[ name ! name ! ] listen to me !
such spirited words !
let’s see how far you dare go !
[ name ] , are you confident this will work ?
are the doors secure ?
i hate to have to cut the fun short , but the joke’s wearing thin .
the trap is set and it waits for it’s prey .
you have come here in pursuit of your deepest urge .
our games of make - believe are at an end .
abandon thought and let the dream descend .
past the point of no return , the final threshold .
what warm unspoken secrets will we learn ?
you have brought me to that moment where words run dry .
i have come here , hardly knowing the reason why .
in my mind i’ve already imagined our bodies entwining … defenseless and silent .
now i am here with you , no second thoughts .
when will the blood begin to race ?
the bridge is crossed , so stand and watch it burn .
lead me , save me from my solitude .
say you want me with you here beside you .
no , don’t shoot !
no , [ name ] , no ! you stay here !
no kind word from words from anyone , no compassion anywhere .
[ name ! name , ] why ? why ?!
have you gorged yourself at last in your lust for blood ?
pity comes too late , turn around and face your fate .
this haunted face holds no horror for me , now .
it’s in your soul that the true distortion lies .
wait , i think my dear , we have a guest !
this is indeed an unparalleled delight ! i had rather hoped that you would come .
have you no pity ?
your lover makes a passionate plea .
i love her ! does that mean nothing ?
show some compassion !
the world showed no compassion to me !
did you think that i would harm her ?
why should i make her pay for the sins that are yours ?
start a new life with me .
this is the choice . this is the point of no return .
the tears i might have shed for your dark fate … grow cold and turn to tears of hate .
[ name ] , forgive me - please , forgive me !
i did it all for you !
say you love him .
either way you choose , he has to win .
i fought so hard to free you .
you deceived me ! i gave my mind blindly .
you try my patience . make your choice .
what kind of life have you known ?
god , give me courage to show you , you are not alone .
forget me , forget all of this .
go , now ! don’t let them find you !
swear to me , never to tell !
go , now ! go now and leave me !
tomorrow I shall be here. Was at work most of today so I’m exhausted af 🖤
*: ・゚✧ 90 loaded questions / interview the muse.
found on this website, so credit goes to them.
What’s your favorite strategy for avoiding tough situations?
How often do you do things just for the attention?
Would you prefer to be manipulated or to be the manipulator?
What is something someone always tells you to do more of?
What is something someone always tells you to do less of?
Who do you look to blame when things go wrong?
What is the one thing people assume about you that you wish was true?
What is the one thing people assume about you that you wish wasn’t true?
When was the last time you lied to protect your image?
How often do you put on a happy face when you’re really not feeling it?
When do you think you began putting your guard up so much?
Who made you feel most anxious when you were a kid?
How do you speak about others when they’re not around?
What aspect of your life are you most delusional about?
How often do your admit you were wrong?
Which one of your biggest flaws do you like to rationalize the most?
Is it your fear of commitment or your fear of intimacy that makes you shut down more?
At what stage of a relationship are you most likely to withdraw emotionally?
What is the one compliment you always get that you’re too embarrassed to accept, so you deflect it?
What would someone say is your worst habit?
What is the one insecurity you are pretty sure has some basis in reality?
When was the last time you felt really insecure about the parts of yourself you pretend don’t exist?
What is the most interesting white lie you’ve told?
Do you ever feel like an imposter?
Do your friends know how competitive you are?
What’s the hardest thing about being rejected?
How do you deal when you know you’re being irrationally jealous?
How do you deal when you know someone’s not willing to give you what you want?
Are you ever afraid of people knowing who you really are?
If you went to a therapist today, what would they say is holding you back the most?
When was the last time you lowered your standards just to get someone else’s approval?
Is your need for revenge greater than your need for peace?
Have you stopped trying to control things yet?
Which parts of yourself do you still seek validation for?
How do you cope with being unfairly ignored?
Do you like punishing yourself for things that are out of your control?
What does someone say is your biggest problem when communicating?
Are you okay with not knowing what happens next?
Will you ever feel okay with being imperfect?
Does sabotaging yourself give you an odd sense of comfort?
How do you feel about being disliked by some people?
What’s the strangest thing you’ve done just to avoid failure?
What is the biggest risk you’ve taken just to prove yourself?
What’s the boldest thing you do every day, just to feel like you’re still in control?
What accusation would you defend yourself most fiercely against, even though you know it’s true?
What’s the most toxic thing about yourself you actually kind of secretly like?
How much do you enjoy being in control?
When do you give yourself permission to lose control?
What guilty pleasure are you currently justifying to yourself?
What is the most passive-aggressive way you’ve dealt with your rage?
What is the pettiest and most immature way you’ve avoided losing face?
What’s the worst habit you have that rewards you the most?
How do you get your needs met when you’re alone?
What is the most ridiculous thing you’ve done to please people?
What is the most ridiculous way you’ve rebelled?
What’s your favorite way to channel your aggression?
How do you cope with being betrayed?
Are you okay with disliking someone?
What is your favorite form of self-destruction?
What’s the one thing you struggle most to manifest in your life?
What’s the one thing that you manifest so easily, people are jealous of it?
What’s the most irrational reason you’ve ever had for disliking someone?
What is one fear that you’d be ashamed of your friends knowing about?
Which one of your deepest secrets do you think is the least common?
How do people normally find out you hate them?
What is your go-to strategy to deflect criticism, even constructive criticism?
What is one thing people always get wrong about you?
What emotion motivates you the most when you’re down?
What emotion makes you want to give up?
Are people shocked when you stand up for yourself?
How often do you say yes to the things you really want to say yes to?
How often do you say no to the things that make your skin crawl?
How far are you willing to go to maintain a relationship, even an unhealthy one?
What is the worst way someone’s ever abandoned you?
What is the worst way you’ve ever abandoned yourself?
How do you entertain yourself when you’re not around people?
Are you happier alone because you enjoy being alone or because you prefer it to being surrounded by horrible people?
What habit do you know you could quit but don’t want to?
What is your favorite strategy for avoiding difficult people?
What is your favorite strategy for avoiding conflict?
What is the weirdest thing that gets you angry?
What is the weirdest thing that makes you sad?
How often do you take responsibility for other people’s crappy behavior?
When are you most likely to shut people out?
Which insecurity would shock people if they knew about it?
What do you find yourself justifying to people, even when no justification is needed?
When was the last time you tried to please someone who made you angry?
What do people often tell you need to focus more on?
What do people often tell you need to focus less on?
What is the one thing that could make you happy, but you refuse to do it because you’re afraid of what others would think?
Alright, starter call! Give a like and reply if you want a specific verse ( 358/2 days, KH2, KH3, Hearted, Post-KH3 Nobody, Bad End AU )
Yet another silver-haired Square Enix daddy in my clutches hehehe~
official notice: my activity is going to be terrible for the weekdays and sometimes Saturdays for the month of August // until about Labor Day. We are in full swing for the new program at the uni plus rush so I am going to be exhausted. I will be on when I can to do some stuff but it’ll mainly be on weekends and maybe a queue if I remember to do so.
munday asks!
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“Do you expect me to give you a warm welcome for intruding upon my solitude?” Silver eyes narrow, suppressing the flared emotions as much as possible–hold back the energy from breaking through the new gloves just bought. “One would wonder if such measures employed to make it difficult to come here had been done on purpose… yet not enough it seems.”
♚ open starter ♔