@defectivexfragmented continued from x
Bucky has been careful about this. Thoughtful. He's wanted to do this for weeks now, tell Yelena how he feels, what's been weighing on his mind, why he's been even more quiet and somber than his usual quiet and somber self. He invited her over, made tea, planned on making her dinner and telling her over champagne, something fancy that wouldn't so much as touch his inhibitions. Instead the words came tumbling out as soon as she sits down.
I'm in love with you.
And now she's laughing at him, turning away from him toward the windows, and for a moment his heart shatters into a million pieces. This isn't the first time he's been in love. Real love, not some passing fling in Greenwich. Last time was a diminutive blonde with a smart mouth and impulse control issues, too, though, so he supposes he might have a type. He never anyone how he felt last time. Knew he needed to tell Yelena before he loses her, too.
"I do mean it," he insists quietly, his voice barely audible over the hum of the refrigerator.
He'd lit the fireplace and a handful of candles. Made the space as inviting as possible when it's barren of any personal touches. Not even a rug on the floor, which thuds hollowly beneath her feet. No art on the walls to reflect his state of mind. Everything a grim shade of Landlord White. She looks beautiful in the firelight, even while attempting to turn him away.
Crossing the room to join her at the window, he stares down at her profile rather than avoiding her gaze. He repeats himself with all the solemnity of a terminal diagnosis: "Yelena. I love you."















