[fightingborderline]

I'm so grateful for the fact that I never lost you

[memes-to-show-my-therapist]

[fightingborderline]

I wish I could tell people about the way you make me feel. About the way how you make me feel like life is worth it. How you make me wanna go to sleep to have a new day. The feeling , how I don’t care about the rain, as long as your house is my finish, and your bed is my price. About the feeling how I am so tired, but when you walk in it’s like I have all the energy in the world. I wish I could tell people about how you are always there for me. And I can say that to people, but not with this sparkle in my eyes. I want to tell people about things we do together. And I want to tell people about how your heartbeat is the most beautiful song in the world, and your breath is the most calming feeling, and about how I think your voice is it both together. I wish I could tell people about how you heal me, and I wish I could tell people about how close we are. I wish I could tell people how you call me everynight , and how we fall a sleep on the phone. I wish I could tell people about how I only want to be awake when you’re around, and how the way you know me well. I wish I could tell people about the way I feel for you, and how you’re always there for me, and take care of me. I wish I could tell people about our laughs, our jokes, and our moments, and I wish I could tell people about the way how adorable you fall a sleep. But we have a ssh-relation , and I don’t want to lose this, so I keep my mouth shut. X

[fightingborderline]

“Getting attached to someone is realy scary. They can leave anytime, and the pain you feel is almost unbearable.”

— fightingborderline

[ziggyplayedd]

things that made me stop wanting to die that require no effort whatsoever

change the color used to highlight text on your laptop

move the pictures on your wall

stack whatever clutter is in your room into piles even if you don’t have time to clean it all

slightly vary your commute, even just by one street

change where you sit and scroll aimlessly on your phone even if it’s only to the chair in your room instead of your bed

drink water or juice out of a wine glass in the morning because nothing is real

shower with the lights off, without music

buy $3 flowers at trader joe’s—they look bad next to the more expensive ones but they look so good in your room

start typing things you don’t post into your notes. your thoughts can be worth documenting even if you don’t deem them worth sharing

wake up super early just once. you don’t have to make it a habit it’s just extra satisfying to go to bed that night

listen to the entirety of your favorite album from 2015

[sandersstudies]

Almost all of these are about variety. Humans need stimulation! We need enrichment! We literally cannot do the same thing every day!

The other day I was feeling miserable, so I hopped on a bus and rode it all the way back to where I’d started, and my brain, which had finally had some proper stimulation via new environments, was suddenly ready to go again!

This is why taking walks/drives and trying new hobbies are good for you! Don’t turn yourself into a sad zoo animal! You need some pumpkins to roll around in your enclosure!

[yippeeepenid]

ITS BACK!!!!!

god i fucking love the quote “dont turn yourself into a sad zoo animal” it has really inspired me!

[thebrokengenderqueer]

[nevver]

Emotional Overlap / Inside Out

[eighteenbelow]

You know, this is actually pretty useful for people who struggle to understand/identify their emotions.

[imoverallofit]

Proof that hatred is fear of what you don’t understand or like

[fembykitten]

I haven’t seen the movie but this is a great reference

[edwardspoonhands]

There was more legitimate science in ‘Inside Out’ than there was in ‘Interstellar’. [source]

[sonicrainbooms]

of course there was! if at this point you dont know they consulted actual child psychologists for accuracy thats on you tbh tbh

[unbearable-lightness-of-ink]

also useful for character development

[midnight-spectrum-again]

This is useful

[crookednose]

[dinahs-whiskers-blog]

NPD feels.

Don’t you get it? If im not the best, I am nothing. If im not the prettiest or funniest or most clever, I am nothing. I need to be everything. The constant battle in my brain, the inferiority complex vs the superiority. I am not worthy, yet I need the love that comes with being the best. I must be the best.

[borderlinesuggestion]

what do you MEAN you cant talk? you dont have enough time for me? you must hate me.

[garden-of-growth]

“YOU CANT LEAVE ME! PLEASE DONT ABANDON ME! I NEED TO BE ADORED! I CANT SURVIVE ALONE!” I scream into an empty room, suffocated by the silent response and the need to be admired.

[eisbecherovka]

“Home is not where you were born; home is where all your attempts to escape cease.”

—

Naguib Mahfouz 

original: “وطن المرء ليس مكان ولادته و لكنه المكان الذي تنتهي فيه كل محاولاته للهروب”

(via thequotejournals)

[just-shower-thoughts]

Everything on earth is either cheese or not cheese

[infpisme]

[ufomism]

person: i care about u me: ok then why am i not ur entire life??? smh fake

[avpd-chekov]

“stop surpressing your feelings” i’m not i just don’t have any

[naramdil]

you have this idea in your head that the only time you’re worthy of being loved is when you’re at your best. you’re still worthy of being loved when you’re at your lowest. you’re still worthy of being loved when you don’t want to go on anymore. you are still worthy of being loved even when you don’t love yourself. you are a human and therefore always worthy of being loved and don’t you fool yourself into thinking otherwise.