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My parents think a draft is coming because of the war in Iran and they keep pressuring me to stay in school longer even though I told them I can graduate this year if everything goes to plan.

I'm sick of college, the basement and this shitty retail job. I desperately want to move on to the next phase of my life.

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I was on my lunch break yesterday and there was a group of guys clowning on their friend for being 21 and still living with his parents.

Bruh I'm about to be 23 and I'm still stuck in my parent's basement. I gotta hurry up and graduate college this year man, I feel like a fucking loser.

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To end off another year of suffering. I tried to order a textbook for an upcoming class and I accidentally sent it to the wrong address...

Praying no one steals that shit or I gotta buy another one.

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End of The Year Life Update

Not much has changed since going back to school. Life is pretty much just school and work.

Tbh there was these two girls in my PR class that were hot as hell but I was too nervous to spit game at them.

Now that I'm off school for winter break, I feel like I need another hobby. I might want to try and pick up editing again. But I've heard that Capcut went from completely free to a payment based app.

I should probably try editing on adobe since I already have it.

I finished my first animatic the other day, pretty proud of myself for that. I grew up watching animatics and always wanted to do one myself.

I got an email about this remote ai job that basically involves talking to people on video call. I have no idea whether it's legit or not but I have nothing else better to do right now anyways.

As long as I don't run into another financial situation, I should hopefully be done with college by the end of next year.

Still a bit worried if I'm going to be able to make it through this current one. I'm at 10k currently and now my parents are forcing me to pay for my own gym membership. So that sucks.

I tried filling out another scholarship application form but those usually never work.

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Life Update No One Asked For

I completed my first internship this summer. Working six days a week for three months was hell but it adds something to my resume. The job itself was fine. Just working there and at my retail job was a lot mentally.

Apparently were moving again. I moved a couple times when I was a kid. And I was hoping this recent time would be the last but apparently not. Kinda bummed because the new place is further away and I can't walk to my gym anymore. :///

I came into contact with some old friends recently. And the way our friend group ended, I just thought everyone went their separate ways. But come to find out most of them still hang out and talk regularly. I just get excluded for some reason. It's crazy too because I handed out my phone number to everyone before we all graduated.

In hopeful search of new connections, I have tried to use Tinder but holy shit it sucks. It's a pay to win scheme and even if you do pay you still don't get shit. The only form of interaction you get is with onlyfans girls that want to scam you.

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The duality of earning more money but most of it going towards car repairs.

I was taking my usual route home yesterday. Some DTE mfs blocked the road. I tried to do a u-turn and hit somebody's mailbox. I didn't think much of it until I got home, and I shattered my left taillight. Now I have to drive up to O'Reillys on my fucking day off next week and see what they have in stock.

And I JUST had to get an oil change last week too. Sick of this stupid ass car taking most of my paycheck.

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Drops a big mouth tierlist and then leaves.

(I finished S5 yesterday, it was good.) Also I don't know if Coach Steve has any fans, but I genuinely believe he's the least funny character, and whenever he's the focus of a scene, my eyes automatically roll.

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Screenshot redraw. I can't believe drawing Big Mouth is what motivated me to draw a background.

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Chat, is it socially acceptable to like Big Mouth or do ppl still think the show is weird?

(Context: I watched the first two seasons when I was younger. And now I'm binging the series. Currently on s5, kinda enjoying the show. Do not understand why ppl hate it.)

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Me watching an influencer whose younger than me get to meet the animation team behind One Piece and get a shoutout on their youtube channel while I slave away at a 9-5.

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Accidentally dented the garage door when trying to pull in from work today. Guess I know what half of my paycheck is going towards!

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Tumblr-exclusive content for ya'll. This was the last kp panda related drawing before my hyperfixation died out. I don't like how it turned out so I'm not gonna upload it on my insta. I haven't actually seen KP4 but from the reviews I think this comic is accurate.

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Me when I've been on this earth for 21 years now and my parents ask me what do I like to do in my free time:

Looks at my drawing pad, my various sketchbooks in my room. My extra blank canvases from that painting class I took last year. Leftover tubes of paint lying around. My pursuit of a graphic design degree.

What the fuck do you think I like to do?

And then got to nerve to ask me if I want to go to a NFL watch party. Fuck off. I'm actually glad I got work today. Need a break from these two idiots.

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Story Time

This happened a few days ago. So I prepared some chicken alfredo for dinner since I was working the late shift at my job. There's like one metal container, a bunch of glass containers and a few plastic containers. The plastic containers are too big to fit in my lunchbox. So I chose to use the glass container to put my food in. It was time for me to go and I have to use both hands to lock the door. One hand to lock it and the other to twist the doorknob. So I set my lunchbox on this plant (probably not a good idea in hindsight). The lunchbox falls and I don't think anything of it.

Few hours later.

I take my lunch break and am excited to eat my dinner. I open my lunchbox to find broken pieces of glass and chicken alfredo everywhere. Bruh I spent more time cleaning up that mess than eating. Even though I separated most of the glass from the chicken alfredo. I could still taste like super tiny shards of glass as I ate. Overall a very weird experience.

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I usually use Clip Studio Paint to draw. But today I decided to do something different and use Adobe Illustrator. It was incredibly difficult to use but adobe is the top art program for graphic design (For some reason.) So trying to familiarize with it more. I rewatched Kung Fu Panda 1 recently and Tai Lung is the goat. Soooo here ya go.

P.S: Yes I am aware this looks like dogshit. Adobe Illustrator is hard.

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My Honest Reaction to One of My Coworkers Asking If I'm Mixed:

Context: I was at work yesterday in the break room and this old lady asked if both of my parents were black. I think she thought I was like half black/ half white. Like bruh I'm just light-skinned lol.

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"Annie's pretty young we try not to sexualize her." - Jeff Winger S1 Ep 13

My honest reaction knowing what happens in future seasons: