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luka | he/him | 17 | i sure do love boys

[preciousmlm]

omfg i havent been on this account in forever. hello everyone how are we all still gay ?!?!? also mini life update: im now 3 months on T! so thats cool :D i might use this account every once in a while again? i miss it for real 

[theprideful-deactivated20251201]

"i never seen two pretty best friends" oh yeah? then what's THIS

[preciousmlm]

Being an absolute coward and turning anon on but pls I just found your account again after missing it for a year and remembered how much of a crush I had on you

help i cant believe i was really gone that long...but A BIG CRUSH...??@#*)*$) HUHhhhH

[preciousmlm]

do u still have a link to ur discord server !! :o

oof this must be really old bc ive been off this acc for a while and i havent been on discord in months i think i left both discord servers i started bc i learned i am ...not really built to be a mod

[preciousmlm]

okay uhhm this miht sound odd but like... how did you know you were fully gay, i haven't been truly attracted to woman and whenever i got rejected by one i was happy and relieved but imagining gettong rejected by my boyfriend or any boy makes me cry. how do u know if ur fully gay?

ohhh buddy this sounds...quite a lot like fully gay HNDFN. theres no for sure way to tell universally, but like i figured it out by the fact that any type of feelings i felt for women never amounted to anything more than an affection for. i never had real desire to do anything "romantic" with a woman and the thought of dating a woman makes me feel very weird and just...off yknow?

[preciousmlm]

wowza i havent been here in a sec

[preciousmlm]

Your hair is amazing!! Love your blog

thank u sm :3

[preciousmlm]

facetime date where youre both dying ur hair

[maxer1-blog2]

Abandoned by my gay-hating parents, medical bills have financially destroyed me - please read - any help would be massively appreciated ❤️. This is truly my last resort.

For context, I’m a senior in university finishing up my chemistry degree. I’ve done multiple summer internships and 2 years of (unpaid) undergraduate research in the synthesis of novel drugs for cancer treatment. I love chemistry but getting through this final year of school has been the hardest thing I’ve ever done because my life is falling apart. The heart of the issue is financial. I have zero family support because I’m gay and my religious, conservative parents disowned me entirely. I moved away after coming out to go to college and we haven’t spoken since. They want nothing to do with me and that’s not gonna change any time soon. It hurts more than I can possibly describe that the people I thought loved me unconditionally now hate me because of something I can’t control, but there’s nothing I can do about it.

I’ve had countless jobs throughout college and have taken out loans to help pay for my tuition and textbooks. But I’m utterly broke. Right now I have negative 143 ($-143) dollars in my checking account and zero savings. Anyway - somewhat recently I got a really, really severe case of covid-19 and I was hospitalized for a week on oxygen. It was terrifying and I was near death before I was forced to call an ambulance to go to the hospital because it was becoming impossible to breathe. After that week-long hospital stay I felt quite a bit better but I was left with many thousands of dollars in medical bills, and more thousands in ambulance fees, that I have absolutely no way to pay. It weighs on me every single day. I just have no idea what to do. I can’t even afford to make my rent this month and get groceries, let alone pay my internet bill. Xfinity says my internet service will be disconnected by tomorrow if I don’t pay them $75 for my missed bill. I thought I could get an extension on that but it’s not looking good. Meanwhile I’m fucking starving because I can’t afford food and I’m underweight to an unhealthy degree. I could go on and on with the financial issues but I don’t even see much point anymore. My car needed an oil change and inspection 10,000 miles ago but I can’t afford it so I don’t even feel safe on the highway cause I feel like my car will break down any minute.

I’m just exhausted. I’ve always suffered from severe depression and anxiety but this is another level. I can’t even get out of bed because all I have to look forward to every day is more financial stress and academic obligations. I don’t know how I’m supposed to do this.

Anyway, if anyone is reading this, I sincerely hope you’re managing okay through this tough time. Don’t forget to smile at someone today. Lastly, I’ve never once in my life asked for “donations” or anything of the sort because it makes me feel uncomfortable, but if anyone can help me, I can't express how much I would appreciate it. This is my absolute last resort. Thank you for reading this.

My cashapp is $maxer1. If PayPal is easier for you, please message me and I’ll happily tell you my PayPal email.

I’ve also started a GoFundMe. Here’s the link:

https://www.gofundme.com/f/help-abandoned-son-pay-for-covid19-medical-bills

[maxer1-blog2]

No donations from Tumblr yet. I hate to even ask but this is honestly my last resort at this point. Anything helps - truly.

Even just seeing people care enough to like and re-blog this post has been so helpful to me. It’s good to know there are still kind, caring people out there. Thank you ❤️.

Message me for my PayPal!

Cashapp: $maxer1

GoFundMe: https://www.gofundme.com/f/help-abandoned-son-pay-for-covid19-medical-bills

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[preciousmlm]

i love these :D

[preciousmlm]

tomorrows first day of school but i cant even walk in and make a boy fall in love with me at first sight bc its online 🙄

[preciousmlm]

Arson person. I just Saw the age range nvm

im very sorry i forgot to reply to this but !!! ive had 2 discords , one is still active i believe which had the age range but im no longer in it but my current discord is all ages and is still open !!

[preciousmlm]

mess

[preciousmlm]

u,, are so cute,,

WWW thank u :]

[preciousmlm]

HEY BABY ITS UR RYO and im the only one kissing u now so anons stop flirting [holds ur hand] /half joking

HDMFMFNDJF hey ryo :] we r holding hands Now

[preciousmlm]

Ok I might have to come off anon right the fuck now bc you’re cute, fun to talk to, AND you like my two favorite bands Weezer and btr??? Also I’m a Kendall guy myself, he’ll have my heart forever-🗝

U KNOW WHAT kendall was loml when i first watched the show like when it was actively on nickelodeon so i felt that and dms r OPENNN

[preciousmlm]

OH also I forgot to say I’m nervous bc im afraid you’ll enjoy talking to me but think I’m ugly-🗝

first i jus wanna say looks r whtever but second of all im sure u r Very handsome u sent a description earlier nd all those traits *chefs kiss* simp worthy