not that crazy

25 • they/any • queer • neurodivergent

[fairytale-cottage-aesthetic]

housekeeping

we interrupt this program to take out some trash

idk when this blog got over 1.5k followers but i just checked my most recent follower and their first few posts were pro-israel and pro-cop so here's a lil post to say if you're a:

nazi

zionist

white supremacist

radfem

terf

trad

maga

or any similarly aligned bigot

unfollow me, block me, and go jump off a cliff 🖕

this is not some cishet white colonization fantasy blog. we love our marginalized siblings here

now back to your sporadically scheduled aesthetic posts

[verynormalblogger]

If you were born between 1995 - 2000, how much internet access did you have in your early childhood (up to 6 years old)

I always had access to the internet at my own home

I always had access to the internet but not at home.

I rarely had access to the internet at all

I only had access to the internet after I was six

Voting ended onJun 17, 2023

Tag what year you were born and where you're from!

[dearbisexual]

dam…….. that website “you feel like shit” (it’s like a questionnaire / troubleshooting guide for when you feel like shit) really works………………….. im not even all the way thru it and i even half-assed a lot of the suggestions and i already feel loads better

[dearbisexual]

for some reason, with this website, i was able to complete small tasks ive been fruitlessly bugging myself to do for weeks??

anyway, i feel almost good now :^)

[dearbisexual]

im glad this got some notes!!!! i hope it helps y’all find some measure of peace or comfort <3

[dearbisexual]

dam…….. that website “you feel like shit” (it’s like a questionnaire / troubleshooting guide for when you feel like shit) really works………………….. im not even all the way thru it and i even half-assed a lot of the suggestions and i already feel loads better

[dearbisexual]

for some reason, with this website, i was able to complete small tasks ive been fruitlessly bugging myself to do for weeks??

anyway, i feel almost good now :^)

[dearbisexual]

im glad this got some notes!!!! i hope it helps y’all find some measure of peace or comfort <3

[dearbisexual]

dam…….. that website “you feel like shit” (it’s like a questionnaire / troubleshooting guide for when you feel like shit) really works………………….. im not even all the way thru it and i even half-assed a lot of the suggestions and i already feel loads better

[dearbisexual]

for some reason, with this website, i was able to complete small tasks ive been fruitlessly bugging myself to do for weeks??

anyway, i feel almost good now :^)

[dearbisexual]

im glad this got some notes!!!! i hope it helps y’all find some measure of peace or comfort <3

[dearbisexual]

dam…….. that website “you feel like shit” (it’s like a questionnaire / troubleshooting guide for when you feel like shit) really works………………….. im not even all the way thru it and i even half-assed a lot of the suggestions and i already feel loads better

[dearbisexual]

for some reason, with this website, i was able to complete small tasks ive been fruitlessly bugging myself to do for weeks??

anyway, i feel almost good now :^)

[dearbisexual]

im glad this got some notes!!!! i hope it helps y’all find some measure of peace or comfort <3

[king-monky]

thanks keyboard, when I accidentally typed hest instead of best I totally wanted the hest (norwegian word for horse) emoji

[lilium-orientalis-deactivated20]

It can happen to the

of us

[verynormalblogger]

in showbiz (psych ward), i'm what they call a triple threat (diagnosed with 3 different mental disorders)

[kitterpow]

lol

[verynormalblogger]

i think it's interesting how Scorsese tries to convey Katya's psychological state throughout the movie. before her father died, she wasn't seen with a single black clothing item, however after that, she always had something black with her, highlighting her grief and her guilt. she wears scarves and sunglasses a lot, always wears dark lipsticks and extravagant updos. she wears her clothes like armor and is always trying convey power and fear. EXCEPT when she is alone with Sofia. when they're together, Katya still wears her warm fiery colors; red, orange, brown and gold. but they're lighter and brighter, and her lipsticks are in softer colors. she looses the scarves and sunglasses. Katya doesn't want to scare Sofia, she doesn't want power over Sofia. she just wants Sofia.

which brings me of course, to the boat scene, when Katya is still dressed up with her whole armor (after that whole deal went down that i won't get into) and it's the first time Sofia actually understands the layers of Katya Goncharov, who she is and who she had to become to survive. and instead of judging her, Sofia gently lifts Katya's sunglasses and place them over her head and says "there you go. you're too beautiful to hide your face like this." in the same tone as she talked to her in the apple stand scene, softly touching her in the same way, when we know Katya showing her face around in the apple stand was the reason the "killer" managed to track her, find her and then get to her and attempt murder as soon as Sofia left.

maybe I am reading too much into subtext but i think that's the movie telling us that Katya would "show her face" and stop hiding her feelings for Sofia, if it wasn't for the killer. but the killer is not just a person, he is a symbol of a man. The Man. the patriarchal culture she lived in. with Sofia, she was safe and she could be herself, but if Goncharov had a happy ending, it wouldn't be Goncharov

[verynormalblogger]

Katya has grown a dark and unmerciful woman from all the violence and loss she's endured, but with Sofia she lights up again. with Sofia she dares to take her armor off and because of that she gets caught. Katya isn't allowed to burn bright like she so desperately wants to. she can't live with her one true love, she can't behave as anything less than perfectly ladylike ike, she can't free herself from Goncharov's bullshit and she can't let her guard down otherwise that fucking guy will stab her. Katya is the most tragic character in Goncharov, i will fight you.

[verynormalblogger]

what is this pretty little skull if not a recipient for god to try and fit as many mental disorders as he possibly could in a single person

[kitterpow]

how we doing in the neurodivergent pit

[verynormalblogger]

adhd side of tumblr: i started taking adhd meds today. i woke up earlier than usual (as recommended by my doctor) and took them and went back to sleep. a couple of hours later i woke up feeling well rested. i have severe insomnia problems that alternate with hypersomnia, and today i slept a little over 6 hours when i usually sleep around 9 hours. it isn't 100% unusual behavior for me to wake up much earlier than usual, but it isn't quite normal either.

is it normal to wake up earlier than usual because of the meds? or does this mean i don't actually have adhd? i feel calm and normal (haven't started any tasks yet). wasn't i supposed to feel something? does this mean i don't have adhd? help

[himboyevsky]

i dont think i'd ever heard someone say trans rights so menacingly until this clip

[kitterpow]

I'M GONNA TAKE ADHD MEDS!!!!!!!!

FINALLY!!!!!!!!!

my doctor didn't exactly diagnosed me with it but he suspects it enough for me to take the meds! after 20 years complaining about my concentration SOMEONE listened to me!! i am in tears

[bonjour-manger-bitte]

I have news but I need everyone to know it's not fake and I'm not making it up

[bonjour-manger-bitte]

Kanye, in addition to being dropped from brands like adidas, is officially banned from Yu-Gi-Oh tournaments

[bonjour-manger-bitte]

[moeria-deactivated20130301]

bad

[gwschoolhiatus-deactivated20161]

i looked up the source for this and its from an anime where a dude has to keep a constant boner for a month straight or he loses his house

[rasec-wizzlbang-blog]

is this the episode where he lost his house

[picsthatmakeyougohmm]

hmmm

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[adhdalistair]