Occupation: Figuring life out?
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My mom is one of the most important people in my life. She made for me the sweater and the pink little « house » pouch on the photo; I adore them for their looks, but also because I know how much work she put into them. It symbolizes how much my mom does for me. She helped me go through some very hard times by being there and taking care of me, like she’s always done and I’m forever grateful for this. All the things she makes for me, and there are a lot of them, they’re like made out of this magnificent, selfless, unconditional love that, perhaps, only a mom can have for her child and that’s why they’re so precious to me, because they’re love.
When I was a teenager, I used to be very afraid of becoming an adult. My therapist recommended “My Sweet Orange Tree” to me at the time. It shook me up, in a helpful way. It helped me grow up a little bit. The Alchemist helped me to go through some of my darkest moments by giving me some hope and peace of mind while I felt like I could never find meaning in life and that life wasn’t worth it. Plants and nature have been helping me find faith and beauty in life; no matter how dark the day is, there is always something beautiful in nature. I often joke that my plants are my children. I name most of them and love to watch them grow, it’s magic. This one is from my mom. It was part of a birthday present.
My parents broke up when I was 11. This family picture is the only one I personally own of the four of us (my mom, my dad, my brother and me), I don’t even know if others exist, but it’s OK, because I have this one. It was a new year’s eve at my parent’s friends. I’m wearing a dress my mom made for me with a piece of wild silk my grandmother had brought back from a travel. It’s like a memory of a happy place, even if I also got severe urticaria on that same evening haha!
The bracelet is a Christmas present from my dad, from a few years ago, there’s nothing special to it, but it’s my favorite.
Sometimes I think I may be getting too old to keep these plush toys, but they have been my loyal companions since the beginning of my journey in life and have always been a great comfort during sad days. The first one is supposed to be some kind of pug dog, but I somehow was convinced it was a bear for most of my childhood, until my grandmother (on my dad’s side) told me it couldn’t be; I got so upset she could think it wasn’t a bear I refused to talk to her for the entire day. The second one was bought by my dad on the day I was born and it almost fell into oblivion. When I was 8, my dad was often traveling for work and I was missing him a lot, so I brought the little harlequin bear back from the box under my bed, and haven’t gave him up since. He fell into the toilet once.
My computer is something important for me because of what I can use it for. I mostly live « in my head » therefore I think most of my life is in my laptop: my readings, my writings, photos, music, researches, school work, film editing, games, movies, TV shows, keeping in touch with friends and so on.
My grandmother (on my mom side) has always sent me cards for my birthday, and my saint’s feast day (something we do in France), and sometimes letters too, for no particular occasion. There are also a few words from my grandfather, he’s always been so loving and positive, even if he had a difficult life, I admire him for that. I love them both with all my heart and I’m grateful to have them in my life.
My teenage years have a deep link with the music band Tokio Hotel. Even if I don’t think their music is that good, they’ve always done it with so much sincerity, it’s touching and honorable. They helped me grow through life, and I watched them grow as well and somehow that’s precious. I’ll always have this soft spot for them.
The piece of paper is a drawing my brother did once, probably during one of these deep conversations we sometimes have. I already knew of this, though I keep it because it’s a gentle reminder that I can’t just wish for things to happen and get better without challenging myself.
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