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my name is red and this is my multifandom mess of fanart and pixel art. also known as prettypinkpansy. they/them BUSINESS INQUIRIES: [email protected] FAQ

[prettypinkpansy]

hi everyone. i havent really posted in a while. partly because i havent really drawn in a while. but also i got pretty active on twitter and then once that site fell into the dumpster i got on bluesky. i post on bluesky sometimes at prettypinkpansy.bsky.social if you want to hang out but its not really any more art than youd see here its just me shitposting about dead by daylight and neopets.

anyway thanks for being nice on my art and stuff. except for the people who werent and got mad at me for my opinions on pokemon or whatever. just wanted to say im not dead

[neobastard]

anyways, tnt apparently forgot to implement the name filter for the varwolf quest.

so we get lovely creatures like our dearly departed Hellbitch.

[devilrose]

irresistible, unforgettable, I couldn't stay my hand

[prettypinkpansy]

thanks op for sharing my bluesky post. thanks @devilrose for this beautiful art. thanks everyone for appreciating hellbitch. shes not actually mine (that would be this reddit user) but i hope youre all having a lovely day anyway.

check out my kikos if you want. really neither here nor there just thought you might like to see them

their names are Wemee and Plasticbaggie and they are girlfriends in love

[prettypinkpansy]

please watch brave bang bravern

i know i never post on tumblr but i am begging you to watch brave bang bravern. dont look ANYTHING up about it. just go watch it. please watch this anime i love it so fucking much

i'm not even a big anime guy or even into the genres that bravern is about (which i am purposely obscuring) but it's so good, it's so good, please watch it and stick with it, i need everyone to watch it, it's so important

thank you

[bunchabears]

YCH Couples Commissions!

I'm opening a limited amount of slots for couples commissions! To apply for a commission, please fill out my request form here!

[bunchabears]

Hey folks, I'm re-opening these YCH comms! 💖

[prettypinkpansy]

The official sequel to that one post. It got very popular and I thought I would share the "answer" I found to my original "question".

The original comic is about growing up aneurotypical (specifically I have autism and ADHD among other things, e.g. being LGBT) in a world not made for that, and my profound feelings of alienation as a result.

Whether you share those specific problems or not, I am sincerely happy if it resonated with you and humbled that it meant something to so many people.

A popular addition to the post was "you will find your people". I think it is absolutely true that you can and will find people willing to support you and love you for who you are - I have, and their support made much of my growth possible (as well as therapy). I am grateful to the artist that made that addition and think it is important.

But I wanted to make this because to me, it was important to learn the message that you are allowed to exist as yourself, even if you were to never find a single other person who accepts you. You do not need the validation of others. Even if you feel like you were somehow made wrong, or will never fit in with anyone else, you have the right to exist.

Live authentically for yourself, and not for others. Pursue your passions.

It is intentional that the person in the comic never fully regains their color. I will never be the untraumatized child I once was. But that doesn't mean life is not worth living.

I love you, and I hope you try to live as you are.

[prettypinkpansy]

I don't usually reblog my own stuff much but I keep getting notifications for the old one (it has like 230k notes or something wild like that) and a lot of them are vulnerable kids who seem like they could use this message instead. If my work is going to continue to circulate I'd really love if this became the one that was circulated instead.

[prettypinkpansy]

The official sequel to that one post. It got very popular and I thought I would share the "answer" I found to my original "question".

The original comic is about growing up aneurotypical (specifically I have autism and ADHD among other things, e.g. being LGBT) in a world not made for that, and my profound feelings of alienation as a result.

Whether you share those specific problems or not, I am sincerely happy if it resonated with you and humbled that it meant something to so many people.

A popular addition to the post was "you will find your people". I think it is absolutely true that you can and will find people willing to support you and love you for who you are - I have, and their support made much of my growth possible (as well as therapy). I am grateful to the artist that made that addition and think it is important.

But I wanted to make this because to me, it was important to learn the message that you are allowed to exist as yourself, even if you were to never find a single other person who accepts you. You do not need the validation of others. Even if you feel like you were somehow made wrong, or will never fit in with anyone else, you have the right to exist.

Live authentically for yourself, and not for others. Pursue your passions.

It is intentional that the person in the comic never fully regains their color. I will never be the untraumatized child I once was. But that doesn't mean life is not worth living.

I love you, and I hope you try to live as you are.

[prettypinkpansy]

The official sequel to that one post. It got very popular and I thought I would share the "answer" I found to my original "question".

The original comic is about growing up aneurotypical (specifically I have autism and ADHD among other things, e.g. being LGBT) in a world not made for that, and my profound feelings of alienation as a result.

Whether you share those specific problems or not, I am sincerely happy if it resonated with you and humbled that it meant something to so many people.

A popular addition to the post was "you will find your people". I think it is absolutely true that you can and will find people willing to support you and love you for who you are - I have, and their support made much of my growth possible (as well as therapy). I am grateful to the artist that made that addition and think it is important.

But I wanted to make this because to me, it was important to learn the message that you are allowed to exist as yourself, even if you were to never find a single other person who accepts you. You do not need the validation of others. Even if you feel like you were somehow made wrong, or will never fit in with anyone else, you have the right to exist.

Live authentically for yourself, and not for others. Pursue your passions.

It is intentional that the person in the comic never fully regains their color. I will never be the untraumatized child I once was. But that doesn't mean life is not worth living.

I love you, and I hope you try to live as you are.

[prettypinkpansy]

"Why can't you let two same gender characters just be friends" Because I am a horrible gremlin rubbing my nasty dyke hands all over the characters you like. Sorry

[evgeniaborgul]

[prettypinkpansy]

sprites for my pngtuber. they all have animated mouth movement/blinking, though you can't see that here lol. you can see me stream on twitch over at prettypinkpansy

[prettypinkpansy]

have i really never posted anything of prism here? well this is prism, my oc/convenient stand-in/vtuber. they are a nonbinary alien, part of a species biologically descended from katydids. generally they just float on a spaceship and shitpost.

a lot of their traits are inherited/exaggerated traits of my own so they're gay, autistic, an artist, visual novel enthusiast, milf lover,

[prettypinkpansy]

the subtle approach is not always the best approach

[prettypinkpansy]

i drew the way i see yun-jin and trickster's dynamic

[prettypinkpansy]

I CHANGED MY URL

i use 'prettypinkpansy' on 90% of my websites now so for brand consistency i am, tragically, retiring the name 'beesbeesbees'. also all of my links are kind of broken as a result but i'll fix that soon. i did really love this username while it lasted but this is much easier to google and keep track of lol

[prettypinkpansy]

I CHANGED MY URL

i use 'prettypinkpansy' on 90% of my websites now so for brand consistency i am, tragically, retiring the name 'beesbeesbees'. also all of my links are kind of broken as a result but i'll fix that soon. i did really love this username while it lasted but this is much easier to google and keep track of lol

[prettypinkpansy]

fear and hunger 2: termina may in fact be my goty

[prettypinkpansy]

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