Chaos

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Hhhhhh I’m so sorry the holidays have been really stressful I promise I haven’t abandoned anything tho

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                     GUNMETAL BONES & BULLETS FOR TEETH

                           ❝  WERE YOU ALWAYS LIKE THIS?  ❞                             his               smile                is              crooked.                             ❝ NO, ❞             he             breathed           out.                             ❝ I  WASN’T  BORN  A  MONSTER. ❞

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Quick update: I’m alive just this is a busy week with hiring paperwork (I HAVE A JOB GUYS), helping a friend with filming (if u like anastasia check out mishkali’s project ocming out… sometime), med school shit, bdays, and six flags. So yeah I’ll be kinda dead till after sunday OTZ

Posts are slowly being worked on and may be posted at weird hours tho XD

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“Feel Good Inc” (Gorillaz cover) || Celia Pavey

this is probably the best cover i’ve heard of this song

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A late happy thanksgiving!!! 

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JUST BEEN BUSY WITH HOLIDAY STUFF AND TRAVELING BUT IM ALIVE

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Repost, don’t reblog!

tagged  by: I just stole it @@ tagging: uhhh @durindanna and @damndirtyrat

Rules = bold what applies to your muse

alcoholism. amnesia. anxiety. appetite loss. binge eating. co-dependence.cynicism. defensiveness. denial. depersonalization. depression. derealization. devaluation. displacement. dissociation. drug abuse. dysphoria. emotional detachment. flashbacks. flat affect. guilt. hallucinations. hypersomnia. hypervigilance. hypochondria. idealization. insomnia. intellectualization. introjection. isolation. low self esteem. narcissism. night terrors. obsessive compulsion. overeating. panic attacks. passive aggression. paranoia. phobias. projection. psychosis. rationalization. regression.repression. restrictive eating. risky sex. self-harm. somatization. splitting. sublimation. suicidal ideation. sleepwalking. suppression. thousand yard stare. triggers. trust issues. violence. whiplash temper.

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durindanna‌:

“I know. Breathe first, okay?” He stays stooped over, at the woman’s eye level. “I’ll help you and we’ll get you home, but you have to calm down first.” There’s no other way he can think of to figure out where her ‘home’ even is without her catching breath enough to tell him. Hopefully keeping an even tone himself will be enough to let her catch her feet.

Wonderful, she was making a scene and drawing attention wherever the hell she was. Always great for survival, standing out in a universe not your own. This was great. Just perfect. Jusstttt perfecttttttt.

Obviously, this was only making Coraline panic harder despite the stranger’s calming words. 

“I’m sorry. I’m fine.” was all she managed to gasp out between breaths, repeating those phrases as if simply saying them would make it true.

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I’m gonna say I am tentatively off of haitus for now. Probably won’t be doing a lot of long rp posts but down for some short casual threads to help destress from the med school process. @@

Gonna go ahead and drop all threads from non mutuals for peace of mind. Please message me if you want a thread to continue!

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JUST BTW THIS BLOG IS ALSO ON HAITUS I POSTED THAT TO FUCK WITH SOMEONE

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@durindanna || Help Me

“I just want to go home.” She managed to say through her panicked breaths.

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If thou gaze long into an abyss, the abyss will also gaze into thee. The abyss has actually grown very self conscious of people gazing into it, and politely asks you to stop.

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update: I’m having internet issues rn so I’m gonna be a bit inactive until that’s fixed.

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not fixed but I gave in and got an ethernet cable so close enough. XD

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update: I’m having internet issues rn so I’m gonna be a bit inactive until that’s fixed.

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                                                   A CHAOS.”

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Do you ever become desensitized to your own trauma?? Like you’ve been dealing with it for so long that when you accidentally let it slip out in conversation and the persons like “um oh my god?” You’re like wow I forgot my life has been one unspeakable horror after another #noted