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HOLY SHIT HOLY FUCKING SHIT
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@tcnystcrrk said: ‘ some days you will breathe and it will be enough ’
bucky regards tony with AMBIVALENT eyes. uncertain, yes, but tentative nonetheless. TRUST had not sprouted overnight, nor had it grown, in any significant amount, in the time since his recovery. respect for tony, however, is something that bucky cannot disregard. “ if i didn’t know any better, stark, ” he starts with only a momentary pause. the corners of his lips curl into a smirk, but his eyes remain unchanged. “ i’d say you were trying to comfort me. ”
and, despite his attempt to lighten it, the air is HEAVY. heavy because bucky believes tony is speaking out of experience ( half speaking to himself, perhaps ) and heavy because they are words that bucky needs to hear. he averts his eyes from tony’s gaze. “ don’t see how that could ever be enough. ”
between you and these bones (poetry prompts) – accepting
starters / prompts taken from f. d. soul’s work , between you and these bones . feel free to change pronouns / tenses as necessary .
‘ the problem is you keep trying to use your eyes ’
‘ how i soften when you pull me against you ’
‘ you are teaching me to love ’
‘ i will pretend that i have not already heard the question in your eyes ’
‘ you perhaps will become my swan song ’
‘ it is a very human thing to love ’
‘ you are my good days ’
‘ i have been loved dearly ’
‘ i promise you will not always be this war ’
‘ thank god for the stubbornness of organs ’
‘ it takes me seven days to stop being in love with you ’
‘ there will always be another day ’
‘ there will always be another mercy ’
‘ perhaps i will take up dancing again ’
‘ what a pretty little disaster you will be ’
‘ i am terrified for you ’
‘ i will fold inside of myself ’
‘ today i am thankful ’
‘ i didn’t want to sleep because i didn’t want to wake ’
‘ come and get me ’
‘ i tell myself i do not need you ’
‘ i think i broke again last night ’
‘ i’m just trying to connect with you ’
‘ you are an ocean that will perhaps never stop crashing ’
‘ burn the house down in search of yourself ’
‘ don’t you dare ever stop looking ’
‘ i struggle not to feel guilty ’
‘ you are a wild , unkempt thing ’
‘ sometimes it is a very sad thing to be human and longing ’
‘ find that you are made of russian nesting dolls ’
‘ the trees are always kindest with spring comes ’
‘ teach yourself the hymns again ’
‘ he is every amen i have ever laid down on lips ’
‘ this life is an altar ’
‘ i am sorry i do not have more time ’
‘ there is a mountain in me ’
‘ by the morning i am a triumph ’
‘ there are words playing hooky in the back of your throat ’
‘ today is by far the most beautiful creature i have ever come across ’
‘ there are many things that will fit beneath your skin ’
‘ forgiveness does not take up much room ’
‘ some days you will breathe and it will be enough ’
‘ you do not have to hold it quite so tightly ’
‘ there is a prayer in me , still ’
‘ you scare me a little ’
‘ you can be a good thing and not a whole thing ’
‘ there are flowers in my chest again ’
‘ the rain comes and sounds like you ’
‘ i cannot tell you why i still trust god ’
‘ find peace and build a home out of it ’
‘ there is never an end ’
hurt meme.
“ i got you. it’s gonna be okay, you’re going to be okay.”
“i feel like everyone’s miles away from me.”
“my mind is a dark place. you don’t want to be there.”
“i know this hurts, but you have to stay awake.”
“don’t close your eyes, please don’t close your eyes!”
“i just want to be numb, i don’t want to feel anything.”
“please don’t do this, don’t act like you care.”
“you don’t care, nobody cares, just leave.”
“you’re my friend, of course i fucking care.”
“i can’t give up on you, so please don’t give up on yourself.”
“i love you so much, i forgot what hating myself felt like.”
“i fucked up, why do you not care?”
“i can’t walk, just go on without me.”
“you have broken ribs, take it easy.”
“i have no idea how to do cpr.”
“whose blood is that?”
“apply pressure to the wound, don’t let go.”
“don’t you dare fucking let go!”
“what the hell happened to you?”
“are they dead? did you kill them?”
“do you know what you’ve done?”
“you’re either with me or against me.”
“who the hell did this to you?”
“are you alright? you hit your head pretty hard…”
“i can’t see!! what’s happening to me?”
“when was the last time you ate?”
“what do you mean you’re fine? you are not fine!”
“i’m fine, it’s just a flesh wound, i’ll be okay.”
“for how long? how long were you bottling this up?"
“there’s so much blood, you won’t last.”
“are you… throwing up in there?”
“why aren’t you eating?”
“just breathe… you’re okay, i promise, just breathe.”
“i can’t breathe, i can’t –”
"i woke up, & you were gone.”
“just tell me something, was it really worth it?”
"it’s okay to hurt & breakdown. you don’t have to be strong all the time.”
@stripedshield cont. from (x)
His eyes read Bucky’s expression, the weight that his friend still carries from actions that had not been his own. It’s enough to light up his nerves in the sting of bitter flames, knowing what Hydra had dared to use a righteous man like Bucky Barnes for.
A hand comes to rest with reassurance against the other’s back, and he does his best to swallow back the just anger that’s stirred within him; not to display, but to ignitethe fuel against dishonorable men when those battles arose once more, and there would always be another lowlife to stand up against.
“Didn’t want to take care of the little guy from Brooklyn anymore I take it?” Light words with the short breath of a chuckle in an attempt to take the pressure off the subject at hand. “Now what in the world would make you think that I’d ever give up? You know that’s not me, Barnes.”
He smiles down at his old friend, the hint of melancholy displaying on his own lips as he does so. They were more than simple friends, soul brothers, connected by fateitself. Not hydra, or time, nor anything else, could manage to disconnect this destiny which they shared.
a hand on his back sends WARMTH spreading along his skin. so reassuring and gentle, just as he had recalled. back before the serum and even up until now, steve had never lost the AURA that he has. it was just who he was, nothing could ever change it, he knew. he thinks that he knew that, too, when he was still the winter soldier. knew from the start. and maybe that was half of why he didn’t resist so wholly.
lips slide into a smirk at steve’s comment, though his brows do not fully relieve themselves of the TENSION they held. steve had always managed to bring LIGHT where there was none. no matter the scale.
“ i know, ” he starts, the smirk that had lingered finally fading. “ but still. you didn’t even know that i was still there. inside the winter soldier. ” eyes draw away from the other man’s. they begin to cloud, so discreetly. guilt. it came, of course. and when it did, it came in WAVES. heaving against the shore. INCESSANT.
bucky would like to think that FATE would have brought them together, no matter the circumstances. but he knew that fate had only played a small part, and that steve was the true and sole reason that bucky was there and not still in the clutches of hydra.
“𝕋𝕙𝕖𝕣𝕖 𝕒𝕣𝕖 𝕞𝕖𝕟 𝕝𝕒𝕪𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕕𝕠𝕨𝕟 𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕚𝕣 𝕝𝕚𝕧𝕖𝕤,
𝕀 𝕘𝕠𝕥 𝕟𝕠 ℝ𝕀𝔾ℍ𝕋 𝕥𝕠 𝕕𝕠 𝕒𝕟𝕪 𝕝𝕖𝕤𝕤 𝕥𝕙𝕒𝕟 𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕞. ”
Independent, Private, and Selective
Steve Rogers / Captain America
From MCU with few canon divergences.
Multiship and Multiverse Friendly.
Honored by,
Snow.
“ 𝕋𝕙𝕒𝕥'𝕤 𝕨𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕕𝕠𝕟𝕥 𝕦𝕟𝕕𝕖𝕣𝕤𝕥𝕒𝕟𝕕,
𝕋𝕙𝕚𝕤 𝕚𝕤𝕟'𝕥 𝕒𝕓𝕠𝕦𝕥 𝕄𝔼. ”
‘ i don’t even think about it now because i finally found you. ’
@stripedshield – born to die starters – accepting
he remembers so well the FEAR ( some of it lingers, even now ). the fear of being found. by steve, by hydra, by anyone. in retrospect, the thought amuses him – in regards to steve, at least. how could he ever be afraid of being found by steve? by the one person whose life, whose story was so important to his own. the one person who ANCHORED him to the ground, to this life. bucky had never been one to believe in FATE before, but certainly he did now. and he was convinced that nothing – not distance, not time – could keep them separated. not forever.
“ i didn’t even want to be found. ” the corners of his lips curl, so slightly, into a sad sort of smile. “ back then, ” he adds, pausing to bring his eyes to the other’s. “ but you never gave up. ”
( * &. ━ LANA DEL REY BORN TO DIE LYRIC STARTERS
BORN TO DIE.
‘ feet don’t fail me now. ’ ‘ take me to the finish line. ’ ‘ i’m hoping at the gates, they’ll tell me that you’re mine. ’ ‘ can you make it feel like home if i tell you you’re mine? ’ ‘ it’s like i told you, honey. ’ ‘ don’t make me sad, don’t make me cry. ’ ‘ sometimes love is not enough. ’ ‘ let’s go get high. ’ ‘ try to have fun in the meantime. ’ ‘ come and take a walk on the wild side. ’ ‘ let me kiss you hard in the pouring rain. ’ ‘ you and i, we were born to die. ’
OFF TO THE RACES.
‘ i can’t deny the way he holds my hand. ’ ‘ he has me by my heart. ’ ‘ he loves me with every beat of his cocaine heart. ’ ‘ light of my life, fire of my loins. ’ ‘ be a good baby, do what i want. ’ ‘ i need you to come here and save me. ’ ‘ keep me forever. ’ ‘ tell me you own me. ’ ‘ i’m sorry that i’m misbehaving. ’ ‘ i’m gonna stay and pray with him till the end. ’ ‘ i’m not afraid to say that i’d die without him. ’ ‘ who else is gonna put up with me this way? ’ ‘ i need you, i breathe you, i’ll never leave you. ’ ‘ i’ll never leave you. ’ ‘ i was alone without you. ’ ‘ hon, you never looked so beautiful as you do now. ’ ‘ i love you forever, not maybe. ’ ‘ you are my one true love. ’
BLUE JEANS.
‘ you know you make my eyes burn. ’ ‘ you fit me better than my favorite sweater. ’ ‘ love is mean and love hurts. ’ ‘ i will love you till the end of time. ’ ‘ i would wait a million years. ’ ‘ promise you’ll remember that you’re mine. ’ ‘ love you more than those bitches before. ’ ‘ i will love you till the end of time. ’ ‘ no please, stay here. ’ ‘ we don’t need no money, we could make it all work. ’ ‘ i told you that no matter what you did i’d be by your side. ’ ‘ i’ma ride or die whether you fail or fly. ’ ‘ well shit, at least you tried. ’ ‘ when you walked out the door a piece of me died. ’ ‘ you just need to remember. ’
VIDEO GAMES.
‘ get over here and a play a video game. ’ ‘ you the bestest. ’ ‘ it’s you, it’s you, it’s all for you, everything i do. ’ ‘ heaven is a place on earth with you. ’ ‘ tell me all the things you want to do. ’ ‘ i heard that you like the bad girls, honey, is that true? ’ ‘ it’s better than i ever even knew. ’ ‘ they say that the world was built for two, only worth living if somebody is loving you. ’
DIET MOUNTAIN DEW.
‘ you’re no good for me. ’ ‘ you’re no good for me, but baby, i want you. ’ ‘ never was there ever a girl so pretty. ’ ‘ do you think we’ll be in love forever? ’ ‘ do you think we’ll be in love? ’ ‘ i’m not gonna listen to what the past says. ’ ‘ i’ve been waiting up all night. ’ ‘ ready for another lie? ’ ‘ we both know just what we’re here for. ’ ‘ maybe i like this roller coaster. ’
NATIONAL ANTHEM.
‘ money is the anthem of success. ’ ‘ god, you’re so handsome. ’ ‘ he says to be cool, but i don’t know how yet. ’ ‘ can we party later on? ’ ‘ i’m your national anthem. ’ ‘ money is the reason we exist. ’ ‘ you can’t keep your hands off me or your pants on. ’ ‘ don’t you know who you’re dealing with? ’ ‘ um, do you think you’ll buy me lots of diamonds? ’ ‘ it’s a love story for the new age. ’ ‘ i need somebody to hold me. ’
DARK PARADISE.
‘ all my friends tell me i should move on. ’ ‘ loving you forever can’t be wrong. ’ ‘ even though you’re not here, won’t move on. ’ ‘ there’s no remedy for memory. ’ ‘ your face is like a melody, it won’t leave my head. ’ ‘ your soul is haunting me and telling me that everything is fine, but i wish i was dead. ’ ‘ i wish i was dead. ’ ‘ every time i close my eyes, it’s like a dark paradise. ’ ‘ no one compares to you. ’ ‘ i’m scared that you won’t be waiting on the other side. ’ ‘ all my friends ask me why i stay strong. ’ ‘ when you find true love, it lives on. ’ ‘ that’s why i stay here. ’ ‘ i don’t wanna wake up form this tonight. ’ ‘ there’s no relief, i see you in my sleep. ’ ‘ everybody’s rushing me. ’ ‘ i can feel you touching me. ’ ‘ i feel you in my dreams. ’ ‘ i feel you in my dreams telling me i’m fine. ’
RADIO.
‘ not even they can stop me now. ’ ‘ their heavy words can’t bring me down. ’ ‘ i’ve been raised from the dead. ’ ‘ no one even knows how hard life was. ’ ‘ i don’t even think about it now because i finally found you. ’ ‘ now my life is sweet like cinnamon. ’ ‘ now my life is sweet like cinnamon, like a fucking dream i’m living in. ’ ‘ baby, love me cause i’m playing on the radio. ’ ‘ my body’s sweet like sugar venom. ’ ‘ american dreams came true somehow. ’
CARMEN.
‘ darling, darling doesn’t have a problem lying to herself. ’ ‘ her liquor’s top shelf. ’ ‘ it’s alarming, honestly, how charming she can be. ’ ‘ you don’t want to be like me, don’t wanna see all the things i’ve seen. ’ ‘ i’m dying. ’ ‘ you don’t want to get this way. ’ ‘ the boys, the girls, they all like (name here). ’ ‘ she gives them butterflies. ’ ‘ she laughs like god. ’ ‘ her mind’s like a diamond. ’ ‘ she walks the streets so mean. ’ ‘ it’s alarming, truly, how disarming you can be. ’ ‘ you don’t want to get this way. ’ ‘ it’s tiring. ’ ‘ baby’s all dressed up with nowhere to go. ’ ‘ put your red dress on. ’ ‘ put your lipstick on. ’ ‘ my love, i know you love me too. ’ ‘ you need me in your life. ’ ‘ you can not live without me. ’ ‘ i would die without you. ’ ‘ i would kill for you. ’
MILLION DOLLAR MAN.
‘ you said i was the most exotic flower. ’ ‘ i don’t know how you convince them and get them. ’ ‘ i don’t know what you do, it’s unbelievable. ’ ‘ i don’t know how you get over someone as dangerous, tainted, and flawed as you. ’ ‘ i love you, honey. ’ ‘ i’m ready to go. ’ ‘ how did you get that way? i don’t know. ’ ‘ you’re screwed up and brilliant. ’ ‘ you look like a million dollar man. ’ ‘ so why is my heart broke? ’ ‘ you got the world, but baby, at what price? ’ ‘ it isn’t that hard to like you or love you. ’ ‘ i’d follow you down, down, down. ’ ‘ you’re unbelievable. ’ ‘ if you’re going crazy, just grab me and take me. ’ ‘ i’d follow you down, down, down, anywhere, anywhere. ’
SUMMERTIME SADNESS.
‘ kiss me hard before you go. ’ ‘ i just wanted you to know that, baby, you’re the best. ’ ‘ i got my red dress on tonight. ’ ‘ i’m feeling alive. ’ ‘ honey, i’m on fire. ’ ‘ nothing scares me anymore. ’ ‘ i know if i go, i’ll die happy tonight. ’ ‘ think i’ll miss you forever. ’ ‘ think i’ll miss you forever like the stars miss the sun in the morning sky. ’ ‘ later’s better than never. ’
THIS IS WHAT MAKES US GIRLS.
‘ remember how we used to party up all night? ’ ‘ there she was, my new best friend. ’ ‘ how i hate those guys. ’ ‘ this is what makes us girls. ’ ‘ we all look for heaven and we put love first. ’ ‘ something that we’d die for, it’s our curse. ’ ‘ don’t cry about it. ’ ‘ we don’t stick together ‘cause we put our love first. ’ ‘ don’t cry about him. ’ ‘ that’s where the beginning of the end begun. ’ ‘ everybody knew that we had too much fun. ’ ‘ get us while we’re hot. ’ ‘ c’mon, take a shot. ’ ‘ it’s all gonna happen. ’ ‘ a freshman generation of degenerate beauty queens. ’ ‘ they were the only friends i ever had. ’ ‘ crying ‘cause i know i’m never coming back. ’
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ind. selective bucky barnes – comic & mcu influence ≼ fought for by macy ≽
My little art tribute to Bucky Barnes <3
I talked about this a lot before, but I started to really appreciate him as my disability representation. It gets me so emotional, especially the Wakanda scenes, when he’s at peace & without prosthetic arm. I truly hope he’ll get some happy story-lines in the future.
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@inmetal
Wanda was still outside. SItting up on the bench with her gaze casting the water. She was still reeling after everything that was done. They lost lots of people but they saved the world. Sometimes she would think back to when she did part of the project with Zemo. That was when she started to lose everything. The silence was finally broken when she noticed someone sit down on the bench next to her. She looked over to see Bucky. He wasn’t making any movement to make her speak. But just to let her have someone there. She knew from the others that he had his own dealings with HYDRA. After a while, she turned to look over at him. “Zhe quiet life sounds good after everything.”
bucky stepped out to clear his head only to see that someone else had the same idea. he stopped, nearly turned around but something in him stirred. he continued, sat on the bench next to her. felt her mood, so similar to his own. it hung over them like a cloud. had been ever since the battle. when she broke the silence, he shifted slightly to better face her. “the quiet life,” he repeated, a light snicker following. “don’t think ‘the quiet life’ is an option for people like us.” his tone was light, airy but there was no denying the despondency in its undertones. even if they could leave, go far, far away – nothing would be undone. the memories would remain. the hurt would linger. “where would you go?” he asked regardless. couldn’t hurt to pretend.
@widowblck » sentence starters » accepting
“no, i don’t.” bucky reiterated, features solemn to back up his words. back when they first met and now – his stance was unwavering. her heart ( he’d like to think he knew it well enough ) was in the right place. now, more than ever.
“i knew you back then.” eyebrows furrowed, a wistful expression flashed briefly across his features. tender, for the short time it was there. he said this as a testament, not an ounce of judgement in his voice ( not that it was his place ). that he knew her when she had still been in the darkness. knew about her old ghosts that still haunted her.
“if you don’t wanna prove me wrong, then don’t,” he challenged, a soft but determined look on his face. as if it was an option. it wasn’t.
@notuptoyou » sentence starters » accepting
“i wonder,” bucky started. pursed his slips slightly, weighing his next words. “which one of those we were.” his instincts told him to argue the first, but how true was it? no, he hadn’t been human, back then. human before and human after but surely not in between.
if they weren’t, if he wasn’t human back then – then had it been the latter? were they only playing at being human? hardly, he thought, on his account. not even a facade of humanity.
he tilted his head. shook off the sentiment and looked to her, curious for her take.
M u l t i v e r s e. If mcu does this to me, then I sure as hell will believe 616 can bleed into mcu