Prince Ziggy

[prinxeziggy]

Please respect

July 23, 2026 Thursday and Time: 11:58a

Hi God,

Why am I always annoyed about my school male students were mocking me that they think I am look a retarded? This is so uncool and not very nice that word. Please respect. Please stop making fun of me or who else alike me. That is enough. You are so mean and disrespectful. I don’t trust with male students ever again. I am so done and it’s over.

I do NOT think that we will be a friend. No way for me and get the fuck out of my face, bitch and you are also all a very so nastiest and assholes male students. I will not never forgotten about you all guys. I still do have a bad traumatic in the past as we were same the deaf school. We were different ages and class of graduate high school.

I will never forgotten about your faces same before. Not after face. Old same faces of my memories. I feel still stuck and feel like sticky in my eyes and my brain as well.

I will not able to be so forgiving you all male students and one guy my old former roommate. I am not very appreciation that is so not properly. You are all very so mean and no respect. You have no heart showing embracing with people like good heart with their lost soul and spirit as well.

Did I called you that you are so retarded? Fucking no way! Can’t be so I don’t want to become so insulting by people. I do have a good heart with my beautiful soul and spirit as well. Besides, I am thankful to saw that mirror front of you behind me back when I saw that you said that you think she is look so retarded-I am like zip and no speak. I feel so bad for them and they were a kids. They don’t know what mean word is “Respect” explain and visual with the point of view like a picture image.

I am also thankful to luckily to have with you in my life because you are so good. I know God is so good. God is very an amazing working hard to help with people that he has a very powerful soul. I love God. I do feel connected with God is always having a good communication with me for intention of life.

I am also praying for sure and I feel so grief because of male students, former roommate and old friend girl called them retarded and I am involving that male students called me I am so retarded. I am very so upset and brokenhearted. I feel also got so grief and mad at them. This is so uncool and very disgraceful like you are fucking so mean.

God always knows what I am doing with Him. God is always so protect me. Thanks for everything that I am a grown man. I am almost soon to be forty of age for my big birthday of December. I can’t wait and so excited. I am very watching and waiting for a long time because of any good numbers give my age as I am a grown man.

Take a break 12:39p

Finally. I am back here and time 1:15p.

I don’t want to feel so obsessed about my past trauma and I don’t like them as well.

Again, I indeed don’t trust them also. But why they did do that like this? I don’t understand how come is problem that they have a serious mental health. I heard they went to fuck up their life because someone is bad drug cocaines, they have a kids. They are so embarrassing. I am not very humiliated guy yet. I don’t want to be so perfect or so special. Hell no way for me. I’d rather to do nothing something else to do for me so far. Sorry male students, and former roommate that you are fucking so mess up like get ruin of yours life as well. Too bad.

I will talk about that later.

God, love you as always forever,

Jesus’s name

amen

-Ziggy

[prinxeziggy]

Hi God,

July 22, 2026; Wednesday and Time: 8:29a

Hi God,

It’s me Ziggy. Good morning and how are you indeed? I am hoping that you are doing great and I am doing great as well. I just want to talk with you that is my personal for sharing that my express is about a very an open minded what we can discuss about that issue. I know my schizophrenia and antidepressants and more. I am not thinking that I am something odd or action odd behaviors. Or am I looking so crazy to you? I am trying to solved of my problem with my own schizophrenia and antidepressants. Of course, I do have a Post Traumatic Stress in the past as child trauma what my disgusting Dad did to me. It wasn’t so appropriate behavior when I got nasty and nauseous from my dad was touch my private part area. I really do NOT trust him anymore after last time I saw him and left him. I will not never forgot or never forgive him. He’s a very nastiest dad ever I see in my life since I noticed it when I remember I saw him that he took his tank top or t shirt put his nose blow away on shirt I was like WTF? I supposed not to be copy from him but I did. It was one or two times. That is so gross and nasty and disgusting as well. I will not copy from him his way ever again. We are not very heading to close family. Hell no, we are not used anymore. We are so done and it’s over.

Why is he lying to me when I called him through on the video phone live interpreter ASL to him that I wanted to tell him into the detail of information going on with my problem needs to solved making me feel better but he did not answer me back or hung up on me when I saw. Whatever, fuck him anyway. He will going to the hell basement ever his own heading on his own life to sentence death.

I do miss my mom and two big brothers. I will see and visit them on the 26th of Sunday. Cannot wait to see them again soon. I am also so excited about that spending time with my family together again. We will have such a good or great time together.

Of course, I miss my nephew Prince. I miss him already.

Yes sir, I am still needing prayer for surely myself make sure I am doing okay with that issues of any problem. We will be always being so with you that you are my family. Our are your family as well. We will be do following you where we will going to somewhere like go to the beach, go up to the hills mountain or lake with forests or something find a very good spot as well.

I am waiting for see my favorite weather comes into the sunny today. We did not see any come into the sunny yet until maybe later on today? We hope it is week will be so nice weather and still need to start better prayer now because of you see my typing this my blog here for talking to weather is a nature any time for the moments like it is so nice spot today.

God, we love you so much and will be on your side as we are part to be your family. We will be listening to you whatever you can mention to us so we will be following you that you have to say something so nice cheer up for positive vibes as well. And be a happy balance with life as well. Be smart and be a happy balance with life. Be brave and be fight for it by yourself as well. Be so confident and start to be able to trust with others. We will be constantly here with you any time for the moments that we are your on side of family or friends or whoever what we can be called for a word something nice to say. God, here again we love you and I love you too. Thanks for your patience with me or us today. We are cares about you like past,, the present and the future. We have to focus on this today 2026. Not about over and over again from the past is not a very good health so we also have to moving on our own the present this is a year 2026 today. We will be holding on in the future any time for the moments.

Again, thanks for patience with us today.

Love you and…

Jesus’s names

Amen.

-Ziggy

[prinxeziggy]

Hi people, good morning.

July 18, 2026; Saturday and time: 8:56a

Hi people, good morning.

How are you really? I am hoping that you are doing so great and feeling so relaxed today. I am also doing great and doing to do for my laundry today. I am at the laundromat now. I did have a lot of clothes too messy. I had to do with my messy clothes become so cleaned better after this was so awful messy or bad smell clothing. Now, I am so happy with my clothes still into the dry machine now. I can’t wait to do next all have to folders clothes after first needed to do finish dry machine now. I have to wait and see them that they are done.

I am also so gladly that I bought a lot of fresh fruits at my home. I went to the stop and shop afternoon almost ish. I had to bought a lot of fruits with me bring home. I love fruits and they are just so yummy and delicious. I also glad saw my old childhood bus mate Puerto Rican guy at the same city bus. He was on the way to the Robinson House and see 1 and 1 in person from finished work in New Britain where he was working over there yesterday. We were chatting shortly because I live near my home from Stop and Shop area. So we were dropping off at Quaker Lane S near BLVD. He was glad saw me also. He is on the way to the Robinson House after his done work. I am returning on way my home after went to the Stop and Shop.

I can’t sharing with you this information. It is just person look like who he is. Sorry. We are just favor stay our private personal life and their name as well. I have to respect them. It is their private personal. I do very cares about them as well. I do like listening to the other person said. So I have to try help with some people if they have a serious problem or any issues concerned. I will be glad to help for advice and some people need stop talking too much bad names on others like a bad negatives behaviors. This is so uncool and disgraceful. Where is their showing some very manner and respect. Do not talking bad names on their backstabbing. Don’t do ever again. Please and be sure to be clarifying (clear crystal) for communication and have to be so patience and listening to another whatever they can mention something to you or them. Please be action nice people to another. Alike be very manner.

By the way, the point is I am talking about my favorite fruits can helping me weight loss also. I am so glad that I did some lost a pounds. This is also still working for me, indeed. It’s so successfully. I am so glad that I did it.

Any discuss with you or me? Hmm, I am not sure how can to mention something to you all. So, now I am focusing on my clothes still into the dry machines. Like 11 minutes left to go until stop dry machines done then I will do all clothes need folders before I will be left from the laundromat today. Ok, nice to shared with my story so far.

Have such a nice day. Stay safe.

Take care,

-Ziggy

[prinxeziggy]

Why am I drink an alcohol?

Time 10:43 in the morning. Today is June 10, 2026 Wednesday.

Hi God,

This is me, I just wanted to be reveal to sharing with you that why am I drink an alcohol? Do I look like I have a problem with issue? I realized that this is so uneasy to be give up for my fighter mental health issues. I am also praying for sure that I just want to stop drink problem when I got black out or didn't remember what happen last night what I did.

I am not really so appreciated when I did have a serious problem with my weakness for drinking alcohol has been lately the weekend and hard to believe about word "why?". That was my question is what I need to know why and what I need to figure it out why I have a problem lately...just curious of question. Do I feel like so guilty? Do I look a bad person? Am I look so crazy to you? Am I look so stupid to you? Maybe, feeling so craving when I feel addicted that I might love to drink problem. An alcohol is not extremely good for your health. I want to make sure that I have to be safe by myself when I can making it to the climb the ladder above the sky to see people, children and animals and plants or trees.

Yes, I do need to know I am praising that I want to make sure I am doing okay. Importantly, trying to be so cheer up by myself feel so comfortable without drinking problem. I know I do have a mental health issues so many. Excuse me, I just went to an achoo loud like a third times. Sorry about that. By the way, I just want to be so happy life again. I feel so calm and relaxation. I just want to be a good life balance of my own lifestyle.

I have a mental health so many: Post Trauma Stress, Drugs, Alcohol, Anxiety, OCD (Washing Hands or Germs), Schizophrenia, Anti-Depressant.

This is so uncool to see and feeling so sad happens to me when I did this everything was so messed up. Also, this is not so funny and scary me to got a worse for my mental health...although that I am still learning more for mental health of their own mind and feelings.

Yes, I am still praying for your helping and I need you here with me. I need to understand what does that mean to me that I have a mental health issues. I need to know why. How? Try to be so exactly?

Take a break 11:07 in the morning...

here come back again July 11, 2026 Saturday and time 11:19am

I was very busy work and went to the grocery shopping and spend time with my family the weekend as well. But not now, for my writing this here today. I will talk to you all later.

Talk later.

-Ziggy

[prinxeziggy]

Hi Spirituality…

July 6, 2026 Monday and 12:07p

Hi Spirituality,

How do I feel my spirit today? I feel so good and so relaxed. Because I went to the yoga in this early morning for my first time and I hadn’t been used to be meditation for a long time. Wow, this is must so nuts! I do miss my free time when I am using for a yoga around this is my apartment in the living room. I should be sometimes do that like this.

I want to be so healthy balance for my goal to do the right thing when I am doing with a meditation yoga and walking and journal blogging here. I just want to do myself how to be yoga balance and feel so comfortable for me as well. I want to be so calm and peace. I also just want to feel real my home yoga meditation for myself should to try do that sometimes. I have to practice yoga my own after I learned from deaf woman teaching us to learn how to do the direction yoga classes. So I miss her last time we saw her in person so she is gone somewhere she left this classes. I am still not understanding why what is going on with that her (instructor Yoga). Maybe she is not comfortable with people around. I do understand. Yeah so, that.

By the way, I do like to be so comfortable with my own personal meditation practice and still need more learn all things. Which would be so fun and cool.

Spirituality is a very good for you-I do have another believe in my own identity of Native American as well. So, my beliefs to feeling connected with animals and natures and people as well. I just want to have a very good communication like gestures with that so different trees and plants as well because of my feeling belong where I was and I am now. Sometimes I do like start quiet and looking around at the sky, smell fresh air, deep breath, look around at the nature trees, plants, flowers and animals and people as well. I can feel it that because of vibes. Of course, and also do not forget to add that weather has a very good communication through my mind and feelings and so beautiful soul and my own spirit feeling.

Talk sooon

Om,

-Ziggy

[prinxeziggy]

Hi Journal and Respect my pride tribe.

July 4, 2026 Saturday and 2:20p

Hi Journal and Respect my pride tribe.

Because of my tribe is Cherokee part of my mom’s mom is my side Native American. I have to respect with my pride part of it and support to embracing who is same like me for all people. I do miss my rest of peace grandma Mae into the heaven. I never forgotten about her since I was a baby to around 21 or 22 years old. She was an amazing grandma because she tried to have a good communication with me when we were used a pen and paper to each other us. I hope she is doing so happy to see her own family or friends or something into the heaven. I know she is watching me that I am just coming down to wrote this here right now. I do loved her and she was my embraces and a very good heart grandma Mae.

Sorry about to distracted by my people from group home Robinson House social party that we had a cook oven for people what they want to eat. We are doing good social with people and feeling so comfortable for another showing some love and cares of them for support we needed that. We are also a deaf people mostly than a few hearing people knows use ASL: American Sign Language with hands accents all of USA and International as well. We are so many people who is a deaf and hard of hearing out the real world for Deaf and Hard of Hearing and don’t forget to add that also Deaf Blind or Deaf ColorBlind or Visually Impaired (I didn’t like it that way some people called them that they are just Visually Impaired, this is so uncool so I prefer I want them accept if I can call them that they are just “blind”.). Does it make sense to you? I hope you will be able to understand what I am mentioning.

That is what I am just said it, anyway.

That is the point is about my pride tribe of Cherokee

Sorry waiting for me but I just distracted on people around in the living room and dinner room so we have to clean up and make sure clean and we will have a dessert ice cream but I don’t want to eat it. I am focusing on my plant based lifestyle.

[prinxeziggy]

Hi Journal and Happy Early 4th of July.

July 3, 2026 Friday and Time: 3:47p

Hi Journal and Happy Early 4th of July.

How are you indeed now? I am hoping that you are doing good and stay cool inside of building, restaurant or apartment or house. Stay safe inside cool comfortable by ourselves. I am doing rest after I went to earlier at Whole Foods Market on Bishop Corner Area near North Main Street in WestHa in Connecticut for morning. I went to grocery shopping what I need and want to try so different taste food or drink. I spent money around 111 dollars but I took Cash Comeback like $40 dollars give to my older sibling’s car for pay gas. I came back home from Whole Foods Market Bishop Corner and decided went to the Robinson House pick up for my meds from Med Shoppe yesterday. I had to took them today and brought them with me home.

So now, I am resting and stay in cool apartment living with my roommate unknown. So I also already chatted with my roommate’s best friend unknown FaceTime just two of us together without my roommate is sleeping in the living room. We don’t need to bother unknown roommate’s nap. I watched the Christmas Hallmark Movie earlier afternoon like at noon established to two in the pm. It was so very good and I have to recommend it that you should or must watch so you will be loving and heartbroken sadly. I do indeed loved that movie first time ever I saw. I want to watch that movie repeat in the future maybe early October almost end of month (October) or November. I think this is my favorite movie. I had such an amazing time with that movie was so very recommended (suggestion) this.

Sorry about distracted by on tv I do like to watch the Christmas Hallmark different so many movies if I am interested this anytime when I can afford.

Anyway, so um, I am just thinking something what we can do something else discuss about generally… … … we need to be together because we are same humans and any sexual orientation prefer not to say. That is what I want to teach you how to be right because of expensively surgery like removed real breasts, fake add breasts, or removed penis with testicle or facials surgery (maybe or Botox?) if you can afford it. It is YOURS money, it is not my money. I would love to pay for you transition like male or female. I know it is so scary laying down on the support table “massage therapy” with rollers when you will be affections to make you so nervous and paranoia or whatever. So please do not. You will be just fine-please first think about it for a few days or later while what you can to make a decision for choose when you can afford or maybe you will be feeling like who will give you money for surgery when you might do not want to take their money or you will be might feeling taking advantage by yourself. Be sure who you actual are and accept. I don’t know if it will be so natural. Wow, I am trying to figure out and want to ask you if you got already surgery to transition male or female or she-male will be feeling like a pure natural after transition surgery? Man, I am surely definitely praying for us that we want to know how you can feel or not feel nothing natural after you had a surgery like a male or female or she-male or binary male or binary female or transgenders? I reckon that this is can be so difficult for you and it is JUST yours. Not mine. It is YOUR money or cover insurance like approve or not approve it.

Man, I can’t believe it that would be so challenging for us to able to understand what do you mean and tell me the truth. Don’t fucking lie. Be honest yourself. We just want to listen from your story journey about your life change lifestyle. Can you tell me and sharing with us together. We will be so patience and listening to your words express sharing with us together. We will be supporting for you all. So please be careful and who you indeed are. Do not fool or brainwashing or something happen. So please be honest with us. God is watching me, you and us. We know that God is watching ua. God is still there into the sky above. Sometimes it is not reality or sometimes it is reality. So again, please be careful and watch your front and watch your back as well. We are still praying for us together. We are a fair humans.

Talk soon or so.

Again, Happy Early 4th of July!

Be safe,

Pray us.

-Ziggy

[prinxeziggy]

Hi Journal…

July 2, 2026 Thursday and Time 8:59p

Hi Journal,

How’s it going with you all? I am hoping that you are doing good or so. I am doing good or so as well. Want to write down here my writing this blogging right now.

Be honest, I think some people are so manipulative, narcissistic and other because of me. Me?! Why me?! Why me!? Then, anyway? What the fuck going on? Try to be revenge me or “something?” I don’t think I would be able to be so trust with you or all people. So I can trust with my naked on the bed because I indeed don’t care if you do think I am ugly or fat or odd imbalance hormones. So what! Fuck you, bitch or asshole hooker!

I do rather to stay single for so long long time-I meant it will be so forever until I am die. Too bad all of you feel brainwashed or something. I don’t want to hurt you way that is my real honest with you who I am. I just also want you to be so careful who you indeed are and you have to show me that who you are and accept it then. Sorry to mention that. I am just so honest with you now.

I know God is always so good. He has a very real pure so empowering than us. You know that? Huh? Hmm? Yeah. I am not only so perfect or not only so special as well. Sorry. Look at mirror by yourself true who you indeed are and accept it. You have to got some respect me! I will be respect you too!

Sorry about to distracted by on tv FIFA 2026 on FOX. I don’t want to feel so stress or paranoid or something odd going on my mind. So what! I know I still have a mental label is my own accepting that I got my Paranoid Schizophrenia since March 2015 and twenty-seven of age was into the hospital building stayed there for a while. So what! I am so happy that I have to accept and be so coping skills with my own mental health of issue Schizophrenia.

You know we are not mostly so much perfectly in the world sometimes? You want to be so perfect or special like an angel innocent like be yourself? Go fuck yourself own your life ahead! Loser! Get lost! I indeed did not desired to be so perfect or so special. Hell no, I am not very much interested into argument with you at once.

Oh of course, yes I do. I am still praying for surely that I am very interested into listening to the God (Father or Jesus) when I am so speaking with Him sometimes if I want to or depending on my mood if I am going to be reveal sharing with my own expressed give to Him shall be listen whatever I can mention it. God is so good and I am also mixed of Spirituality. I am both God and Spirituality together on my own life. I have to believe into my own spirit almost sometimes because of I can feel it and feel connected with animals and people and nature as well. I have to be so courage and I have to be so power. I do have an opponent.

I trust with my own guts. I believe in God and Spirituality. I love both balance own my private life. I am also still be warrior to be conquer by you all what I can do right or do not right things. Be smart and be fair. Be wise and be gut. Be honest yourself very mainly into your open heart to see like bleep bleep heartbeat vibration. You will be feeling it way. I do have a vibe anywhere all of my body.

Be careful watch your front and watch back as well.

Yes I am still praying for sure whatever I want to speak with my hands like a gestures through with God or spirituality.

Have a great Holiday! Happy 4th of July!

Stay safe.

Thank you,

-Ziggy

[prinxeziggy]

Hi again,

June 25, 2026 Thursday and Time: 2:57am

Hi again,

It’s me Ziggy here. God, I am hoping that you are still awaking or not. Then, it’s ok. I will do speak with your hands that I am writing into my blogger now. I am pointing about just sharing to come my express to tell you the truth that something going on my mind. I am still just thinking about find very a good story. I am attempting to figure out that I learn the lesson like an actual life. I want to be a role model like hard to describe that I have to speak up with my own words. I don’t know who shall be my favorite role model is. Um, let me see who will be best my role model is something is so good to know.

Sincerely, I don’t know which is one what I can pick for my own choose. Maybe, you? I am just thinking…hmm. I feel like I am stuck into this issue now. For my chosen is making an effort to find real so good right the place match for me to make a decision.

Hard to pick my choose find a right the direction. Give me feeling like something weird, I think it is feeling a pensive (deeply or thoughtful more quietly or sad or sorrow or lost their own mind).

I am assuming that if I am correct or not correct where I go to the direct.

Yes, I am still needing to start pray for surely that I will be just doing so fine with that. Mainly, to stay more cheer up for my good positive vibes inside my soul and feeling anywhere I can feel and touch it. I know that I can feeling with my vibes around into my body when I have to listen to my own soul body and I have to believe into myself true who I am and accept it. Of course, also I have to follow with my soul heart.

Sorry about my distracted by on tv is my favorite show series called “Cold Case” which is best ever since I was young adult teen. I really loved that tv series all of seasons real so good to watch all things. It’s also real so cool and interesting different characters role like old time example 40s through 1990s or 2000s. I do liked “saw” and “why and tell me the results.” That’s why I miss it that tv series for long time.

By the way, I am not liar that I am little a heart attack because of ghost or shadow trying to revenge of me or something strange to catch it was black shadow. I am not going to be so stupid or something odd to me that was my reactions almost like a real heart attack or something. It’s so unfunny. It’s scary me, indeed. What is the fuck is that!?

About Giselle Garcia, Emily (Cara Hawkison), Darryl Duncan Mack, Angelo Marconi, whoever is trying to be so revenge of me or what. What is the hell going on with them so what’s the fuck their problem? Do you have a problem with me? Or what? Or something tell me what you do have to say something front of me? Hmm? Tell me why? Why you follow me, huh?

I don’t understand why you should not follow or stalker or revenge me. Tell me why? Why? What the fuck for? Let me tell what is the freaking your problem? Why you here then, anyway? You are so fucking odd or weird? I said “weird?” Didn’t I? Maybe, I should say you are so odd to me.

So, anyway that. Yep, that. Ok.

Talk later or so.

God, I am still better to start pray for you that I did wrote this late morning today.

Again, talk later.

-Ziggy

[prinxeziggy]

Hi God…

June 24, 2026 Wednesday and Time 9:56am

Hi God,

It’s me Ziggy again, how do you do? I am hoping that you are doing good and I am also doing good.

So, I decided to come in here my Blogging right here for my own writing and my words as well. I am trying to the point is see how’s it goes with my life. Last week, I went to visited my old home on Pine Grove Road where I still live there but it is also still my home anyway. :). I went to visited over there from last week on June 19th of Black Month Juneteenth Awareness. I just want to see my mom and two big siblings. I had such a great time spending family together. It was so fun and enjoyable to spend time with family around what we were doing to watch FIFA World ⚽️ 2026 who is game team it was USA 🇺🇸 versus Australia 🇦🇺. USA 🇺🇸 won and leader. USA 🇺🇸 2 versus Australia 0 score. Sorry Australia 🇦🇺 team. Great team and hardworking. Try do your best what you did it that June 19th day! Great job that what you did effort when you can do best doing work harder. Proud both of you gentlemen. And we had an early dinner or lunch neither. So we had a spicy chicken tenders, mixed veggies with rice. It was so delicious that was my favorite spicy. I love spicy. I will mention sometimes. Be honest with you.

I do drank a lot of water as well. And one time for coffee from Mobil Gas Station.

I left that early morning in June 19th around 8:25 or little delay because I had to make sure I had to go restroom before I left this apartment. I decided I went to go Shell Gas Station for bought the water bottle (Essential) real so good and perfect tasted! By the way, I was waiting for the Fastrak Bus City coming around 8:40 or 8:50 ish in the morning. Outside is so nicely and little hot day. It was s sunny. I decided and had to pour in my environment BPA Bottle from bought the water bottle (Shell Gas Station) before Fastrak Bus City is on way to Park Road near Shell Gas Station because I had to took Essential Plastic Bottle pour into my BPA Bottle. At last, here was Fastrak Bus City coming to Park Road and I took into the bus city. I am only one person on the bus but I am sure that two people one black woman and one man on our way to Copaco Plaza in Bloomfield. I had to another ride on the downtown Hartford drop off area on Blue Hills Avenue. I went to Mobil Gas Station and bought the hot black Colombia 🇨🇴 Coffee. I hate to see my nastiest Dad PRHSR that was where we were inside of Mobil Gas Station. I was like shit shit and oh fuck but I didn’t saying by myself when I was like 🤐 and quietly. No speak loud. I was so silent and no speak loud. I am trying to hide from fuck him nastiest PHRSR. PHRSR didn’t see me. Goodbye, bitch player or hook up with so many women! I know I am not happy that I took from him in my side because I was so young adult like 19 of age or twenty of age had a different men into sex situationship. I hate that I didn’t want to feel like him. That was so disgusting. To learnt mistake from my own life move on new lifestyle. That is so why what I did it that the long past when I was nineteen or twenty.

I did touched different men like Puerto Rican 🇵🇷, Dominic Republic 🇩🇴, Black, Italian 🇮🇹and India 🇮🇳, Colombia 🇨🇴 for situationship like oral sex, jerk off, fuck into his anal and fuck into my anal (broke virgin) and making out (this is my secret).

Now, I am still a deaf mocha single man longest time almost I was twenty-four of age. Now I am only thirty-nine of age. Almost fourteen years. Wow, it is must so outrageous long time. Sorry, too bad for gentlemen. I’d do rather like being so single forever. Because of “so” who cares like ought to be craving and want to have real sex like now or do you want me to call a 9-1-1 now?

(Scoffs), oh please come on! You have a lot of plenty so many different gentlemen over there out the world! You must be so relax! Seriously! So be patient.

I am shaking my head (so sad). Sorry. Poor you all people!

Do you think that you must so rush? Calm down, take it easy and relax. Again, calm down. Take a deep breath. You have to look at your own mirror by yourself that make sure it is right for yourself who you indeed are if you have to accept then move on your own path of life. Important to stay you think about first who you are and come from if you are going to change and new move on own your way into next the chapter life.

God, it is not you. That is not for you, God. It is just people for only. I don’t want you feel confused from me. Sorry that way you got puzzled and not make sense of my word everything what I wrote this today. God, love you.

Yes, I am praying for myself and had to fix over again because I don’t want to be look alike my nastiest PHRSR is whore or something. This is not my business. That is his own personal. So, I do indeed like to being to be so single for long time but yes forever until I die. Just want to be friend. Hope one day if I do have a new friend. No friend with benefits. I am not interested into friend with benefits. I do rather single forever until I die in the future or early anytime which is depending on God shall be call my name. I will be listening to Him. So we shall be together going to the heaven in one day. If God shall say “Corey “Ziggy” time to go so we can be together go to the above sky to see beautiful soul feeling so good and blessing and of course we shall be so free!”

God, love you. Into my soul feel so blessing to have you into my own life with you sometimes if I needed you so badly. I will be so comfortable with you. I will feel so much better with my blossom growth and listening from yours story to tell me right on the path where I have to direct to your walking so I shall be following you so we can be together for sharing each other to be trust and honest and be patience.

Jesus’s name amen.

Have a blessed day.

Thank you,

-Ziggy

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Be aware by yourself and that is so important to do in your own life.

June 18, 2026 Thursday and Time 1:13p.

Be aware by yourself and that is so important to do in your own life because of financial for who is wants to be woman or man like transitioning male or female for surgery of your own body change man or woman. So be smart and be aware yourself first feeling right or wrong. I am also praying who is becoming male or female for surgery your whole body like penis, testicles are removed to become pussy and add fake breasts or stay keep into your private penis and add fake breasts or female real breasts want to be removed and grown man hair any. Or man can stay as man and want to be removed penis and testicles. No add fake breasts.

Besides, thank you god to have in my own writing this my blogger here. I am so happy to sharing with these people and be aware by yourself and that is so important to do in your own life. Be smart about a financial budget. I know that it is so scary removed surgery. Be careful and be wise yourself.

Of course, I am praying for you all transgenders or non-binary. I don’t know or non-binary will be willing to be want removed breasts or penis and testicles both removed. Be honest, I don’t know if they do that so then this is their own business private personal life. I respect you all people and I mean YOU A-L-L, ALL.

I know God will be always love you no matter what and Him is so perfect for record in the world. God shall be always love to listening whatever I can mention about everything when Him is knows for all anybody that God is watching you, me, us and they/them. Him is a witness.

If you feel like you want to be transitioning male so meaning you have to removed your breasts and stay in your pussy or fake (maybe?) penis and hormones of hair any body like chest, beard or hair legs or hair ass.

But your own budget of financial for surgery your own personal reasons. Be aware and be smart behind of your own mind more perspective and visual it who you indeed are-although how about the real natural whole body and sex self like I am a real man and my own soul body who I am. So, it IS Y-O-U-R your money. Not mine. It’s YOUR responsibility.

So, that means it is YOUR real money of budget finance or something if you can find afford or affordable for surgery transitioning male or female or she-male. One person is want to be she-male meaning she has an inside of his body real man and penis and testicles. But she wants to add fake breasts.

Because of “something” what you can find looking for else good or bad.

I still love you ALL. So, please be careful and be aware by yourself in your own real life.

I am very concern of kids who is not very smart or low smart. I feel bad for them.

I don’t want to be like “I am gay.” No. God, I am praying for kids and my deaf blind client is not know me that I am gay. I don’t want to tell him. It’s so sad to see the kids like any mental like retarded or low smart level or something. I don’t want to hurt them. I am sorry to God shall be able to understand what I am mentioning and forgive me.

That is so unfair for them (kids). This is so unfunny. It’s brokenhearted. Sorry forgive me so I hope the kids shall be forgive me and accept it. That is so difficult for them to understand what does that mean to them can understand like reading with visual a picture like tell the version any genders sexuality.

Ok. I will stop talking now. Talk soon or later.

God, love you and amen.

-Ziggy

[prinxeziggy]

Any Gender Sexuality who you indeed are.

June 18, 2026 Thursday and time 12:12p.

So, here is my point about Any Gender Sexuality who you indeed are.

I am very an open minded. I respect that your own private business and respect your private personal. I do care people. I do like being so nice person. If I am an actual man inside part of my private part will be transitioning surgery pussy. Because I might can feel man transgender. So you better to learn true yourself who you indeed are and accept it. I know it’s feel so shock. That is ok to never heard before that is your first time to see different perspective and vision. I know, it is just an actual so massive shocking. No embarrassment shocking or something is strange different seems so excited like a curious. I know my old high school sophomore took a class psychology courses. I love to learned and education self. I have to thank you to my deaf school has a program like French Class or Spanish Class. That was so fun a lot to learning more education real myself analyzing figure it out somehow or something an actual yourself feeling inside of your soul or spirit. Just be yourself to believe in who you literally are and accept it then. You will be just fine, trust me. I am still a gay deaf mocha guy. I do literally like men than women or so. I do cares and supporting you whatever you need me if assist so I will be so gladly to helping you what you feeling and thought. We love you no matter what than less loss of real friend or family ignoring you who you indeed are and come from inside of your whole body feeling is not right or not fit for you. So we can able to be understanding what you mean and more crystal clear to make senses.

I know, there is a God is watching you or us or they/them. So be sure please be honest to be your actual life and be sure yourself who your identity. Be aware and be smart. And be wise as well. I do like to talk to God always making me so cheer up and feel so much better and talking to Him. I love God and God is always so good. I feel like lucky to have Him in my blessing life. Of course, I am still praying for they/them or non-binary that they want to be happy life. Please respect them and be politely and be patience. God is always know us and watching us as well.

So should I need more talk? 🙃. Be aware and be smart and be wise and be balance yourself.

I think that if I am having inside of my whole body and soul feel real man and want to be transitioning pussy after penis and one or two testicles will be surgery. I feel like might that I am still real man and have to tell you that I have a pussy so that how it feels like to you? Feel so shock or weird or something? That is what I am pointing talking about this so an actual perspective and visual. I know this is real so imagines or something. God is good with me and Him is watching front of me and behind my back as well. Him is so witness with my typing of my own words real my soul and spirit. That is my actual blogger this right here now.

Ok, I think I better stop talking about that now. Talk later.

Love you, God. God is always so good.

—Ziggy

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Why me?

June 18, 2026 Thursday and time 10:28a

“Why me?” Because of something about me? Why me? Just curious of question that what you want to see me in person or fantasy or what? Why? What for? For what? About what? Tell me detail of information what I needed to know why and what for.

You have to tell me and tell the truth by yourself. I indeed don’t trust you or person is attempting to hid from me. No reason for what. What is the fuck your problem?!

Be true fucking yourself who you indeed are! I don’t care if I am fucking have a problem with my mental health. I don’t fuck care about my paranoid that I have a serious schizophrenia. So what! I am NOT here to feel that if you’d be so manipulation by me. Fuck you! I am not a like baby chicken. You’re fucking so worse like you are fucking a pussy. I need to know and why! Tell me fucking be true yourself who you actually are! Come on! I am not here to playing game around. You’re literally fucking an asshole! You fucking pussy and paranoid!

I am NOT here to looking for a true romance or true lover. That is so fucking bullshit!

Be honest, I am talking point out of is a black woman is so rude or head nodding like as yeah so. I was like trying to ask you if it is done work trash to take out away in dumpster. So that was my question and asked politely. Duh. But I don’t like to see rude or something like a pissed off. I think it felt so odd to me. I don’t want to say duh-so yeah sorry to said that. Be honest, my bad. Forgive me. For my work during in the daytime today.

By the way, I am pointing is why me? So what the fuck do you want from me!? I literally needed to know and have a right to speak up by myself, seriously. That is so immature behavior. I indeed honestly don’t like to be a fool like I am a deaf dumb or deaf blind dumb. Fuck you! I honestly did not know why someone or you trying to hide from me. Do something be true yourself who fuck you indeed are, period. So please be grow up. Come on, be real who fucking real you are.

Again, I don’t fuck trust you.

Sorry and get lost. I am really NOT here for true love or real romance like you are fucking a fool me. You fuckin’ an asshole. Don’t trying to steal my fucking system of this blogger, player. You are fucking a player or lair person. You fucking fool me! Bitch!

You fucking so idiot! Why me? For what? What the fuck for? Tell me a reason and why! Tell me the hell truth by yourself to speak up with me like right away! Come on!

For a love or competition or revenge or what? For what?! Why the fuck me?! Why me? Me me me me, you should better stop that you think I am a narcissist person or whatever fucking going on here today.

Seriously, this is UNHEALTHY! Come on! You kidding me?! You are a fake manipulative or something going on with by your idiot dumb person.

You or someone is revenge me or something competition or famous me richest, for what?

Whatever and who the fucking are! Be real yourself who you an actual are. This is an actuality and real life, period. Come on!

You or someone asshole-God you are NOT.

By the way, talk later.

[prinxeziggy]

Conformed to the image of Jesus Christ meaning…

Hi God,

It’s me Ziggy. Good morning and how you been? I am hoping that you are doing good and I am also doing good. Just wanted to come here for my personal journal sharing with you or for everybody if you are going to read my writing personal today.

I am point here is “Conformed to the image of Jesus Christ meaning” to me interpretation reading about feeling and thoughts.

I know you already knew that I am trying to forgive them (deaf male students bullied on me). I want to let it go from them so I will NOT see them again last time I saw them from my old apartment and Deaf Rec from Group Home activities for only the weekend.

I am so done with this old shoot. By the way, I have to be a very an open minded that I am going to forgive them and let it go for good and I am STILL ignoring of them. I don’t think we will be have a true friends again. Heck no way. I am so done with this issues of problem from my post trauma stress in the past when I was a young teenager. It was so bad behaviors and still to remember of that their faces give me to feeling like sticky in my eyes and my brain as well. I really do NOT want to become so worse come back of my flashback in the past as was a young teenager in the deaf school at Junior High School. I still hate them, anyway.

I want to feel so self-control by myself for my coping skills to handle with it this situation. I am also still fighter for them to be conquered on them lost of it because they are still losers and freaking so stupid and they are still NOT my type or friends. I want to believe into you that I want to feel so ready into a faithfulness with you to give my take time for a while or depending on what you would tell me to do the correct path where I am going to.

Faithfulness is very an important to my life because I want to feel confident into you. Just being so trust with you. I also want to see us need to be so proof for real. Yes, trust is able to have to thinking about the right time for my choose to see your heart through with my soul heart can feeling so connect to be a real with you for us feeling so safe.

Then, I just want to believe in you and you can believe in me as well. God, I love you in my trust and being so honest with you for our good relationship as much as we need to take a soul beautiful connection together. God, you are my number one and very important to me in our should be so alive that we can feel be pure real touching in my soul heart for trusting with your whole life to be witness with me and my whole mentioned writing this here today. I am also your deaf client proof.

So, thanks for your big patience with me today. God, love you real so much.

Yes, I want to be so joy with you for now and our future as well. Joy is very so important to be real feeling connection our heart can feeling glowing like warm pouring of the down meditation for spirit and soul as well. It would be so nicely and feeling so amazing work together for surely that we are very good team and cooperation to us each other anytime for the moments. Thanks to you for all everything is so good with you and me always be so good relationship together almost every day but I have to be so better start to be so prayer for myself talking to you. God, wow, you are an amazingly so greatest of the perfect God is very so powerful. Thank you again. Can I said amen? Please? Ok, I am going to mention Jesus’s Name amen. Amen!

Have such a blast the weekend as well.

Be safe and stay out of trouble as well.

Stay cool and enjoy the weekend.

Thank you and love always,

-Ziggy.

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Hi God,

Time: 4:00p and Date is May 20 2026.

Hi God,

It’s me Ziggy. Good almost evening. How are you? I am hoping that you are doing good and I am also doing good. To be frank, I conjecture so. Of course, I am still praying for YOU. YOU are the ONLY God. Yes, you ARE the PERFECT. I am so luckily to have you in my back and the front as well. Thanks for watching where you follow me when I am walking this earlier morning. I L-O-V-E YOU.

God, you are doing so amazing hard worker and effort to be support me so much to me a lot when I am your helping client. I also NEED your HELP. You are an amazing so blessed to have to give my life sometimes. Like it is ups and downs emotionally and frustrating when I am so confused and feel figure this out why I am STILL here. So, how come? And why again? Why ME? About what? Do you think I will be a very good business in the future or something feeling so funny not right. I am worried and I am still SO praying for surely that I needed in my whole life until I will be die depending on what you would tell me and called me on ready to stand up and come with you go to the heaven. I want to be so peace. A peace is very worthy of it in my life and I need to feel so comfortable with my own space where I am going to.

Thanks for your patience with me today. Now, I am about to go to back watch the game Europe Football (Soccer) now. Talk soon. Love you so much mean to my blessings.

Thank you again,

Amen

I confide into you.

You are the FIRST God.

You are my value life.

Hugs.

-Ziggy

[prinxeziggy]

Hi Journal Part three…

Again, I can’t really sleep so well today since last night around eleven and twenty in the pm. I am still awaking up now, it is two and thirty-two in the late morning. I am watching on the Netflix alone. It’s just tv series called “His and Hers”.

By the way, I forgot to tell you that earlier one of my nephew is still learning ASL as American Sign Language so he mentioned “ILY” to me. He was looking at his right hand trying to learn as lml/ front of me.

I wish we can talk on FT together. So I shall ask my older brother; P-Boogie. I hope we can able to have a nice chatting with nephew trying to learn ASL with me when I am teaching him to learn a basic ASL. Which is super so cool to watch him will learning from me.

Talk soon.

I am about to restarting watching tv series right now.

Bye!

-Ziggy