âWhy not? I want to be shared.â
âDonât think Iâm gonna take beinâ fuckinâ played while you slut it up with some tool. Itâs him or me.â
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âWhy not? I want to be shared.â
âDonât think Iâm gonna take beinâ fuckinâ played while you slut it up with some tool. Itâs him or me.â
âAlrightâ Cassie nodded, happy to oblige. She realized her distress probably severely freaked the man out. After the open invitation to speak again she gave him a small, encouraging smile. âI have absolutely no idea where I am, or how I got here,â she attempted to suppress a frown. She realized the boy was already on edge, she didnât want to upset him anymore than he already was. âI know my name,â she pulled a locket from her neck, pointing out the engraved Cassie, âBut that is the extent of my knowledge.â
Angel shrugged hard and flopped his arms down to his sides. âWhat am I supposed to do?â He wanted to help her, but didnât know quite how to. âYou seriously donât know anything else?â
Absolutely not. The F A C A D E will only be continued. Nothing matters to her, other than her selfish pride and refusal to let others feel important. The confession leaves her internally panicking. That canât be trueâ youâre lying to me! Admit it!
âAnd when were yaâll planning to tell me this shit?â Sheâs anxious now fingers trembling lightly, she refuses to be weak. This isnât what she wanted. Amy doesnât like to be T R A N S P A R E N T, âI ainât fuckinâ lying.â Whatâs the point in continuing this? A sigh. Defeat, âLook. Then whattayaâwant me to say?â Another sigh, âAnd if yaâ ask me, that just sounds like yaâll donât really care. Itâs just feedinâ off what Iâm thinkinâ.â
âI wasnât.â She responded bluntly. Honestly, she never told anybody; she always assumed people wouldnât believe her. Her eyebrow gave another twitch upward when the other insisted on her truthfulness. Seriously?Â
Molliâs jaw tightened at the sigh, the fear and disappointment radiating off the other affecting her more profoundly than the subtle, mostly ignored feelings of affection towards her. Shit, this was a mistake.Â
âDonât say anything.â She requested softly. âJust--... I dunno, forget about it.â Molli nestled back into the deflated, lumpy pillows on the bed and exhaled slowly, extending an arm to create space for Amy under it. âCâmere.â
She had to comfort the other, get rid of these nagging feelings of hurt, even if it meant replacing them with other unbearable feelings. âOf course I care...â
Letters from East Jersey State Prison
misunxderstood:
Hunter,
Am I? I thought i did a pretty shitty job if you ask me, but, hey, thanks for the compliments. Iâve never really got many of those, so it sort of means a lot to me. Going to the beach with you sounds fantastic, Iâd be your friend if youâd like me to. My brother Daniel and I both love basketball, I bet I could beat you in a game.  Are you sure youâre not lonely? I would be if I sent that much time alone. Iâm glad to send you letters, and Iâm very happy to hear you look forward to them. Iâd take you to the beach any day youâd like. I attached a PICTURE of me  â my friend took the picture on her Polaroid camera and printed it out for me and Iâve had it in my drawer ever since. It was the only recent picture I had a solid copy of, and Iâm glad to give it to you. I wonder what youâll think of me. Let me know!
The cute girl writing you,
Allison âĄ
Allison,
We could be friends, I wouldnât mind that. I also wouldnât mind playing basketball with you, but I have to warn you, I donât play nice or fair, not even with girls. I doubt you could beat me, I get pretty good practice in here. We play what we call Jungle Ball, full-contact, basically no rules and no fouls. It gets a little crazy but it lets off steam. When youâre cooped up like us, you donât mind getting a little busted up if it means releasing some energy. Maybe weâll go to the beach and play basketball when I get out of here... If I get out.Â
And no, sweetheart. Iâm not lonely.
Also, H O L Y Â D A M N, that picture... You didnât leave me too much to imagine now, did you, girlie? Shit, Iâm gonna have to hide this, make sure my cell mates donât get their dirty fuckinâ hands on it. I think youâre beautiful.
The loser inmate writing you,
Hunter
âIâm not going to S H A R E Â you.â
Letters from East Jersey State Prison
Dearest Hunter âÂ
I didnât expect a letter from you, but Iâm glad I did. Truth is, Iâve got no friends, whatsoever and I thought that writing a letter to a stranger in a prison would work. Mayhaps, it did and however, I am grateful for that. I donât know much about you, though, I am happy to tell you about me. My name is Athens, like the capital for Greece. ( My parents named me that because they met in Athens and figured I should have a unique name ). Iâve got Creuella De Vil hair, but one side is greyish. The other side is still black, like my soul ( what a pun there, sorry about that ), Iâve got fair skin like Snow White and my smile is wide enough to light up a room. I like to sing and dance and draw - mostly draw, singing takes up too much time for me nowadays. What about you? What do you look like? What do you like to do?
Iâm only writing to you because I need friends or so my mother tells me. But, I am fully interested in people. Sounds weird, but itâs not. Trust me. I would love to hear back from you!Â
Thank you for writing back,Â
Athens.
Athens, Greece
Thereâs not much to do in here but write letters. You can only sleep so much, I donât like reading much, and there just isnât much music on the radio anymore. Sometimes I take cooking classes. Iâm not much of a school type of a guy but any excuse to eat something other than the shit they serve here Iâll take it. I do kind of like cooking though, and Iâm getting pretty good at it. I havenât burnt anything in a while. You sound very cute. Maybe you can send me a drawing of yours if you want.Â
Me, well, Iâm pretty average looking. Short blonde hair, muscular build, just a regular guy. While Iâm in here I like playing cards, listening to music, working out, playing basketball. Thereâs not a lot to do here. Now, though, I have letters I can write.Â
I donât have too many friends either. Iâm not much of a people person, but why donât you have any friends? You seem like a sweet enough girl.
Talk to you later,
Hunter
Cassie frowned awkwardly at the boy in front of her. From his tone she guessed he was pretty pissed off, though she couldnât figure out why. She silently kicked herself for only knowing English and Bulgarian, a practically useless language in the States. âI uh, Iâm so sorry, I donât know what youâre saying.âÂ
âJust-- I need you to shut up. I canât even hear myself think with you ramblinâ like that.â He pressed his fingers to the bridge of his nose to calm himself. âI just need to think for a second. Sort everything out.â He sighed, then changed his mind, âOkay, slower now, run everything by me again.â
Letters from East Jersey State Prison
Hi again, Hunter
Iâm glad to see you wrote me back, even if you didnât know what to say. Iâm glad you said something. Iâm not all too good at talking about myself but I can tell you I have long blonde hair that stops just at the bottom of my back, and two deep brown eyes to match. I have dimples at the bottom of my spine, and scars on my knees from falling off of horses when I was younger. My dad use to call me his little brown eyed girl, but heâs not around anymore to call me that anymore. I love to spend my time at the beach, thereâs actually never a time when Iâm not wanting to be in the water; I love it. Iâm always outside, so Iâve gotten pretty tan in such nice weather. Do you go outside often? I live right on the beach in a lovely spot where you can see the sun set at night â I wish I could show you. Iâm not trying to chat up somebody whoâs doing time, Iâm trying to reach out to somebody because lately I feel pretty alone, and you seem pretty lonely too.
If this is weird for you, let me know.Â
Best wishes,
Allison âĄ
Allison,
Youâre good at describing yourself, I can almost picture you. You sound pretty. I like that you have brown eyes. Iâm sorry to hear about your dad. Anyway, I used to go to the beach a lot with my friends. Whenever we were stressed out and wanted to get away weâd drive out to the ocean in the middle of the night and just smoke and watch the stars and the waves. Iâm not friends with any of them anymore. Iâm not friends with anybody anymore. We get an hour of rec time outside every day. Sometimes I play basketball or lift weights, but then we have to go back to our cells. I donât think Iâm lonely. Iâm not really a people person. I appreciate your letters though and look forward to the next one. It is a little weird but I donât mind it at all. I get to brag to the rest of the block that Iâve got a cute girl writing me, one that wants to take me to the beach. Would you be able to send a picture by chance?
Till next time,
Hunter
Letters from East Jersey State Prison
Dear [Girl]
I know itâs been a while since you sent me your letter. If Iâm honest, itâs because I didnât really know if I should write back. I still donât know what to say. I know you donât know me, donât know anything about me, but there isnât much to know. I donât remember a lot about who I was outside of here. I would, however, like to know about you. What do you look like? What do you like to do? Why are you suddenly interested in chatting up someone doing time? Nobody writes to me, so Iâm curious as to what your whole deal is.Â
Thatâs all for now. Thanks for your letter.
Hunter
Into the Midnight Sun
Adamâs stomach dropped in time with the bullet. Sitting in some strangerâs truck with their gun leveled at his face wasnât how he thought the day would goâand it was starting to feel like THAT was how his day was going to end.
BECAUSE LETâS BE REAL, there was no way heâd survive on his own in the wilderness. So it was either DIE OUT THERE, or DIE IN THE TRUCK and make some trouble for the guy on the way out.
âScrew that. Iâm keepinâ my ass planted firmly HERE. If you wanna shoot me, DO IT, but the zombieâsâll come RUNNINâ to the scent of my blood in your car.â
                Also, heâd haunt the SHIT out of the guy.
Angel growled. He wasnât so sure about the zombiesâ sense of smell, but if this guy was saying that they were attracted to the smell of human blood, maybe he had evidence of it... The last thing he needed was his ride needing a deep clean and attracting the ghouls wherever he went.Â
Now, Angel wasnât really the type to kill humans if he didnât have to, it was what came with the territory of not getting involved with people. He didnât try to screw people over, didnât leave them for dead or steal all their food. He had no problem picking through seemingly abandoned campsites or dead bodies, but he didnât kill people to take their things. At the end of the day it was the living against the dead, and the more players on his team the better.Â
But Angel couldnât just stand by and let this guy do whatever he wanted. Thinking Angelâs commands at gunpoint were merely suggestions and disobeying went without consequences.Â
A steady hand lowered the gun, ready to draw again if the other got any smart ideas. Suddenly...
S M A C K
A fast and hard grip around the back of the boyâs neck had his face colliding with the dashboard, and while he was stunned, Angel made quick work to yank him out of the truck by his collar.Â
âCouldâa had it the easy way, bud.â He chastised, a smirk lighting up his face as he gave the other a hard punch to the cheek, knocking him to the ground. As he stammered to get up, Angel gave him a swift kick to the ribs and knocked him on his back, unable to keep his balance without one of his arms. Angel dropped a heavy boot onto his forearm and pressed down threateningly. âDrop the knife.â
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âI ainât mistaken. I know those eyes, whether yaâ like it or not.â Sheâll wink, satisfied in her own selfish demeanor. Â Maybe thereâs a soft spot after all. Shit, do I really like you? I canât like you! Fuck this, I gottaâ run away again.Â
The cigarette is taken without looking to Molli. Itâs held lazily between bony fingers, âDepends, yaâ mean the drugs or yaâ mean the pornographic love making?â Isnât that what it is? R A U N C H Y and L O V E L E S S. She can swear thereâs more to it than that, whether she accepts the fact or not. Itâs brought between her lips, lit with ease. Smoke is exhaled, but the cancer stick never draws away her mouth. Classy as ever.
Maybe itâs time you find another place to crash.
No, no, no. Amy doesnât like this game. She doesnât like the wound to be twisted. Sheâs the alpha here. Or is it all a F A C A D E? Goodbye is not an option, âWhereâs the fun in that?â Does it sound sarcastic enough with a cigarette being bitten down to muffle her distaste for that gut-wrenching phrase?
âYouâre so close to my job.â Thereâs something about you that youâre not telling meâŠwhat is it?
Molli rolled her eyes. Wow, this girl really didnât get her one bit. She also didnât know that Molli got her, more than sheâd ever fully realize. âBoth.â She shrugged, Molli would take whatever Amy could give her if it made her stop feeling things, but as soon as Amy started feeling things, things that Molli then could feel, she had a problem. The emotions were contradicting and overwhelming.
When Amy tried to lie, seamlessly, Molli snorted. âLook, Amy.â She sat up and looked her... roommate... in the eye. âI can... feel things. Feelings, but theyâre not mine, theyâre the feelings of the people around me. Itâs not like, intuition... Itâs like a superpower.â The empath took a drag of her cigarette and shook her head, smirking. âThereâs no point lying to me.â
Into the Midnight Sun
That angry scowl wasnât missed, but Adam ignored it in favor of relaxing back and exhaling a deep sigh. It would never get any easier having to deal with ZOMBIES. Not emotionally, at least. âOr maybe Adam just had trouble turning off his brain in order to see them as ENEMIES rather as UNFORTUNATES. But theyâd been people once, too. It was kind of hard to ignore that, even IF they had no life left to them. Heâd never get used to the apocalypse.
For a little bit they drove, and Adam reveled in the silence. He just didnât know how long it would last.
âNOT LONG, APPARENTLY, because after some miles the car was brought to a sharp HALT, and all of a sudden there was a gun in Adamâs face.
âH-hey,â he flinched, backing himself up against the car door, bringing up his arm as some sort of defense. âI just left my haven helpinâ YOUR ass get outta thereââ
The guy would have found his way out eventually, SURE, but Adam had helped when he didnât have to. In THIS shitty time, that should show he was a DECENT HUMAN BEING, right??? âŠBut who knew if that would work, because the stranger was seemingly EXACTLY the kind of crazy psycho you come across during the apocalypse.
ââleast you could do is drop me off somewhere better than the middle of nowhere !â
Angelâs eyes narrowed. Had he made himself unclear? His thumb reached up and cocked the gun, dropping a bullet into the chamber. Perhaps the lanky, one-armed kid would understand that.Â
âI donât pick up hitch-hikers.â He growled, âAnd I didnât need your help. Now, Iâd rather not have to scrub your brains off of my interiors so Iâm going to ask you nicely one more time.â Not so nicely, Angel pressed the cool metal barrel of the gun to the otherâs cheek. âGET. OUT.â
Into the Midnight Sun
That angry scowl wasnât missed, but Adam ignored it in favor of relaxing back and exhaling a deep sigh. It would never get any easier having to deal with ZOMBIES. Not emotionally, at least. âOr maybe Adam just had trouble turning off his brain in order to see them as ENEMIES rather as UNFORTUNATES. But theyâd been people once, too. It was kind of hard to ignore that, even IF they had no life left to them. Heâd never get used to the apocalypse.
For a little bit they drove, and Adam reveled in the silence. He just didnât know how long it would last.
âNOT LONG, APPARENTLY, because after some miles the car was brought to a sharp HALT, and all of a sudden there was a gun in Adamâs face.
âH-hey,â he flinched, backing himself up against the car door, bringing up his arm as some sort of defense. âI just left my haven helpinâ YOUR ass get outta thereââ
The guy would have found his way out eventually, SURE, but Adam had helped when he didnât have to. In THIS shitty time, that should show he was a DECENT HUMAN BEING, right??? âŠBut who knew if that would work, because the stranger was seemingly EXACTLY the kind of crazy psycho you come across during the apocalypse.
ââleast you could do is drop me off somewhere better than the middle of nowhere !â
Angelâs eyes narrowed. Had he made himself unclear? His thumb reached up and cocked the gun, dropping a bullet into the chamber. Perhaps the lanky, one-armed kid would understand that.Â
âI donât pick up hitch-hikers.â He growled, âAnd I didnât need your help. Now, Iâd rather not have to scrub your brains off of my interiors so Iâm going to ask you nicely one more time.â Not so nicely, Angel pressed the cool metal barrel of the gun to the otherâs cheek. âGET. OUT.â
Follow the Man
âWell,â he sighed. âYou can help me sell this stuff.â
Dang, was this guy stupid? Rule number one was donât sell your own brand of poison, addicts invariably used up their supply before they could turn a profit. But, if he was willing to give her the benefit of the doubt, Molli didnât see why she couldnât use his naivety to her advantage. âSure, I know some people whoâd buy. Just gimme the goods and Iâll take care of the rest.â
Follow the Man
âI have some new shit, thatâll give you the best high of your life. Itâs expensive, though.â
âYou also know I ainât got money.â She huffed. âYou need a favor?â
Into the Midnight Sun
SOâAdam could tell right off the bat that he and this guy had totally different ways of dealing with the undead. Whereas Adam only took out what was NECESSARY to escape, and only when he had to, the stranger went on ahead and took zombies down without hesitation. SURE, it meant less monsters roaming around, but it meant more ENCOUNTERS, and after getting BITTEN, Adamâs sort of had enough with the ghouls. He killed only when he had to, otherwise he just slipped right on past.Â
Not the BEST method of dealing with them, but Adam had never been good at this kind of shit.
When they break out of the place, Adam didnât spare much thought as to what he was leaving behind in thereâhe never expected to STAY there, and although it had been a good shelter while it lasted, heâd become used to leaving things behind.
There wasnât much other choice during the apocalypse.
EVEN THOUGH THEREâD BEEN NO INVITATION, when Adam saw the truck unlock he BOLTED for it, dashing around to the other side in order to jump into the passengerâs seat. At that point he sagged back, panting heavily and looking out the far window to watch the undead stagger towards the vehicle, hoping to hell it was as good a defense as it looked.
As soon as Angel had made it to the truck, he raced to shove the key in the ignition, the zombies he hadnât slain pressing against the window and clawing at the glass. One even reached up onto the hood of the truck, though luckily, the vehicle was lifted high on the wheels and zombies werenât known for their climbing skills.Â
Suddenly, he heard the door click on his right side and he panicked. No, zombies did not figure out how to open doors did they? No, it that scrawny kid from the mall, someone who almost completely slipped Angelâs mind as he tried not to get eaten.Â
He shot the kid a dirty look. Great, now Iâm stuck with him. At least only for a few miles. He didnât want to waste time arguing with him, he only hoped heâd be quicker with his gun than the one-armed kid would be with his knife if he thought the truck would be something he was willing to kill for.Â
The engine roared to life and Angel floored it, knocking a few zombies under the wheels and bouncing as the truck crushed bone underneath them. He drove out of the town to the outskirts, where there was a dirt stretch of road with no zombies appearing to be nearby. Stopping the truck suddenly, he pulled the key out of the ignition at the same time he pointed the pistol heâd grabbed from the door compartment at his new companionâs face. âOut.â He barked softly, âNow.â