from now on... ✨
24•01•21
Hello everyone - it's me, after a looong break!
I'm here because I'm going to change something and I'm really proud of myself for doing so 💖
For past year and a half I was studying at one of the top universities in my country. I was proud of that but the price I've paid for this was too high for me - I've paid with my mental health. This uni took my incredibly deep love and passion for Norway and crushed it like it's nothing.
I was telling myself that I'm strong enough, my highschool was the best one in the part of country I was living in back then, so I'm able to survive the best college as well. But... Am I willing to anymore?? Does it meets my values??
For the past year and a half I barely had time for anything besides studying. Like, really. I'm not even speaking about going out at weekend - I'm talking doing some self care at Sunday evening.
Not so long ago my professor told me, that I'm one of the best students on my major. Cute. Week later I was standing on a bridge, trying to commit my second suicide attempt.
I'm on meds and it's hard. I'm terrified but at this same time I KNOW that this change will help me to have a better life. A normal one at least...
I'm changing university, but most likely I'll stay on this same major.
AND LET ME TELL YOU I CAN'T WAIT!!!
So, I'm back, I'm ready to be in a better place. I truly can't wait 💕
With love, Claudia 💗















