my sweet villain, my darling god

"Kiss me until I am sick of it."

[lxvespxffy]

found this picture of two lovebirds from the 90s, aren’t they the cutest?

[probablytenderjourneys]

me and my bf

[satinsafefromreality]

Spuffy text posts part ?

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Does anyone else find it really weird that what makes Angel happiest is having sex with Buffy? Not being around her, or seeing her happy, or keeping her safe— what makes Angel happiest is having sex with her. Makes you think of that moment in season 7 where Spike holds Buffy through the night after she got kicked out of her house, and how he said it was the BEST night of his life. But sure, Angel was her soulmate 🥱

[shit-people-probably-didnt-say]

The real reason Kaz doesnt tell anyone the full plan is because he would literally look like this:

[probablytenderjourneys]

The Dark Artifices has got to have the most stressful storylines that Cassandra Clare has ever written. Every time you think it can’t get any worse- it does. Genuinely cannot read this without feeling like I’m about to have a panic attack- Lord of Shadows more so that the others. Like please Cassandra, stop stressing me out and let Julian REST.

[thejudeduarte]

No, you're all wrong, Kaz Brekker is the yearner of all yearners

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One thing that I've consistently noticed when it comes to reading/watching movies or shows is that nothing quite gets to me the way characters' pain snd sacrifices and trauma going unnoticed does. Arthur never knew just how much Merlin did for him, and Merlin saved his royal ass SO many times often at a great personal cost. And I love Merlin and Arthur but Arthur was so borderline mean sometimes it really pissed me off lol. It happens with Jude everytime I re-read The Cruel Prince and it tears my heart apart how she went through SO much and no one ever acknowledged it. I just would've loved to see a scene where she tells someone, ANYONE, all the messed up stuff she went through and receive at least a smidge of comfort. It happened with both Aaron and Juliette in Shatter me, tho not as much. Kaz in Six of Crows gets me the most, cause everyone, including the crows, misinterpret his action and see him as bad, mean, evil, unfeeling etc. when in reality he does SO much for them and thinks of them and their wellbeing and safety so much and they don't even know or even think that he might care for them to the extent that he does. Please, I beg of you, give my babies some comfort and acknowledgement PLEASE.

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How insane is it that no one seems to question that Merlin follows Arthur in every battle/confrontation/journey etc.? Like no one bats an eye that this servant boy just follows Arthur everywhere? And not just that but that he seems to survive unscathed in every impossible situation? How is no one in the kingdom questioning any of it?

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I just don't understand how people can say that Angel truly loved Buffy? He only 'loved' her because she went well with his tortured, 'good' vampire act. He didn't truly care for her because the second he lost his soul he did everything he could to hurt her and her loved ones. And the idea that when becoming a vampire the essence of a person gets replaced by a demon is insane when we've seen so many vampires act just like people. Spike was able to show so much understanding, compassion, care and love way before he had a soul and you can see this way before he develops feelings for Buffy, in the way he cares for Dru. Sure he's done bad things but I believe those things were a conscious choice Spike made in order to separate himself from his human self as much as possible, especially after the thing with his mum- he never did those things because he was a vampire who couldn't control his evil impulses but rather because he chose to do those things for his own personal reasons (and let's be honest, morality is easy to lose when you've got an eternity in front of you and no consequence for anything). But soulless Spike was twice the man Angel was- he cared for Dawn, he mourned Buffy, he showed compassion at Joyce's death, again all things that the chose to do. It actually is insane to me how people think Angel is Buffy's true love or even a decent person at that.

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Do you think Peeta's ability to manipulate the crowds and talk his way out of trouble is partly due to his mother's abuse? Like he learned what to say and how to say it to avoid punishment? Is he good at reading people and knowing what they want to hear because he had to learn how to appease his mother? Or is he just naturally charismatic?

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Imagine how terrified Hermione must've been when she realized how serious the war was and how her blood status and the fact that she was Harry's best friend put her at the top of the death eater's kill list. I don't know how she did it.

[probablytenderjourneys]

Isabella Linton: the original 'i can fix him'

Catherine Earnshaw: the original 'i can make him worse'

Unpopular opinion but I love Cathy with all my heart

[probablytenderjourneys]

Francis Abernathy and Camilla Macaulay supremacy cause they can do absolutely no wrong in my eyes

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Fuck Richard, but I really want someone to describe me the way he describes Camilla

[probablytenderjourneys]

Yes, Henry Winter might very well be a criminal but he would take care of me if he found me sick and on the verge of dying

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I hate reading the part of Wuthering Heights before Cathy dies because I truly am reminded that she was just a girl. She was just an 18 year old girl, homesick and wishing for a different life than the one she was forced to have, knowing that she was going to die soon(tho death probably came as a blessing for her).

She has her faults, but I really do believe she tried to do the best she could with what she had. She needed to marry rich because in that period of time it was all she could do. There was nothing else for her except marriage. While she loved Heathcliff, realistically it would've made no sense to marry him. There was nothing they could give each other and love only lasts for so long when you have no home and no money.

She was just 18. She was neglected her entire childhood and had no one to guide her. The only person who ever understood her was Heathcliff and she was forced to give him up because of Hindley and because of the standards that women were held to. She thought that by marrying Edgar, she could help Heathcliff too. Never once did she think that by marrying Edgar she would have to give up Heathcliff. Poor girl really thought that she could have everything she wanted.

I know, I know that I'm completely disregarding all her flaws, but I don't want to think about that now.

What I want to think about is the fact that she was a child. She was a very young girl, pregnant, surrounded by people who didn't understand her. The way she grew up, it's very clear to me that she probably never developed enough emotional maturity/intelligence.

It just makes me so sad. I know both Heathcliff and Cathy are flawed characters. But they were also just kids in a world that was so incredibly unfair to them. They had no one there for them growing up, they were both abused and neglected. Hindley only cared for Cathy when it came to her marrying someone who could bring some 'honour' back to their name. And Nelly, while I understand that she was a woman and a servant and didn't have much power, was just so unlikeable. She could've been the one to treat both Cathy and Heathcliff as people but instead she was a traitor to both her gender and her class.

I just really don't like her😭

Also, I really love Charlotte Riley and Tom Hardy as Catherine and Heathcliff and I wish the script of that movie followed the book more closely. That being said, the 2009 version is still my comfort movie.

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I know I'm not supposed to romanticise Heathcliff and Wuthering Heights in general but my heart really aches when I think of the way Heathcliff loved Catherine.