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art blog for my silly little drawings main blog @professional-loser

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Hi, you can call me User ^^ any/all

This here is my art blog. I'm trying to post daily, no matter how small the art Most of it is fanart, but my own stuff can show up too

My main blog is @professional-loser

for organizational purposes #full draw <- finished art #silly draw <- dodles and other silly things #sketchy <- sketches

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orang

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Go my mushroom lesbians!!

An older drawing but I still like it

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Who up silking they song

Testing out new pens and yeah they're pretty nice

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slaving away at this but it's gonna be so worth it

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why is he br*tish

releasing this old thing from the vault while I try and fail to finish a full piece for once

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Tf1 soundwave practice fo today 👍

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His gluttony was his downfall

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I'm not finishing this bruh

I wanna try posting daily, weather it be just a sketch, a full drawing or a silly doodle and what better start than a sketch that has been laying around for months!

I honestly really like it but on god, it is NOT turning into a finished piece

Also im starting to post art form my actual art blog instead of it just being reblogs from my main. For organization purposes

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Illogical little creature

First transformers art yippie! (Well technically I did some practice sketches before but that's unimportant lol) I had a lot of fun drawing it, and I'm so happy with how it turned out ^^

Drawn based on a photo I found online (putting it under cut)

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the pain

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remember what you're fighting for

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Haven't been doing much art lately. Take this Gabe drawing for now

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Today I offer you this silly thing

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yay it's my 22nd aniversary of coming to existence today ^^

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Some thoughts about blackbright/phantomquill and hakanaki

There are a few ways to spin this trope

Firstly, let's say Blackquill never met real Fulbright. It was the Phantom from the start (of course Simon doesn't know that) Here hakanaki is caused by the Phantom not returning the feelings. Now there are two options Option 1: they don't get involved romantically - that's just the most basic form of hanahaki Option 2: they do - now that's more interesting. Does the disease stop? Does it continue? I think most common version says whether the disease is cured depends on if the victim thinks the love is requited. So according to that, if Simon believes that this is real then boom, problem solved. (tho bonus points if during turnabout for tomorrow hakanaki comes back. Beautifully tragic) However, it's a fictional disease, we can make it more angsty. Let’s say it has some divine knowledge of how genuine the feelings are. So it all seems well, they're dating, or at least have something going on between them, but the flowers don't stop because the Phantom's feelings aren't genuine. And Simon doesn't know why the flowers aren't stopping, why is it getting worse, he starts doubting "Fulbright"s feelings, making everything worse in the process. There's probably a big emotional scene at one point. And the Phantom is just panicking because shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit

Now let's assume Blackquill met the real Fulbright, at like the very beginning. Then he gets hakanaki but doesn't know yet, and Fulbright gets replaced. I was going to say at first that this is a more interesting option, but now that I think about it, the outcome is almost the same because option 1: no romantic involvement - most basic hanahaki stuff and option 2 is again, if based on Simon's beliefs then it gets cured, but going with the "the disease has divine knowledge" once again, it's not cured and Simon is doubting everything and so on the only thing that changes is the cause, because here I'd say it's because real Fulbright doesn't return his feelings

Both of this scenarios work when Fulbright is dead, but let’s add the Bobby lives AU, just for the fun of it. In the first one he actually does nothing really. And in the second one, the only reason for him to be alive is to have a happy ending, where he gets rescued and they fall in love and Simon is cured yippie

..or is it? Because what if real Fulbright doesn’t love Blackquill back? It is admittedly kinda the same as basic hanahaki in the end, but I am an enjoyer of taking a Bobby lives au and making it tragic Bobby is alive, but it turns out he doesn't have feelings for Simon (especially angsty if the Phantom got involved romantically with Simon) just with addition of flowers Or what if Bobby lives, but Simon realizes that he doesn't like real him this way (and it drives him absolutely insane that he was/is in love with the Phantom) in context of hanahaki we're back to the first scenario, of it being caused by Phantom not loving him back

And while on the topic of hanahaki, there's also versions of getting it surgically removed, but losing your feelings for the target in the process, and I just think Simon would absolutely get it done. Unfortunately, he's in prison womp womp

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absolutely clueless

also happy new year everynyan!