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ind. sel. fandomless oc. re-established 1-11-17. prev. wealthworn.

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                ❛     it’s like, just kiss some ass, man — then you can screw ‘em all.    ❜  

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        ❛     sure  ,  if i feel like dating someone i’m related to  .    i’d like someone i DON’T have to do that for  ,  thanks  .    ❜

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PLATONIC    TOUCH.   /     connor    brushes    lint    off    of    alice. 

      gaze    follows    his    hand,    squinting    at    the    strap    of    her    dress    almost    accusingly.    the    number    she    had    chosen    for    this    particular    dinner    is    still    DEVASTATING,    but    modest    —    different    from    her    usual    party    attire.    to    impress    connor’s    family    meant    to    step    outside    of    her    own    skin,    and    if    that    was    what    it    took    for    the    night    to    be    a    successful    one,    it    is    what    she    would    do.    smiling,    alice    catches    his    wrist,    the     (     REAL     )     diamonds    in    her    necklace    almost    as    blinding    as    the    smile    she    offers.    ❛    connor,    it’s    chill.    i    can    do    this.    you’re   gonna    be    SO    proud    of    me.    ❜    

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be more chill sentence starters (part 1)

these are some quotes from each of the songs. feel free to edit pronouns/add names. trigger warning for sex, suicide mentions, and drug mentions, among more. part 2 here.

MORE THAN SURVIVE

❛ come on, go, go! ❜

❛ i’m waiting for my porno to load. ❜

❛ freaking out is my “okay”. ❜

❛ i feel my stomach filling up with dread. ❜

❛ god, i wish i had the skill to just be fine and cool and chill. ❜

❛ i don’t want to be a hero. ❜

❛ i don’t want to be special. ❜

❛ i just want to survive. ❜

❛ that is so awesome… i - i mean slutty! ❜

❛ don’t touch me, tall ass! ❜

❛ that’s not what i need right now. ❜

❛ did you say something? ❜

❛ my mack daddy game couldn’t be more limp. ❜

❛ just clear your brain and move ahead. ❜

❛ i don’t want to be a baller. ❜

❛ how’s it hanging? ❜

❛ you look like ass, what’s wrong? ❜

❛ it’s all good. i saw on discovery that humanity has stopped evolving. ❜

❛ that’s… good? ❜

❛ evolution is survival of the fittest, right? but now, because of technology. you don’t need to be strong to survive! ❜

❛ there’s never been a better time in history to be a loser. ❜

❛ GAY! ❜

❛ i like gay people. ❜

❛ i’m never going to be the cool guy. i’m more the one who’s left out. ❜

❛ i am not the one who the story’s about. ❜

❛ why can’t someone just help me out? ❜

❛ help me do more than survive. ❜

I LOVE PLAY REHEARSAL

❛ i love play rehearsal because it’s the best! ❜

❛ i just use the word to emphasize a point. ❜

❛ i am passionate a lot! ❜

❛ i have mad, gigantic feelings, red and frantic feelings about most everything. ❜

❛ where was i? ❜

❛ life is easy in rehearsal. ❜

❛ anywho, the point that i’m getting to is life can’t always work out in the way it works out in a play. ❜

❛ no matter how hard i try it’s impossible to narrow down the many reasons why. ❜

❛ i happiness cry as soon as it starts. ❜

❛ most humans do one thing for all of their lives. ❜

❛ i’ve got so many interests i wanna pursue. ❜

❛ why am i telling this to you? ❜

❛ my brain is like “bzzz”, my heart is like “wow”. ❜

THE SQUIP SONG

❛ i was a loser just like you. ❜

❛ i was hopeless, i was helpless. ❜

❛ i was so suicidal. ❜

❛ then i got a SQUIP. ❜

❛ you got quick? ❜

❛ i’ve just never heard of it. ❜

❛ this is some top secret, “can’t even look it up on the internet” shit. ❜

❛ so it’s like drugs? ❜

❛ it’s better than drugs. ❜

❛ it’s preprogrammed. ❜

❛ it helps you rule. ❜

❛ right now you’re helpless, you are almost hopeless. ❜

❛ then you’ll go from sad to interesting to hip, you’re whole life will flip! ❜

TWO PLAYER GAME

❛ find the bad guy, push him aside. ❜

❛ it’s a two player game, so when you make an attack, you know you’ve got a brother/sister/partner who’ll have your back. ❜

❛ and if you leave your brother/sister/partner behind it’s lame. ❜

❛ it’s an effed up world, but it’s a two player game. ❜

❛ dude, you are cooler than a vintage cassette. ❜

❛ it’s no big, because you and i are a team. ❜

❛ nobody here appreciates. ❜

❛ guys like us are cool in college. ❜

❛ this is what we do, we make it a two player game. ❜

❛ as losers we have fought together for years. ❜

❛ know that you are my favorite person, that doesn’t mean that i can’t still dream. ❜

❛ is it really true that i’m your favorite person? ❜

❛ we’re never not going to be a team. ❜

THE SQUIP ENTERS

❛ target in accessible. ❜

❛ please excuse some mild discomfort. ❜

❛ woah, woah, woah… i’m fine. i just – ❜

❛ discomfort level may increase. ❜

❛ GAAAAHHHHH! HAAHH! HAAAAAAAHH!! ❜

❛ welcome to your super quantum unit intell processor… your SQUIP. ❜

BE MORE CHILL, PART 1

❛ take your hands out of your pockets. ❜

❛ fix your posture. ❜

❛ all your nerdiness is ugly. ❜

❛ all your stammering’s a chore. ❜

❛ fix your vibe, then fix some more. ❜

❛ no, stop. ❜

❛ everything about you is so terrible. ❜

❛ everything about you makes me want to die. ❜

❛ you will be more chill. ❜

❛ first thing’s first, go buy a new shirt. ❜

❛ it’s better if you just comply. ❜

❛ just step and fetch, don’t ask me why. ❜

❛ how are you with math homework? ❜

❛ i’m made of math. ❜

❛ you’re a slob. ❜

❛ you shop here? ❜

❛ you look sexy. ❜

❛ is that a girl’s shirt? ❜

❛ it’s still painful. ❜

❛ hey, hamlet. be more chill. ❜

DO YOU WANNA RIDE?

❛ do you wanna ride? ❜

❛ if this is going to work, you need to do as i instruct. ❜

❛ wanna go far? ❜

❛ don’t you say no. ❜

❛ we’ve gotta stop for frozen yogurt first. ❜

BE MORE CHILL, PART 2

❛ you can’t just listen, you have to obey. ❜

❛ repeat after me: ____. ❜

❛ everything about me is just terrible. ❜

❛ everything about me makes me wanna die. ❜

❛ everything about you is going to be wonderful. ❜

❛ you won’t feel left out or unsure. ❜

❛ you won’t be ugly anymore. ❜

MORE THAN SURVIVE (REPRISE)

❛ ow! ❜

❛ i was just gonna… check my email. ❜

❛ you can’t lie to me, ____, i’m inside your brain. ❜

❛ still not gonna be the cool guy, but maybe not so left out. ❜

❛ i might be the one who the story’s about. ❜

❛ all in all, a not so heinous day. ❜

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be more chill sentence starters (part 2)

these are some quotes from each of the songs. feel free to edit pronouns/add names. trigger warning for sex, suicide mentions, and drug mentions, among more. part 1 here.

A GUY THAT I’D KINDA BE INTO

❛  say there’s this person… ❜

❛  he/she/they changes from a guy/girl/person that you’d never be into into a guy/girl/person that you’d kinda be into. ❜

❛  is he/she/they worth it? ❜

❛  is she/he/they talking about me? ❜

❛  i don’t often relate to other people my age. ❜

❛  i guess a part of me likes to talk with you. ❜

❛  i guess a part of me likes to sit with you. ❜

❛  i guess a part of me likes to hang with you. ❜

❛  i know that it’s weird but it’s totally true. ❜

UPGRADE

❛  our future is so clear. ❜

❛  i’ll tenderly guide you. ❜

❛  just take me inside you forever. ❜

❛  you’ve gotta get an upgrade. ❜

❛  don’t worry about the guilt you feel. ❜

❛  just take a breath and seal the deal. ❜

❛  do you wanna come over to my place tonight? ❜

❛  my parents won’t be home so it’s alright. ❜

❛  they laundered money now they’re on the run. ❜

❛  that’s illegal. ❜

❛  for me you are an upgrade. ❜

❛  i’m not sure what i should do… ❜

❛  so you haven’t been the one avoiding me? ❜

❛  you’ve been all shady ever since… ❜

❛  it worked, didn’t it? ❜

❛  i already know what it’s like to be the loser. ❜

❛  i should find out what it’s like to not be the loser. ❜

❛  should i take the upgrade? ❜

❛  well? are you coming? ❜

HALLOWEEN

❛  you can kind of see my business, but i’ll act like i don’t know. ❜

❛  i don’t have a machete, but a loaf of bread. it’ll do. ❜

❛  who’s ready for my halloween party? ❜

❛  fill it up. ❜

❛  let’s catch up. ❜

❛  let’s smoke up. ❜

❛  look how many drinks i’ve downed. ❜

❛  i might pass out, but it’s alright. ❜

❛  we’re halloween partying up tonight. ❜

❛  did you get my messages? ❜

❛  am i late? didn’t even realize. ❜

❛  it’s… original. ❜

❛  i can’t believe i’m with a girl/boy/person like you. ❜

❛  break a vase! ❜

DO YOU WANNA HANG?

❛  you sure do know your way around. ❜

❛  yeah i’ve had sex in pretty much every room . ❜

❛  what kind of slut do you think i am? ❜

❛  do you wanna hang for a bit? ❜

❛  do you wanna get really deep? ❜

❛  i have to go. ❜

❛  i can’t stand up. ❜

❛  do you wanna stop being coy? ❜

MICHAEL IN THE BATHROOM

❛  i am hanging in the bathroom. ❜

❛  i could stay right here or disappear and nobody’d even notice at all. ❜

❛  my buddy kinda left me alone. ❜

❛  everything felt fine when i was half of a pair… and through no fault of mine there’s no other half there. ❜

❛  i’m just ___ in the bathroom. ❜

❛  forget how long it’s been. ❜

❛  no, you can’t come in. ❜

❛  i’m picking at grout as i softly grieve. ❜

❛  he’s/she’s/they’re out there just ignoring all our history. ❜

❛  now there’s no one to make fun of drunk girls with anymore. ❜

❛  i half regret the beers. ❜

❛  i choke back the tears. ❜

❛  they’re gonna start to shout soon. ❜

❛  hell yeah i’ll be out soon. ❜

❛  you left me here alone. ❜

❛  i feel the pressure blowing up. ❜

❛  my big mistake was showing up. ❜

❛  i can’t help but yearn for a different time. ❜

❛  is there a sadder sight?… ❜

❛  this is a heinous night. ❜

❛  god, he’s/she’s/they’re such a loser. ❜

❛  awesome party, i’m so glad i came. ❜

THE SMARTPHONE HOUR (RICH SET A FIRE)

❛  omg, answer me! ❜

❛  did you see ____? ❜

❛  he’s/she’s/they’ve gotta learn to handle his/her/their high, shouldn’t drink so much for a small guy/girl/person. ❜

❛  he/she/they wasn’t drunk. ❜

❛  you can’t blame the things he/she/they did on alcohol. ❜

❛  i don’t want to relive it all. ❜

❛  do you want me to tell you? ❜

❛  i’ll tel you ’cause you are my closest friend. ❜

❛  ___ set a fire and he/she/they burned down the house. ❜

❛  i thought i was dreaming. ❜

❛  i’m sorry that ___ made out with me but it was totally his/her/their fault and let’s not like boys/girls/people come between us again, okay? ❜

❛  i was crying. ❜

❛  he’s/she’s/they’ve gotta learn to not really smoke a lot, he/she/they shouldn’t get so high for a tiny guy/girl/person. ❜

❛  he/she/they wasn’t high. ❜

❛  you can’t blame the things he/she/they did on pot. ❜

❛  go spread the word. ❜

❛  i meant fucked. ❜

❛  sorry, that’s just my autocorrect. ❜

THE PITIFUL CHILDREN

❛  you were always quite the loser. ❜

❛  all your peers are just so in complete. ❜

❛  you can’t see it but they’re all in pain. ❜

❛  let’s complete the change and get inside their brains. ❜

❛  let’s save the pitiful children. ❜

❛  let’s teach the pitiful children who haven’t a clue just what to do. ❜

❛  help them to help you. ❜

❛  let’s save the pitiful children. ❜

❛  can you see the vision clearly? ❜

❛  gone is human error and fear. ❜

❛  everything about us is going to be cool when we rule. ❜

THE PANTS SONG

❛  ___ is in big, bad trouble right now. ❜

❛  i’ve gotta help him/her/them somehow. ❜

❛  i don’t know what he/she/they wants. ❜

❛  i know what he/she/they needs. ❜

❛  situation is grave, now’s the time to be brave. ❜

❛  i’m going to finally make that climb. ❜

❛  when you love somebody, you put your pants on for them. ❜

❛  i need you. ❜

❛  i know you know all the rules. ❜

❛  i’m not what he/she/they wants. ❜

❛  you’re just what he/she/they needs. ❜

❛  just suck it up and go. ❜

❛  if the fight gets bloody, just keep pushing through until the pain is gone. ❜

❛  you drive a hard bargain. ❜

THE PLAY

❛  you have to really transform into a zombie. ❜

❛  you can’t let anyone drink from that beaker. ❜

❛  up up, down down, left right, a. ❜

❛  i can’t let you do that. ❜

❛  i have to stop you from ruining my big night. ❜

❛  you’re going to SQUIP the whole cast. ❜

❛  that’s not what i wanted. ❜

❛  it’s the only way to achieve what you want. ❜

❛  i’ll fight back. ❜

❛  ___ makes an entrance. ❜

❛  i even brought my own refreshments. ❜

❛  told you i did my research. ❜

❛  i’m living the upgrade. ❜

❛  i’m not mad you broke my heart and slept with my best friend. ❜

❛  i’m not mad you dated my best friend and wouldn’t sleep with me. ❜

❛  why was i so jealous of you? ❜

❛  you were jealous of me?. ❜

❛  how are we supposed to get passed them? ❜

❛  i know what you’re doing. ❜

❛  you don’t want to drink that. ❜

❛  you’ll never be with her/him/them. ❜

❛  you are the person i want to be with every day. ❜

❛  this is something that i’ve been afraid to say… ❜

❛  i love you. ❜

❛  that’s what i promised. ❜

VOICES IN MY HEAD

❛  you’ve gotta buy her/him/them a rose. ❜

❛  say you appreciate that she’s/he’s/they’re smart. ❜

❛  you tell her/him/them that she/he/they excite you sexually. ❜

❛  trust me, i know how it’s gonna go. ❜

❛  there are voices in my ear. ❜

❛  might still have voices in my head but now they’re the normal kind. ❜

❛  just summon strength from within. ❜

❛  don’t get hung up on your skin. ❜

❛  she/he/they probably thinks that acne is hot. ❜

❛  i’ll throw you a rope, home slice, if you need some dope advice. ❜

❛  march on over and give her/him/them a shot. ❜

❛  trust me, you’ll see. it’ll go perfectly if you listen to me. ❜

❛  there are voices all around. ❜

❛  it’s embarrassing to find out that deep down i just want things to be easy. ❜

❛  just say what’s on your mind. ❜

❛  lunch? just the two of us? ❜

❛  me and the voices in my head have made up our collective minds. ❜

❛  i think that all of us want to go out with you. ❜

❛  of the voices in my head, the loudest one is mine. ❜

❛  you can’t get rid of me that easily. ❜

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6/10.

❛ i feel like a six out of ten. ❜

❛ i gotta get up early tomorrow again. ❜

❛ what goes on behind the words? ❜

❛ can you see the panic inside? ❜

❛ i’m making you uneasy, aren’t i? ❜

❛ i’ll close my mouth, i won’t say a word. ❜

❛ i know that you don’t want me here. ❜

a non love song from nashville.

❛ it’s time to go back to you know where. ❜

❛ stop, no, you’re not allowed to think that. ❜

❛ don’t imagine what could have been. ❜

❛ just a memory now. ❜

❛ you fool, how dare you trust fate! she’s not that kind. ❜

❛ you stepped off the edge but you didn’t check where you’d fall. ❜

❛ and now look at what you’ve done. ❜

❛ this will all just end in flames. ❜

❛ where’s that self control that you preach? ❜

dear happy.

❛ i missed you dearly. ❜

❛ is our time fleeting? ❜

❛ is even meeting a healthy idea, or am i getting too near? ❜

❛ don’t try to fight it. i’m here for tonight. ❜

❛ and i’ll be waiting for you until we meet again. ❜

❛ i know it’s scary, but don’t be wary. ❜

❛ if we don’t have that long, let’s not waste it feeling wrong. ❜

❛ this isn’t the end, i’m your lifelong friend. ❜

❛ sure, it’s been a while, but i’ll be here when you smile. ❜

❛ would you mind staying? ❜

❛ it’s getting late, but i will visit you soon. ❜

❛ so just try to get through. ❜

human.

❛ i wanna pick you up and scoop you out. ❜

❛ i want the secrets your secrets haven’t found. ❜

❛ paint me in trust, i’ll be your best friend. ❜

❛ call me the one, this night just can’t end. ❜

❛ will you share your soul with me? ❜

❛ unzip your skin and let me have a see. ❜

❛ oh, i’m so human. we’re just human. ❜

❛ lean for me, and i’ll fall back. ❜

❛ you’ll fit so nicely, you’ll keep me intact. ❜

❛ i want to give you your grin. ❜

❛ so tell me you can’t bear a room that i’m not in. ❜

intertwined.

❛ you and i, safe from the world. though the world will try. ❜

❛ oh, i’m afraid of the things in my brain. ❜

❛ but we can stay here and laugh away the fear. ❜

❛ you create a rarity of my genuine smiles. ❜

❛ can you drink all my thoughts? cause i can’t stand them. ❜

❛ i’ve pinned each and every hope on you. ❜

❛ i hope that you don’t bleed with me. ❜

one for the road.

❛ well, you moved on ridiculously quick. ❜

❛ so much for hopeless romantic. ❜

❛ don’t get me wrong, i’m happy you found someone else to screw around. ❜

❛ just goes to show, i’m better off without you. ❜

❛ leave me alone, but i’m not alone. ❜

❛ i got friends to help me through. i’d rather be with them than you! ❜

❛ how weird to see your true colors show. ❜

❛ i didn’t think you’d go so low. ❜

❛ don’t you dare think you cause me stress. ❜

❛ i’ll rip our letters, you rip her dress. ❜

❛ remember when we kissed that night, remember when you held me tight. ❜

❛ remember you and me, oh wow. that’s all out the window now. ❜

sick of losing soulmates.

❛ god knows where i would be if you hadn’t found me sitting all alone in the dark. ❜

❛ watch how a cold broken teen will desperately lean on a super glued human of proof. ❜

❛ brave face talk so lightly, hide the truth. ❜

❛ cause i’m sick of losing soulmates, so where do we begin? ❜

❛ cause i’m sick of losing soulmates, won’t be alone again. ❜

❛ i can finally see, you’re as fucked up as me. so how do we win? ❜

❛ we will grow old as friends. i’ve promised that before. ❜

❛ time and hearts will wear us thin, so which path will you take? ❜

❛ cause we both know a break does exactly what it says on the tin. ❜

❛ i won’t take no for an answer. ❜

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Dear Evan Hansen Act 1 Lyric Starters

“Have you been writing those letters to yourself?”

“Can we try to have an optimistic outlook, huh? Can we buck up just enough to see the world won’t fall apart?”

“Maybe this year, we decide: We’re not giving up before we’ve tried.”

“I’m proud of you already. “

“Anybody maybe happen to know how the hell to do this? I don’t know if you can tell but this is me just pretending to know.”

“The scary truth is I’m flying blind and I’m making this up as I go.”

“I already said I’d go tomorrow. “

“Another masterful attempt ends with disaster!”

“I’ve learned to slam on the brake, before I even turn the key, before I make the mistake, before I lead with the worst of me.”

“No slipping up if you slip away.”

“Step out of the sun, if you keep getting burned.”

“Will I ever be more than I’ve always been?”

“When you’re falling in a forest and there’s nobody around do you ever really crash, or even make a sound?”

“Feels like we could go on for forever this way.”

“There’s nowhere else I’d rather be.”

“We could be alright for forever this way.”

“We’ve been way too out of touch. Things have been crazy, and it sucks that we don’t talk that much.”

“I should tell you that I think of you each night, I rub my nipples and start moaning with delight.”

“Why would you write that?!”

“This needs to be perfect. These emails have to prove that we were actually friends. Just—I’ll do it. “

“I’ve gotta tell you, life without you has been rough, and I miss talking about life and other stuff.”

“Just fix it!”

“I’ll take your advice, I’ll try to be more nice.”

“All that it takes is a little reinvention, it’s easy to change if you give it your attention. All you gotta do is just believe you can be who you want to be.”

“I’m sending pictures of the most amazing trees. You’ll be obsessed with all my forest expertise!”

“Dude, I’m proud of you, just keep pushing through. You’re turning around, I can see.”

“Thanks for every note you send.”

“I’m just glad to be your friend.”

“Our friendship goes beyond your average kind of bond. But not because we’re gay.”

“Why should I play this game of pretend, remembering through a secondhand sorrow? Such a great _____ and wonderful friend. Oh, don’t the tears just pour.”

“Why should I go and fall apart for you?”

“Why should I play the grieving girl and lie, saying that I miss you and that my world has gone dark without your light? I will sing no requiem tonight.”

“I gave you the world, you threw it away, leaving these broken pieces behind you.”

“When the villains fall, the kingdoms never weep.”

“After all you put me through, don’t say it wasn’t true: That you were not the monster that I knew!”

“He thought I was awesome? _______? How?”

“There’s nothing like your smile, sort of subtle and perfect and real.”

“Whenever you get bored you scribble stars on the cuffs of your jeans.”

“But, he kept it all inside his head, what he saw he left unsaid. And though he wanted to, he couldn’t talk to you, he couldn’t find the way.”

“But we’re a million worlds apart… And I don’t know how I would even start.”

“Did he say anything else?”

“He just seemed so far away…”

“And how do you say, ‘I love you’?”

“Guys like you and me, we’re just the losers who keep waiting to be seen, right? I mean no one seems to care or stops to notice that we’re there, so we get lost in the in-between.”

“You can somehow keep them thinking of me and make me more than an abandoned memory.”

“No one should come and go and have no one know he was ever even here. No one deserves to disappear.”

“That doesn’t mean that you’re not worth remembering.”

“No one should flicker out or have any doubt that it matters that they are here.”

“We have to do this. Not just for _______… for everyone. “

“I didn’t realize ______ meant this much to people. “

“Have you ever felt like you could disappear? Like you could fall, and no one would hear?”

“Maybe there’s a reason to believe you’ll be okay.”

“Even when the dark comes crashing through, when you need a friend to carry you and when you’re broken on the ground, you will be found.”

“I don’t understand, what happened?”

“It’s so easy to feel alone, but _____ is exactly right—we’re not alone, none of us. “

“You are not alone.”

Act 2

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Dear Evan Hansen Act 2 Lyric Starters

“Why don’t you take it?”

“I bought this ______ a thousand years ago, for some birthday or some Christmas that has come and gone. I thought we might ______ or… I don’t know. But they left it in the bag, with the tag still on.”

“Well, it’s all a process that is really quite precise, a sort of secret method known to very few. So, if you’re in the market for professional advice, well today could be a lucky day for you.”

“You might not think it’s worth it. You might begin to doubt, but you can’t take any shortcuts, you gotta stick it out.”

“It’s the hard way, but it’s the right way.”

“With something like this, you gotta be ready to put in the work, make the commitment. So what do you think?”

“Well, they can gloat about the time they saved, ‘til they gotta buy another ______ next week.”

“I don’t need you to sell me on reasons to want you.”

“You don’t have to be scared you’re not enough 'cause what we’ve got going is good.”

“I don’t need more reminders of all that’s been broken.”

“I don’t need you to fix what I’d rather forget.”

“Try to quiet the noises in your head, we can’t compete with all that.”

“So, what if it’s us and only us? And what came before won’t count anymore or matter. Can we try that?”

“What if it’s you and what if it’s me? And what if that’s all that we need it to be? And the rest of the world falls away what do you say?”

“I never thought there’d be someone like you who would want me, so I give you ten thousand reasons to not let me go.”

“If you like me for me and nothing else: Well, that’s all that I’ve wanted for longer that you could possibly know.”

“We can just watch the whole world disappear, 'til you’re the only one I still know how to see.”

“You and me, that’s all that we need it to be.”

“So you found a place where the grass is greener and you jumped the fence to the other side; is it good!? Are they giving you a world I could never provide?”

“Well, I hope you’re proud of your big decision. Yeah, I hope it’s all that you want and more. Now you’re free from the agonizing life you were living before!”

“Say what you need to say so that you get to walk away.”

“It would kill you to have to stay trapped when you’ve got something new.”

“Well I’m sorry you had it rough, and I’m sorry I’m not enough. Thank God they rescued you!”

“So you got what you always wanted, you got your dream come true. Good for you!”

“Got a taste of a life so perfect, so you did what you had to do. Good for you!”

“Does it cross your mind to be slightly sorry?”

“Do you even care that you might be wrong???”

“Was it fun? Well, I hope you had a blast while you dragged me along.”

“You say what you need to say and you play who you need to play. And if somebody’s in your way; crush them and leave them behind!

“Well I guess if I’m not of use, go ahead, you can cut me loose. Go ahead now, I won’t mind.”

“I’ll shut my mouth and I’ll let you go! Would that be good for you?”

“I’ll just sit back while you run the show, is that good for you?”

“All I need is some time to think, but the boat is about to sink.”

“STOP IT, STOP IT! JUST LET ME OFF!”

“I never meant to make it such a mess, I never thought that it would go this far. So, I just stand here sorry, searching for something to say. Words fail… There’s nothing I can say.”

“I guess I thought I could be part of this, I never had this kind of thing before.”

“Mom was all that she had to be.”

“That’s not a worthy explanation, I know there is none. Nothing can make sense of all these things I’ve done.”

“Sometimes, you see everything you wanted, you see everything you wish you had, and it’s right there in front of you and you want to believe it’s true, so you… make it true. And you think maybe everybody wants it and needs it… a little bit… too.”

“This was just a sad invention, it wasn’t real, I know. But we were happy; I guess I couldn’t let that go, I guess I couldn’t give that up, I guess I wanted to believe. 'Cause if I just believe then I don’t have to see what’s really there.”

“No, I’d rather pretend I’m something better than these broken parts, pretend I’m something other than this MESS that I am, 'cause then I don’t have to look at it and NO one gets to look at it!”

“I never let them see the worst of me… 'cause what if everyone saw? What if everyone knew? Would they like what they saw…? Or would they hate it too?”

“The _______ felt so big, and I felt so small.”

“I knew I’d come up short a billion different ways. And I did. And I do. And I will.”

“Today is going to be a good day. And here’s why: because today, today at least you’re you and—that’s enough. “

Act 1

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   she’s young, she’s bold, and she’s probably drunk.  her name is alice dubois and she’s a world class dancer, and she won’t let you forget it. would you be so kind as to maybe LIKE/REBLOG this if you’d interact with such an oc? she’s guaranteed to make your life a little lighter and your brights a little brighter.

disclaimer: returns not valid, refunds not available. see label for care instructions. her abandonment issues are your problem now.

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@prosperend. 

         lithe arms instinctively link with connor’s as aubrey caught up with him, matching her pace with his so they could walk in sync. it’s a habit of hers, one that knows no boundaries and requires very little thought. out of reflex, she also leans slightly into his side, closing the already minuscule gap between them.     ❝   you know that movie you were telling me about the other day ? i was thinking we could go see it later today ! i mean, if you want to, of course !   ❞ 

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          for someone as UNROMANTIC as he is  ,  these little moments are shockingly enjoyable .      he turns his head away to hide a smile as he tries to remember which movie  , exactly ,  he’d been talking about  .      ❝  the one with those people who meet on a train  ?      i think they’re showing that one at the drive in  .    and the normal theater ,  obviously , if you’d prefer that .  ❞

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RE: HEATHER.

           she has claimed the section of westerburg’s lobby with the comfiest chair;  it was the only one in the school suitable for the queen.  heather has known him long enough now that she doesn’t go  batshit crazy  when he reaches for her purse.  instead,  a crimson smirk crosses her face,  and chandler waits for him to discover a stray tampon or condom,  such is life.  tossing her hair over her shoulder,  the almighty bumps her hip with his,  letting out a venomous laugh.  ❝   you should see what these  HACKS  are trying to do.  i proposed that we put earnings from the last bake sale towards prom,  but some of these low-lives thought we’d benefit if we fixed the  LOCKER ROOMS.  do the jocks really give a shit about the mold on the wall ?  they’re all fungi themselves.  ❞

         he’s never been very interested in the activities of this school  (  perhaps he’s still accustomed to private school dealings  ,  wherein things like PROM are little more than formalities in the background  )  .      thus  ,  the only thing keeping him from losing interest completely is that HEATHER CHANDLER is the one speaking  ;  if nothing else  ,  he at least gets to listen to her  .       ❝  the locker rooms don’t mean anything to the vast majority of this school  .     prom  ,  though  --  how are they even getting locker rooms on the table  ?   ❞      he shakes his head and pulls out a tube of mascara  ,  studying it like he’s some kind of EXPERT  .

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* OPEN !!

         he grins  ,  eyes sparkling with the bitter joy that comes with happy memories  .     ❛  mom and dad  --  they met because my mom was supposed to buy strawberries  ,  but my dad was selling blueberries  ,  and  --  and she wanted to ask him out  ,  but she was nervous  ,  so she just bought the entire cart of blueberries  .  ❜      a pause  ;  he doesn’t want to be too revealing  .  ❛  their twentieth anniversary would’ve been tomorrow  .  ❜