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Just wanted to give a tip to anybody who maybe feels dysphoric about having a flat chest as someone with a flat chest

You don’t need boobs to use a bra as an extra pocket. All you need is a sports bra and a baggy shirt (put item in bra, baggy shirt prevents it from being visible/noticeable)

I put rocks in my bra. You don’t have to put rocks in your bra. You can put a lot of different stuff in there.

This is trans joy!!!

proteanadmirer

I feel like I really want to try shaving my legs but it feels like a bad idea. It would be such an easy thing to do if I was literally anyone else, but I literally (actual literal) only wear tan shorts, so my legs are visible at all times. My family might not notice or care, but I also feel like I shouldn't take the risk. What if they get suspicious??

I don't think I'd be in any danger, but it would be extremely embarassing, and I don't know how they would feel about it.

BUT, it literally only requires a bathroom that locks, some water, and the shaving supplies I haven't used since they were gifted to me.

I am extremely tempted to just go for it.

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I have the supplies and have familiarized myself with the mechanics of how this works using a small portion of my arm.

Now i supposed i just need to make a decision.

While agonizing over this, I thought that massive i just need a sign or a push, and i didn’t want to leave it to chance though.

I am tempted to use a pendulum and the ideomotor effect, since it kinda works off of your own brain so uli could use it as a way to “ask” my subconscious? I know that if you think about it this idea doesn’t make much sense but I’m tempted by the magical thinking involved, also I think pendulums are cool.

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Well i used some twine and a screw, tested it with some clockwise/counter-clockwise/left-right/forward-back stuff. Logically speaking I know this should just be a psychological effect. But i am so paranoid about the idea that spiritual forces could interfere with it. I don’t believe in that, but you never know.

Anyway, I’m trying specifically to contact myself via myself, and in the end it’s just shaving my legs.

Got a strong yes on going ahead and a weak yes on ‘are you absolutely sure’, which seems about right on with how I feel.

Still scared af about this

I hate having to make decisions like this(okay I know that sounds weird in the context of this post, but i was referring to the pressure and potential embarrassment, not the pendulum thing.

proteanadmirer

The instrument of conviction in question:

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update!: I did a shit job and now I have red bumps :(

rimdora

inventing a new kind of girl

proteanadmirer

#sea angel #sea angels

nyaa

月刊ニュータイプ(角川書店) 02年1月号 by (Newtype magazine January 2002) by Kazuhiro Takamura

Been thinking about getting a shock collar and some components to make an openshock setup. Just ordered the stuff and now I’m kinda stressed.

I feel like ours gonna be a waste of money and my family will probably ask questions with embarrassing answers.

Fuck

#my posts

enameledcoppergirl

Cute night with the wyrmgirl!

enameledcoppergirl

Eggs in you.

misspetbait

being on estrogen is so fucked up. all i wanna do is show off my tits to everyone but apparently that's "weird" and "inappropriate"

recoveredcombatsister

reblog if prev can show off her tits to you :3

mrsterlingeverything

Computer show me what this plane looks like without clothes on

puppynametaken

You unlock secret dialogue by being open about your kinks with friends

freeingalexandra

you unlock hidden events too

gloopdimension

You are Transgender.

justnoodlefishthings

DELTARUNE CHAPTER 5 ON JUNE 24

#deltarune

bedupolker

"You should always strictly follow the rules, unless i think they're stupid, in which case you can't stop me" is a great trait for a female character to have

default-cube

reblog to tell prev she's a good girl

squeakitties

following weird horny furries who are into shit like pooltoys and transformation and stuff is enrichment. the vitamins and minerals of posting

squeakitties

twinkenjoyer-deactivated2023083

once you get over your ass and realise you will never get some people and that’s ok you are basically immune to right wing fearmongering. otherkin? none of my fucking business

stevishabitat

mandate-transgenderism

I must not fall victim to disgust. Disgust is the heart-killer. Disgust is the little-death that brings total apathy. I will face my disgust. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the disgust has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain.