Oct 17, 2018
Recently got into a fight w/ my mom and found myself wondering why it was so hard to let go of the argument and then arguments in general. And it occured to me that my stubbornness in not wanting to lose or fail is probably the biggest thing that holds me back.
I’ve been angry and tired recently, keeping my circle small as my energy levels were so low. As I have recharged, I’ve started to feel better, more positive, and opening myself up again. It’s been harder than I thought to accept the changes happening in my life with grace and stay vulnerable and unselfish in the face of fears, while simultaneously trying to respect my boundaries. Or i guess as brene brown sums it up as: don’t shrink, but don’t puff up.
