Ah, shit. Stop justifying your own selfishness and self-entitlement by bringing up your own trauma and 'injustices' in life. WE ALL HAVE THEM, idols included. I am sorry that you grew up having a negative perspective about marriage, but it doesn't get you a free pass on disregarding other people's feelings and decisions, for your own self-satisfaction! Like:
"Being an idol, you still have the responsibility to fill your fans's hearts that are mostly lonely people..."
Idols may be public figures but they are NOT public property, ffs!!!
You buy their merchandise, not their life! People who think like you are one of the major reasons why most idols are so pressured to maintain a 'clean' image to the point of being depressed and anxious, because the moment they choose to be human, you call them out for it—as if they were only meant to be some sort of object you can dictate your, as you've said, illusions unto. I get that an idol's job is for you to admire, and revere, even desire them—but come on, it's not even their fault you're lonely, nor is it their responsibility to 'fill your hearts' until you recover from the loneliness. Heck, even a lover isn't responsible for that! Who gave you the right and the audacity to demand that from anyone? You are responsible for your own life and happiness, your traumas are no reason for you to pin the responsibility to anyone else. Instead, treat idols as an inspiration and encouragement. Everyone—and I mean everyone—has their own battles to fight too. The world doesn't revolve around you, hon...and I'm pretty sure neither does Eunwoo. 🙃
PS. I can't believe you even used PMS as a reason to be close-minded.
