TORTURED SOUL ASYLUM

ANGULAR DISPLACEMENT OR A MUTAL REPLACEMENT? ADDICTION,INFLICTION,PREDICTION OR MY OWN CRUXIFIXON? A SAVIOR OF MY OWN OR THE OWNER OF YOUR SAVOIR? HOPE IS A STRANGE INVENTION I AM DYING AS I SIT. I LOSE NOT ONE BUT TWO DIMENSIONS I SHALL NEVER MEDIATE UPON NORMALITY I LOVE TO HIDE IN OTHER REALITIES ALL I NEVER HAD LACKED SO LONG AND LOVED SO WELL CONFINED,UNDERMINED,ENTWINED,REFINED,UNKIND. MY OWN TO TOUCH,MY OWN TO TASTE AND SMELL I HAVE NO TRUST ID LOVE MY PLACE IN HELL CARELESS ABANDONMENT LEADS ONE TO SELF ABANDON INTO THE DESOLATION OF REALITY WHILST OVER ABUSING THE CONSTRUCTS OF MORALITY LEAVE THE STANDARD DEVIATION AND GIVE YOURSELF A STANDING OVATION SPIRITUAL PURIFICATION OR JUST THY ANGLIFICATION I am one of the rare males diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder. I also have PTSD, Bipolar, ADHD and ocd/kleptomania. I take too many drugs and have suffered with mental illness for years. I pride myself on loyalty and want to help those with similar problems. I love psychology, making music, writing poetry, writing, metaphysics, the occult and the bizarre and unexplained. My best friend is the fucking best girl you will ever meet.

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SCROTERA | Metal from Beaumont Hills, NSW, AU

Metal | Beaumont Hills, NSW, AU

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666 the code i cracked on sev Psychedelics,i dont remember exactly ever step but the maths was shown to me after a session reading my golden dawn book and crystal ball

SATANISM-666 PERSONIFICATION OF EVIL IS THE FATHER OF SATAN-IDENTIFICATION-1st6

“PERSONIFICATION OF EVIL IS THE FATHER OF SATAN-"God the Creator”

THEREOF-2,RETREVIAL=9 LETTERS MINUS 3 SYLLABLES=6,DEISES-2nd6 DIHYDROXYPHENYLALANINE-22 letter word,

v is the 22nd word in alphabet,

v sounds like (the),

22+3(the)+5th word equals=30

,5th word-5 into

30=3rd(6),ORIGIN-6,

666=god,god says 666=the beast,the beast =the governemnt

god,beast,government=earth and fucked up society!

(dī'hī-drŏk'sē-fĕn'əl-ăl’ə-nēn’, -fē'nəl-) n.

Dopa.

A derivative of the amino acid tyrosine. It is found in particularly high levels in the adrenal glands and is a precursor in the synthesis of dopamine, noradrenaline, and adrenaline. The laevorotatory form, L-dopa, is administered in the treatment of Parkinson’s disease, in which brain levels of dopamine are reduced.

(dī'hī-drŏk'sē-fĕn'əl-ăl’ə-nēn’, -fē'nəl-) n.

Dopa.

idk how the fuck i put this together but it started with me seeing the word in my head non stop,views please?haha

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Dmt trip at light speed

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new poem i wrote

neverending visions everending revisions of black massed withcraft overseeing forecasts of sinister provisionary missions Satanic missionary saints rebuke the Christians by slaughtering their saints sinners who are saints saints who satan obeys disciples of christ blackmailing the angel uriel mutiny in gehenna as belial hides in his valley the one called hinnom gomorrah has become peppered sugary sickly absinthe like sweet Sodom abstaining from sodium Job and lot are casting lots with solomon in the temple saul and king david summon enoch to learn the lie of eden eve rapes the nephilim riding them until they beg her to stop laughing she climaxes squirting the sweet fructose from her cunt drinkning and getting high on wormwood and aether eve is now lillith and the sacred feminine power now reborn adam leaves eden running,scared and alone eve is in mourning,her ribs are all but torn she meets the serpent again and restoreth his legs walking snakes are the norm sliding is now for reform

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SCROTERA-BORDERLINE PERSONALITY DISORDER AKA LITTLE VIRGINS

Scrotera demo music video -borderline personality disorder feat Crazy "bpd"Scrolly etc...i have bpd and i made the video with bpd humor,my friends with bpd find this funny hope you do too no offence intended to any other people who may not like my humor or expliotation of my illness,i find laughing at my problems helps and it really pisses nons off alot ive noticed

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S.U.N. Project - Dance Of The Witches [HQ]

S.U.N. Project - Macrophage Label: Spirit Zone Recordings Catalog#: SPIRIT ZONE 038 CD Format: CD, Album, Digipak Country: Germany Released: 26 Feb 1998 Genr...

one of my fav psy trance songs ever! even at home alone when high i cant help but move along rather embarasingly to the beat lol

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Diary of dreams -she lyrics brilliant

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THE TRUTH ABOUT METH,REAL BEFORE AND AFTER PHOTOS....LOST WEIGHT AND HAD A BALL WHILST DOING IT LOL

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SOME OF MY FAVOURITE PHILOSOPHY QUOTES

“Without music, life would be a mistake.” Friedrich Nietzsche “I cannot believe in a God who wants to be praised all the time.” ― Friedrich Nietzsche “Never forget that everything Hitler did in Germany was legal.” ― Martin Luther King Jr. “I don't see much future for the Americans ... it's a decayed country. And they have their racial problem, and the problem of social inequalities ... my feelings against Americanism are feelings of hatred and deep repugnance ... everything about the behaviour of American society reveals that it's half Judaised, and the other half negrified. How can one expect a State like that to hold together?” -ADOLF HITLER When people ask me if a god created the universe, I tell them that the question itself makes no sense. Time didn’t exist before the big bang, so there is no time for god to make the universe in. It’s like asking directions to the edge of the earth; The Earth is a sphere; it doesn’t have an edge; so looking for it is a futile exercise. We are each free to believe what we want, and it’s my view that the simplest explanation is; there is no god. No one created our universe,and no one directs our fate. This leads me to a profound realization; There is probably no heaven, and no afterlife either. We have this one life to appreciate the grand design of the universe, and for that I am extremely grateful." — Stephen Hawking “The God of the Old Testament is arguably the most unpleasant character in all fiction: jealous and proud of it; a petty, unjust, unforgiving control-freak; a vindictive, bloodthirsty ethnic cleanser; a misogynistic, homophobic, racist, infanticidal, genocidal, filicidal, pestilential, megalomaniacal, sadomasochistic, capriciously malevolent bully.” ― Richard Dawkins, The God Delusion

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GOVERNMENTS ARE USING FORMER NAZIS TO “DEPROGRAMME” CURRENT NEO-NAZIS

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Third, the barrier is reinforced with power symbols drawn with the magic weapon. The traditional five pointed star or pentagram can be used, or the eight pointed star of Chaos, or any other form. Words of power may also be used. Fourth the magician aspires to the infinite void by a brief but determined effort to stop thinking.

Taken from Liber null & Psychonaut by Peter J Carroll.

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NEW POEM JUST WROTE "NEGLECTED SATAN,GUILTY GOD.."

Satan awakened now by the memory of deceit His fragile ego about to crack though towering the enchanted forest like a Nun hovers over a used condom Possessed not he ever be the one to do ,simply he read the holy book and took faith in the words, words that made him so much better than could ever be true His power given authority over the lame, his ego grew over the centuries, he started to believe God's own lie A script God cast and Satan played ,but he's so far lost in character now he shall never return A once pathetic angel Ignored by God A once pathetic angel Belial used to molest A once pathetic angel who could never say no A once pathetic angel now has stolen the show Memory wiped of the truth ,memories kept of the false, he is no actor now and never was Pathetic yet Sweet little Satan Has now left the time line ,those who now the truth kept it in Like all things of deceit the deceiver is being deceived at his own game God deceived the world ,SATAN BROKE CAUSE HE WAS WEAK The blood guilty angels sit silently aware burning inside A PAIN SO STRONG THEIR FATHER IS ACTUALLY THE UNHOLY ONE!

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Painbastard - Borderline (by syntho mancer)

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a classic song about bpd if u havent heard it please listen,very therapeutic i found listening to music about it,also check "painbastard" their album borderline is a bpd concept album incredible!!! written in stone lyrics I dwell on the times I've had I can't seem to leave the past I've lost who I am inside My spirit has long since died My eyes, they no longer see My ears, they don't hear a sound My lips, they have lost the taste My hands, they no longer feel Broken and torn am I withered and worm through time So where do I go from here? Contunie to breathe this fear? Your eyes, never see me grieve Yor ears, never hear my cries Your lips, never speak the truth Your hands, never hold me tight This isn't living, I'm only existing I refuse to stay here and continue to live out this lie So I shatter the hourglass, hoping my time will pass Because I'll only be noticed when my name is written in stone My soul is made of glass Weakend from sorrows past I've lost all the will to try So I slowly wait to die How long should I will regret? Why me? I have paid my dues So lost, how can I be found? I wish time would heal my wounds This isn't living, I'm only existing I refuse to stay here and continue to live out this lie So I shatter the hourglass, hoping my time will pass Because I'll only be noticed when my name is written in stone This isn't living, I'm only existing I refuse to stay here and continue to live out this lie So I shatter the hourglass, hoping my time will pass Because I'll only be noticed when my name is written in stone

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Written in Stone - Sinergy (With Lyrics) (by prinzesschen333)

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website for daniella

http://www.nationaldrugstrategy.gov.au/internet/drugstrategy/publishing.nsf/Content/4584407086E6AB7ACA2575B4001353FE/$File/ndsp7-8.pdf

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Timothy Leary, The Politics of Ecstasy

“Emotions are the lowest form of consciousness. Emotional actions are the most contracted, narrowing, dangerous form of behavior. The romantic poetry and fiction of the last 200 years has quite blinded us to the fact that emotions are an active and harmful form of stupor. Any peasant can tell you that. Beware of emotions. Any child can tell you that. Watch out for the emotional person. He is a lurching lunatic. Emotions are caused by biochemical secretions in the body to serve during the state of acute emergency. An emotional person is a blind, crazed maniac. Emotions are addictive and narcotic and stupefacient. Do not trust anyone who comes on emotional. What are the emotions? In a book entitled Interpersonal Diagnosis of Personality, written when I was a psychologist, I presented classifications of emotions and detailed descriptions of their moderate and extreme manifestations. Emotions are all based on fear. [...] The emotional person cannot think; he cannot perform any effective game action (except in acts of physical aggression and strength). The emotional person is turned off sensually. His body is a churning robot. [...] The only state in which we can learn, harmonize, grow, merge, join, understand is the absence of emotion. This is called bliss or ecstasy, attained through centering the emotions. [...] Conscious love is not an emotion; it is serene merging with yourself, with other people, with other forms of energy. Love cannot exist in an emotional state. [...] The great kick of the mystic experience, the exultant, ecstatic hit, is the sudden relief from emotional pressure. Did you imagine that there could be emotions in heaven? Emotions are closely tied to ego games. Check your emotions at the door to paradise.” ― Timothy Leary, The Politics of Ecstasy