Artistic chaos junkie

Streamer, artist, writer with way too much mental given to storytelling (i cannot be saved)

[ladyofthebookcase]

effloresced ego design notes but bad

[puffleberry]

Interesting!

[puffleberry]

Wolf-Made Sheep [Index]

[puffleberry]

WIP - Wolf-Made Sheep [Index]

[cool-lcb-truths]

Speaking on this post: https://www.tumblr.com/cool-lcb-truths/815574773101903872/rien-is-awful-in-so-many-truly-compelling-ways

Gonna be real part of why people are so eager to characterize Rien as "sad agencyless dad" and casually ignore that HE CHOOSES TO BE AGENCYLESS its why he's so FASCINATINGLY FUCKED UP the lack of agency and control is HIS FAULT... well its because he's the man in a narrative very much about mothers.

People just really, really hate women, and they are eager to ignore how Rien is an abusive father who acts as if he has no agency or choice when he abuses his partner (Shiomi, maybe not literal but at least symbolically) or child (Ryoshu) even though he has the ability to step outside the status quo and reclaim agency at any time. Like what do we think the narrative is trying to say about abusive fathers here. That Rien is able to hide behind things not being his fault and instead being the actions of his God, synonymous in this text as being social status quo. And that he uses God/status quo as an excuse to indulge in cruelty.

This is also why people are so bizarrely averse to discussing the themes of SA in canto 9, because it centers around Rien and people are incapable of understanding their skrunkly blorbo boy is a villain who has like, themes and shit. The moment it gets Too Real they have to deny it because they can't stand the thought of enjoying a Problematic Character.

Can we please use our thinking caps for one moment instead of compulsively forgiving the tall thin tumblr sexyman in a suit. He's not your new Onceler he's a three dimensional and fascinating villain that commentates on a lot of societal ills. Im not saying to stop liking him he's probably my fav villain of all time I just think ppl's eagerness to forgive him is ironically emblematic of the EXACT FORM of misogyny the canto was discussing

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[geburasgebreastestgebfan]

I've seen the exact same happen when people talk about themes of misogyny in canto 9, specifically centering around Rien as representing "The Man". The Prescripts/Hermes are the system of misogyny. We see Yan struggle with this and attempt to fight the whole system itself, and now we see Rien as a foil to that - as a man who explicitly chooses to engage in and maintain the system of misogyny, even indulging in the power it allows him to wield/leverage. I think that's part of why his character is so interesting. He's not a poor hollow baby he's a man that very deliberately gutted any part of hinself thst didnt fit the Patriarchy's vision of what a Man is, and leverages the Patriarchy to excuse and justify his own cruelty. The fact that people think he's *not* an awful horrible person just showed how many people have either never experienced misogyny or his brand of parental abuse and/or never listened to people who have.

[puffleberry]

My very first video essay - an overview of the Sins of Limbus Company and what they mean!

[soulandwine]

[puffleberry]

THE ARTS ARE AN IMPORTANT PART OF THE HUMAN EXPERIENCE! LET NO ONE DEVALUE THE WORTH AND PLACE OF ART AND LEARNING ART!!!

[lcb-57]

My magnum opus

[puffleberry]

pokemon champions is really fun go play it

[mikelatte]

the new trailer broke me

[hometoursandotherstuff]

[beemovieerotica]

[medievaljournalist]

so you know that cursed sword that slowly drives whoever wields it mad & causes mysterious illnesses? you guessed it: scabbard was absolutely loaded with black mold

[userfinalgirls]

april fools? on [tumblr] ? i see fools on here 365 days a year, pal.

[sadchristianrobots]

limbus april fools event is making me wanna go woke and start quoting the game for this but

when i say "heathcliff has undiagnosed/unmedicated/unmanaged ADHD" i am not saying it is a headcanon. i am not saying it in a "fan playing with touys" sense. i am saying it is canon. i can cite things. i can make a 3 hour video essay on this. i am serious. this is up there with "ishmael and queequeg are a couple" for me, where arguing otherwise feels like it's ignoring a fundamental level of the text.

like his story is just as much about ableism as it is about racism, b/c a cursory glance in to the experience of nonwhite neurodiverse ppl shows experiences that are kinda reflected in heathcliff and the perception of him.

[puffleberry]

Lowkey spitting op...

[middleapprentice-kickasskira]

[homunculus-argument]

The stereotype of the nerd girl taking her glasses off and suddenly she's beautiful, but in reverse. A cold tough mean office lady who glares at everyone until she gets glasses and suddenly becomes sweet, approachable and friendly since she no longer has a constant headache over not being able to fucking see, doesn't need to squint at everything, and actually remembers individual people by name now that she can tell them apart at all.

[shamebats]

"I don't want to be on meds for the rest of my life" couldn't be me. I will offer to personally suck off any team of scientists that manages to come up with a singular new medication for my condition that works and has no side effects I can't live with.

[puffleberry]

I recently got on some new medication for my nerve disorder and deadass the pills do be making me feel normal and if all thats needed for me to feel like a functional person is to remember to dose every night then hell yeah

[arsonarena]

reblog if you like to see your own characters tortured

[puffleberry]

I love tormenting my brain children thats literally the best part of making characters

Are you truly living and writing if they havent experienced the angst churner or the torment machine