DECEASED.

when you look at her , she doesn’t look like someone who ought to be out & about . her eyes look dead ; her skin has the pallor of a CORPSE . if you were to try to find a pulse , you’d be disappointed . she remembers every time she’s died ....

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chaotiiics .

              observing  feminine  form  from  afar,  incertitude  DENTS  between  bloodied  brows,  tongue  darting  out  whilst  thoughts  are  processed.     ❛    mhmm,  well,  ah   —   you  care  to  elaborate  on  that  at  all  ?  ‘cause  speakin’  from  MY  perspective,  i  wouldn’t  label  you  as  death,  either.   ❜  

              I ‘ VE DIED MORE THAN YOU HAVE   !!!!   if she wasn’t so cold , so   tired ,   childish cry would sound from painted - red lips .  &  she wouldn’t be prone to dramatics , even so   --   if you’d died   ten times ,   you would be shouting too .    ❛   i was killed . zen  ...  died few more times . been hit by train . fallen out window , too   --   died more zan you , probably .   ❜

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chaotiiics .

          scoff  does  exit  lips  painted  crimson,  exasperation  arching  j.d’s  brows  as  if  to  CHALLENGE  features  flashed  his  way.    ❛    same  difference   —   essentially.   ❜    how  he  wishes  excuse  for  lack  of  time  could  be  made.  alas,  he’s  left  with  it  in  abundance.    ❛    right,  life  &  death,  how  symbolic  of  you.  could’a  read  that  out  of  a  book  in  english  class.   ❜  

              ❛   bit more  ...  ah  ...   complicated .   zan zat .   ❜   her gaze is blank, still, both more  &  less of a stare . is it really staring if you’re not quite   looking   ?    ❛   i am  ...  not exactly life .   ❜   she offers what might be considered a   SMIRK ,   though she was hoping more for a smile . sometimes it won’t work right . 

[dangered]

[eicheling-blog]

                    supposing she had not been   well   that christmas   ;   supposing herr drosselmeyer had brought her   any other gift   ;   supposing , well , truly   anything ,   she may have missed   so much .   supposing her heart were not so   kind ,   that a broken toy were nothing more than a   broken toy   to her . supposing she hadn’t the   BRAVERY   to throw her slipper  ——  she could have missed   so much .

                                     (   indie clara from   the nutcracker .   penned by annette .   )

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chaotiiics .

          ❛     —   every  coin  has  its  sides  ??     ❜     response  holds  no  HEART,  nor  does  hollowed  chamber  of  his  chest.  interest  in  sparked  conversation  is  as  spectral  as  he,  albeit  curiosity  as  to  h o w  he’s  being  seen  flits  past  turbulent  thoughts.   ❛     s’pose  the  very  same  goes  for  mortality.  both  sides  are  pretty  goddamn  TARNISHED  from  the  shit  i’ve  seen  &  witnessed.    ❜

             about the moment he offered what she   WASN’T   looking for , she remembered it .    ❛   ah   !   two sides ov ze same coin .   zat is it .   ❜   she gives a blank   look   to him , one eyebrow quirking . how   nihilistic   of him .   ❛   so are we , zough .   two sides ov ze same coin .   ❜   is she wrong   ?

[69-shades-of-lesbian]

Hobbies: self-destruction

[love-personal]

[softenedvoice-blog]

             it’s funny , isn’t it , how you can go from   WARM   &  so   close ,   so   present ,   to so   RAINY   &   far away   ?   you’ll pull yourself out of your head for a   friend ,   you’ll do anything for someone else who needs it .   (   but , dear heart , what will you do for   Y O U R S E L F   ?   do you even   think   about that   ?   )

                                    ———  indie oc . penned by   annette .

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diiagnose .

something about olesya’s tone makes him realise that he shouldn’t joke .    ( if only he could control that . )    ‘ in a galaxy far , far away ? ’    there’s a grin poking at the edges of his lips . he’s hoping that she gets the reference . most people would the reference . right ? it’s STAR WARS .

                  her eyes are fairly blank when she moves them to him , understanding the reference but not acknowledging it .   jokes   don’t typically land well on her , especially not in   this language .   it does feel like galaxies away , sometimes . she was a different person entirely .    ❛   i suppose zat could be so , yes .   ❜

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talkstoants .

     AN annoyed hum, and a roll of his eyes is ALMOST the only response she’ll get after he cuts himself off.

               ❛     y’know y’ could’ve just left it at the YAWN.    am i BORING you?     ❜

     he knows full well he is.  ( but part of him is hoping that will annoy her MORE. )

              red lips   purse   at him . he can take a   guess   as to her humble opinion on the topic .

                        ❛   not at all .   ❜

              one eyebrow raises . she’s obviously being a   CHILD   about it .

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stcrved .

              oof. the animosity         is kat just inventing it or is it really there in the air between them? kat offers an unreturned smile to the blonde, and joins her hands simply in front of her.   “ you might want to replace it with some blush. ”

             any   ANIMOSITY   is not personal . olesya is not , nor is she   ever ,   in the mood for social interaction .  &  to have such embarrassed herself   (   ironic , isn’t it , how she tries   so hard   to appear alive ,  & yet is   appalled   at her own signs of life   ?   )   does not help her characteristically foul mood .    ❛   i will   ...   eh   ...   keep zat in mind . uh   ...   zank you   ?   ❜   in case it wasn’t obvious she cannot properly function in society .

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diiagnose .

curious gaze rests on the other .    ‘ you willingly want to talk .. with a stranger . ’    he’s someone who can never talk to a complete stranger so effortlessly . he needs pep talks & , while it’s not needed , he prefers to be drunk .    ‘ WHY . ’

             she’s silent for a long time .   she looks like my mother .   that   MOTHER   who thinks her only child is dead . something akin to   bile   forms in her throat .    ❛   she reminds me of someone i used to know . a long time ago .   ❜   it isn’t said as harshly as she often speaks . it sounds almost   ...   soft .

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@talkstoants .

                hey ,   LOOK   !   she’s yawning . that’s an alive - person kind of thing . she is alive . definitely .   (   she only yawned to show her   disinterest ,   which is a rude - person thing .   )    ❛   fascinating.   ❜

[pulselessly-blog]

Captain America: Civil War

"Did you know about this?"

"If you do this, they will never stop being afraid of you."

"I can't control their fear, only my own."

"Can you move your seat up?"

"Couldn't you have done that earlier?"

"I hate you."

"Clearly retirement doesn't suit you, get tired of playing golf?"

"Well, I played 18, I shot 18, just can't seem to miss."

"First time for everything."

"Made you look."

"Anyone ever tell you you're a little paranoid?"

"I know you're nervous and you have every right to be, but you're lying."

"Do you even remember them?"

"I remember them all."

"How long are you gonna play both sides?"

"Are you incapable of dropping your ego for one god damn second?"

"I'm not the one who needs to watch their back."

"Are you sure about this?"

"I can't trust my own mind."

"So you like cats?"

"How long do you think you can save your friend from me?"

"Well, then... what are you doing here?"

"I didn't want you to be alone..."

"The people that shoot at you, usually wind up shooting at me."

"I don't do that anymore."

"Well, the people who think you did are coming here now. And they're not planning on taking you alive."

"That's smart. Good strategy."

"It always ends in a fight."

"Shit! I thought it was a water truck. My bad!"

"You seem a little defensive."

"Well, it's been a long day."

"Oh, you're going to have to take this to the shop!"

"Who's speaking?"

"It's your conscience. We don't talk a lot these days."

"Are we still friends?"

"That depends on how hard you hit me."

"Give me back my ____!"

"I said I would help you find him, not catch him."

"What's up tic-tac?"

"I can do this all day."

"Ugh...what time zone is this?"

"Sometimes I just want to punch you in your perfect teeth."

[ixaac]

[avtavr]

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