🎀🧋biscuit🧋🎀

sfw furry blog that doubles as a vent blog. mostly vent tbh

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Remind me to never get overly excited for anytbing ever again

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Everything just feels so meaningless all of the time. I hate working. I hate sleeping. I hate waking up. I hate eating. I hate breathing. Smoking weed is the only thing keeping me from slitting my wrists I stg I’m just so fucking tired and miserable all of the time

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Big thighs just means more surface area :3

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J literally just cut myself over working too much

I work 50+ hours next week.

Guess we goin ham again 🤩🤩🤩🤩

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I thought it would be this big thing when I relapsed

Turns out I feel nothing but numbness and boredom

Went Ham on my thigh :P

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I cmt fu ckkng do it I’m so pathetic

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Been sitting on the floor with the shower running for almost N hour and I haven’t done it ugh why is this so hard

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Hashtags doing it again the only reason I ever stopped was to feel better and I had that I had it better and it all got taken from me because you couldn’t keep shit in your pants. Fuck this

[puppuppiezz]

Go to work

Spiral

Go home

Go back to work

Think about relapsing

Go home

Smoke weed

Sleep

Repeat.

[puppuppiezz]

fuck you for what you did to me

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Tried to use a key n didn’t leave any marks ugh whatever

What can I use that’ll leave marks NO BLADES I don’t have access to them/it’s been nearly 6 years since I last did this and im scared of blades im a pussy

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Had such a good night around people who love me and now that everyone has gone all I can think about is relapsing

Too scared to use blades it’ll feel too real I need to ease into it any advice?

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Why am I so terrible. Why am I so awful. I never did a fucking thing to you m. You cheated on ME. You blamed ME for it.

I still love you even if we aren’t together. Even though I’m mad at you. I wish we could have ended things on good terms. I really do. But you had to go and make a fight out of people telling you the truth. People telling you they’re hurt.

Why do I feel so much guilt? Why does it have to hit now?

4 years down the fucking drain. What a waste.

[puppuppiezz]

Feeling like the most annoying person today

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I’m just used and used and used and used and used im filthy and dirty and awful and terrible im just a punching bag im nothing but a punching bag im nothing but a tool to be used and discarded im so tired of this im so tired of being this way

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god fuck fuck everything is awful and sucks

Who wanna give me pointers on hiding sh so I can just get it over with and finally give in 🤩🤩🤩🤩

Or anyone can I talk to?

I’m so distraught

I just want to be small