rotting kid.

why'd i have to run away from me? indie oc as loved by speir. re-established 19 november 2018. main to entrapta and ji-yeon

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SPEIR.  ok i’ve moved ya nuo && everyone pertaining to their world to one blog instead of having all these blogs i never use so uh.  click this long link to follow i guess???

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SPEIR.  ok i’ve moved ya nuo && everyone pertaining to their world to one blog instead of having all these blogs i never use so uh.  click this long link to follow i guess???

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SPEIR.  so i’m making a multi of all my monster verse characters ( just because it’d be easier for me to keep track of them all ) && i realised in horror, I STILL NEED A FC FOR DAE JUNG && DAE BONG...

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landscape with fruit rot and millipede, richard siken

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SPEIR.  it’s not sexual sunday but i want to write smut so uh.  if our characters have had a relationship, whether on tumblr or discord, like this for a short, smutty starter that’ll be under a read more?

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           “ FORGIVE ME FATHER, FOR I HAVE SINNED. ”

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SPEIR.  i want!  to smut!  with ya nuo!

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@strcngered | continued from ask

                Sypha simply beamed at hearing Ya Nuo repeat one of the base principles she had taught them. It wasn’t easy to reintroduce someone to the culture, especially when they had been so forcefully removed from the Speakers. But they were learning, and quite eagerly at that. She was so proud to be teaching them, and to see their growth and confidence grow with every little history lesson.

                “See, I told you that you would understand!” Sypha couldn’t help but clap her hands together, bouncing in place. “You didn’t forget anything, and the culture never fully left you. I’m so happy that you are understanding it!”

     sypha’s grin is INFECTIOUS, && ya nuo finds themself smiling after a moment, before they reach over && hug the other speaker as tightly as possible.

          “ it...  it makes sense.  it makes sense in a way NOTHING ELSE HAS BEFORE. ”  ya nuo confesses, the words shy, uncertain of themselves.  but ya nuo doesn’t stop grinning, even if they can’t see sypha’s own.  “ thank you, for giving this back to me. ”

[justanothermemething]

✧･ﾟ: *Aɴᴀsᴛᴀsɪᴀ Lʏʀɪᴄs Sᴇɴᴛᴇɴᴄᴇ Sᴛᴀʀᴛᴇʀs

A RUMOR IN ST. PETERSBURG

❝  My underwear got frozen standing here all week!❞ 

❝  Since the revolution our lives have been so grey!❞

❝  Thank goodness for the gossip that gets us through the day!❞

❝  Have you heard what they’re saying on the street?❞

❝  But please do not repeat!❞

❝  It’s a rumor, a legend, a mystery!❞

❝  It’s a rumor that’s part of our history!❞

❝  I got this from the palace, it’s lined with real fur!❞

❝  It could be worth a fortune if it belonged to her/him!❞

❝  It’s the Prince/ss ____ who will help us fly!❞

❝  You and I friend will go down in history!❞

❝  We’ll find a guy/girl to play the part and teach him/her what to say.❞

❝  Who else could pull it off but you an me?❞

❝  The biggest con in history!❞

❝  Who knows?❞

JOURNEY TO THE PAST

❝  Heart don’t fail me now, courage don’t desert me.❞ 

❝  Don’t turn back now that we’re here.❞

❝  People always say life is full of choices.❞

❝  No one ever mentions, fear.❞

❝  Somewhere down this road I know someone’s waiting.❞

❝  Years of dreams just can’t be wrong.❞

❝  I’ll be safe and wanted.❞

❝  Well starting now, I’m learning fast.❞

❝  Home, love, family, there was once a time I must’ve had them too.❞

❝  I will never be complete until I find you.❞

❝  Who knows where this road may go.❞

❝  Back to who I was, on to find my future.❞

❝  Things my heart still needs to know.❞

❝  Yes, let this be a sign.❞

❝  Let it lead me to my past.❞

❝  Bring me home at last.❞

ONCE UPON A DECEMBER

❝  Dancing bears, painted wings.❞

❝  Things I almost remember.❞ 

❝  A song someone sings.❞

❝  Someone holds me safe and warm.❞

❝  Figures dancing gracefully, across my memory.❞

❝  Glowing dim as an ember.❞

❝  Things my heart used to now, things it yearns to remember.❞ 

IN THE DARK OF THE NIGHT

❝  I was tossing and turning.❞ 

❝  The nightmare I had was as bad as can be.❞

❝  It scared me out of my wits!❞

❝  Then I opened my eyes, and the nightmare was me!❞

❝  I was once the most mystical wo/man in all ___!❞

❝  When the royals betrayed me they made a mistake!❞

❝  My curse made each of them pay!❞

❝  Revenge will be sweet!❞

❝  I can feel that my powers are slowly returning!❞ 

❝  As the pieces fall into place, I’ll see him/her crawl into place!❞

❝  Terror’s the least I can do!❞

❝  Soon s/he will feel that her/his nightmares are real!❞

❝  My dear, here’s a sign, it’s the end of the line!❞

❝  S/He’ll be mine!❞

LEARN TO DO IT (+WALTZ REPRISE)

❝  You made faces and terrorized the cook!❞

❝  Was I wild?❞ 

❝  All right…I’m ready!❞

❝  Now, shoulders back and stand up tall.❞

❝  I feel a little foolish.❞

❝  What happens now?❞

❝  Most of all remember this.❞

❝  If I can learn to do it, you can learn to do it!❞

❝  Something in you knows it.❞

❝  There’s nothing to it!❞ 

❝  Dessert and then goodnight?❞

❝  Not until you get this right!❞

❝  Pull yourself together and you’ll pull through it!❞

❝  I hear s/he’s gotten very fat.❞

❝  I recall her/his yellow cat!❞

❝  I don’t believe we told her/him that…❞

❝  Don’t know how you knew it.❞

❝  Suddenly I feel like someone new…❞

❝  ___, you’re a dream come true!❞ 

❝  I see it at a glance.❞

❝  S/He’s radiant and confident and born to take this chance.❞

❝  I taught her/him well, I planned it all!❞

❝  ___, how could you do this?❞

❝  How will we get through this?❞

❝  I never should have let them dance.❞

PARIS HOLDS THE KEY (TO YOUR HEART)

❝  Welcome my friends to Paree!❞ 

❝  Here, have a flower on me!❞

❝  Forget where you’re from, you’re in France!❞

❝  I’ll show you that French joie de vivre!❞

❝  Paree holds the key to your heart.❞

❝  Soon all Paree will be singing to you!❞

❝  There’s love in the air!❞

❝  The French have it down to an art!❞

❝  When your heart says don’t, the French say do!❞

❝  When you think you can’t you’ll find you can-can!❞

❝  Everyone can can-can!❞

❝  Yes, Prince/ss I’ve found you at least.❞

❝  No more pretend, you’ll be gone, that’s the end…❞

❝  You’ll be tres jolie and so smart!❞

❝  Come dance through the night!❞

❝  Forget all your woes.❞

❝  One never knows what will start!❞ 

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lethalparts :

Yall got healthy relationships w your mom ? What’s that like

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                    IGNIS FATUUS

                              /ˌiɡnəs ˈfaCHəwəs/                              noun                                 ▸ a will-o’-the-wisp.                                 ▸ something deceptive or deluding.

                                                                                                               written by misc                                                                                                                            art cred 

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meaveeshrim liked your post “SPEIR.  lyric call.”

            “ we don’t know what’s good for us ‘cause if we did, we might not do it. ”

grip - bastille ft seeb

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Retail Workers Uncensored Sentence Starters

“It’s not false advertisement if you’ve learned how to fucking read.” 

“The next time I catch you trashing this aisle I am going to throw you down the garbage compactor and listen to you scream while it crushes you.” 

“Ma’am, I don’t have the emotional capacity to care right now.” 

“This coupon expired two years ago I can’t give it to you!” 

“This isn’t a pawn shop we don’t fucking bargain on damage percentages.”

“The trash can is Right. Fucking. There.”

If you’re going to be standing IN the cart trying to surf it because you think it’s cool, I hope your mom thinks a neck brace and a medical bill is as hilarious as I do.” 

“Just run me over and put me out of my misery.” 

“If you had read any of the fifty-four signs that you passed in the aisle on the way to ask me if they’re on sale, then you would know the damn answer.”

“We have a fucking FLOOR SCRUBBER, why are we MOPPING??” 

“Oh my god there’s shit all over the floor.” 

“Oh come on I just CLEANED in there!” 

“And there it was- a fucking dirty diaper.” 

“I’m going to have to clean up this fucking disaster of a bathroom without gloves, aren’t I?” 

“We’re going to erect a shrine to the leaky roof gods and pray that if the roof does fall in that it lands on us and kills us instantly.” 

“You’re new, right? Well never go into the back room alone. The stairs are haunted and the ghost has a terrible sense of humor.” 

“I hope you last longer than the last one.” 

“Who put their half-assed coffee behind the fucking pillows instead of, I don’t know, finding a trash can?!” 

“I handled that customer the only way I can handle my parents- astral-project the fuck outta here.” 

“I’m going to physically manifest in this person’s house and beat them senseless.” 

“How hard is it to flush a toilet?!” 

“That furniture you’re getting dirty footprints all over costs more than your life does, I know- I asked your parents.” 

“Oh my god no one put a fucking bag in this trash can.” 

“Ewww it’s leaking.” 

“I’m going to pick up this cart and beat you with it.” 

“Your kid is like three, STOP LEAVING THEM UNATTENDED!” 

“I know your parents don’t love you so you act out, but I don’t love you either and I am heartless enough to call security on your asses.” 

“I take out my anger on using this rubber mallet to beat the shelves back into place, and if your hand is in the way then it’s a bonus.” 

“Oh, trusting me with sharp objects again, I see.” 

“HOW.” 

“I hate my job.”

“I have lost all faith in people knowing how to read.” 

“Of course the head manager can take a week vacation but GOD FORBID anyone else taking it off at the same time!” 

“Can we just banish holiday sales?” 

“This job only made me learn how to hate people.” 

“If I got to fold yet ANOTHER shirt because some ASSHOLE just dumped it on the floor, I am going to STRANGLE them with it.” 

“I. Fucking. Hate. Glitter.” 

“If anyone ever tipped me for carrying their stuff out to their car, I’m going to pocket that shit, fuck what my manager says.” 

“I immediately start dissociating as soon as I pull into the parking lot.” 

!+ add your own

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SPEIR.  lyric call.

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errantium‌:

“Well it DID HAPPEN, okay? It happened, and I’m the one who has to live with it. Me, and that poor guy…” She’s got an awful headache. Her fingers rub harshly at her temples, eyes screwing closed. “I DO want to help myself, because if I don’t, I won’t be able to face going home.” 

          ya nuo sighs a bit, rubbing their temples for the briefest of moments, before they say,  “ THEN ACT LIKE IT, CRY.  because sometimes it feels like waiting for you to make yourself better is like waiting for rain in a drought--useless && DISAPPOINTING. ”

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❝ What else can I say? ❞

bastille | accepting

          “ SOMETHING.  anything.  anything that isn’t ‘well it happened’.  i want you to CHANGE, cry, && FOR THE BETTER but i just can’t tell if you’re not interested in helping yourself. ”