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latina. twenty-two. she/her
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characters. writings for bucky barnes, natasha romanoff, steve rogers, sam wilson.. etc.
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pairing: dean di laurentis x coachsdaughter!reader synopsis: dean di laurentis is deep inside the only girl he's forbidden to touch. that should make it more exciting, right? except her dad is calling and he just has to pick up the phone. too bad she has no intention of stopping anytime soon.
words: 1k+ disclaimer: english is not my first language! warnings: literally porn without plot, completely self-indulgent people! reverse cowgirl, p in v (unprotected), there's no physical description of reader whatsoever, she's wearing heels tho! second person. kinda dom!dean (not super heavy) and bratty!reader. dirty talk!!!! no beta, we die like men.
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Dean Di Laurentis was not a religious man, but fuck if he wasnât ready to drop to his knees and worship right then and there.
The low light of his bedroom cast long shadows across the sheets, and all he could see was the obscene arch of your back as you straddled him reverse cowgirl, those black patent heels still strapped to your feet like the filthy little trophy you were. The sharp points of the stilettos dug into the mattress on either side of his thighs, and every time you rocked forward they left tiny indentations in the fabric like you were branding the bed with your greed.
âJesus Christ, look at you,â he growled, voice wrecked and low. His hands gripped the soft flesh of your ass, spreading you open wider so he could watch every slick inch of his cock disappear inside your dripping pussy. You were soaked and the wet sounds of you fucking yourself on him filled the room like the dirtiest soundtrack heâd ever heard.
You rolled your hips slow and deep, grinding down until your ass cheeks kissed his pelvis, then lifting up just enough for the thick head of his cock to catch on your entrance before you slammed back down. The heels made your legs look endless, calves flexed tight, thighs trembling from the effort of riding him like you owned every inch of his dick. Each bounce made your ass jiggle, the imprint of his fingers already blooming across your skin from how hard he was holding on.
âThatâs it, baby, fuck, ride your cock just like that,â Dean rasped, eyes glued to the way your pussy stretched around him, shiny and stretched tight every time you sank all the way down. âLook at how greedy you are. Taking every fucking inch while youâre still wearing those slutty heels. You gonna keep them on while you ruin me?â
You answered by bracing your hands on his shins and leaning forward, changing the angle so his cock dragged against that perfect spot inside you with every roll. The new position gave him an even better view of your dripping pussy lips gripping him, your tight little asshole winking every time you bottomed out, the obscene shine of your arousal coating his balls and dripping down to the sheets.
Deanâs head fell back against the pillow with a broken groan, but he forced his eyes open again because no way in hell was he missing a second of this. You were bouncing harder now, heels digging in for leverage, ass rippling with every filthy slap of skin on skin. Your moans were getting louder, breathier, but he wasnât letting you finish yet. Not when you looked this fucking good using him like a toy.
âSlow down,â he ordered, voice rough as gravel, one hand cracking against your ass in a sharp smack that made you clench around him so hard he saw stars. âYeah, just like that. Nice and fucking deep. I want to feel every inch of this tight cunt milking me before I let you cum all over my cock.â
You whimpered, but you obeyed, dragging your pussy up and down his length in long, deliberate strokes, agonizingly slow, letting him feel the way your walls fluttered and squeezed every time you took him to the hilt. The heels clicked together faintly as your legs shook, and Deanâs fingers dug harder into your hips, holding you right where he wanted you.
âGood girl,â he praised, voice dark and filthy. âKeep fucking me just like that. Weâre nowhere near done yet.â Deanâs hands roamed greedily over your ass, squeezing and spreading you open, completely lost in the filthy rhythm youâd set. Until the sharp buzz of his phone shattered the haze.
Dean looked at his nightstand as if it was personally insulting him. Who dared call him now? The screen lighted up with a name that made his stomach drop.
Coach.
âFuck,â he hissed, one hand instinctively reaching for the phone while the other stayed glued to your hip. âBaby, stop, ah fuck, stop moving. Itâs your dad.â
You didnât stop.
If anything, you rolled your hips deeper, grinding down on his cock with a filthy little smirk he couldnât see but could definitely feel in the way your pussy clenched around him. Those black heels dug harder into the mattress as you braced yourself and started bouncing faster making your ass slap against his pelvis with every drop.
âJesus Christ, Iâm serious,â Dean growled under his breath, voice strained. He swiped to answer right before it went to voicemail, forcing his tone into something resembling normal. âCoach. Hey.â
Your dadâs voice came through the line, talking about some disciplinary meeting tomorrow regarding the teamâs latest bullshit. Dean tried to focus, but it was impossible. Not when you were riding him reverse cowgirl like a fucking vixen, pussy soaked and gripping him tight, those shiny heels framing his thighs as you worked yourself up and down his cock.
âYeah⊠yeah, Iâll be there,â Dean managed, teeth clenched so hard his jaw ached. His free hand flew to your ass, fingers digging in hard in warning. âCan you, fuck, can you hold on one second?â
He muted the call for half a second, voice dropping into a desperate rasp. âBaby, Iâm not kidding. Stop. Your dad is on the phone. You gotta, shit, slow down.â
You ignored him completely.
Instead, you leaned forward once again, and started fucking him harder. The wet, obscene sound of your dripping cunt taking every thick inch filled the room. Your ass bounced faster, thighs flexing as you slammed down onto him again and again. Each drop made his cock disappear completely inside you, the head kissing deep against that spot that had you moaning softly under your breath.
Deanâs eyes rolled back for a second before he forced them open, unmuting the call with a shaky thumb.
âSorry, Coach. Bad signal,â he lied, voice rough and low. âWhat were you saying about the suspension?â
You clenched around him deliberately, rolling your hips in tight circles while he was buried to the hilt. The slick heat of your pussy was driving him insane, milking him, fluttering, so fucking wet it was dripping down his balls. Deanâs hand slapped your ass sharply, trying to warn you, but all it did was make you ride him faster, chasing the angle that made his cock drag perfectly inside you.
He was losing it.
âCoach, I⊠yeah, I understand,â Dean gritted out, barely holding it together. His abs were tight, thighs shaking underneath you as you worked him mercilessly. âIâll talk to the guys tomorrow. No problem.â
Your pace turned punishing, your ass was rippling every time you slammed down. The heels gave you perfect leverage, letting you fuck him exactly how you wanted. Deanâs grip on your hip turned bruising as his control snapped.
âFuck⊠fuck, baby,â he whispered, barely covering the phone in time.
He came hard, hips jerking up off the bed as he spilled deep inside your pulsing cunt. Thick ropes of cum flooded you while he was still trying to sound normal on the phone with your father. His groan was barely swallowed, turning into a cough as he rode out the intense orgasm, cock throbbing and twitching inside your greedy heat.
âYeah, Coach⊠I gotta go. Something just came up,â Dean rasped, voice wrecked. He hung up and tossed the phone aside, both hands grabbing your waist as he growled and sat up. His sweaty abs collided with your back. He was still half-hard and buried inside you.
âYouâre so fucking dead, princess. Now itâs my turn.â
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PRANK WARS
SYNOPISâ what happens when bob says something that leads to a prank war.
TAGSâ established relationship. platonic relationship w/ joaquin, yelena, kate and bob.
PAIRINGSâ johnny storm x fem!reader (hero)
WCâ shortie.. 1.8k
The day had been simple enough. A couple missions done, a quick debrief, Joaquin and Johnny arguing about something minimal. That was until Bob had a made a comment.
You, Yelena and Kate all sprawled on the couch, their legs both on your lap with a couple of fluffy blankets wrapped around them as they sipped on some hot chocolate. The boys were all playing around on a new Nintendo console that Sam gifted them after they broke the last one.
âAll Iâm saying is the girls couldnât handle a prank war.â
Immediate silence. The girls stopped sipping their drinks, Joaquin snorted. âAinât that the truth.â
Kate sat up, âExcuse me.â
Yelena turned to Bob, âBob. Stop talking.â
âPranks require precision, strategy and execution. You three jump at the smallest thing like when someone knocked on a door a little too loudly.â
Yelena got up, âThat person knocked like he wanted to die. Which couldâve happened if it was for this one.â
Yelena gave you a look. âIt was the delivery guy.â
âAnd also, I donât jump. I kill..â
Joaquin tsked, âSee. Not prank worthy.â
Johnny was silent. Too silent.
He opened his mouth, âI mean they do have a point.. they are soft..â
You turned to look at him, like he physically hurt you. He mightâve. You opened your mouth in disbelief. Johnny widened his eyes.
He froze, âI mean, no. No. Thatâs not what I meant.â Stammering his words.
Yelena and Kate shook their heads.
âSoft? Iâm sorry.â
Johnny chuckled nervously. âI donât know what Iâm saying.â
Kate scoffed, âHe agrees.â
âA trained assassin, a skilled archer and this one who can move things with her mind. But we are too soft?â Yelena leaned forward.
âHeâs bout to be in the dog house..â Kate whispered.
Johnny shook his head, âNo, no. I did not say that. Just mean that pranks are..â
âJohnny..â
Johnny stared at you, âPlease. They were peer pressuring me! Donât hurt me.â
The boys both rolled their eyes.
âSo, you think Iâm weak and I canât handle this little contest.â
âI think.. you are so pretty.â Johnny nodded.
Joaquin smirked, âDigging himself an early grave.â
Kate jumped up, âPrank war!â
Joaquin cheered, âLetâs go. Itâs on.â
Johnny who was still looking at you with pleading eyes, âBaby. I love you. Okay?â
You just glared at him, Yelena leaned over and whispered, âKill him.â
You answered with looking away, âLater.â
The prank war had commenced and just like everyone would think, the boys definitely underestimated the girls. But they paid for it. Yelena, Kate and you all inflated many balloons filled with a mysterious liquid.
Kate had used her bow and arrow to set off the balloons while Yelena triggered a sensor so when Joaquin entered the room itâd set off, exploding all over his floor.
They simply waited.
Joaquin screamed from the hall.
âDude! What is this?â He started before gagging at the smell.
Yelena cackled before running away.
15 minutes later. Johnny entered the bathroom for his usual pee break when a loud explosion occured. Yelena, Kate and you all stood outside giggling, Johnny came out as he triggered a glitter bomb.
He stood covered in glitter, his hair sparkling and shirt all pink.
He stayed still and silent.
âBabe. This is definitely your look.â You grinned as you all walked away.
The boys decided to get you all back.
You went over to lay down on your bed after a long day. As you laid, you saw cockroaches all over your pillow. You let out a scream.
âAh! Johnny!â Yelled, you tried to run but slipped and hit your head.
All was heard was laughter from the boys. You grunted and stomped your way to the males, âI hate you guys.â
Glaring at them. Joaquin shrugged, âWill survive. Still effective.â
Johnny tried to stifle a laugh but he let out a loud laugh. âIâm sorry. Are you okay?â Trying to hide a smile.
âI hate you.â
Johnny stepped forward, âWill a kiss make you forgive me?â
Yelena threw a throw pillow, âHey, no flirting during war.â
Many more pranks happened. Yelena and Kate both poured down fake blood down to shower head. Bob screamed when he saw blood coming down his body.
âWhat the. Yelena!â
âHa.â She snickered with Kate.
Pulling his head out, âYelena, is this fake?â
No reply.
Kate paused, âYou scare me.â
âThank you.â
Joaquin set up a bucket with a gallon of melted butter, the bad kind. And white feathers he found from Sam, asking if he could have them. She stepped over a the sensor and looked like a white chicken. She gave him a glare.
âUh. I regret it.â
She whispered, âGood.â
Later that night, close to midnight. You were sitting on top of the washer, legs crossed. Johnny entered seeing you giving the âlookâ.
He sighed, âHey..â
You hopped off, âCome.â
âUh, I donât want to. Donât hurt me.. remember I love you.â He bit his lip walking over to you slowly.
âIâm not going to hurt you.â
He walked to you. You lifted your hand using your powers and grabbed some laundry scent beads and flicked them over his face, he flinched when it came into contact.
âThatâs for putting cockroaches in my bed.â
Johnny nodded, âI deserved that.â
âYou still think I canât handle it?â
âNope.â
He paused.
âBut you are adorable.â He stepped closer and whispered close to your ear.
Kate gasped. âHey. No flirting!â
Yelena groaned, âGross.. we need to destroy them not make out with them.â
Johnny sighed, âI hate you guys.â
You leaned and planted a kiss on his cheek. âLove you too.â
Johnny sighed softly.
By Monday, the boys witched all the sugar with salt. Kate had coffee but it didnât end well. She had a coughing fit. Then every hour, the girls made sure to put a series of heavy metal songs together everytime theyâd enter the locker room.
The boys triggered air horn in the living room, Kate screamed, you screamed.
Johnny screamed because he was laughing.
And by the evening, Sam came to the tower and told them to meet him for an urgent meeting. They all grunted.
âIâve heard about this little war. Knock it off. All of you.â
âThey started it.â Kate immediately blamed glaring at the boys, Joaquin glared back.
âNot true!â
Sam sighed. âI donât care who started it. I donât care who is winning. I swear, if one more prank happens god so help me.â
Yelena raised her hand, âWho is winning?â
He gave her a look, âYelena. Donât piss me off.â
He left seconds later when Kate hummed looking at the boys, âTruce?â
âGuess so.â
Later that night, you were snuggled on the couch watching a tv show when Johnny came in. Holding your favorite drink.
âAm I allowed to sit?â
You shrugged, âUnless you try to prank me.â
He raised his hands in the air to show he didnât want any trouble, âNo pranks. Promise.â
You then moved aside, âCome then.â
Taking your blanket off, he soon took you in his arms laying next to you. You nuzzled your head onto his chest, âCuddles are included in this truce.â
He chuckled, âOf course.â
âYou still have glitter. On your face.â Trailing a finger across his cheek, holding up her finger which had pink glitter.
âI took like five showers. The glitter is inevitable.â
Resting his head on your shoulder, he hummed. âI missed you.â
âI miss you.â
Kate and Yelena saw you two cuddling on the couch, Kate gasped. âDude!â
You looked up, âWhat..â
Yelena scoffed, âI knew it. You two would break the truce..â
Bob who came strolling in with a granola bar and Joaquin who had plopped onto the couch, âDamn it. Now I owe Kate 5 bucks.â
The next day. Bob was somehow bored at the tower, he did the dishes, did laundry, read some books but he needed something to do. He landed near a box of miscellaneous objects in the attic, no one knows why he was in the attic. He grabbed a mask.
It was a Halloween mask obviously. Bob was planning on scaring someone and that someone was no one other than you. He knew youâd get spooked easily, interesting that being very powerful youâd just not have any fears. But somehow seeing clowns kinda of scared you. Joaquin took to you a haunted maze one day and was a jerk and left you alone to freak out.
You were just a girl. You saw clowns and they chased you down until you got to the exit, you immediately made him pay for leaving you. He never did it again. Fast forward to now, Joaquin told everyone about that moment and you glared at them all.
So Bob, did exactly that. He wore the mask and hid behind any place you went, the laundry room, he was there. The kitchen, yup. The end of the hallway.. also there. The parking lot, he was there.
He made sure you saw him or the clown and immediately ducked when you did a double take. You were absolutely going crazy. You saw a clown, you couldâve sworn.
So that night, you looked around and saw nothing and wanted a snack so you went through the fridge, opening the door and bending down to grab a container of fruit. You hummed in delight biting into the melon, you got up and went to shut the door.
You saw the clown right there from the other side of the fridge door and let out a scream. Throwing the fruit onto the floor and falling onto the floor.
Bob let out a huge laugh, whining and covering your ears as he continued to laugh.
âIâm sorry. Why do you always fall when you get scared?â He hummed, smiling at you.
âYou jerk.â You glared at him.
Joaquin shook his head, âWhy is that your signature move? To fall like a possum..â
You grunted, âListen jerks. You did this first.. now you!â Remembering the clown situation.
Kate sighed, âDonât scare her. Her body just reacts that way..â
Yelena smiled, âAh, yes. Like a sack of flour.â
Johnny came into the view, seeing you still on the floor. Giving you a look, âDid you get scared?â
You glared. âShut up. You, three are on my dead to me list. Donât ever talk to me again.â
Kate shook her head and tried not to smile. âNot the DTM list.â
You whipped your head, âWanna be on it?â
âNo ma'am."
Johnny nodded, âIâm sorry. I love you. But why do you just fall everytime you get scared..â
âI donât know. I donât tell my body it just does it.â
Johnny held his arm out, âCome.â
You took it and he pulled you in his arms and held you. âBob, say sorry.â
Bob shrugged, âSorry. But we won right?â
âNo. You did not.â Yelena grunted.
âYuh huh.â Joaquin rolled his eyes.
âYouâre such a child.â Kate told him.
âAm not!â He yelled back.
âThis all your fault. Hope you know that.â You mumbled to Johnnyâs chest.
âI know..â
BLUELAMOUR'S 2025 KINKTOBER DIRECTORY :
â semi based off this years archive of our own (ao3) prompts!
â ïž notes: my first kinktober yaayyy!! some of these will be longer, fully fledged fics, while others may be drabbles... i tried having an even amount for every piece of media but i fear my brainworms are worming for some of these characters clearly. hope these are still enjoyable, this'll be updated as the month goes on!
â OCTOBER 1: handjob, ft. clark kent.
â OCTOBER 2: coming untouched, ft. clark kent.
â OCTOBER 3: threesome, ft. yelena belova & bucky barnes.
â OCTOBER 4: voyeurism, ft. bucky barnes.
â OCTOBER 5: dacryphilia, finger sucking. ft. joel miller.
â OCTOBER 6: humiliation, ft. clark kent.
â OCTOBER 7: chastity, ft. joel miller.
â OCTOBER 8: webcam, ft. joel miller.
â OCTOBER 9: shibari, ft. clark kent.
â OCTOBER 10: oral sex, ft. caleb xia.
â OCTOBER 11: somnophilia, ft. joel miller.
â OCTOBER 12: kneeling, ft. sylus qin.
â OCTOBER 13: power bottom/submissive top, ft. clark kent.
â OCTOBER 14: omegaverse, ft. clark kent.
â OCTOBER 15: sex pollen, ft. clark kent/superman
â OCTOBER 16: remote control, ft. congressman barnes.
â OCTOBER 17: messy sex, ft. bucky barnes.
â OCTOBER 18: genital torture, ft. clark kent.
â OCTOBER 19: creampie, ft. clark kent.
â OCTOBER 20: mirror sex, ft. caleb xia. (office au.)
â OCTOBER 21: forced orgasm, ft. joel miller.
â OCTOBER 22: quiet sex, gunplay, ft. the winter soldier.
â OCTOBER 23: praise kink, ft. bucky barnes. (post-civil war)
â OCTOBER 24: anal, double penetration, ft. superman.
â OCTOBER 25: impact play, ft. congressman barnes.
â OCTOBER 26: intercrural sex, ft. clark kent.
â OCTOBER 27: pet play, ft. xavier shen.
â OCTOBER 28: multiple orgasms, ft. bucky barnes.
â OCTOBER 29: body worship, ft. clark kent.
â OCTOBER 30: breeding, degredation, ft. dbf!joel miller.
â OCTOBER 31: power imbalance, ft. red kryptonite clark kent.
me oct 1st:
The Pink Star
pairing | new!avengers!bucky x new!avengers!reader
word count | 8.8k words
summary | when a world-famous diamond vanishes during a mission, all eyes fall on youâformer jewel thief, current new avenger, and the possessive obsession of bucky barnesâwho will defend you to the grave, whether you're guilty or not.
tags | (18+) MDNI, EXPLICIT SEXUAL CONTENT, mutual masturbation, unprotected sex, oral sex (f!receiving), vaginal sex, praise kink, dirty talk, POST-THUNDERBOLTS, protective!bucky, soft!bucky, mean!reader, lowkey brat!reader, established relationship, possessive!bucky barnes, jealous/obsessive behavior, emotional vulnerability, nighttime confessions
a/n | i swear to you, chat, I really really tried to make this 4-5k words, idk wtf happened
likes comments and reblogs are much appreciated âšâš
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âDo you always shuffle like that, or is that just for show?â
Alexeiâs voice boomed across the living room like it had nowhere better to be. He leaned back in the leather chair with a grin too wide for someone three rounds down.
You didnât look up. Just slid the cards through your fingers with practiced ease, the movement smooth, fluid â sensual, even, if you did say so yourself.
âI find the theatrics help distract lesser players,â you said, cutting the deck without so much as a glance at him. âConsider it a handicap, sweetheart.â
From her spot on the couch, Yelena snorted, one knee pulled to her chest, tablet glowing faintly in her lap. âMore like an ego massage.â
âShe has to entertain herself somehow,â Ava added, eyes still glued to the book in her hand. She hadnât looked up once since you'd started the game, but somehow still managed to insert herself exactly where it annoyed you.
You dealt the cards slowly, deliberately, letting the silence hang just long enough to feel like power.
âJealousyâs not a good look on either of you,â you replied mildly, flicking the final card across the table toward Alexei. âBut keep talking â I win faster when Iâm being underestimated.â
Alexei picked up his hand like he was holding a newborn. âYou know, in Soviet Russia, we play with knives. Much more interesting.â
âIâm not opposed,â you said, crossing your legs, silk robe falling open just enough to make Alexei blink. âBut then Iâd have to clean blood off the carpet. And Iâm allergic to manual labor.â
Yelena cracked a lazy grin. Ava turned a page.
The Watchtowerâs common room was dimly lit, warm from the flickering fireplace that Yelena insisted made the place feel âless clinical.â The rain outside painted slow-moving shadows across the hardwood floors. No one else was around â just your little core, spread out like some mismatched after-hours club.
You leaned forward just enough to reach for your bourbon â untouched, but placed with intention. Every move was deliberate. Youâd worn the silk for yourself, technically, but you knew exactly what it did to the room.
Alexei scratched his beard. âOne of these days, youâre going to lose. And when you doââ
You cut him off with a smile that didnât quite reach your eyes. âWhen I do, youâll still be boring, and Iâll still be beautiful. Itâll be tragic, truly.â
Yelena let out a low whistle, muttering something in Russian under her breath.
Ava finally looked up. âHonestly, Iâm just impressed youâve managed to drag her into something that doesnât sparkle.â
âOh, youâd be surprised,â you said, âNot everything has to sparkle to be valuable.â
Footsteps echoed from the kitchen.
âOh, you guys are playing?â John's voice cut through the warmth of the room like wet socks. âDeal me in.â
You didnât even look up. âNo.â
Alexei chimed in at the same time. âNyet.â
Walker stopped mid-step. âSeriously?â
Alexei gave a lazy shrug, raising his glass like it might soften the blow. âRoom already has enough energy. Donât want to shift vibe.â
You finally lifted your gaze, eyes raking him up and down with a slowness that bordered on cruel. âBesides, I donât play games with men who canât take losing. And you, Boy Scout Barbie, are a sulker.â
Walker blinked. âIâm not a sulker.â
âKeep telling yourself that,â Yelena muttered.
He muttered something under his breath and made his way toward the other end of the room, slumping into the seat next to Bob like a moody teen. Bob immediately stiffened like heâd been caught doing something he wasnât supposed to. Probably breathing too loudly.
âI mean,â Walker called out again, clearly not done, âwhat are you guys even playing for, anyway? Bragging rights?â
âNo,â you replied, slow and dry. âWeâre playing for dignity. You wouldnât be able to keep up.â
Yelena snorted. Bob looked like he wanted to disappear.
Alexei chuckled beside you, swirling the last of his drink. âSo, what I get if I win, devushka?â he asked, eyes narrowing with faux confidence. âSomething real. Something good.â
You tilted your head, lips pursing. âIf you winâŠâ You let the pause stretch, dragging the silence like velvet. âYou get to say you beat me. Once. And then Iâll let you frame the cards.â
Alexei groaned. âBah. No fun. Okay, okayâwhat you want if you win?â
You leaned back in your seat, stretching your arms overhead just enough to make it distracting. âHmm. What do I want from a man who has nothing I need?â
Alexei leaned forward on his elbows, cards fanned lazily in one hand, smirk playing at the edge of his mouth. âOkay, devushka. If you win⊠I get you something made of vibranium. Real Wakandan stuff.â
You scoffed, slow and unimpressed, barely glancing up from your hand. âI already have something made of vibranium.â
Walker twisted from his spot on the couch, scoffing. âNo, you donât.â
You turned your head toward him, the motion fluid, calculated. âYes, I do.â
He raised a brow. âWhat, like jewelry? Pretty sure thatâs not on the market forââ
âNo,â you cut in, voice syrupy with disinterest. âUnlike you⊠with your cheap excuse for a shield.â
Bob blinked next to him. âDamn.â
Walker bristled. âMy shield isââ
You held up a hand. âPlease donât embarrass yourself further.â
Ava didnât even look up from her book. âSecondhand symbolism isnât a personality trait.â
Walker opened his mouth again, then promptly closed it.
Alexei chuckled, sipping his drink. âSo, what is mystery vibranium treasure you claim to own, hm?â
You looked at him over the top of your cards, shrugged one shoulder, and said casually, âJamesâ arm.â
There was a full beat of silence.
Yelena lowered her tablet slowly, blinking at you like youâd just recited an entire monologue about tax law. âI want you to really hear what just came out of your mouth,â she said flatly. âYou just⊠took ownership of someone elseâs arm.â
You didnât even flinch. âWhateverâs his is mine.â
Simple. Like gravity.
Ava turned a page with a deliberate flick. âSo, whateverâs yours is his, then?â
âI never said that.â
That earned a huff from Yelena, who muttered something in Russian under her breath that sounded vaguely like delusional but committed.
Walker looked between you all like someone had changed the language setting on the conversation.
Alexei exhaled, long and put-upon, setting his cards down as if they weighed something. âOkay, okay⊠what do you want, then?â
You tilted your head, lips curving slow, deliberate â the kind of smile that meant trouble and absolutely no regret. Feline and dangerous.
âThe Orlov diamond.â
There was a beat of silence.
Alexei turned to look at you fully, eyes narrowing like he was sure heâd misheard. Yelenaâs tablet dropped to her lap as she cut you a sidelong glance, brows raising.
You just blinked, perfectly serene.
âYouâre not serious,â Alexei said finally, half-laughing like he hoped it was a joke.
âYou asked what I wanted,â you replied, your voice light, almost bored. âI answered.â
Alexei sat up straighter, suddenly far more animated than any poker game warranted. âThat is Mother Russiaâs diamond,â he declared, gesturing like he was rallying a crowd. âIt belongs in our history, our legacy. It is symbol of strengthâof endurance! Stolen by the West, admired by the world, but born of Russian greatnessââ
You didnât even lift your head. Just slid a glance toward him, eyes half-lidded, unimpressed. âItâs originally from India.â
He blinked. âWhat?â
Yelena let out a sharp laugh, hiding her grin behind her hand. Ava didnât even bother pretending not to smirk.
Alexei sputtered for a second, searching for a comeback. Finally, he puffed up his chest with exaggerated pride. âWell then, I simply make sure you donât win.â
You gave him a slow, sweet smile. âYou can try.â
And then, with your eyes locked on his, you slid another chip into the pot.
Alexei cracked his knuckles. You tapped your fingers against your knee, calm but coiled. The game shifted. The easy banter faded into something quieter, more serious â the room narrowing down to the felt, the cards, the chips.
Everyone else had settled in to watch.
Bob sat hunched over on the armrest of the couch, eyes flicking between the two of you like he was observing a bomb defusal. Walker sat stiff beside him, arms crossed, a faint scowl pulling at his mouth.
Ava leaned back in the corner, legs stretched out, expression unreadable behind her book. Yelena was the only one who looked remotely entertained, chin on her fist as she watched with open amusement.
The pile in the center of the table grew. Slow. Deliberate. Neither of you moved quickly now.
Alexei furrowed his brow as he looked down at his hand, chewing the inside of his cheek. You sat still, legs crossed, a fingertip trailing the rim of your untouched glass. Your eyes never left his.
He blinked. Put down one card. Drew another. Tried not to flinch.
You played your move a moment later â no theatrics. Just quiet, smooth certainty. You placed your final bet, then leaned back, completely relaxed. The kind of calm that made people nervous.
Alexei hesitated. Looked at you. Looked at his cards again.
He sighed through his nose. âI regret offering anything.â
âEveryone regrets something,â you said, your tone light.
Finally, he matched your bet.
Cards were laid.
Alexeiâs face fell before the last one even hit the table. His shoulders slumped, and he gave a groan like he was genuinely in pain.
You only smiled.
âYouâre kidding me,â Walker muttered.
Bob made a small, strangled sound that might have been applause or shock â hard to tell with him.
Yelena just shook her head. âOf course she won.â
Alexei leaned back in his chair, defeated, rubbing a hand over his face. âThat was pure luck.â
You gathered your chips with graceful efficiency, not bothering to hide the satisfied glint in your eyes. âMm. I donât believe in luck.â
Alexei gave you a side-eye. âSo you really want diamond?â
You stacked the final chip on the pile, then leaned your elbow on the armrest and rested your chin on your hand, gaze cool and certain.
âI want it,â you said. âBy the end of the month.â
Alexei groaned again. âRidiculous.â
Watchtower â Conference Room, One Week Later
Everyone hated when Val came to the Watchtower.
She never arrived quietly. Always in heels, always carrying too many opinions and too little respect for the people who had enough evidence to lock her away forever. If she wasnât here to corner them into another PR gala or some glossy photo-op for the press, then she was here to rip someone apart with thinly veiled passive aggression and backhanded insults dressed up like âfeedback.â
This morning was no different.
You were seated next to Bucky, like always, mind somewhere else entirely as she paced in front of the projection screen, throwing her usual mix of threats and barely tolerable sarcasm around like rice at a wedding.
You had one arm looped casually through his, hand resting lightly on his forearm. Your legs were crossed, posture relaxed, entirely unbothered by the stiff tension that filled the room like smoke.
It had become routine. You in his space, wrapped around him like a claim. Him, settled beside you like he belonged there.
âHong Kong and Japan are furious,â Val announced, clicking her remote like it owed her money. âYou know, the kind of fury that comes with lawsuits, diplomatic tension, and entire governments not returning our calls.â
Yelena arched an eyebrow from her seat beside Ava. âSo, same as last time.â
Val didnât bother dignifying that with a response.
Walker leaned back in his chair with a shrug. âWe literally saved Tokyo from a nuclear detonation last week. They couldâve had another Hiroshima and Nagasaki on their hands.â
Silence.
It was instant. Heavy.
Even the hum of the projector felt loud in comparison.
Ava looked up slowly. Bob blinked. Yelena tilted her head at him like she was trying to figure out how much brain damage a person could suffer and still hold a government clearance.
Walker glanced around. âWas that too soon?â
You didnât even blink. âItâs centuries too soon to make a joke like that.â
His jaw twitched, but he didnât respond.
Val sighed, like she wasnât even surprised. âThis,â she muttered, waving a hand vaguely at Walker, âis why you guys need media training.â
She clicked through another slide she wasnât even pretending to care about. The projector whined against the silence.
âAnd now,â she said, tone sharpening, âwe have a completely separate mess to clean up â one thatâs about to make headlines if weâre not careful.â
Yelena sighed audibly. âYou say that like it's new.â
Val ignored her. Of course.
âSame day you all landed in Tokyo,â she continued, her eyes sweeping the room slowly, âsomething else went missing halfway across the world.â
She clicked again. The screen lit up with a high-resolution image â the glint of light catching on flawless facets.
âThe Pink Star Diamond,â she said. âGone. From its private exhibition in Hong Kong. Security footage? Wiped. Guards? Drugged. No signs of forced entry.â
The room went still.
And then â every head turned.
Toward you.
Slow. Simultaneous.
Ava didnât even try to hide her stare. Yelena gave a soft snort. Bob blinked like he wasnât sure if he should make eye contact or duck for cover. Walker just sat there, frowning.
You didnât react. Not even a twitch.
Val folded her arms. âCoincidence?â
You finally turned to her, face cool, mouth poised in that bored sort of half-smile. âAbsolutely.â
Alexei leaned forward slightly. âWe were in Tokyo.â
You leaned forward slightly in your seat, arm still threaded through Buckyâs as you rested your other hand on the table, fingers tapping once â slow and deliberate.
âI was never in Hong Kong,â you said smoothly, voice level. âI didnât leave Tokyo the entire time we were deployed. Ask the field team. Ask Ava. Cross-reference satellite data. Internal comm logs. Flight manifests. Movement trackers.â
Ava didnât deny it â just narrowed her gaze slightly, studying you with that unnerving, analytical expression of hers.
Val arched a brow. âThe diamond was taken by someone who avoided every sensor in a high-security vault. Who moved with precision and didnât leave a single trace.â
Yelena gave a small shrug. âI mean⊠she didnât leave the drop zone. That I saw.â
Walker snorted. âPlease. Youâve snuck past tracking before. No oneâs doubting your ability, thatâs the problem.â
You looked at him like he was gum on the sidewalk. âIf Iâd stolen it, you think Iâd be dumb enough to let it get traced back here? Have some faith in my standards.â
âOh, we have faith,â Ava cut in, folding her arms and staring you down. âJust not the kind youâre hoping for.â
You arched a brow, waiting.
Val took a step closer to the head of the table. âYou were a jewel thief when I found you. Letâs not rewrite history. You were halfway through smuggling the Laurent Emeralds out of Geneva when I made you an offer.â
You smiled slowly, almost sweetly. âCorrection. I was halfway out of Geneva. The emeralds were already in Paris.â
Bob blinked like he wanted to take notes.
âLetâs talk logistics,â you added, sharper now. âYou think I snuck out of Tokyo in the middle of a live operation, somehow got to Hong Kong, cracked a vault with no gear, took a priceless diamond, and made it back â all without being seen or throwing off the mission timeline?â
Silence.
Then, ââŠYeah, kind of,â Walker muttered.
You stared at him. âYou canât even open your own locker without help.â
Yelena snorted again.
Ava narrowed her eyes. âJust because we canât prove it, doesnât mean it didnât happen.â
âYou act like this is personal,â you said, eyes skating over the room. âItâs not. Itâs logistics. And none of you have a leg to stand on.â
Yelena didnât even look up from her seat. âI canât trust someone who doesnât own a single pair of sweatpants.â
You turned to her with a lazy blink. âAnd I canât trust someone who surrounds herself with rodents.â
Her head snapped toward you. âHeâs not a rodent, heâs a hamster, and his name is Nathaniel. And you better keep that white she-devil away from him.â
Bob whispered, âI think Nathanial and Alpine are both adorableâŠâ
Walker cut in, loud and self-righteous. âYouâre a kleptomaniac. Just admit it already.â
âIâm selective,â you corrected. âThereâs a difference. If I were a kleptomaniac, your watch would be missing.â
Walker looked down at his wrist instinctively.
Val stepped forward again, clearly running out of patience. âIf you have the diamond, just give it back. We can clean this up before it escalates.â
You stared at her, jaw tight, smile gone.
âIâm not giving it back,â you said evenly, âbecause I donât have it.â
âYou know what?â Ava said sharply. âEven if you didnât take it â which, letâs be honest, is a stretch â you still act like this teamâs your personal playground.â
You didnât respond.
âYou donât answer to anyone,â Walker snapped. âYou donât follow protocol. You steal. You lie. And weâre just supposed to deal with it because Bucky lets you crawl into his lap like a damnââ
Your head turned.
Eyes on Bucky.
No words this time. Just a look.
And that was all it took.
He stood like someone had flipped a switch â slow, calm, but absolute. A wall rising between you and the room.
âThatâs enough.â
His voice cut through the air like a blade.
Everyone went still.
Bucky looked around the table, one hand still resting gently over yours, the other loose at his side â but the tension in his shoulders said he was ready.
âYouâre accusing her with nothing. No proof. No data. Just gut feelings and guesses because you donât like how she operates.â His voice stayed steady. âSheâs not obligated to win you over with small talk and trust falls. She gets the job done. Every time. And if you canât keep up with how she does it, thatâs on you.â
Yelena opened her mouth, but he didnât give her the chance.
âShe was accounted for. We all saw it. And unless someone here can produce actual evidence that she left the mission zone, I suggest you stop throwing accusations like youâre on trial for your own insecurities.â
The room was dead quiet.
You sat back, watching the way his shoulders rose and fell, the way his jaw stayed tight.
Yelena leaned forward, voice sharp. âThatâs so unfair.â
You blinked, tilting your head with faux innocence. âWhat is?â
âThat.â She pointed toward Bucky â now standing like a sentinel at your side. âEvery time we call you out, you donât have to defend yourself. You just look at him like a Disney princess and suddenly heâs barking at all of us.â
You raised your brows, lips parting slightly. âAre you suggesting Iâm not a princess?â
âWeâre suggesting heâs your guard dog,â Ava muttered. âTrained, loaded, and ready to bite.â
Walker scoffed. âYou say âJamesâ and suddenly weâre all the enemy.â
âMaybe donât act like enemies,â Bucky said flatly, still standing tall beside you.
You let out a quiet hum, fingers gently brushing along his forearm. âYou all seem very emotional about this.â
Bob, barely breathing at this point, whispered, âSheâs doing the thing again where she pretends she doesnât know whatâs happeningâŠâ
Val looked like she wanted to rip her own hair out.
Alexei finally spoke, voice low and deliberate. âYou say you want me to steal Orlov diamond for you â and we all laugh. But then Pink Star goes missing and suddenly itâs out of question?â
You gave him a look like heâd just said something painfully unoriginal. âIt was a joke,â you said coolly. âOne you're all now taking way too seriously.â
âBecause itâs not unbelievable,â Ava shot back.
âAnd yet, still unproven,â you replied, voice even, unbothered. âSo what are we really doing here? Group therapy?â
Bucky let out a quiet breath and finally lowered himself back into his seat beside you, arm brushing yours.
âThe conversationâs over,â he said firmly, his tone brooking no argument. âShe didnât steal the diamond.â
A pause.
âVery sorry for Hong Kong,â he added, almost deadpan. âBut thatâs their own fault for losing it.â
Yelena threw up her hands. Walker stared at the ceiling like he was praying for divine intervention. Ava just blinked slowly, lips pressed into a thin line.
Val looked around the room like she was considering setting the whole table on fire, but finally closed the file in her hand with a tight snap.
âFine,â she said, âWhatever.â
And no one argued. Not after that.
You leaned into Bucky just slightly, your tone airy as ever. âI thought I handled that well.â
He didnât smileânot reallyâbut you felt the way his hand found your thigh under the table.
âYou always do,â he murmured.
Your bedroom, That night
âJames, youâre not admiring me enough.â
Your voice came out in a lazy drawl, like it wasnât the first time youâd said it tonightâor ever.
Bucky didnât look away from you, not even for a second. âI am, baby.â
His voice was quiet. Rough. The kind of hoarse that came from restraint, not disinterest.
He was seated in your vanity chair, his long legs spread wide, arms resting on his thighs. The golden light from a dozen candles danced across his faceâacross the sharp set of his jaw, the tension in his shoulders, the way his throat bobbed when his eyes dropped lower.
The room smelled like rose oil and candle wax. The windows were cracked open just enough to let the cool New York summer air creep in, stirring the silk curtains. The rest of the Watchtower was asleepâor pretending to be.
You were stretched across your bed like something out of a painting, legs bare, skin glowing under dim candlelight. The rose gold silk of your nightgown clung to you like it was made for this moment, slipping dangerously off one shoulder.
And on your right handâon your ring fingerâthe Pink Star Diamond glittered in a way that could never be mistaken for synthetic.
It sparkled as you moved, slowly dragging your hand down the curve of your own body, letting the diamond catch the lightâyour collarbone, your sternum, the dip of your waist.
Bucky's jaw clenched.
âDo you like it?â you asked, eyes meeting his through your lashes.
âYou know I do,â he murmured.
âMm. You havenât said it.â
âSayinâ it doesnât do shit compared to what I wanna do, sweetheart.â
You stretched just enough to shift the way the silk slid over your skin, the gown riding high over your thigh as you tilted your chin toward him. The diamond caught another sliver of candlelight as you turned your hand, admiring it like it was a museum piece.
âI think it pairs nicely with this,â you said, voice honeyed, fingertip grazing the diamond choker around your neck â icy white, square-cut stones sitting flush against your collarbone.
Buckyâs gaze dropped instantly, breath catching in his throat.
âThis one,â you murmured, drawing your hand slowly down between your breasts, âI stole in Prague. Four years ago.â
His tongue swiped along his bottom lip. His fists clenched on his thighs.
You watched him watch you. Watched his restraint unravel one breath at a time.
The gown dipped as you rolled one shoulder forward, then the other. Silk slid down your arms, slow and fluid, catching briefly on your wrists before slipping away entirely.
The fabric pooled at your waist.
You made no move to cover yourself.
Instead, you lifted the hand with the Pink Star and cupped your breast â a subtle arch of your back pressing into your own touch, thumb brushing lazily over your nipple as you let out a soft, unaffected hum.
âI think it looks best like this,â you said, eyes locked on his. âDonât you?â
Bucky looked wrecked.
Absolutely still.
Like touching himself would be a sin, but staying still was agony.
His voice broke low. âJesus, babyâŠâ
You adjusted your hand slightly, the Pink Star flashing as your fingers squeezed around your breast just enough to make him twitch in his seat.
He didnât blink. Didnât breathe.
Just stared â like you were sacred and obscene all at once.
âYouâre being very well-behaved tonight, Jamie.â
Your voice was soft, mockingly sweet â the tone you used when you wanted to draw blood with sugar. You dragged your thumb in a lazy circle, making your breath hitch just slightly, enough for effect.
âIs that for me?â you asked, tilting your head, eyes dropping briefly to the very obvious, very strained bulge in his pants. âOr are you just always that hard when you see me with something expensive on my body?â
His jaw flexed, a vein in his neck twitching. He still didnât speak.
Didnât need to.
This wasnât new. Not for either of you.
Every time you acquired something rare â something stolen, expensive, yours â you made him sit like this. Made him watch as you modeled it, draped in nothing but luxury and intent. A necklace, a bracelet, a pair of earrings you'd lifted off a diplomat's mistress in Vienna.
Your thumb dragged over your nipple again, slow, absent, like you were just adjustingâlike you hadnât just knocked the breath out of him. The diamond on your finger flashed with the movement, sharp and pink and impossibly perfect.
âI think,â you said softly, âit deserves to be seen on something beautiful.â
Bucky was dead silent. Tense. Hard. Eyes fixed to your chest like he couldnât look anywhere else.
You pinched your nipple between two fingers and let out a quiet, breathy sound that wasnât quite a moanâjust enough to let him feel it. His throat worked as he swallowed hard.
You let your hand trail down the center of your chest, past the soft dip of your sternum, fingers skating over your stomach before curling over the edge of your thigh. The candlelight made your skin look warmer, shinierâlike satin layered over heat.
You shifted on the bed, spreading your legs just enough for the silk to fall open between them.
And then you smiled â slow, satisfied, dangerous.
âDonât worry,â you purred, lifting your chin slightly. âYouâll get to touch.â
A beat.
âWhen I say.â
You watched his throat bob, the way his metal hand gripped the arm of the chair like it might snap.
You bit your bottom lip and let your legs fall a little wider.
âBut for nowâŠâ your fingers ghosted across your inner thigh, just high enough to make his breath catch again, âyou can keep watching.â
You let your knees fall wider, silk gathering at your hips, the cool air licking at the wet heat between your thighs. You could feel how soaked you already wereâjust from him watching, from the look in his eyes like he was praying and dying at the same time.
His breath was shallow now. Barely held.
You brought the hand with your diamond down, the weight of it glinting across your knuckles as your fingers brushed through your folds, slow and slick.
Bucky exhaled like heâd been punched.
You dragged your middle finger through your wetness again, slower this timeâgathering everything at your entrance before circling your clit with the kind of practiced ease that made you hum in your throat.
âSee?â you murmured, eyes locked on his. âLooks good with everything.â
Your finger dipped lower, slid insideâjust the tipâand then pulled back out, glistening under the candlelight. You let him see it, held it up briefly like you were about to taste yourself, before trailing it back down again.
His legs shifted like he might stand, but you shook your head once, gently. âStay.â
He froze. Swallowed hard.
You pushed two fingers in this timeâslow, deep, your wrist angling to curl against that soft spot that always made your thighs twitch. You let out a quiet breath and arched, back pressing into the mattress as your palm flexed against your own heat.
The diamond caught the candlelight again as your hand movedâsubtle, steady, your breathing picking up as the slick sound of your fingers filled the room.
âDo you know what turns me on the most?â you said softly, your voice catching on a gasp as you pressed deeper. âKnowing youâre sitting there, aching, while I get myself off with your favorite view in the world.â
Buckyâs hands gripped the chair againâone flesh, one metalâwhite-knuckled and silent, his eyes glued to your fingers moving in and out, knuckles glistening, thighs flexing.
You rolled your hips into your hand, thumb circling your clit now, pressure building fast.
And still, he didnât move. Didnât speak. You looked at himâsweaty, wrecked, waiting.
And you smiled.
âGood boy.â
You barely had time to pull your fingers out before he was on his feet.
The chair scraped back against the floor, and then Bucky was movingâfast, silent, like a man pulled off a leash. He dropped to his knees at the edge of the bed, hands braced on either side of your thighs, eyes wild, chest rising and falling like heâd been running.
You tilted your head, smug even now. âTook you long enough.â
He didnât respond.
He just hooked his hands under your thighs, yanked you closer in one hard pull, and buried his face between your legs.
Your gasp hit the ceiling.
His mouth was hot, wet, desperate. There was no easing into itâno slow, teasing warm-up. He licked you like he needed it, like heâd been starving for it. Tongue flat at first, dragging up your folds, collecting the mess youâd made on your fingers. Then he sucked your clit into his mouth, slow and firm, moaning like he was the one getting off.
You fisted the sheets, eyes slamming shut as your hips jerked up into his face.
âFuckâJamesââ
His fingers dug into your thighs, holding you still, dragging you closer, his nose pressed right against you as his tongue worked in tight, devastating circles. The stubble on his jaw scraped against your skin in the best possible way. Your breath hitched with every pull of his mouth, every little sound he made like he was drunk on the taste of you.
And when he shifted lower, dragging the tip of his tongue down to your entrance, you felt him moanâfelt it, the vibration of it buzzing right through your core as he fucked you with his tongue, messy and slow and deep.
âJamesââ you breathed, your voice breaking. You reached down, hand tangling in his hair, diamond flashing as your fingers curled against his scalp.
He groaned again, the sound raw, needy, and gripped your hips tighter, rutting his face into you like he was trying to drown. One hand slid upâfleshâand pressed down firmly on your stomach, pinning you to the bed like he knew you were about to come.
And he was right.
You shattered in seconds.
Your thighs clenched around his head, your hand dragging through his hair as your orgasm ripped through you sharp and fast, your hips jerking under his mouth as he kept going, licking you through it like he needed to make sure you felt every second of it.
He didnât stop until you pushed at his head with a shaking hand, breathless and ruined.
Even thenâhe kissed the inside of your thigh, slow and reverent, eyes heavy-lidded and hungry. Your slick was smeared across his chin, his lips red and glistening.
âFuck,â you murmured, voice hoarse.
He looked up at you like you were holy. âNow let me fuck you.â
You lay back against the pillows, your thighs slick and parted, the diamond catching flickers of candlelight as your hand dropped to your side. Breath steadying. Body humming.
Bucky stood slowly, still panting slightly, eyes never leaving you. You watched him reach for the hem of his shirt, grip it tight, and pull it over his head in one smooth motion.
You always loved watching him strip.
It wasnât even about the muscleâthough that was perfect too, buff and scarred and solidâit was the way he offered himself. Like the moment his skin was bare, he belonged to you again.
He unbuckled his belt next. His pants hit the floor in seconds, and your eyes dropped to his cockâalready flushed, thick, twitching, and leaking for you.
You bit your lip, letting your legs fall wider.
âCome here.â
He climbed onto the bed without hesitation, crawling between your thighs with a low grunt, hands already spreading you open again like he couldnât get enough.
But he didnât line up just yet.
Noâhe stared.
Then he reached for your cunt with his flesh hand first, sliding two fingers through your slick, watching them glisten. He dragged them up, circled your clit lazily, and then brought them back down to tease at your entranceâslow, just enough to make you twitch.
âStill so wet,â he rasped, his voice thick with awe. âFuck, babyâŠâ
You lifted your chin, smirking through your haze. âThatâs what happens when you use your mouth instead of your attitude.â
He huffed a laugh against your inner thigh, then pushed his fingers inâtwo at once, filling you with ease. Your back arched slightly, the stretch so much bigger than your own touch had been.
He curled them just right. Pressed deep. His thumb rubbed at your clit again in tight, controlled circles as he watched your face like it held all the answers.
You moaned, soft and breathy. âJust like that. FuckâJames.â
He groaned, forehead pressing to your thigh for a second, then looked back up at you, pupils blown wide.
âI canât wait anymore,â he said, voice rough, honest.
You just smiled and tilted your hips toward him, cunt still fluttering around his fingers. âThen donât.â
Bucky pulled his fingers from you slowly, watching the way your cunt clenched even after they were gone. You were still dripping, the insides of your thighs slick, the scent of your arousal thick in the air.
He shifted forward on his knees, hand wrapping around the base of his cock.
Thick. Hard. Heavy. The head flushed, already leaking pre-come.
He didnât thrust in right away.
No.
He dragged the tip through your folds first, slow and deliberate, groaning low in his throat as your slick coated him. Up and down, again and again, catching on your clit just enough to make you jolt.
You sucked in a breath, thighs twitching, but didnât tell him to stop.
He pressed his cock against your entranceânot pushing in, just resting there, teasing you with the weight of itâthen pulled back to glide through your heat again, slower this time.
âFuck,â he breathed, jaw clenched. âYouâre so wet. I could slide in without even trying.â
You grinned, your voice low and mocking. âThen stop trying so hard.â
He huffed a laugh, his free hand gripping your thigh, holding you open.
Another slow grind of his cock through your folds.
And thenâ
He lined up properly. Pressed forward.
And sank into you.
Your mouth dropped open, a breath catching deep in your chest as he filled you in one steady, unforgiving thrust. No rush, no hesitationâjust a smooth, deep slide that had you gasping by the time his hips met yours.
âFuckââ he groaned, head dropping for a moment, his forehead brushing yours. âYou feel like heaven.â
You clenched around him, pulling him deeper, dragging your nails across his back.
âYou feel like mine,â you whispered.
And then he started to move.
He started slowâjust for a secondâdragging his cock out until only the tip remained inside you, then slamming back in with a force that knocked a sharp moan out of your throat.
Then again.
And again.
And again.
Relentless. Deep.
The sound of his hips slapping against your ass filled the room, loud and filthy, mixed with the wet drag of your cunt pulling at him like your body knew it was built for this.
You gripped his arms tight, nails digging into muscle and metalâ and for a split second, your eyes caught on the contrast of your hand against his vibranium bicep.
The Pink Star flashed.
The diamond, shining and delicate, pressed against matte vibranium.
âOh,â you gasped, laughing breathlessly even as he fucked you through it, âthat looks so good togetherââ
Bucky grunted above you, hips stuttering just a bit. âBabyââ
You squeezed tighter, legs wrapping around his waist, dragging him in deeper, tighter. âDonât stop. Justâgod, sweetieâlook at it.â
He didnât.
He couldnât.
His face was buried in your neck now, teeth scraping your skin as he rutted into you, desperate, panting, gone.
âFuck, you feel so goodâso fucking tight, alwaysâcanâtââ
You clenched around him on purpose, smiling through your moans. âYou gonna come already, baby? Or do I have to ride you âtil you cry?â
He groanedâdeep and brokenâhis thrusts growing erratic, harder.
âSay it,â he growled. âSay youâre mine.â
You arched beneath him, the diamond catching one last flicker of candlelight as he slammed into you over and over, the bed creaking, your body singing.
âIâm yours,â you gasped. âYours, baby. Just donât stop.â
He didnât.
Not until he was buried so deep inside you it felt like you were one breath away from breaking apart completely.
His vibranium hand pinned both your wrists above your head, the cool metal firm against your skin, holding you open, helpless beneath himânot that you ever minded. You loved when he held you like this. Controlled you like this.
You felt his rhythm stutter for just a momentâhis breath catching as his eyes flicked up, just barelyâ
To your hand.
To the Pink Star glittering on your ring finger, pressed tight beneath his palm, your fingers flexing under his grip every time his cock punched into you deep.
âYeah,â he rasped, letting out a breathless, wrecked laugh. âYouâre right, baby. That does look good.â
Then he slammed into you, harder, rougherâdragging a cry from your throat as your back arched off the bed.
âFuck, babyâthis pussyâs mine,â he gritted out, jaw tight, fucking you like he needed to brand it into your body.
âYou are mine,â you panted, breath breaking into soft, frantic sounds as your orgasm coiled sharp in your gut. âAll of youâthis cockâyour mouthâyour fucking armâmine.â
His head dropped to your shoulder as he groaned, full-body shaking, thrusts messy now, erratic, hips slamming into you over and over. The head of his cock dragged right against that perfect spot inside you, over and over, until your legs trembled and your cunt clamped around himâuntil suddenly he pulled out, slick and heavy, leaving you gasping at the loss.
You didnât have time to complain.
He grabbed your hips, hands rough and urgent, flipping you with practiced ease. His metal hand pressed into your lower back, firm but not harsh, guiding you down to the mattress until your spine arched perfectly, ass up, face against the sheets.
You loved when he got like this.
When the control slipped just a little. When his restraint cracked open and you could feel the desperation underneath.
âJust like that,â he muttered, voice hoarse, reverent. âGod, look at youâŠâ
You felt him stroke the head of his cock through your folds again, dragging it through the mess between your thighs.
Thenâhe slammed back in.
Hard. Deep.
You let out a choked moan, fingers clutching the sheets as he gripped your hips and fucked you harder than before. The angle was brutal â his cock hitting deeper, faster, the sound of skin on skin now filthy and loud.
âFuck, darlinâ, youâre so tight like this,â he growled, pounding into you with sharp, perfect thrusts. âYou love itâdonât you? Letting me bend you. Letting me take you.â
âYesâyes, Jamesâfuck, donât stopââ
He grunted, grabbing a fistful of your hair with his flesh hand, pulling you up just slightly, your back still arched, mouth slack and moaning. His other hand stayed locked on your hip, keeping you in place, keeping you right where he wanted you.
Your whole body was shaking, orgasm coiling tighter, your cunt clenching around him again and again.
âYou gonna come for me like this?â he rasped against your shoulder. âBent over like my perfect fuckinâ toy?â
You nodded, nearly sobbing, hips pushing back against him. âYeahâIâmâfuck, JamesâIâm gonnaââ
âCome,â he growled. âDo it for me.â
And you did.
Your orgasm hit hard, but Bucky wasnât finished.
Not even close.
He pulled out just long enough to haul you back against him â one strong arm wrapping around your waist, the other anchoring your thigh as he dragged you into his lap. Your back met his chest, slick skin to slick skin, his cock sliding between your folds again as he settled you down on top of him.
You let out a sharp gasp as he thrust up into you from belowâhard and deepâthe new angle making your whole body jerk, your cunt already pulsing from how wrecked you were.
He held you there, tight against him, your legs spread wide across his thighs, his metal hand gripping your jaw as he turned your head.
You didnât resist.
Your mouth found his in a hungry, desperate kiss â your tongues tangling immediately, breathing each other in like you needed it. His kiss was filthy and soft at once, the kind that tasted like devotion wrapped in lust, the kind that said Iâd die for you, but first Iâm going to fuck you until you forget your own name.
He fucked up into you hard and fast, your bodies slapping together, your breasts bouncing with every thrust as he moaned into your mouth.
âThatâs it, baby,â he groaned, lips dragging to your jaw, your neck, kissing everything he could reach. âYou take it so fucking good⊠tight little cunt just pulling me inâfuckâIâm so closeââ
You could barely breathe, your head dropping to his shoulder, one hand gripping his thigh, the other tangled in his hair as he fucked you through another aftershock, your body shaking in his arms.
âJamesâfuckâI want itâwant you to come inside meââ
His whole body jerked.
And then he did.
With a broken groan against your neck, his cock throbbed deep inside you, pulsing hard as he spilled into you, hips stuttering with each twitch, his arms wrapped around your waist like he couldnât bear to let go.
He held you there. Still. Breathing hard.
Your cunt still fluttered around him, your whole body sticky and spent and trembling.
You smiled against his shoulder, breathless, boneless, full.
And he kissed the side of your face like it was the most natural thing in the world.
Then his breathing slowed, heartbeat thudding heavy against your back as the last few pulses of his orgasm faded. You stayed there, slumped against him, skin sticky with sweat, his arms still locked around your waist like he wasnât ready to let go.
But then he shifted â carefully, gently â kissing the curve of your shoulder as he pulled his cock from you, slow and deliberate.
You whimpered softly at the loss.
The stretch, the heat, the fullnessâall of it slipping away as his cock slid free, dragging through your soaked folds one last time.
And then you felt it.
Warmth.
His come leaking out of you, thick and heavy, trickling slowly down the inside of your thigh.
You sighed, content. Possessed. Ruined.
Bucky let out a soft, wrecked sound behind youâhalf groan, half aweâas he looked down between your bodies and saw it.
âFuck,â he breathed, voice low, reverent. âLook at that.â
His metal hand drifted down your stomach, tracing over your pelvis before his fingers slipped lowerâcollecting his own spend as it spilled from your cunt.
He rubbed it in. Slow. Gentle. Almost like he was marking you with it.
âMessy girl,â he murmured, kissing the side of your neck. âYou love when I fuck it this deep, donât you?â
You let out a soft, satisfied hum, still dazed, your hand reaching back to curl around his thigh. âJust like I saidâŠâ you whispered, voice lazy, lips curling into a small smile. âEverything thatâs yours is mine.â
His chest rumbled behind you. And he didnât argue.
You exhaled slowly as you slid off his lap, your legs wobbly, your thighs still sticky with him. He caught your arm gently to steady you, but you were already shifting back onto the bed, sprawling lazily across the sheets like a queen returned to her throne.
You stretched, just a little, then sighed.
âRun me a bath,â you murmured, voice hazy but firm. âAnd bring me another nightgown, please. One of the white silk ones.â
He didnât hesitate. Didnât question.
âYes, baby.â
He leaned down to press a kiss to your shoulder, then stood â naked, flushed, his cock still glistening with you as he padded toward the bathroom first to start the water.
The soft sound of running water filled the space.
Then he disappeared into your closet.
The doors opened into a space almost as large as your bedroom â walls lined with mirrors, plush carpet underfoot, the scent of your perfume hanging faint in the air.
One side was filled floor to ceiling with clothing: dresses, robes, gowns, coats arranged by fabric and color. Beneath them, rows of heels, boots, and custom shoes in velvet-lined cubbies.
The other side?
Glass cases and open displays sat under soft lighting, each one housing a piece that could bankrupt a small country. Famous jewels that had vanished off the face of the earthânow resting silently in your private gallery.
The Luxembourg Sapphire.
The La Peregrina Pearl.
The Florentine Diamond.
Bucky walked past it all with the quiet, familiar interest of someone whoâd seen it all before⊠and still felt like he wasnât supposed to.
He didnât touch anything.
He just found the white silk nightgown you asked forâthin, sleeveless, soft enough to slide over your skin like waterâand brought it back to you.
You were still on the bed, eyes half-lidded, legs open, the candlelight dancing on your still-exposed skin.
âBathâs almost ready,â he said softly, offering the gown.
You took it without a word, slipping it on slowly, deliberately. And smoothed the silk down over your thighs, the fabric catching just slightly where your skin was still sticky and flushed.
You looked up, and there he was.
Still watching you.
His body was relaxed, but his eyes were locked on yours â heavy-lidded, reverent. Like he wasnât sure if he was supposed to touch you again or just stand there and thank god you let him breathe the same air.
You lifted your arms slowly, languidly, wrists loose, fingers curled just slightly.
âTake me to my bath?â
Your voice was low. Barely a question.
His mouth twitched, lips curling into something soft, a little wrecked.
ââCourse, darlinâ,â he murmured.
And then he stepped close, bent down, and slid his arms under your legs and behind your back â lifting you like it cost him nothing.
You sank into his hold, arms curling around his shoulders, nose brushing his neck as he carried you into the bathroom.
Later That Night
The room was quiet now, save for the faint hum of the city through the barely cracked window and the occasional creak of the bed shifting under your bodies.
The candles had mostly burned down, little pools of wax cooling in their glass bases, shadows soft and heavy across the walls. The sheets were a mess beneath youâkicked halfway off the bed, damp with sweat, and still carrying the scent of sex and silk.
You were naked again, your white nightgown discarded somewhere on the floor after round two had turned slow and roughâdeeper, more desperate.
Now, you were draped half on top of himâchest to chest, your thigh slung over his hips, toes brushing his shin. His cock lay soft and spent between you, trapped under the weight of your thigh, resting against the hard plane of his stomach, still tacky with the evidence of just how hard heâd come inside you.
Your cheek was pressed to the side of his throat, your nose brushing lazily along the sharp line of his jaw as your lips planted slow, wandering kisses.
His arms were around you, one hand splayed wide on your lower back, the other lazily gliding up and down your spineânot really comforting you, more like soothing himself. Like keeping you close was the only thing holding him steady.
Your fingers toyed lightly with his hair, the weight of the Pink Star still glinting faintly in the low light as it caught against the strands at his temple. You hadnât taken it off.
You never took your newest prize off the first night. It was a rule. Possession needed to be felt after all.
But this?
This was the part of the night no one else ever got to see.
No cruelty. No teasing. No commands.
Just you. A little sleepy. A little warm. Nuzzling his neck like a cat in her favorite sunspot, soft kisses trailing down his pulse point.
Bucky didnât speak. He never did first. He just let you have thisâhis body, his warmth, the silence.
Because this was the closest thing you ever came to asking for comfort. And he knew that.
Your lips brushed his neck again, slower this timeâless a kiss, more a lingering press of your mouth against his pulse. Your breath was warm on his skin, your fingers lightly tracing the edge of his jaw.
You didnât lift your head. Didnât change your tone. Just whispered.
âYou wonât make me give back my diamonds⊠will you, James?â
The question hung in the dark between youâdelicate, heavy, threaded with something that wasnât quite fear but not far from it.
It wasnât about the Pink Star.
Not really.
It was about the whole closet of them. The ones you stole before you met him. The ones you wore like armor. The ones no one ever understood. The ones that made people think they knew youâwhen they didnât.
But he did.
You didnât look at him as you said it. Just buried your nose in the crook of his neck, lips brushing his collarbone as you pressed another soft kiss thereâalmost like an apology.
He was quiet for a moment.
Then his arm curled tighter around your back.
His vibranium hand slid up the length of your spine with that same slow rhythm, fingertips dragging gently, almost reverently, like he was tracing the edges of something precious.
âNo, baby,â he said softly. âI wonât make you give back anything.â
Your lashes fluttered against his skin as you breathed him inâwarm and steady and always there. You didnât answer his words. Didnât say thank you. You just pressed another kiss to the hollow of his throat, your hand now lazily tracing down the slope of his chest, not teasingâjust feeling.
It was quiet again.
But you werenât done. Your voice was barely more than a whisper.
âYou love me, donât you?â
It wasnât coy. It wasnât playful. Just soft. Raw. Honest.
Like if he didnât answer, the silence might fill with something too sharp to swallow.
He turned his head just slightly, lips brushing your temple, breath fanning across your hair.
âI do,â he whispered. âGod, I do.â
Your hand stilled against his chest.
Then, a little quieterâ
âYou need me?â
His grip on your back tightened for just a second, like his body responded before he could.
âYeah, baby,â he whispered. âMore than anything.â
You didnât speak right away. Your mouth just trailed lower along his jaw, pressing the kind of kisses you never gave anyone else. Slow. Thoughtful. Like you were imprinting yourself into his skin.
And thenâ
You breathed it into the space between his throat and shoulder. Quiet. Dangerous.
âYouâll never leave meâŠ?â
His hand lifted to the back of your head, cradling it gently, thumb brushing your hairline.
âNever.â
His voice was firm now. Steady. Certain.
âEven if the whole world turns on you,â he murmured, âI wonât. Iâm not going anywhere, sweetheart.â
You didnât say anything else. Didnât need to.
His hand stayed at the back of your head, stroking slow, mindless circles as your body finally started to sink against himâyour breathing evening out, your leg still thrown over his hips like you were anchoring him to the bed.
The Pink Star glinted faintly in the low light, still on your finger, resting against his ribs as your hand settled over his heart.
And somewhere, in that half-conscious haze between desire and sleep, your mind wandered.
Diamonds.
You had hundreds of them.
Tucked away in velvet and glass, sealed behind locks and systems no one could break.
Each one rare. Priceless. A little dangerous.
But none of them compared to him.
He wasnât flawless. Wasnât carved or polished. He was scarred. Weathered. Real.
And he was yours.
Your most precious diamond.
You wouldnât give him back either.
Ever.
Not even if the whole world demanded it.
You smiled against his neck, the last of your thoughts slipping into sleep as his arms tightened just slightly around you.
And you didnât need to say youâre his.
That part was obvious.
Bucky when his girl is so obviously guilty and in the wrong:
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The Wonder of Him : ÌÌâ Johnny Storm x Reader
READ PART 1: The Wonder of You : ÌÌâ Johnny Storm x Reader
Pairing: Johnny Storm x Reader
Summary: Falling in love with Johnny Storm was easier than it should've been. Loving a superhero, though, is never easy. But he's worth it. He's always been worth it.
Warnings: 18+ ONLY MDNI, SMUT (making out, oral m. receiving, shower sex, unprotected p in v, creampie, hint of temperature play again), porn with a LOT of plot, sequel, slight hint of some angst, fluff, lovers who haven't put a label on it, Johnny is a massive flirt, hopelessly in love losers, SPOILERS! for The Fantastic Four: First Steps, female reader but no characteristics described, maybe some incorrect stuff regarding the 60s and how it worked but it's a fantasy world, VERY lightly edited so apologies for any mistakes (message me if you find some big ones)
Word Count: 18,781 words
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One month.
One month without Johnny Storm and you were, slowly, going insane. Truthfully, you were going insane without the entirety of the Fantastic Four in your life while they were in space.
The Baxter Building lab was quiet. You had the entire, elongated room to yourself, from the workstations to the monitors. It felt like you had spent every waking moment since the Excelsior went up into space in that damn room. Every inch of Reedâs notes had been combed through, youâd made some minor adjustments to the bridge teleportation devices based on Reedâs notes, and had reached the point of rereading old notes and studies to try and fill the void.
Sueâs warm presence couldnât be felt in every room of the building. She wasnât sneaking into the kitchen to grab yet another craving during the day, even though she muttered to herself loud enough for you to hear that she was going to spoil her appetite. The scent of her perfume had slowly fallen from the air, it no longer clung to the cushions of the living room couch, could no longer be smelled simply from stepping past her bedroom door.
The kitchen felt lonely without Ben. There was no one to taste test your dishes, make recommendations of the perfect blend of spices to add to your sauces. Even picking up Maisieâs cookies felt sad, knowing you didnât need to grab any of those delicious black and white ones for your friend to enjoy.
Even Herbieâs missing presence could be felt in every room. No little beeps down the hallway in the morning, his little arguments with Reed in the lab, or the little humming he would do when heâd help Ben in the kitchen.
The Baxter Building felt cold without Johnny Storm.
You felt cold without Johnny Storm.
Four years of working with Reed, of knowing this family, and it was after theyâd been gone for three days that it finally hit you. Over the course of those four years, you had never been apart from any of them for more than a week. Every day of your life was spent in that building, working at Reedâs side, cooking with Ben, talking with Sue over the dinner table, or curled up beside Johnny on the couch for whatever movie Channel 2 was playing that night.
It took that long for you to realize that the line between your work and personal life, the one that you had been trying so hard not to muddle up, had blurred a long time ago.
At that realization, you hadnât left the tower since. Your apartment was long forgotten. Instead, Johnnyâs bed became yours.
His warmth didnât flood the sheets anymore, not without him to lie in them. They were cold, the silk pillowcases cool to the touch every time you laid your head upon them. Fall was quickly winding down, though, winter on the horizon, and you craved the warmth your favorite flame boy gave off. One night to love him how you truly did wasnât enough. His closet very quickly became your own, too.
Lynne hadnât said anything the first time you met her in the boardroom for a meeting, but the glance she shot your way said it all. Heels, highwaisted black pants with a tucked in white blouse, but the oversized off-red jacket thrown over your shoulders was the dead give away. That, and what you knew was the faraway look in your eyes.
Reed had left you in charge to speak on his behalf, which prompted Lynne to drag you into any and all meetings for the Future Foundation. You attended, wore a smile, spoke when spoken to. Every other minute was spent staring out the windows, eyes on the skies, praying to see the Excelsior. All while the faint smell of Johnnyâs jacket, whether it was his cologne or just simply him, reminded you that he wasnât here with you.
One single night with Johnny Storm and you were a goner.
Today was no different than the last thirty days. An 8 a.m. meeting with Lynne and the Future Foundation, followed by hours holed up in the lab, trying not to let your brain wander.
The bridge teleportation device sat in front of you, the soldering fixed to strengthen the energy arms, while the other sat across the room at Reedâs workstation. The dress you had worn for the meeting was discarded, replaced instead with a pair of sleep pants you kept in the guest room and Johnnyâs faded Elvis t-shirt heâd had as long as you had known him.
Johnny. What if he was dead? What if they all were-
A quick bang of your hand against the workstation was enough to break you from your thoughts, those terrible thoughts that you tried not to have. It was impossible to outrun them, though. A month of no contact from the Excelsior, no updates, no word from the four up there in space. Complete radio silence, and it only had your nerves growing by the minute.
There was a beeping across the room, the same beeping that had been occurring for the last 45 minutes. With one swift press of your keyboard, you silenced it, keeping your attention entirely on the device in front of you. It was just the alert for a message, most likely from Lynne trying to bring you into yet another meeting. You didnât have the energy for that, not now.
Not when your mind was constantly repeating those final moments one month ago.
Johnnyâs hands were warm, they were always warm. But with you, they were warm in a different way, a softer way. He cradled your cheeks in his hands, thumbs running a smooth line back and forth over your flushed skin. All you could do was press a small kiss to the part of his palm exposed, while your eyes stayed trained out the glass panels beside you leading up the walkway to the Excelsior. Reed, Sue and Ben stood with Lynne, the cheers of the city all lining the sidewalks booming through the walls.
âCan you look at me?â
You did, but it felt like a gut punch to do so. There he was, the man you loved, standing before you in that blue and white spacesuit. âJ. Stormâ embroidered over his right chest.
âItâs not fair,â you said after a moment, swallowing the lump that had formed in your throat. âI tell you I love you and now youâre just jet setting off to space.â
Johnnyâs lips quirked up slightly at that, his fingers pinching at your cheek.
âIâve got a reputation, baby, I canât be falling in love. Have to run away before you suck me into your orbit,â
The swift punch you laid to his abdomen did nothing but force a laugh from his throat, the layers of the suit stopping the force of your outburst. His hands caught yours, still balled in a fist, as he laid a gentle kiss to each knuckle cradled in his hands. You did your best not to melt at the sight alone.
âI think we remember last night very differently, Johnny. You were the one who said I love you first,â
His lips hummed against your knuckles, and you could feel the smirk growing on his lips as those blue eyes darted back to you.
âOh, believe me, I remember last night perfectly. Especially the moment I had my head buried between your le-â
He caught your other fist easily, laughter ringing through the air. Using the leverage of both of your hands in his, Johnny tugged you into his chest with ease, curling his arms around your back with a squeeze.
âDonât go flirting with the herald while youâre in space,â you tried desperately to lighten the mood, chin resting on his chest to look up at him. Even as you tried to lighten the mood, you knew the tears forming behind your eyes were inevitable. âDonât forget about me up there.â
One of his arms left its place around your waist in an instant, holding it up straight for you to see. The edge of his suit sleeve fell down just slightly, letting the overhead lights glint off that familiar silver bracelet around his wrist.
âYou remember this? You got it for me for my birthday two years ago, and I havenât taken it off since,â his arm fell back down, hand curling around the back of your head to press a kiss directly to your hairline. âYouâre always with me, I couldn't forget you even if I tried.â
Fuck Johnny Storm and those stupid lines once again. Burying your head into his chest, wishing the suit wasnât there so you could feel his heat, the smile that crawled onto your lips was inevitable as you hugged him tightly.
âJust come back to me,â your words were muttered out against his chest, silently willing your tears to stay at bay until he was gone. âIf you die up there, Iâm just going to regret ignoring this for four years even more.â
His body shook with laughter. Johnnyâs glove-covered hand left the back of your neck and curled around your neck, just slightly tugging on your hair to pull your head back. He didnât say a word, barely gave you a chance to think, before he tugged you up into a kissâgentle, soft, but pressed to your lips with every ounce of love in his body. A love so overwhelming you were sure your knees would give out right then and there.
âYou canât get rid of me that easily, baby,â his words were whispered against your lips like a promise. âYouâre stuck with me now.â
But what if youâd already lost him? A month with no contactâŠthere was no telling what could have occurred up there.
âAlright, bridge teleportation test six,â you muttered to yourself with a shake of your head, running a hand down your face and trying to rub the sleep from your under eyes and fight away the intrusive thoughts plaguing your mind. The switch was placed in front of you, a new egg balanced on the stand in the middle, and one of Reedâs many notebooks open beside you. Safety glasses on, you took a deep breath. âLetâs hope this data calibration doesnât fry the entire eastern seaboard.â
A simple flip of the switch in your hand, and the pulsing white energy of the device was lit up. Three beams of energy, encasing the pearly white egg in a misty sphere of white energy, before it was gone in the blink of an eye. The energy dissipated as you threw your protective glasses down onto the table, whipping around just as the egg reappeared across the lab.
The power flickered off, but you didnât flinch. Instead, you counted quietly to yourself: one, two, three, four, five, six, seven-
The power to the building flickered back on the second you got to seven. It was enough to bring a miniscule smile to your face, turning to jot that down in your notebook.
âAlright, power back on automatically at seven seconds, up from 15 seconds, which is up from manual breaker override,â your words were mumbled to yourself once again as you noted the new development in your notebook. âIâm pulling power from, at least, seven different boroughs, but at least itâs automatic-â
âIs talking to yourself a new development, or do I not come visit you enough to notice?â
That voice was enough to stop you dead in your tracks. Your body froze at the sound, the sound you knew well. For four years, youâd heard it every single day: moaning about something Reed had done, flirting up a storm with you around every corner, ranting on and on about space. You had heard it moan your name, whisper âI love youâ into your skin in the dead of night like a sacred promise.
When you turned, there he was. Still in that blue and white spacesuit he donned the day he left, as if heâd just left yesterday. But that look, the one reserved only for you, was still soft on Johnny Stormâs face, even as his lips ticked up into that impeccable smile you knew so well.
It took a moment of silence, just staring, for your voice to finally find you again.
âIs this real, or am I sleep deprived?â
Johnny laughed, a sound that skipped your heart almost immediately. But that smile softened as your voice broke on every word, sobs already threatening to escape your throat.
âI mean, Iâm pretty sure Iâm real, but how sleep deprived are you? Lynne said youâve been sleeping in my bed, and as far as I know thatâs a damn comfortable bed-â
âYouâre actually here?â your voice cut through his words again, eyes wide as you took that most cautious of steps forward. âYouâreâŠyouâre alive?â
If it was even possible, Johnnyâs smile softened even more at your words. His arms stretched out, an open invitation.
âIâm here, baby. I thought I told you already, youâre stuck with me,â
That was all you needed to hear before practically flying across the room, launching yourself into Johnnyâs arms. He caught you, with ease. Heâd always catch you, and you knew that.
The warmth. It was the first thing you felt. His warmth enveloped you in its own separate hug, seeping into your skin and bones. A choked sob fell from your lips before you could stop it, arms curled around his broad shoulders and one hand desperately clinging into the short strands of Johnnyâs blonde hair. The wet trail of tears that soaked your cheeks was inevitable, soaking the skin of Johnnyâs neck as you buried your head into the crook of it, sobbing through each inhale of that familiar smell of just him.
A month of no little touches. No hugs, no hands brushing your lower back, no thumb dancing over the apple of your cheek. Johnnyâs arms felt like home, and god, you never wanted to leave them.
Johnnyâs voice was soft as he wrapped your body just as tightly into his own arms. One of those gloveless hands found its home right at the small of your back, while the other cradled the back of your head like something precious. Little whispers of âshhhâ accented every phrase muttered directly into your hairline, with every little kiss peppered to your skin: Iâm here. Weâre okay. I love you.
When the tears subsided, when the worst of the sobs left you, you finally managed to pull back from the now soaked crook of Johnnyâs neck. Hands resting on his chest, one over his heart and one over that embroidered âJ. Stormâ, you finally got a good look at those blue eyes prettier than the sea itself.
Then, you shoved him.
âWhoaâokay, what the hell?â clearly caught off guard, Johnny stumbled back just slightly, eyes wide as he looked at you.
âA month!â you practically shrieked, hands quickly shoving at his chest again. Johnny was slightly more prepared for it this time, but still stumbled back slightly. âA fucking month!â
âWhoa-! Okay, okay, I know, I know!â
âNo contact for a fucking month, Jonathan!â
âTo be fair, we were literally lightyears away-â
âYou couldâve been dead!â
âAs you can see, Iâm very much not dead,â his hands were ready this time, catching yours as you moved to shove him again. He clutched them in his, holding them tightly against his chest as he shot you an unimpressed look. âIf you could stop shoving me for two seconds, that would be really helpful.â
âI wonât stop, because Iâm fucking pissed at you-â
It was Johnnyâs turn to cut you off with a single tug on your hands. Stumbling into his chest, you didnât get another word out before he surged forward, connecting his lips with yours.
Your brain didnât want to give in, but it very quickly lost that battle to both your heart and your body. The air knocked straight from your lungs didnât matter the second you both collided, the feeling of Johnnyâs lips on yours better than oxygen itself. You tore your hands from his, curling them up around his neck in a desperate attempt to hold him as close as possible. Your body curved, molding itself into every part of him.
Johnny was no better. The desperation, the longing in each of his movements was prevalent. His hands grasped at every part of you they could: your arms, your waist, your hips, your thighs. No piece of you seemed good enough for him, no way to hold you close enough, as those heated and slightly chapped lips moved against yours as if devouring you whole. A meal he couldnât get enough of.
With every semblance of willpower left in your body, your fingers tugged on his hair slightly, separating you for even just a moment. Panting heavily, in sync with one another, you didnât want to know what you looked like to anyone else. Flushed skin, t-shirt falling off of one shoulder, eyes blown so wide the color almost couldnât be seen. Johnny was no better.
âY-You canât just keep kissing me every time Iâm pissed at you, Johnny,â
âItâs such an effective way at shutting you up, though,â he quipped, the stupidly handsome smirk back for just a moment as he dove back in for another kiss before you could retort. When he pulled away, the smirk was gone though, replaced with a face full of guilt as his lips pressed a featherlight mark to the tip of your nose, your forehead, and then to your cheek. âIâm sorry. We made the jump, shit went south, and we lost the FTL engine in the process. Ben had to slingshot us around a neutron starâa literal neutron starâjust so we could jump again. We didnât have comms until just a bit ago.â
âSomeone couldâve at least told me you were back,â you weakly tried to argue back, but all the fight had left you now that your brain had finally caught up with the present and accepted that Johnny was here. He was alive, he was okay, and he was with you.
His little smirk was back in seconds at your words, his glance turning to look back toward your workstation.
âHoney, I was standing right outside of that elevator watching you ignore Lynneâs hundredth call of the last hour. Sheâs been trying to tell you since we made contact with the Foundation that we were landing soon,â
You froze, cursing yourself in your head for ignoring that incessant alert, giving the man before you a sheepish smile in return.
âWellâŠoops?â
He laughed again, the sound like music to your ears. Johnny took one of your hands in his, bringing it to his lips as he ghosted small kisses over every knuckle of your hand. You just wanted to melt at the sight, a new round of tears threatening to fall as his gaze stayed locked with yours.
âIâm here, youâre okay,â
âI was so scared,â your admittance came out in a hush, sucking in a deep breath to try and stave off the tears again. âI was so scared you guys werenât coming back.â
âNo way I wasnât coming back to you, not when Iâve finally got you,â his words came easily, like it was the easiest thing in the world for him to say. With a single flick, he uncurled your fingers from your palm, placing a kiss there instead as his next words were mumbled straight into your skin, into your very being. âI wouldnât leave you. I promise.â
The way he said it, the conviction in his tone, you knew he meant it. A promise he couldnât keep, one he wouldnât know he could break until it happened, but a promise heâd fight tooth and nail to keep. For you.
âIâm amending my no flirting in the lab policy. Iâm adding in no public displays of affection,â
If your heart had broken to see Johnny in front of you again, it shattered once more when you turned to see Reed and Ben standing outside the elevator doors. Both still clad in their own blue and white space suits as well.
âCome on, weâve been waiting for these two to figure it out for ages,â Ben tried to reason with his best friend, the semblance of a smile pulling at his rocky lips for just a moment. âHe only talked about her every day for a month straight. Give them some leeway, Stretch.â
âMaybe,â Reed commented after a moment after humming in thought. âIt is quite nice to see Johnny so soft with someone-â
You hadnât let your mentor get another word out, crossing the room in seconds to tug him into a tight hug just like you had with Johnny.
The laughter of the boys in the room could be heard as Reed definitely froze in your arms, giving you a light hug back with a short pat against your shoulder blades. Deciding not to torture the man too much, you pulled away after a moment, before quickly slotting yourself into the hold of Benâs rocky form.
âGod, you guys canât do that to me again,â you muttered just loud enough for them all to hear, rubbing frantically at your face to try and keep another round of tears at bay. âI thought I was going insane.â
Ben shook his head, throwing a pointed look over your shoulder in Johnnyâs direction. âYou thought you were going insane? That one wouldnât shut up about you for a month. Love you, kid, but my God I was ready to toss him into space.â
âUh, given the way she just beat me up for almost not coming home, she probably wouldâve found a way to turn you from rock into dust if you did that, buddy,â
The noise of the twoâs playful argument was nothing to you as you locked eyes with the one last person youâd yet to see. Blonde hair pulled back, clad in the jumpsuit you knew she always wore under her flight suit, cradling something to her chest as she stood quietly behind the boys.
âSue,â her name fell from your lips in a breathless huff as you ducked under Benâs arm, walking quickly toward the woman. Sue smiled in your direction, turning just slightly to the side as she unwrapped the emergency thermal blanket bundled up against her chest.
âBefore you get ahead of yourself, thereâs someone you should meet,â
And God, was he beautiful. The most perfect little baby cradled right up against Sueâs chest. Wide little eyes like a doeâs, as blue as the ones you had fallen in love with years ago, taking in every little detail of the room. Little tufts of hair matted down to his forehead, body still cradled in the confines of the thermal blanket tucked around him.
Just before Sue, you came to a stop, resting a single hand on her arm. Eyes full of wonder, you couldnât take your eyes off the little baby now looking up at you.
âSueâŠoh my god, you gave birth in space,â
There was a short echo of laughter through the room. Sue joined in, before quickly maneuvering the little baby into her hands, passing him off into your own without warning.
âThis is Franklin. Franklin, this is your aunt,â
Holding little Franklin Richards in your arms was surreal. Cuddled into your chest, as if seeking out your warmth, those little blue eyes looked up at you like you were the greatest thing heâd ever seen. It was impossible not to let a little laugh slip past your lips, a tear leaving its trail down your cheek.Â
With just a single finger, you brushed the little hairs on his forehead back, trailing it down the side of his face. His little hand came up, tiny fingers wrapping just barely around your finger, holding it in his grasp as he babbled in your arms.
A hand wound its way around your hip, your body tugged back into the warmth of the one youâd come to recognize so easily. Your tear gaze met Johnnyâs. The softest smile youâd ever seen was on his face, an emotion swirling in his eyes, as he looked down on your and his nephew, that youâd only come to put a label on a month ago: love.
He pressed a kiss to the side of your head, fingers flexing against your hip, before he placed another kiss to the same spot: firmer, longer.
That was the moment you looked up to the rest of the team, your family, as they stood in front of you now. Behind the tiredness in their eyes, the bags under Reed and Sueâs eyes, you could finally see it written across their features. The notes of terror in Sueâs eyes as she looked down at her son in your arms. The way that Ben looked as if heâd aged a thousand years, carrying the weight of the world on his shoulders suddenly. The guilt that racked each of Reedâs features, followed by a quiet determination youâd come to know so well.
Thatâs when the pieces of the puzzle finally snapped together in your head.
âOh godâŠyou couldnât stop him, could you?â
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If you had thought that Reed was obsessive over scanning Sue repeatedly while she was pregnant, you had yet to see this side of Reed Richards.
The side that came out when a being predating the universe itself, who hailed himself as the Devourer of Worlds, was threatening to destroy the Earth in what could only be mapped out as a matter of weeks, or even days. Top that off with that same being wanting little baby Franklin Richards for himself, to use him as some kind of successor to his powerâŠyeah, maybe you could slightly understand Reedâs obsessive nature in this sense.
Reed hadnât let you leave the lab in a matter of three days since they had returned from space. Not that you tried to, wanting just as badly to find a solution that didnât involve having to give up a child to some kind of space god. Every night youâd passed out on the couches in front of the chalkboards, long after you had forced Reed to retire for the night and go see his wife and son, promising yourself that youâd scan every note, every equation of his, in hopes of seeing something the smartest man in the world couldnât see.
Every morning, youâd awoken on the lab couch instead of the floor, draped in the blanket that you knew usually sat folded at the end of Johnnyâs bed. Even his scent clung to the fireproof fabric, invading your senses, your body begging you to simply go upstairs to him.
You had just gotten him back and now youâd been without him again for three days. It was worth it, though. You had to help Reed find an answer, something that would protect this little family you had found. Your DNA was as normal as it could be, untouched by cosmic rays. You couldnât help protect them in the way they could protect you, protect the world, but you could do this: help them find a solution. Comb every ounce of data available to you, find something, anything, that could point them in the direction of a solution.
âAnd you see that building over there? Thatâs the Empire State Building. Almost 1,500 feet to the very tippy top, and I once watched your uncle fly circles around the top of it,â
Little Franklin Richards babbled some kind of nonsense in your arms, tapping his tiny hand against the glass overlooking the skyline of New York from the living room.
Sue had practically dragged you out of the lab somewhere around 8 at night, telling you to get proper rest somewhere that wasnât the floor or couch of the lab. You chose to ignore her side remark about how she assumed that wasnât going to be in the guest room. Reed had gotten a scolding next, a promise from his wife that if he wasnât upstairs by 9:30 she was coming back for him, too. And the beautiful, innocent sight that was little Franklin in your arms was enough for your break from the lab to be worth it.
âCentral Park is that way,â you guided the little babyâs gaze to the right of the darkened skyline, smiling as he followed your gaze. Sue was in the kitchen just feet away, preparing something for Reed to eat when she inevitably dragged him out of the lab. âWay over there, streets and streets away. One time, I watched your uncles throw hot dogs at each other on Bethesda Terrace for ten minutes. They just kept buying them to throw them at each other, your mommy was really over it.â
The cutest of noises left the little baby. That grabby hand came back to you, clutching to the edges of your blouse as those blue eyes looked up at you, wide and beautiful. The sight alone stretched your smile even wider, reaching up a single finger to swipe against the edge of his nose.
âDonât worry, your uncles are trouble makers when theyâre together. Youâll get to see all their shenanigans for the rest of your life,â
If we live that long.
âSeeing you holding a baby is invoking some feelings I didnât know I had. Is this, like, a secret kink or something?â
The thought that infiltrated your head was gone in seconds, replaced with a playful eyeroll as Johnny stepped up to your side. He leaned over your side, pinching at his nephewâs cheek, before meeting your waiting gaze.
âReally? Can you not be inappropriate around your nephew for, maybe, three seconds?â
The second the words left your lips, you regretted them. Johnny dramatically began to count to three as she shoved your hip as hard as you could into his. It only drew a laugh from him, his hands coming to curl around your hip with a squeeze.
âHe canât understand it, thereâs no harm! See, watch: Franklin, do you care that Iâm trying to explain to your aunt how incredibly sexy I find her at all times?â even your eyeroll was accented with a grin you desperately tried to bite back. Franklin simply blinked up at Johnny, who threw his hand out to the side in a shrug. âSee? No harm, no foul. Heâs none the wiser.â
âDoesnât mean you should talk like that in front of him,â
âSweetheart,â god, you hated how easily he could make your heart skip a beat. âHeâs, like, a month old. Heâs not going to remember this conversation in the slightest, until I inevitably repeat it for the rest of my life.â
That drew a laugh out of you. His hand never strayed from its place against your hip as you turned in his hold, now facing him head on so you could fully see that shit-eating smirk on his lips.
âYouâre lucky I love you, Johnny Storm,â that simple statement was enough to turn that smirk into a softened smile, reserved just for you. It didnât stop the pointed look you shot him, though, as you adjusted your hold on baby Franklin. âBut get those thoughts out of your head. We said I love you, that doesnât mean Iâm having a baby with you.â
âRight, right, makes sense. Iâm thinking we revisit that conversation in about a year,â
âJohnny-â
âYouâre so right. God, youâre just a genius, baby,â he cut in again, snapping his fingers as that smile shifted back to that playful smirk. âIt's too soon, I have to put a ring on it and keep you all to myself for a bit first. Iâll have to ask Sue where momâs ring is, though, she always said mom wanted me to give it to someone someday. Weâll put the baby conversation on track for the year and a half to two year range.â
As absurd as a conversation it was, it was enough to draw short laughter from you once again.
He was so good at doing that, so good as simply shifting your train of thought, of making you laugh and smile until your cheeks hurt. Heâd always been good at it, and you were ready to forever curse yourself for being so scared that you deprived the both of you of this for four years.
âIâŠreally do love you. So much, itâs kind of concerning,â
âAnd Iâve missed the hell out of you these past few nights,â Johnny turned to Franklin quickly, whispering a quick âsorryâ for his swearing as he dropped a kiss to his little forehead, before one of his hands cupped your cheek. You leaned into the feeling as if it was second nature already. âI finally come home and my girl locks herself away in the lab with my brother-in-law? Sleeps there, too, to the point where I have to carry her to the couch every night. Youâre killing me, baby, my entire room smells like you but you arenât in it!â
âWell, someone has to try and keep Reed in line while heâs trying to decipher the composition of Galactus and find a way to stop him from devouring the worldâŠâÂ
You hated talking about it. Knowing he was out there somewhere in the universe, slowly moving his ship toward Earth on his conquest to destroy the world you knew. To take the innocent child in your arms away.
âHey, weâre all helping,â Johnny cut in, fingers squeezing at your jawline just slightly as you brought your attention back to him. âIâm trying to find him some kind of a crank-shaft thing to solve the problem.â
âA lever, Johnny,â laughter bubbled out of your as you shook your head at him. âThe law of levers. We talked about this.â
âYeah, law of levers. From that Achilles guy-â
âItâs Archimedes-â
âIt started with an A, I was close enough. Point is, weâll find a way to solve the problem, just like we always do,â your chin was pinched between Johnnyâs thumb and forefinger as he dipped his head closer to yours, breath fanning out over your lips. âDoesnât mean you can hide from me for days, baby. Youâre like a drug, and Iâm having some serious withdrawals.â
When he stole a kiss from you then, silencing the laughter that once again tumbled from your lips, you didnât hesitate to melt into him. The warmth of his hand as it cradled your jawline, thumb rubbing the most gentle circles against your cheek. The soft touch of his lips as they slanted over yours, pressing into you with every ounce of love he could convey in a single touch.
It was enough to hate yourself for locking yourself away for three days, trying to solve a problem larger than life itself. Because if the world was going to end, you wanted to know every spare moment you had was spent in his arms, with his kiss searing itself into your skin.
The kiss was over much sooner than you ever wouldâve liked it to be, Johnnyâs lips practically torn from yours. Your eyes popped open just in time to see Johnny now just two feet away, pressed against the windows of the living room, that familiar rainbow shimmer hovering in the air in front of him to hold him in place.
When little baby Franklin clapped his hands, you had to cover your mouth with the one hand not holding him to conceal your laughter.
âAbsolutely not,â Sueâs voice cut in, now just a few feet away from you both. Her hand was stretched toward her brother, still holding him in place against the window, with her eyes narrowed. âNo funny business in front of my son, Johnny.â
âSue, he was literally made with funny business,â the unimpressed look that you and Sue both shot at him was practically identical. âWhat is life without funny business? Speaking ofâReed can stretchâŠeverything, canât he? When you guys were making Franklin, did he-â
âJonathan, I advise you donât finish your sentence,â
You laughed at the antics of the Storm siblings, joining Sue at her side to hand her back her wiggling son. It was then that she finally dropped her hand, letting Johnny off of the window to take Franklin into her arms again. The way his little smile seemed to brighten just from being in his motherâs arms was unmistakable.
âThanks for finally figuring out whatever is going on between you two,â Sue nodded her head toward Johnny with a soft smile to you. âIâve been rooting for it. Plus, maybe youâll be able to actually keep him in line.â
âCome on, now, she always has!â Johnny called after his sister, who was stalking back across the room to grab the food sheâd made for Reed, no doubt to take it down to him in the lab. The warmth of Johnnyâs hand rested against your lower back as he found his way to your side once more.
Left alone in the living room with just the man behind you now, you didnât hesitate to lean back into his touch. You could feel the rumble in his chest from his laughter, a gentle kiss placed to the side of your head,before suddenly you were swept straight off your feet.
A yelp escaped your throat as Johnny threw you over his shoulder like it was nothing. Arms locked around your thighs to hold you in place, Johnny didnât say a word and simply stalked across the room toward the stairs
âJohnny!â you exclaimed, bracing yourself against his back and shoulders so that you didnât slip out of his hold. âI should get back to Reed, you canât just kidnap me!â
âUh, I can, and I did,â was his simple response as he began the trek up the staircase toward the bedrooms. âHeâs gotten enough of your time, itâs my turn with the pretty assistant.â
You couldnât argue with him. Truthfully, you didnât want to argue with him. You missed him, and if this was the end of the world, right here in his arms was exactly where you wanted to be. Itâs where you needed to be.
It was impossible to decipher the look on Benâs face when you both passed him in the hallway, fresh out of the bathroom. Johnny gave him a simple greeting, walking past him as if there was nothing unusual about the sight before him. When you were face to face with him, you could only offer the rocky man a sheepish smile.
Ben only shook his head, mumbling something about âkeeping the noise downâ, before he disappeared to his own bedroom.
Johnny dropped you at the foot of his bed, grinning down at you as your back jumped against the mattress below you. With one hand on his hip in a mocking stance of authority, he pointed down at you.
âYou make yourself comfortable. You basically made my bedroom yours while I was gone, so just pretend it is yours anyways,â you could only roll your eyes fondly in response. âIâm about to take the worldâs quickest shower, and if your adorable ass isnât in this room when I get back Iâm going to burn Reedâs lab to the ground.â
You didnât have the heart to argue that burning Reedâs lab was impossible, given that Reed had custom designed everything in this building to be fireproof in the last 4 years. Instead, you only gave him a mock salute, one that seemed to satisfy him, before he practically ran back into the hallway with a slam of the bathroom door.
The only thing saving your mind from wandering was the linens beneath your skin, still teeming with the unmistakable scent of Johnny that lingered everywhere in the room.
With your blouse and pants discarded into a pile on the opposite end of the room, you didnât hesitate to slip into one of Johnnyâs grey sweaters that he typically wore in the winter. It hung loosely around your shoulders, the one side almost slipping off your arm, and hung low enough to just barely cover your panties-clad bottom half.
One glance around the room was enough to calm your mind for a moment, too. Youâd stayed there for the month without him because it was the only place in the entire building where you could just be surrounded by him. The shelving by his closet, decorated with memorabilia and the framed photo of him taken before their first launch into space. The bookshelf of records, with The Wonder of You perched right on top. The record itself had been played almost on a loop some days when you missed him the most, one phrase of his stuck on an endless repeat in your head.
I donât ever think Iâll get over the miracle that is youâŠloving me.
There was also the obnoxious painting of him on the wall opposite of the bed. A pretentious gesture to have a painting of your own face hung on your bedroom wall, but such a Johnny move that deep down inside you found it endearing.
The moon hung high in the sky over New York as you stepped up to the window of the darkened room, letting its light bathe over you. It hung just behind the Excelsior, highlighting the damage across the ship in its light. A frown crawled its way to your lips at the sight: the siding torn, the windows cracked, the hull misshapen from the pull of lightspeed space travel. A reminder that they barely escaped, that they barely came back to you.
Your eyes flickered down to the streets, so far below. Even from the high vantage point in the building, you could still make out the people below. The mobs that had begun to form since they had returned, demanding Sue and Reed give up their son in exchange for the planet. The talk shows that called them selfish, the radio hosts who spoke as if they knew what had happened in space, the impossible position your family had been put in. The people who would never understand your family, who would never understand the lives theyâve sacrificed in order to protect them these last four years. What theyâve given up to become the worldâs protectors.
These people didnât know shit, and theyâd been pissing you off since theyâd begun to form outside on the streets below.
It was the papers hanging on the far window that caught your eye, dragging it away from the ship and the people below. You took a step over to stand before them, flicking on the lamp sitting just beside the window to get a better view.
Johnnyâs handwriting had never been the neatest, but you knew it well. The alphabet was strewn across multiple pages, lines connecting certain letters to a phrase written in a language you had never seen before. Taking a glance around all of the pages, that alien language seemed common among every page, as if Johnny had been building new words the more he connected that one phrase to certain letters.
As if a lightbulb went off in your head, you turned on your heel quickly to step up to the record player behind you. Thankfully, under a few other records, lied the one you had handed Johnny that day in the lab a month ago. The second you dropped the needle down onto it, as it slid into the grooves etched into the record, that same alien language sounded through the room: the same thing written across the papers in front of you.
Her language. The Heraldâs. Johnny had said something about it on some trip into the lab the day before, before Reed had gathered everyone to explain the little information the two of you were able to gather from Herbieâs samples from their trip to converse with Galactus. Sheâd said something to himâŠnow, he was reconstructing her entire language from a single phrase.
âYou genius, genius boy,â you couldnât help but mutter to yourself, overwhelming love and pride blooming deep within your chest, before you turned on your heel to stalk back into the hallway.
You didnât bother knocking on the bathroom door. Shutting it quietly behind you, a soft smile overtook your face at the sound of Johnny humming to himself from behind the curtain.
Whatever was driving you right now, you didnât even know. Whether it was seeing the lengths that heâd go to in order to protect the people he loved, like reconstructing an entire alien language, or the threat of the world ending in a matter of days, all you wanted was him in the end of it all.
Sweater and panties discarded into a heap with Johnnyâs own clothing by the sink, your fingers curled around the edge of the bathroom curtain, pulling it back just slightly. The humming ceased as Johnny looked up, startled for just a moment before his gaze landed on you. His gaze trailed down the length of your body, and you could almost see his pupils dilate in real time. That handsome, heartbreaking smile of his returned as he held out a soapy hand in your direction. You took it without hesitation.
The water was hot, almost on the verge of scalding since Johnny didnât understand the concept of what was truly hot or not anymore. The water temperature didnât matter to you, not in the slightest. Johnny only watched quietly as you curled yourself around his bare body, hands sliding up into his wet strands of hair. His own hands curled around your waist, tugging you under the stream of water with him.
âThis is a bit of a surprise appearance,â his voice was quiet in the intimate moment under the pouring water from the shower head. âTo what do I owe the pleasure of your gorgeous company?â
âJust wanted to be with you,â was all you could manage to say. You were too wrapped up in those blue eyes, the gaze that was entirely fixed on you since the moment you appeared around the curtain. âAndâŠwanted to tell you that youâre a genius. I saw the papers on your window.â
The smile on his face immediately turned sheepish. It always had over the years whenever you complimented him like that. Johnny Storm was used to being complimented on the way he looked, but when it came to someone complimenting him on that genius brain of his, he never did quite know how to take it.
âI-Itâs probably stupid and wonât help-â
You surged forward, slotting your lips against his in a passionate kiss. Your fingers tugged just so on the strands of his wet hair threaded between them. His chest rumbled with a groan at the feeling, his grip against your hips tightening as he pulled you until every inch of your bare skin was pressed to his. You didnât miss the twitch of him pressed against your abdomen.
âItâs not stupid,â your words were mumbled against his lips, stealing another breathtaking kiss from him before you fully pulled away to look up at him. If his eyes were dilated before, then you hadnât seen them after a kiss.
Johnny stood silently for a second, mouth dropped open just slightly in shock.
âDidâŠdid you just kiss me to shut me up? I thought that was my thing?â
âNo, you keep kissing me when Iâm mad at you. I kissed you to stop whatever self-deprecating thing you were about to say,â one of your hands slid back down the side of his neck, over his collarbone, and came to rest right over his heart. The thump against his chest was comforting to hear, even as it beat slightly faster than it ever would normally. âItâs a genius idea. To know what it is she might be saying, especially when her language is all over those deep space transmissions weâve been receiving, you could be well on your way to figuring out the exact piece we didnât even know we needed to figure out a solution.â
That smile, full of wonder, quickly shifted up into a smirk for just a moment. Your eyes were already prepared to roll, even though your smile was still bright across your lips.
âSo, what youâre saying isâŠI found the lever?â
You laughed: lighthearted, free, full of the most joy you had felt in weeks. You swore you could feel Johnnyâs heart skip a beat under your hand.
âYes, Johnny. I think you may have just found us a lever of some sorts,â
His laughter mixed with your own as he pulled you back into him, peppering a thousand kisses to every inch of skin in his reach. Your cheek, to your neck, right over your pulse point, and down to your collarbones and across your bare shoulders. The water from the showerhead still beat down on your both as you curled your hand further into his hair, nails trailing over his scalp.
âYou're one of the only people who has ever believed in me like that,â his words were soft as they were mumbled into your shoulder, almost drowned out by the water. âSue always has, but not the way you believe in me. You have since the day you walked in, and always made sure to remind me around every corner.â
With a little tug to his blonde hair, you brought Johnnyâs face back to yours. He didnât seem sad, per say, but there was the slightest hint of melancholy throughout those handsome features you adored so much. Like he was thinking back on all the times he was belittled by someone, the times when the press reduced him to nothing but a playboy.
âBecause you deserve to hear how brilliant you are. You donât have the absurd amount of degrees that Reed has, but you are one of the brightest people that Iâve ever met,â the tip of your nose just barely brushed against his as you leaned in, beads of water trailing down the side of your face and dripping from your chin. âIt also didnât help that I was quite taken with you from the get go.â
âYou did a semi-decent job of hiding it for four years,â
âDid I, though?â
âYeah, or else I wouldâve fucked you years ago,â
âWell-â
Any retort that couldâve possibly fell from your lips was swallowed by Johnnyâs heated kiss.
As long as he always kissed you like this, youâd happily let him shut you up mid sentence forever.
Johnnyâs hands were greedy, trailing over every inch of your skin that they could. His tongue dipped just past your lips, mingling with yours as his hands made their way up your sides. Even in the heat of the shower, those heated hands of his still left goosebumps along your skin as they traveled up.
It didnât take long for one hand to cup your breast fully. His thumb flicked over your already hardened nipple as his fingers squeezed into the plump flesh around it. The moan that cascaded from your lips was swallowed by his own groan of pleasure, and hopefully drowned out by the water itself. His lips found your jawline, nipping at your skin before they trailed a heavenly heat down your neck. His teeth sunk in gently, but firmly, leaving a mark right where the last had just finally fully healed over.
âMissed this. Missed you,â he practically groaned the words into your neck. Johnnyâs free hand quickly found its way lower, taking hold of the back of your thigh in order to hike it up around his waist, giving himself the perfect opportunity to ground himself up and into your core. Already soaked, already desperate for him, your head fell back with a moan, thankful for his hold on you keeping you upright in the midst of the water beating down on you both. âThought about you every day up there, just you. Holding you, kissing you, telling you how much I love you.â
God, you loved this man. More than anything. You werenât sure words could accurately explain it anymore, so instead you chose the Johnny route: show him.
Dropping your leg from his hold, you were just barely able to find the leverage to spin the two of you out from under the showerhead. The cold never hit your skin, too warmed up from the heat that radiated from Johnny himself. With a gentle push, his back met with the shower wall.
His wide blue eyes never left you as you slowly sank to your knees between his legs. You didnât miss the twitch in his cock either the second you were level with it.
âBaby, what are you doing?â
âWhat you did to me before you left: showing you how much I love you,â one palm splayed across his thigh for leverage, your free hand came up to hold his length. A shudder visibly ran through his body the second your skin touched the sensitive skin of his pulsing cock, your gaze locked onto his. âYou told me to save this for when you came back. A âsaving the worldâ gift, I think is how you described it?â
His adamâs apple bobbed as he swallowed, laughing lightly to himself.
âYeah, but Galactus kind of told us to fuck off. Also, he kind of induced Sue into labor and tried to steal my nephew, so Iâm not sure Iâve really earned this-â
Johnny cut his own words off the second you gave a single squeeze to the length still resting in your hand. Leaning in, you rested your cheek directly against it, lips so tantalizingly close, eyes still innocently trained up on him, even if every thought in your head was far from innocent anymore.
âDo you want me to get off my knees, or do you want the blowjob, Jonathan?â
He huffed out another laugh. His one hand came to cup your cheek for just a moment, fingers pressing firmly into your skin.
âBaby, if I ever say no to you on your knees, I want you to douse me with a fire extinguisher"
You buried your laughter in the kiss you placed right along his v-line. The tufts of blonde hair that trailed down the pronounced lines tickled at your skin as you lavished kiss after kiss into his skin, desperate to show him your love just like he had to you that night.
The hand that was on your cheek left, finding its place instead against the back of your head as he let out a sharp intake of breath as your lips glided over every inch of his skin along his lower abdomen. Johnny fingers didnât curl into your hair, didnât tug, his hand simply sat there and caressed you. Still holding you as if you were the most precious thing in the world to him. It lied in wait for you to give him the okay.
Johnnyâs moans mixed with the beating of the water against the floor of the shower, half of your body still positioned under the stream of water. That cock, hot with need and throbbing in your hand, twitched the second you gave him a single tug along his entire length. You swiped your thumb gentlyâbut firmlyâover the tip, spreading the beads of precum that had collected there across the sensitive, flushed deep pink head.
âI-I donât remember teasing you like this,â he stuttered over his words, something Johnny didnât do often. It brought a smirk to your lips in seconds.
âYou didnât,â was your simple answer. Your gaze met his through hooded eyelids, thumb still rubbing just perfectly against the head of his cock, allowing you the perfect sight of his mouth dropping open in another low moan. âConsider this retribution for disappearing into space for a month.â
âI thought we talked about that-â
Johnny's own words were cut off by his own loud, uncontrolled moan the second your tongue darted out to lick a stripe straight up the head of his cock. Sweet, smooth, and addicting the second you had a single taste.
Whatever quip dared to fall from Johnnyâs lips ended the second your lips closed around the tip, his cock laid flat against your tongue as you took as much as you could in a single go. It wasnât enoughâit would never be enoughâyou wanted more. You needed more.
âFucking hell, baby,â he rasps out, breath hitching the second your tongue reaches further down his length, swiping along every inch of him you can take into your mouth. His hand still lies on the back of your head, still hesitating there, still hovering. âYouâre going to be the death of me.â
You want to argue back, about how thatâs the exact opposite of what you wanted. What you wanted was him alive, for a very long time, so you could spend the rest of your life showering him in praise and love.
Saying any of that would mean removing him from your mouth, though, and you were already too lost in a sea of pleasure to let go. Not until he was bursting with pleasure at the seams, until youâd shown him how much you loved him. How much you adored him.
Johnny was big, youâd known it the moment heâd entered you and filled you in a way that surely ruined you for anyone else on this earth. In the entire galaxy. Youâd never be able to take every inch of him, as much as you wanted to. Even though you wanted to devour him whole, to have him writhing in ecstasy in the palms of your hands.
Instead, you let your hand work over the rest of his lengthâtwisting, caressing every part that you couldnât sloppily take within the warmth of your mouth. Your tongue salved over every stretch of skin it could reach, gliding down the prominent vein throbbing along the side of his length as your head bobbed back and forth along his shaft.
âBabyâJesus fucking ChristâI think youâre actually trying to kill me,â he groaned out, words lost in the sound of rushing water and the sound of your head bobbing back and forth.
His fingers curled again, before unfurling, still not crossing that line. The hand you were using for leverage against his thigh came up to grasp his hand in your own, forcing his fingers to curl into the soaking wet strands of your hair without ever removing yourself from his twitching, aching shaft.
For just a moment, you stopped, the groan he let out indicating just how badly he didnât want you to. Johnny hips canted forward just slightly, as if he was still restraining himself.
Your eyes glanced up at him, his cock still enveloped in the warmth of your mouth and resting against your flattened tongue. You didnât need to have a mirror to know how much of a mess you were in the momentâremnants of makeup strewn across your cheeks from the water and steam, skin flushed red from the heat, spit dribbling out of your mouth and down your chin.
Johnny was no better. He was unraveling, and it was clear in his eyes. They were blown wide, hiding any semblance of the blue you loved so much. His mouth hung open in bliss, chest heaving with pants. His fingers flexed into your hair just slightly.
You forced him to grip them tighter, and he finally seemed to get the hintâyou trusted him completely. There was no one else youâd rather be at the mercy of.
His fingers curled, tugging on the strands. For a moment it stung, but that pain soon gave way to pleasure. The moan that fell from your lips vibrated around his shaft, causing his fingers to flex once more against your scalp, dragging you even closer, forcing himself just slightly deeper within your mouth and profanities to fall from his lips like a song.
âFuckâshitâfuck baby,â Johnny threw his head back against the tile of the shower, hand against your head guiding you back and forth, keeping the rhythm you had already set the pace for. âIf this is what I get for not saving the world, I kind of want to find out what happens when I do.â
You wanted to roll your eyes at his antics. Instead, you pressed yourself forward further, inviting him deeper into your mouth until he filled every crevice of you that existed. That was enough to shut him up for the moment, as his moans grew louder.
Letting go of control, you let him guide the pace. Everything about it was sloppyâobsceneâthe way your head bobbed back and forth along his shaft, slick with your spit. Your lips were swollen, puckered around him as you sucked in your cheeks just a tad, feeling the twitch of his cock within your mouth once again at your sudden change in pressure.
âSweetheartâoh my godâIâm not going to last like this,â
It only spurred you on. Taking back just a bit of the control from the hand gripping your hair, you bobbed your head up and down along his length as quickly as you could.
The furthest parts of him were still enveloped in your hands, still being twisted and tugged and now slick with your spit as well. You lost yourself in the pleasure, tongue gliding up and down every ridge and vein of his throbbing cock. Your chest heaved with a gag, the head of his cock reaching as far back as your body could possibly allow him to. All it did was spur you on, another moan falling from your lips, gargled by the sound you made as you dragged yourself back and forth across him.
Another moan fell from Johnnyâs lipsâyour name. It was sinful, the way your name sounded on his lips in this moment of pleasure. The coil of heat within you that had been winding itself up since youâd dropped to your knees tightened, and you knew without ever touching yourself that you were completely soaked, aching for this man you loved more than anything.
âFuckâbabyâI canât. I canât, Iâm goingâIâm going to-â
Pushing yourself to your absolute limit, you took him as far back as you could, forcing back that gag that your body tried to heave from you. Hands taking hold of his thighs, nails digging into his skin, both of his hands found your hair in an instant as the downright delicious moan was practically choked out of him. His cock twitched, his hands gripping to your hair as tightly as possible, before he finally spilled every drop held within him into your awaiting mouth.
Slightly saltier than the precum you had licked straight off of him, but still with a hint of sweetness to it. Still just as addicting to youâthe proof of how good you could make him feel, of how good you had made him feel. And, eagerly, you swallowed every drop that he gave you.
Johnnyâs hands within your hair tugged you back gently, letting his cock slide back down your tongue before it fell past your lips with a slight pop. Your body heaved, taking in a deep breath of air once again, trying to catch your breath. Johnny heaved above you, too, the sound of your heavy breathing mixing with the shower, the temperature of the water having dropped slightly now with how long youâd been under the running water.
âCome here,â
In contrast to everything else heâd said in the heat of the momentâso raspy, so riddled with pleasure and desire and lustâhis words were soft. That coil of heat in you was still wound tight, but that familiar sound of his softened voice had your heart skipping a beat. Something he could so easily do.
His hands grasped yours as Johnny tugged you slowly back up to your feet. Your knees buckled just slightly on the way up, but Johnnyâs arm was quick to wrap around your waist, molding you to him to hold you upright.
âWas that good?â your question left your lips quietly, his lips pressing a series of kisses to your temple.
âBetter than every dream Iâve ever had about it,â was Johnny's quick response. Hand cradling your cheek, his thumb drawing over the outline of your lips as soft laughter bubbled up from you at his comment. âGod, I love you so much.â
Both of your lips found one another, searching blindly with eyes already closed as the constant stream of water beat down over you both. Johnnyâs teeth dragged over your bottom lip, taking the skin of your lip between his teeth in a quick bite, his kiss there to soothe the sting before you could utter a single groan.
Johnnyâs lips never left yours as he spun you, pressing your back up against the cool shower wall this time where heâd just been. A shiver ran straight up your spine from the coolness of the tiles against your skin, before those heated hands trailed up and down your sides. Around your hips, to your lower back, filling you with warmth as his lips greedily moved against yours still slick with your own spit.
The heat that spread through your body was unbearable. It was driven by lust, by love, by the pure need to feel him in every sense of the world. To have Johnny Storm as close to you as humanly possible. You hike one leg up around his hip, ankle pressing into his lower back, as you ground yourself into him.Â
An almost primal growl seemed to emit from somewhere within Johnny at the sound, a warning as his hands flexed against your hips to lock you in place against the tile wall. His mouth found your jawline, nipping just barely at your skin.
âYouâre going to have to give me a minute to recover here, baby. Think you sucked my soul straight out of me,â your chest rumbled with another round of laughter as he nipped at the skin right beneath your jawline again. You could feel his smile against your skin. âYou did! If you donât give me a minute, I wonât be able to ravish you the way I want to.â
A retort died on your lips as his own moved down, laying kisses against your neck. Soft, gentle, filled with love and passion in every single press of his lips to your skin. You let your hand curl into his wet hair, to glide through the strands and let you nails scratch against his scalp, immersing yourself in the feeling of simply being held by Johnny Storm. Being loved by Johnny Storm.
Then, it happened again: he hummed. You heard it, you felt it right against your neck, and it was impossible not to let tears prick your eyes as you recognized the song once again. That same songâyour song.
I guess I'll never know the reason why you love me as you do. That's the wonder, the wonder of you.
âDid I ever tell you?â Johnny's voice cut through his own humming, head still buried into the crook of your neck. âDid I tell you when I knew I was in love with you?â
You willed the tears away as they threatened to fall, overwhelmed by the sheer amount of love you felt in your heart. All you could manage was a shake of your head, answered with another kiss to the column of your throat.
âI thought you were the prettiest thing in the world those first few months you worked for Reed. Turned on the charm, pulled out every trick in the book, and none of it worked,â another open-mouthed kiss was pressed to your neck. âThen, I came into the lab one day. I had an idea for the suits before we went up that first time. Drew up some shitty looking plans for my idea, too, was just some extra strapping around the legs to give us more mobility. I thought the current ones wouldnât let us move our legs much. Reed dismissed me, telling me nothing else needed added to the suits. Then, I came back down for a fitting one day, just to see those exact straps I designed added to each of the suits, and none other than you shuffling your papers at your workstation to cover up my designs that Iâd left down there.â
You remembered it well, as if it had happened yesterday. The look of dejection on Johnnyâs face was clear as day as Reed dismissed him, already happy with the design of the suits as is. That look was burned into your brain as you stayed the night that night in the lab, looking over every aspect of Johnnyâs terribly drawn plans to execute them perfectly on the suits.
Reed had come down that following morning and seen the changes. Heâd said nothing at first, just examined them, before he gave a little nod of his head and approved of your changes. Youâd been quick to tell him they were Johnnyâs changes, the ones he had dismissed.
That was the same day you were sure Reedâs opinion on you changed as well, that maybe he didnât resent the idea of having an assistant anymore. Not when you went out of your way to do something like that for his family.
âThatâs when I knew,â Johnny continued, lips following his same trail back up to your jawline before ghosting over your cheek. Still cradling you as if you were the most precious treasure the earth had ever seen. âI took one look at you, hiding those papers, and my heart skipped a beat. And suddenly I was just thinking to myselfâŠshit, Iâm about to fall in love with this girl.â
You took a deep breath, letting his words settle within you, before you spoke.
âIt started a long time ago, butâŠI admitted it after the funeral,â his eyes came back to yours as he pulled his head back to look down on you now. You let your hand stray from his hair, fingertips ghosting over every feature on his faceâfrom the curve of his brow to the outline of his lips, memorizing every single piece of him. You werenât sure if it was a tear that fell down your cheek, or another droplet of water. âI admitted it to myself, and then I locked it away. It terrified me.â
âIt terrified you to love me?â
âYes, because I knew you could break me,â a short laugh left your lips, accenting your words. âThe names the media always called you werenât who you were, but you did always have a reputation. I knew that. Johnny loves space, Johnny loves womenâŠhow could Johnny ever love me? If you didnât, I knew it would break me, shatter me like I was a fragile pane of glass.â
Those blue eyes trailed down to your lips, his thumb tracing your lips, fingers holding your chin within their grasp.
âWhat changed?â
âThe end of the world. It made me realizeâŠIâd let you break my heart if it meant I got to love you, even if it was only for a moment,â
Johnnyâs lips found yours without another word, slotting them right where they belonged. Where you never wanted them to leave.
His hand curled around your neck, the other your hip to mold your body to the tiled wall, his own fitting perfectly into the space against yours. One leg still hiked over his hip, his length pressed into your core with a single roll of his hipsâhard, hot, and throbbing once more.
Your mouth opened on instinct, inviting him in. Johnny took the invitation in seconds, letting his tongue delve in to mix with yours, to taste every inch of you available. The moan that tumbled from your lips swallowed by his own, drowned out by his own deep groan.
The hand cradling your neck trailed down your body: from your neck, to your chest, along your hardened nipple, and down your abdomen until it curled around your thigh. The heat trail left along your skin bloomed, goosebumps traveling up and down your arms. His hand splayed across your thigh, fingers finding purchase in your skin as he hiked your leg around his waist, allowing your ankles to cross behind his back. Suspended, pressed against every inch of him, at his mercy.
âI wonât break it. Iâd never break it,â his words were moaned against your lips, his cock dragging through your soaked folds with every drag of his hips against yours. You desperately tried to conceal the mewls that fell from your lips with every delicious drag of him against you, every catch of his head against your opening. âNot sure if I made this clear yet, but youâre it for me, sweetheart.â
âThatâs a bold statement to make,â you whispered, breath fanning out over his lips as your eyes locked with his.
Johnny smirked, eyes never leaving yours, as the head of his cock caught along your opening with another roll of his hips.
âI know, you make me do some crazy things. Thereâs not a thing I wouldnât do for you,â
Your brain couldnât even reflect, to think back on that night in the kitchen weeks ago when heâd said those words to you the first time, before he sunk into you with one single push of his hips.
There was no adjustment needed. No sting. No need to prepare. Your body welcomed every inch of him with a single stroke, like your walls were already carved for him and him alone. Cried left your lips in seconds, hands curling into his hair once again for something to hold onto as you messily slammed your lips back to his, melting into the feel of him as his hands dug marks into the skin of your hips.
âPleaseâplease, please please,â were the only words you were able to cry out, babbling them over and over as you clawed at him, trying to bring him even closer, as if it was possible. It was your teeth that then took his bottom lip between them, biting down just hard enough to bring a groan from his mouth. âPlease, Johnny, please, please-â
He pulled his hips back without warning, just the tip barely lodged within your walls, before he drove back in. Hilt buried as deep as your body would allow, his hips pressed to yours, grounding up against you as you threw your head back against the tiled wall. Johnnyâs heated lips trailed back down to your neck, a place you were sure heâd live if he could.
âI got you, baby,â he muttered through gritted teeth, another mark placed upon your neck by his mouth. His hips snapped back again, driving along the heat of your walls, star forming in the corners of your vision once more. âFuck, baby, I got you.â
Your hands never left his hair, curled around the dampened strands. Tugging in time with every gasp of pleasure that tumbled from your lips, with every cry of his name like a prayer into the streaming water over your bodies.
His hips drove into you at a maddening pace. Pulling himself almost the entire way back before driving to the deepest depths that he could reach. A chorus of profanities tumbled from his lips into your neck, littering your skin with calls of pure pleasure and ecstasy. Johnny hands heated themselves just a hint, enough to draw another gasp from your lips, as they curled around each cheek of your ass, gripping the flesh beneath his palms like it was the only thing keeping him going. His handprints surely seared into your skin, marking every piece of you as his.
Body pressed back against the tiles so tightly they were sure to leave indents along your skin, his rhythm never faltered. His throbbing cock, twitching with need, dragged along the warmth of your walls with every bruising thrust into you. The ache was already prevalent in your bones, in your hips, from the snapping of his body into yours without care. You didnât care, though, not when the pain felt this good.
âFucking perfect,â his lips found yours again, cutting himself off to lay another open-mouthed, heated kiss to your lips. It was sloppy, filled with the shared moans that dripped from both of your lips, a string of saliva hanging between your mouths when he pulled back by just a hair. âMade forâfuckâmade for me, baby. Made just for me.â
âA-All yours. Only yours. Just for you,â you repeated his words, crying out between them, choking on them through mewls of pleasure.Â
Locking your ankles tighter, dragging him just a tad closer to your body, Johnnyâs thrusts changed. Shorter, deeper, but still driving in just as quickly, just as frantically as before. The choked gasps that escaped your throat only increased in volume, tears pooling at the corners of your eyes as you shut them. Head thrown back in ecstasy, you werenât sure if you were even in the room anymore. Too lost, too deeply buried in your own pleasure to care.
That coil of heat burned deep within you, tightening, threatening to snap at any moment. One of Johnnyâs hands made its way back up your body, fingers tweaking at your nipple as you groaned at the sensation into his mouth. A smirk crossed his lips, pressed into yours as he licked his way inside once more, still toying with the sensitive bud rolled between his fingers.
You retaliated, pushing yourself off the wall to drive your hips into his, meeting his thrusts. His fingers dug into the flesh of your ass, lips finding your ear as his teeth tugged down on the earlobe. The profanities that fell from his lips sounded like pure sin, mixed with the huskiness and raspiness of his voice, sending another shot of pure heat straight to your core, soaking you more than you already were.
âI-Iâm not going to last,â he stuttered out, hot breath fanning over your ear as he rutted into you, pace still brutal and addicting. âNot when youâre so warm, when you feel this good.â
âIâm n-not going to last either,â you barely got the words out, tugging on his hair as you buried your own head into the crook of his shoulder, crying out as another pang of pleasure shot through you with another drag of his cock against your walls. Another press of his hips to yours.
With the end in sight, creeping up on both of you, Johnny renewed his efforts.
One hand grasped onto your ankles behind him, hiking your legs up higher. The angle of his thrusts shifted, somehow burying him deeper within your walls, hitting a part of you he hadnât yet touched. A sob of pure pleasure tore through your lips, the sound only growing louder when one of Johnnyâs hands snaked its way down your front, thumb rubbing little circles directly to your sensitive clit as your body was thrown into overdrive.
You keened at the feel of him, at every snap of his hips as he drove himself into you. Every sink of his cock, every time it nestled deep within your walls. You met his thrusts back with as much force as you could, throwing your hips off the tiled wall and into his, slamming yourself onto him with every ounce of strength you could muster.
That coil of heat only got tighter, threatening to snap with every throb and twitch of him inside of you. Every little circle that his thumb made around that bundle of nerves, every firm press he gave to it. The squelch of your arousal around the place in which you were joined together was loud, louder than the running water still beating down on you both.
The waves of pleasure were threatening to crest over you, and you knew Johnny was right there with you. His hips were faltering, his rhythm shaky, barely able to maintain himself as he still fucked into your with reckless abandon, chasing his own high.
Fingers curled into his hair still, you tore your head from his neck, surging forward to connect your lips with his. Messy, a clatter of teeth together as he tried to pull at your bottom lip and vice versa.
âJohnnyâJohnny, I canât,â was all you could manage to mumble against his lips through your high pitched squeals, his rhythm faltering and his thrusts growing shorter, but still just as deep. âI canât, I canât IâmâIâm going toâIâm so close-â
âMe too, sweetheart,â his own words were clipped, mumbled through his fervent attempt to place a thousand kisses to your lips, digging in his hips as deep as they could go. âLet me feel you. Pleaseâplease, let me feel it, baby.â
The crest of your orgasm hit like a shockwave, like a rippling wave of pure pleasure moving through your body.
Every cry that left your lips was his name, just his name falling from your lips like a mantra you wanted to repeat for the rest of your life. Your thighs shook, muscles tightening as every ounce of your own pleasure gushed out of you, practically dripping from you, pooling into a ring around his cock as it still drove frantically into you, chasing his own release.
Your name fell from Johnnyâs lips, too, as they pressed to yours. His hips dragged in short, deep thrusts before they still, buried to the hilt inside of you. He twitched within your wallsâonce, twiceâbefore that familiar warmth pooled within you again, every drop of him collecting deep inside of you.
Quiet filled the bathroom once more. Just the sound of your heavy breathing mixing together, accented by the shower. Water still rained down, your skin surely beginning to prune after all this time, the water having turned cold.
You never dropped your ankles, nor tore your fingers from his hair, or let your forehead stop resting against his. Johnny never moved either, not from within you, not even an inch back to fully look at you. He simply leaned in, stealing a kiss from your lips with all the gentleness in the world, reminding you that you were still the most important thing in the world to him.
âHave I mentioned that I love you?â you managed to speak after a few moments, as the charged energy within the room finally dissipated. He laughed, pressing his lips back into yours.
âYeah, but I wouldnât mind hearing it again-â
A loud bang sounded through the bathroom, coming from the doorway into the hallway. Both of you jumped just slightly at the unexpected noise booming through the walls.
âLook, Iâm all for young love, and Iâm glad you two are done with your back and forth game thatâs been going on for years,â Ben Grimmâs voice carried through the walls, muffled only slightly by the door. âBut Iâm about ready to tell Reed to put saving the world on hold so he can sound proof every wall in this building. Come on, kid, Johnny canât be that good.â
Ben muttered something else from beyond the door, something about his earlier comment about keeping the noise down and how he meant it. When you and Johnny locked eyes again, though, all either of you could do was laugh.
âSound proofing the building,â Johnny managed to say within laughs, pressing a featherlight kiss to your cheek as he shot you a cheeky smirk. âNot a bad idea. Gives me plenty of other places I could ruin you.â
âYouâre impossible, Johnny Storm,â was all you said, even as you tugged him back into another kiss. A feeling you were certain you would never get enough of.
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Reed Richards was insane, that was something you knew long before you began working for him. Just how insane, though?
Well, heâd never attempted to teleport a planet to a different point within the universe, thatâs for sure.
The idea was crazy, certifiably insaneâŠbut just insane enough that it could work. The same teleportation bridge youâd worked on together, able to teleport an egg just across the lab, was about to be applied on the largest scale possible in order to teleport the world to another point in the galaxy. The only idea just crazy enough to maybe save the Earth from the impending doom that was Galactus.
Somehow, in just 36 hours, this crazy group you were lucky enough to call your family was able to mobilize the world, teleportation bridges built in every major city across the entire world. The power consumption was another problem, but one that Reedâs brilliant mind had been able to solve. Heâd praised your work, shortening the length of the power outage from bridge usage to just seven seconds. That mind of his made it smaller, sending the world into a worldwide energy curfew, enough to conserve enough power to move the world without a hitch.
In that dark of that night, you had laid with Johnny in the bed you were slowly calling your own. Those usual plaid pajama bottoms, white t-shirt with that bright blue 4 over his chest. One of his sweaters covering your body, which was curled into his arms.
âGalactus had been reported by the team at the Future Foundation to have passed Mars just hours ago,â the radio across the room, sitting on a bookshelf, sounded through the quiet of the room. âThe window of time to save the earth is slowly closing in, as we await the hail mary of Dr. Reed Richards and the Fantastic Four.â
âThis is going to work, right?â you had whispered out into the quiet of the night the second the radio had stopped, eyes trained across the room on the sliver of Excelsior you could see through the windows across the room. Most of them were covered by sheets upon sheets of papers, scribbled in an alien language by Johnnyâs handwriting.
His grip around you had tightened, a kiss pressed to your forehead.
âWeâre going to make it work,â
You hoped that Johnny was right. You needed him to be right.
Nerves wracked your entire body, the sound of Reed, Sue and Ben moving through the lab sounding through your ears. You felt far away, though, like you werenât truly in the room as you looked up at the giant lab screen before you.
A map of the entire world, markers one by one flickering on as bridges went live across the world. And you? Stationed at the main panel, overlooking the four workstations in which the Fantastic Four would ready the world in, preparing to make the final call. Your hands, shaking, tugged on the oversized sweater youâd stolen from Johnnyâs closet, fiddling with the ends of it that rested against the top of your black slacks, trying to find a way to ground yourself in the unfamiliar territory.
âNervous?â
Sueâs voice cut through the haze in your mind, pulling your gaze to her. Her smile was easy, like this wasnât the most nerve wracking moment of her entire life, as she slid a coffee onto the table in front of you, her other hand holding the portable baby monitor that looked down on sleeping Franklin Richards upstairs. You took it without hesitation, giving her the tiniest grin you could muster as you took a sip.
âOh, you know, just the end of the world and whatnot,â
âTake a deep breath, kid,â Ben appeared at your other side, sliding a little paper bag your way: one of Maisieâs snickerdoodle cookies sitting wrapped inside of it. He shot you a large grin as he moved past toward his workstation. âI want it on the record that one is from me, not Johnny!â
âHeâs right, though,â Sue chimed in, bringing your attention back to her as your laughter subsided at Benâs little comment. Her hand came up to your upper arm, resting there in comfort, her thumb sliding back and forth over the fabric of the sweater. âThis is going to work.â
âI know. It has to,â you said back with a nod. âDoesnât mean itâs not terrifying. I havenât felt this terrified since you four went into space the first time.â
Sue laughed, a sound that somehow managed to instantly bring peace to you. Like a sense of comfort that only she was ever able to bring. Her smile was still soft as her hand squeezed your upper arm gently.
âI donât know if Iâve ever properly thanked you for everything youâve ever done for us. None of this is possible without you, youâve been with us every step of the way,â she gestured around the room as she spoke, to the operation you were about to attempt. âPlus, I think I have to thank you for loving Johnny. Lord knows he was pining for you long enough, Iâm the one that always had to hear about it.â
You laughed, bringing over your hand to rest over her hand, squeezing it back.
âJohnny, somehow, might be the easiest part of it. But all of thisâŠI wouldnât trade it for the world. Iâd do anything for you guys, youâre my family,â you glanced down at the monitor in her hands, at the sleeping form of Franklin. âIâd do anything to protect him, too. Thatâs your firstborn, Sue. IâŠIâd do anything to make sure you never lose him.â
Reed called something out through the lab, something about multiple calls rolling in at once from cities across the globe. Sue turned for just a moment, before she glanced back, squeezing your hand once last time.
âYouâre wrong, honey. Heâs not my firstborn,â her hand left yours, gently caressing your cheek for a moment, just like a mother would, before her hand slipped away. âI had two kids before I ever had him.â
You wondered, then, how you ever couldâve doubted if these people around you considered you family.
Reed, Sue and Ben took their places at their workstations. Headphones on, microphones to their lips, you listened to their callouts through the room, confirming with multiple cities across the globe.
Copy Lima.
Copy Cape Town.
Copy Sydney.
Copy Tokyo.
With each city copied, you watched every red dot on your map turn green.
The elevator dinged open across the lab, footsteps practically running across the floor before they came to a stop right beside you.
âGuys, I am onto something!â Johnny called out to the room, hands thrown wide in celebration. Reed shot him an unimpressed look from his chair, turning back to the list on the screen before him.
âWeâre moving a planet here, Johnny,â
âYeah, Johnny, itâs 4. Fantastic 4,â Ben emphasized, holding out four fingers in his direction. His gaze shot to you quickly, as he put a fifth thumb up. â5 including you, of course. 6 if we want to count Herbie, and uh, 7 is old enough to be in the mix yet.â
You only shook your head, a smile stretching across your lips for a fleeting moment as Johnny swooped you into his arms. A rushed kiss was placed to your lips before his forehead rested against yours, blue eyes boring into yours.
âI figured it out, baby,â
âThe whole thing?â you questioned, understanding exactly what he was talking about.
âEverything I need, completely reconstructed,â
Your smile returned for a moment as you cupped his cheeks, pulling him into another kiss, before planting them on his chest and gently shoving him away.
âKnew you could, genius. Now go get this planet ready,â
With your four favorite people placed before you now, more cities were called into the air: Delhi, Vienna, Rome, Chicago, and countless others.
It was the second every light on the screen before you flashed green that your stomach felt like it had shot into your throat.
Reed glanced back at you, catching your eye, waiting for your signal. Swallowing the lump in your throat, you gave him a nod.
âEarth go for countdown,â
With a single press of a button from Reed, the twenty second countdown began to play on the screen before you.
The hum in the air of electricity was prevalent immediately, along with the slight rumble in the ground as the device just blocks away in Times Square roared to life, along with every other device across the world.
Elbows resting against the table in front of you, your hands covered your mouth, foot tapping incessantly against the ground as you watched the countdown drop second by second: 16, 15, 14, 13, 12.
You spared a glance at Johnny. He was already looking back at you, smile as easy and comforting as he could make it, and he mouthed âitâs okayâ to you over and over again.
11, 10, 9, 8, 7-
Maybe that comforting smile wouldâve worked if the alarms hadnât begun to blare, and if the green lights across your map didnât slowly start to flicker back to red.
âWhat is that?â Sue called out in worry, lights beginning to flicker red faster and faster. Johnny shot from his chair toward the screen, throwing off his headset in the process.
âWhatâs happening?â
The quickest that your shaking fingers could, you tapped in a series of keys across the keyboard before you, pulling up the live newsfeeds from around the globe to the main screen of the room.
The Herald. Flying straight through every single bridge across the globe at a speed you couldnât comprehend. Using whatever power was infused into her to shatter every bridge on impact.
Until every single green light on the map had faded back to red, all except New York.
âSheâs coming for the bridge,â Reed called out to the room as everyone stood, staring up at the map displayed before them on the screen.
âNo,â Sue cut in, glancing around the room with a look of pure horror. âSheâs coming for Franklin.â
Youâd never seen Reed Richards panic, not the way he did just then. Heâd practically sprinted back to his workstation alongside Sue, just as Ben went back to his. Reedâs finger thrust back in your direction, his gaze turning to youâwide eyed and full of fearâas he shouted.
âLock the building down!â
There was no hesitation on your part as you input the lockdown code, hand coming down to press the button for activation as Reed, Sue and Ben shouted things across the room at one another.
Johnnyâs hand caught your wrist before you could press the button. You turned, catching his eyes as they pleaded with you.
âI have a plan,â
Truly, thatâs all you needed to hear. You only nodded, hand not moving an inch.
âOkay,â
âI donât know if it will work-â
âIt will,â you cut him off, surging forward to press a kiss to his lips quickly, before stepping back with a small grin. âI trust you. Go.â
Johnny didnât hesitate before he was out the windows across the lab, igniting and streaking through the air in moments. The second he was out the window, your hand slammed down on the lockdown button, shuttering every window in the building.
âWait, whereâs Johnny?â
When you spun back around on your heels, all three sets of eyes were trained on you as Ben asked the question. You simply switched the feed on the main screen over to the live feed from Times Square, nodding at the three in front of you.
âHe has a planâŠheâs got this,â
Moments later, moments that felt like ages, Johnny finally appeared on the screen. Landing directly between the arms of the bridge, on top of the platform, the fire that surrounded him dissipated. With a single flick of the device on his wrist, those same deep space recordings sounded off through every screen littering Times Square, every single recording in her language.
The herald came to a stop, feet in the air above him, the second she heard the recordings.
As if he was fluent, spoken it all of his life, Johnny spoke the language heâd spent days upon days deciphering, piecing together from a single phrase spoken to him. She spoke back, a language no-one else in the room could understand. You couldnât help it that your nails found their way between your teeth, grinding back and forth against your nails in an attempt to calm the nerves that threatened to jump out of your throat.
âHow is he doing this?â Ben called out to the room, glancing around in astonishment, before his gaze settled on you. âHe barely had a grasp of the English language.â
âBecause heâs a genius,â you simply said, a smile cracking through your anxiety for just a moment. âA genius, genius boy I love so god damn much.â
â23 transmissions, all in your language, traced back to the planet Zenn-La. Your home,â Johnnyâs voice broke through on the screen again, speaking in English once more. âThey were looking for you so that they could thank you. Once I translated one phrase, I pieced together enough language to understand a part of your history.â
As Johnny spoke, talking through her story to make sure he got it right, something in your heart broke for the woman who was shining in silver on your screen: Shalla-Bal. Just a scientist, desperate to save her own planet and to spare her family, choosing to make the ultimate sacrifice in order to do so.
âThose were messages from the one planet Galactus sparedâyour planet. These other planets werenât so lucky. How many do you remember, Shalla-Bal?â the recordings switched over, cries and desperate pleas in alien languages youâd never heard before. âThey all begged for mercy. You brought Galactus to all of these planets, and now youâre bringing him to my home. To the woman I love, to my family!â
A scream cut through the recording, her scream, before it cut out. The lab was plunging back into silence, just the faint chatter on the other end of every headset sat across the room at each workstation, every city across the globe trying to piece together what had transpired.
It felt like hours, but it had barely been minutes later, when Johnny finally reappeared in the lab. Youâd spun the second you heard him, colliding halfway with him to throw your arms around his shoulders, tugging him in for dear life to hold him. His lips instantly pressed to your temple, hand curling around your waist to hold you to him, as he turned to the others.
âJohnny, that was incredible,â Ben called out as you moved from Johnnyâs arms, his hand shooting down to interlace his fingers with yours, tugging you to his side as he shook his head.
âDoes it even matter?â
âYou saved Franklin,â Sue told him matter-of-factly, leaning back against her workstation with her arms crossed. âYes, it matters.â
âShe told us to leave, to save ourselves. That..maybe weâd live long enough to forgive ourselves for it,â his eyes glanced down to your hands for a moment, before back to Reed. âWe arenât leaving, are we?â
âNo,â his response was easy, quick, as he sat on the benches encircling the middle of the lab area. âNo, weâre not leaving. We canât.â
The direct line at every station began to ring, signaling incoming calls from each city across the globe. Reed stalked past all of you, picking up a piece of chalk along his way to his boards. You gave Johnny a small nod, sending him back to his desk as you approached yours, slipping on your own headset and transferring the incoming calls to Reedâs desks to yours.
The frantic voice of a man from Vienna sounded over the headset, desperate to find answers. Your hand ran down your face, trying to will yourself to handle what were sure to be hundreds of calls like this.
âWe have multiple calls coming in at once, hold Vienna,â you told the man as easily as you could, holding the line with a single click. Another frantic voice came through on the next picked up call, this time a woman from Rome. âPlease, hold for a moment, Rome-â
âWe need to bring Galactus here,â
The sudden words from Reed Richards sounded through the room, and silenced everyone in seconds. You turned, headset slipping off your head to look at your mentor, head cocked to the side. There was only one word you could use to describe how he looked in that moment: defeated.
âWe need him to come here?â Ben questioned as he and Johnny stepped up along one side of you. âI feel like we just spent a lot of time trying to prevent that from happening?â
âWe need to get him away from his ship, and we need to bring him here,â Reed stepped up alongside you, reaching over you to hit a series of keys against your keyboard, pulling the live feed of Times Square back up on the main monitor. âTo Times Square, to be exact. Then, instead of moving a planet away from one giant, we move one giant away from a planet.â
He was gone in seconds from your side, stalking back to his chalkboard across the room. Equations were written across the board in seconds, without a second thought, like it was built into Reedâs nature to do so.
You stepped up closer to him, watching him work, and Ben and Johnny hovered behind you.
âIf we route every power grid on the Eastern seaboard through our one last bridges, charged back up, we can keep the portal open forâŠâ the equation stretched across the length of the board, before he finally reached his answer, circling it in the white chalk as he dropped it down onto the ledge of the board. â37 seconds.â
â37 seconds?â you questioned, eyes feeling as if they were going to fall out of your head.
âNot a lot of time to throw a space god off a planet,â Johnny cut in as you shook your head.
âItâs not, and itâs insane,â you tacked on, shaking your head at Reed, voice rising in volume. âI follow you blindly into most things, Reed, but this is crazy. I mean, where would you even send him?â
âTo the far edges of the universe, heâll be stranded there without his ship,â
âAnd how are we supposed to lure him to Times Square?â
Reed grew quiet, a sign you always took as a bad omen. When Reed didnât know what to say, or was struggling to find the way to say it, it almost never ended well.
âI havenât figured that out yet-â
âYou have,â Sue cut in, drawing the attention of every person in the room over to her. âWe have to use the only thing Galactus wants. Itâs the only wayâŠwe have to use Franklin.â
The room went still at her words, as if every ounce of oxygen was plucked straight from the room. Maybe it had been.
You turned, along with Johnny and Ben, to look at Reed. Hoping heâd argue.
â...yes,â
The scoff that fell from your lips was instant. You couldnât even describe the emotions that curled within you, the pure anger and rage at the mere idea of using a poor, innocent child as bait for some devourer of worlds. Within a second, you stalked across the room, shoving past Reed on your way to the elevator.
âNo, absolutely not,â
âPlease, just wait-â Reedâs hand barely caught your upper arm before you ripped it out, turning with tears pooling in your eyes.
âNo! I will, and always have, followed you everywhere Reed. I trust your judgement around every corner, because I know youâll always find a way to fix a problem. Because I look up to you. But if this is what has to be doneâŠI canât. I canât do it, I canât be a part of it. I canât do that to him, not even if it would save the world,â
No one tried to stop you from leaving the lab, not that you would have listened.
The cool night air couldnât even calm your nerves, could satiate the anxiety coursing through your veins. It couldâve been minutes, or even hours you werenât sure anymore, of standing on the balcony overlooking New York from the living room of the Baxter Building. Your hands were white knuckling the railing. Every so often, you attempted a deep breath to try and calm yourself, but nothing seemed to work.
Poor, innocent little Franklin Richards. To be used as bait. Of all the absurd ideas you had entertained from Reed over the years, the thought of having to use his child like that wasnât something you could fathom. Even if you knew, as well as everyone in that room, that it was the only way.
âAre you accepting company on the balcony, or did you want to brood alone out here?â
You scoffed, casting a glance back at Johnny. He rested so casually against the doorway, arms crossed over his chest as he watched you. You didnât turn him away, but flicked your head back to the skyline.
âHow long have I been out here?â
Johnny slid into the open space beside you, the sleeve of his burnt orange jacket sliding along yours.Â
âAn hour. Enough time for Reed to talk to Sue, for them to hatch a plan, and for it to all come together,â he bumped his shoulder with yours, bringing your gaze to him. âGalactusâ ship is on pace to reach earth by late afternoon tomorrow. Weâre going through with the plan.â
âI figured. Itâs the only way,â with a soft groan, you let a hand run down your face, rubbing at the sides of your eyes. âIâm sorry, I freaked out. I shouldnât have stormed out.â
Johnnyâs hands took yours, tugging you into him. You turned without hesitation to face him, palms resting against his chest as he held both of your hands within his.
âBen and I kind of screamed Reedâs head off for a hot moment afterward, so trust me, no one blamed you. I was seconds away from following you out,â
His head bent forward, leaving the lightest of kisses to your knuckles, eyes never leaving yours the entire time.
âWhatâs the plan for the city?â
âSue is going to talk to Harvey Elderâyeah, I know, the nickname Moleman is funnyâin the morning. Heâs got a bit of a soft spot for her, so sheâs pretty sure that heâs going to agree,â Johnny paused for a moment, thinking over his words, before he let out a deep breath. âWeâre going to evacuate the city into Subterranea. When the buses come to shuttle everyone inâŠI want you on one of them.â
Immediately, you shook your head, mouth dropping open to argue.
âJohnny-â
âI canât lose you,â he cut you off, blue eyes looking earnestly down on you, pleading with you to listen. âItâs bad enough that Iâm going to have to worry about Franklin, and my sister, and Reed and Ben the entire time. I canât worry about you, too, Iâll go out of my mind. Because if the girl that I cherish, that I treasure, that I love the most was in the line of fire too, then I canât focus on anything else. I need to know youâre somewhere safe, where Galactus canât hurt you, where he canât take you from me. IâŠI need something to come back to. Youâve done your part, let us do ours.â
Every part of you wanted to argue, wanted to fight back. Youâd been with them this long, been through every step of this process with them the whole way. You wanted to be with them, to help them, but what could you do?
Youâd done your part, and now, you had to trust that theyâd all come back to you in the end.
âOkay,â you agreed softly. The relief that flooded his face was instant the second those words had left your lips.
Johnnyâs hands curled around your neck, tugging you up into a kiss that stole your breath away. A single tear slipped down your cheek as you felt every emotion that was poured into that kiss. Every ounce of love, every promise heâd made, every firm press of heated lips to yours that promised to engrave the feeling into your soul for the rest of your life.
A goodbye kiss. One in case it was the last youâd ever have.
âNo matter what happens tomorrow,â Johnny whispered the words against your lips, cradling you within the palms of his hands, looking down on you as if you were the sun and he was a planet simply stuck in your orbit. âJust remember that I love you.â
You repeated the phrase like a mantra in your head. Every second, every minute, every hour that you were without him.
From the second you and Lynne stepped onto the bus to Subterranea, the last two employees of the Future Foundation to evacuate the city in the final moments of peace that Earth would know, you whispered it to yourself over and over again.
Remember that I love you.
Lynne never let go of your hand, gripping onto it like a lifeline.
That hand became your lifeline, every moment you were trapped in the cold depths of Subterranea, wishing you could just feel the sun for a moment, see the blue of the sky.
Every time the earth above you rattled, thundered, and bits of debris fell to the ground around you and coated you in dust, you knew it was the footsteps of Galactus marching across the city you loved. Toward your family. And every time, you repeated those words once more to yourself.
Remember that I love you.
And finally, after what felt like forever, the message was relayed through the radios from Reed himself: it was over. Theyâd won.
Every single citizen around you celebrated. They cried, they cheered, but you didnât. You wouldnât, not until you saw them with your own eyes. Not until you saw him.
The destruction of the city was evident. Building torn apart, debris littering the roads, various avenues torn to shreds by the sheer size of Galactus.
Citizens lined the streets as they poured back out into the city from Subterranea. You stood with Lynne at the doors of the Baxter Building, welcoming employees who met up with one another, reuniting on the front lawn and the sidewalks, cheering that, somehow, the world was saved.
A smile only crossed your face the second you laid eyes on them again.
Blue and white suits torn, covered in debris, hair a mess, but alive. Walking straight up to the building together, little Franklin cradled in the arms of his mother. Battered, maybe a little broken and bruised, but alive.
Lynneâs laughter rang through the air the second you broke into a sprint. Johnny met you halfway, ignoring the laughter of his own family, as you flew directly into his arms.
Arms wound tight around his neck, his around the backs of your thighs as he lifted you from the ground without a second thought, spinning you through the air. Your laughter rang out, even as tears slid down your cheeks.
Johnnyâs hands slide from your thighs, to your hips, to cradling your waist, bringing you back down until your feet finally touched the ground again. He didnât even give you a chance to speak before he leaned forward, capturing your lips in a kiss.
âThereâs so much I have to tell you,â he murmured against your lips, never straying far enough that you werenât touching. âYou probably wonât believe me.â
âYou came home from space with superpowers, Jonathan Storm, I think Iâll believe just about anything at this point,â giggles left your lips as you said it, pecking at his lips over and over again, never wanting to stop touching him.
âGood,â he spun your once more, a smile as bright as the sun stretching across his face as you laughed through your tears again. âAs long as you always believe me when I tell you I love you.â
Johnny Storm loved you, now and forever, and you knew it was true. You would never fully understand the reason why, but maybe that was just the wonder of him.
Ooo Love! Ooo Lover Boy!
boyfriend!johnny storm x fem civilian!reader content warnings: none! all fluff! summary: a cute date day with Johnny! wc: 3.1k
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The rooftop is loud. Not with music or fireworks, but with press questions and too many bodies pressed together in expensive suits and sequined dresses. The Future Foundation is hosting another one of its âdonor appreciationâ nights, which really just means Reed stands by a molecular model all night while Johnny tries to escape three women in red dresses and someoneâs very pushy aunt.
Youâre off to the side, perched at a high table, nursing a ginger ale and watching the whole thing unfold like itâs a soap opera you accidentally got invested in.
Johnny, for his part, is thriving.
Heâs grinning wide under the warm rooftop lights, hair perfectly tousled by the wind, laughing like he doesnât have a single real problem in the world. He lets a kid borrow his sunglasses for a selfie. He lets someone else get a photo of him doing finger guns. He blows a literal heart-shaped flame into the air when someone shouts, âJohnny, show us something hot!â
Sue looks like sheâs three seconds from tossing him off the roof.
You canât help it, you laugh into your drink.
He catches it. Mid-flirt, mid-flame, Johnnyâs eyes flick toward you like itâs instinct. His grin changes. Just a little. Softer around the edges. A secret note played under the show tune.
You pretend not to notice, even though your heart skips a beat like it always does when he looks at you like that.
Later, after the crowd starts to thin and the media finally backs off, Johnny finds you standing near the elevator, scrolling through your phone like you werenât just waiting for him to come find you.
âHey, stranger,â he murmurs, sliding up behind you and wrapping his arms around your waist like itâs second nature. âMissed you.â
âYou were ten feet away,â you deadpan, but you lean back into his chest anyway.
âYeah,â he says, nose brushing the curve of your jaw, âbut that was Human Torch distance. This is boyfriend distance.â
You snort. âAre those different units of measurement?â
âObviously. Human Torch distance is...PR stunts, bright lights, saying hi to that one lady with the big hair because she gave us half our funding this year.â
âAnd boyfriend distance?â
âBoyfriend distance is here. With you. Finally.â
He rocks you gently side to side, his warmth soaking through your dress, the press of him solid and grounding.
âYou looked really pretty tonight, by the way,â he says, quieter now. âTried not to be obvious about staring. Think I failed.â
You feel the blush creep up your neck before you can stop it. He rests his chin on your shoulder, humming contentedly like he could stay like this forever.
âYou were handsome too,â you murmur, smiling. âYou always are.â
He grins against your skin. âI know.â
You elbow him gently in the ribs, but donât pull away.
Because this is the part the world doesnât see.
Not the fire. Not the flash. Not the headlines.
Just warmth. Just you and Johnny.
By the time youâre back at your apartment, your shoes are off, your hairâs down, and Johnny is already halfway through making popcorn in your kitchen and pretending he isnât waiting for you to sit on the couch first so he can immediately flop next to you.
You catch him watching you as you toss your earrings into a dish on the counter.
âWhat?â you ask, biting back a smile.
He shrugs, leans against the stove, eyes all heavy-lidded and sweet. Too sweet.
âNothing. Just...youâre so pretty.â
You roll your eyes. âYou think Iâm pretty when Iâve got mascara smudged under my eyes?â
He crosses the kitchen in three steps, sets the popcorn bowl down, and cups your jaw like heâs holding something sacred.
âI think youâre pretty always,â he murmurs. âBut especially when youâre too tired to pretend Iâm not your favorite person.â
You swat at him playfully, but your fingers curl around his wrist and keep him close.
You end up curled together on the couch, legs tangled under a too-thin blanket, his chest a living heater against your back. Heâs the kind of warm that makes you melt without realizing it. His fingers draw slow, lazy shapes against your arm as the movie plays low in the backgroundâsome rom-com youâve both seen ten times but always return to.
You feel him press a kiss to the back of your shoulder, then hum quietly against your skin.
âWanna do something tomorrow?â
âMmm,â you reply sleepily. âWhat kind of something?â
âLike...date day something. No work. No missions. No having to be 'Human Torch'."
You smile. âYouâre due for some romance, huh?â
âIâm due for you in a sundress holding a little iced coffee and pretending not to laugh at my sunglasses tan.â
You twist slightly to look up at him. His face is lit soft by the TV glow, eyes half-lidded, hair flopped messily across his forehead. You reach up and push it back.
âSo what do you wanna do?â you ask. âIce cream? Hide in a used bookstore until someone kicks us out?â
âYes,â he says. âAll of it.â
âYou want the full rom-com date montage, huh?â
âAbsolutely. I want to carry your bag. I want to kiss you in front of a fountain. I want to sit on a bench and dramatically feed you a bite of my hot dog.â
You snort. âYouâre such a dork.â
He grins. âIâm your dork.â
You reach under the blanket and lace your fingers through his, already picturing tomorrow, the soft buzz of summer in the city, the stupid matching sunglasses heâll insist on, the way heâll hold your hand like itâs his job.
âOkay,â you whisper. âDate day. Just us.â
âJust us,â he echoes, voice like a promise.
You fall asleep with your head on his chest and his hand curled around yours, warm, steady, and already dreaming of you.
You wake up to warmth.
Not the filtered sunlight slipping in through the curtains. Not the weight of the blanket half-pushed to the foot of the bed. Him. Johnny. Heat radiating from where his arm is slung across your waist, skin hot and golden even under the sheets. His breath fans across the back of your neck, steady and soft. Heâs all tangled up in you, legs knotted with yours, hand tucked beneath your shirt like it belongs there.
It does.
He makes a quiet sound when you shift, half-asleep, half-clingy, and pulls you closer like a furnace with feelings.
âMmm. Five more minutes,â he mumbles into your shoulder.
âItâs already ten.â
âOkay, five more hours.â
You laugh under your breath, which only makes him nuzzle closer, lips brushing your bare skin.
âWe have date plans, remember?â
âMm-hmm. I remember. Iâm romancing you,â he says, voice slurred with sleep. âIâm being amazing.â
âYouâre currently drooling on me.â
âLove drool. Itâs affectionate.â
Eventually, he stretches out like a sun-drunk cat and flops onto his back with a dramatic sigh.
âOkay. Letâs get you ready. You need to look incredible today.â
âMe?â you say, raising an eyebrow. âYouâre the one whoâll be recognized.â
âExactly. And I want them to see you and immediately understand why Iâm completely obsessed.â
You shake your head, amused, but let him follow you into your closet anyway.
Johnny takes the job of picking your outfit very seriously. He sits on the edge of your bed like a fashion judge, watching each piece you pull from a hanger like it holds national importance.
âToo serious,â he says at one dress. âToo corporate.â âToo hot. Not hot enough. Wear that one- wait, no, I wonât survive it.â
You finally settle on something flowy and soft, one of his favorites.
âYouâre gonna ruin me,â he mutters, watching you twirl in the mirror.
âAlready did,â you reply, smug.
He grins, grabs your hand, and kisses your knuckles like heâs your knight instead of your menace of a boyfriend.
You end up at this little breakfast place downtown, handwritten chalkboard sign and flower boxes out front. Itâs bustling, cluttered, loud in the best way. Johnnyâs a regular, apparently. The guy at the counter daps him up like theyâve been best friends since childhood.
âThe usual?â the guy asks, eyeing you with interest. Johnny slings an arm around your shoulder like itâs reflex. âTwo of âem. Sheâs my favorite person. Extra strawberries.â
He insists on paying. Tips too much. Picks a booth by the window and slides in beside you, not across from you, because "if I sit over there, I canât touch you."
The food comes fastâpancakes, eggs, coffee, fresh fruit. He takes a bite of your toast and pretends he didnât.
âIâm so glad weâre doing this,â he says, halfway through a pancake. âNo aliens. No science emergencies. Just you and me and syrup. Thatâs the dream.â
You rest your chin on your hand and smile at him, messy-haired, glowing, halfway through over-sweet coffee, absolutely beaming at you like you invented joy.
âThis is gonna sound cheesy,â he adds, lowering his voice just a little, âbut I donât care if we do anything fancy today. You could drag me through a dollar store and Iâd still call it the best date of my life.â
You kick him under the table. He grins wider.
âOw. Romantic violence. Nice.â
After breakfast, he offers his hand dramatically and walks you out all dramatic. Sunglasses on. Other hand in his pocket. Entirely too proud to be seen holding your hand.
âNext stop,â he announces. âBooks. Because you like books. And I like watching you pretend not to fall in love with me all over again while I read dumb poetry out loud.â
âThatâs not what happens.â âIt absolutely is. Youâre obsessed with me.â
You donât deny it.
Because itâs true.
The bookstore smells like old paper and dust and sunlight.
You find it tucked between a flower shop and a record store, the kind of place with crooked shelves and handwritten recommendation cards. Wind chimes jingle as the door swings open. Johnny ducks slightly as you step inside, like heâs trying to contain his energy, like he doesnât want to break the spell.
He doesnât say anything at first, just exhales a soft âwhoa,â eyes tracing the mismatched lamps and towers of books and the sleepy cat curled on the counter like it owns the place.
âThis is so you,â he says finally, already smiling.
You nudge his shoulder with yours. âYou said that about the diner.â
âYeah, but this time I mean it like...â He gestures vaguely. âYou in a bookstore? This is just where you belong.â
He lets you lead the way, trailing a few steps behind with his hands in his jacket pockets, touching nothing, but watching everything. You, mostly. You, skimming the spines, pulling down titles and flipping through pages. You, biting your lip when you find something good. You, holding a book to your chest like it might float away.
He pulls a slim poetry chapbook off a shelf and follows you into a quiet corner near the windows.
âCan I read you one?â he asks, already opening it.
âJohnnyâŠâ you say, suspicious. âI can be cultured,â he insists. Then, clearing his throat dramatically, âLove is a fire.â He pauses. âOoh. This oneâs got my name on it already.â
You groan, but let him keep reading.
His voice drops when itâs not a joke anymore. Slows down. Words softer, careful. You watch him in profile, sunlight catching in his lashes, the faintest pink in his cheeks. He finishes the poem and looks up, sheepish.
âThat was kinda good, right?â
âYeah,â you say. âYou should read to me more.â
He swells with pride, the way he always does when you compliment something real about him.
He buys the book. Signs the inside cover. "To the prettiest girl Iâve ever read poetry toâJS."
You lose him for a few minutes between aisles.
Youâre deep in the nonfiction section, thumbing through a book on obscure cosmic history youâre pretty sure Reed wrote under a pen name, when Johnny reappears with a small stack in his arms and a crooked grin on his face.
âOkay. I took this very seriously,â he says, setting them down on the bench beside you. âHere is my curated selection for the love of my life.â
He presents the first one with a flourish: a graphic novel about time travelers who fall in love through post-it notes.
âRomantic and nerdy. Iâm killing this already.â
The next, a battered, clearly well-loved paperback with stars and planets on the cover. You open itâand tucked inside is a faded, pressed flower.
You glance up at him. âDid youâ?â
âNah, found it like that,â he says, quieter now. âFelt like it was waiting for someone. Kinda like you and me.â
Your breath catches a little.
âThat was gross, right?â he adds quickly. âLike...disgustingly sweet?â
âNo,â you say. âIt was perfect.â
He gives you a look like he wants to kiss you right there between fiction and sci-fi, but instead he just nudges your knee with his and leans back.
âAlso I picked a cookbook because you said you wanted to try making dumplings from scratch.â
"Johnny.â
âAnd a mystery novel because I know you like to ry to solve what happens before it's revealed.â
Youâre quiet for a moment, holding the stack to your chest.
âYou really listen to me, huh?â
âOf course I do,â he says, like itâs the easiest thing in the world. âYouâre my favorite voice.â
You feel your heart do another flip as he kisses your cheek.
The two of you end up in the park next, shoes off, blanket spread across the grass, half a baguette in a paper bag between you because Johnny insisted on stopping by a bakery before the park.
The sun is high, warm but breezy. Johnny lies flat on his back, one hand behind his head, the other idly playing with the hem of your skirt where it pools at your knees.
âLook,â he says, pointing lazily at the sky. âThat cloud looks like the letter âJ.â For âJohnny.â The sky loves me.â
âYouâre the most humble person Iâve ever met,â you say, deadpan.
âYou know it.â
A quiet falls between you for a while. Comfortable. Unrushed. His fingers eventually find yours in the grass and stay there, thumb brushing gentle circles against your skin.
âI love being with you like this,â he murmurs. âNot just in, likeâŠthe big ways. But the small ones. The regular ones. Iâd do this every day for the rest of my life if you let me.â
You donât say anything. You just squeeze his hand.
Later, when the sun starts to drift lower in the sky, you find yourselves near the ice cream truck Johnny insisted you walk past because âI swear this guyâs got the best strawberry swirl in the city.â
He orders for both of you, then adds a third cone at the last second for a kid in line who drops their cone.
âWhat a hero,â you say.
âMy girlfriend thinks Iâm cool. Thatâs all I need.â
You sit on the curb while you eat, your knees knocking together, your cone starting to drip. Johnny leans over and steals a bite without asking, then grins like he just won something.
âHey!â
âWhat? I was saving your dress from getting icecream on it!â
You wipe a smudge of ice cream off his chin with your thumb. He catches your wrist and kisses the inside of it, like itâs the easiest thing in the world.
âYou taste like sugar,â he murmurs, voice suddenly low. âNo wonder Iâm addicted.â
The city starts to shift as the sky turns gold.
Shadows stretch longer. Streetlights flicker to life one by one. Somewhere nearby, a jazz band warms up, their chords floating between buildings like smoke. And youâre still hand in hand with Johnny, wandering with no destination, letting the day stretch out for as long as itâll give you.
He walks with his sunglasses on top of his head now, sweater sleeves pushed up, a paper bag in one hand filled with books and dumb little trinkets he insisted on getting âbecause they reminded me of you.â He keeps brushing his knuckles against yours as you walk, even though youâre already holding hands.
âAre you trying to hold my hand hand and my knuckle hand?â you ask, amused.
âIâm trying to hold every version of you,â he says, only half-joking.
Eventually, you stumble into a quiet little plaza tucked between two apartment buildings. Itâs the kind of place that doesnât show up on maps, just a stone path, a few benches, some ivy, and a fountain in the center. You can hear water trickling gently, the hum of traffic a distant hum instead of a roar.
Johnny stops walking.
âWait,â he says, tugging gently on your hand. âThis is it.â
âThis is what?â
âThe fountain moment. You remember. The romcom-certified romantic one.â
âOh, right,â you say, playing along. âThe one where you kiss me so perfectly I forget my own name.â
âExactly. Very important. Very canon.â
He steps closer. Both of you smiling, soft around the edges, glowing in the amber light.
âYou ready?â he murmurs.
You nod, and he leans in, not rushed, not showy, justâŠgentle. His forehead rests against yours for a second, breath mixing with yours. His hands cradle your waist like heâs holding something sacred.
âYouâre my favorite thing Iâve ever found,â he says.
And then he kisses you.
Itâs slow and steady and unselfconscious. The kind of kiss that doesn't need witnesses. The kind you feel hours later, like sunlight on your skin. The water behind you bubbles softly. Somewhere, a breeze picks up and flutters the edge of your jacket.
You pull back first, but only because youâre smiling too hard.
âThat wasâŠâ you start, breathless.
âLegendary,â he finishes. âWorthy of a rom-com montage.â
âIt really was.â
You find a bench nearby and sit with your legs over his lap, his arm around your shoulders, your head resting against the curve of his neck. Itâs that hour of the day where everything softens, edges, voices, hearts.
âCan I say something dumb?â he asks after a while.
âAlways.â
âI know weâve only been dating for a few months...â he says, gesturing vaguely with one hand, âbut I think Iâd be good at loving you for a long time.â
You glance up at him. His eyes are on the sky. He doesnât say it like heâs trying to charm youâhe says it like a quiet truth heâs been carrying all day.
âLike, I know itâs cheesy,â he continues, âbut when I think about the future, itâs justâŠyou. Not the superhero stuff. Not the press. Just mornings and bookstores and dumb fountain kisses. Thatâs what I want.â
You rest your hand on his chest, right over his heart. Itâs beating fast. Yours is too.
âThatâs not dumb,â you say softly. âThatâs perfect.â
He turns his head toward you, eyes wide and warm and a little bit vulnerable.
âYeah?â
âYeah.â
He kisses your forehead like a promise.
âGood. Because I think Iâm already all in.â
our wedding is soon âșïž
Childproof
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pairing: johnny storm x fem!reader
word count: 3.5k words
description: sue announces her pregnancy. johnny is elated for his big sister. but it makes you feel some type of way when you know he wants kids of his own. something you're not very sure you want.
warnings: 18+ content, MDNI, no spoilers for f4 really, no use of y/n, reader is 18+, established relationship, basically pwp, talks of use of birth control, reader is afraid of being pregnant, johnny is a menace, johnny the Dom, sub!reader, uses of "daddy" and "momma", heavy on the breeding kink, lots of dirty talk, unprotected sex, fingering, exhibitionism, creampie, no real aftercare lol
authors note: hey..... this came to me before i even watched the movie. i watched that one clip and was like yeah.... i'm horny. anyway. saw the movie, loved it and needed to write more for this doofus. also coming up with the title made me giggle. if you get it, lemme know. hope y'all enjoy!
how to help palestine ~ dividers by @saradika-graphics
Johnny knew how to get under your skin. He loved it.Â
You and Ben had just completed dinner, working for over an hour on perfecting his famous red sauce. Johnny had been bothering you two the entire time, pestering you specifically on how much longer it would be.
âWe have dinner at the same time every night, Johnny,â You bite as you butter the bread. He did not let up, asking you to elaborate. He loved seeing your face get red and your lips opening up to let out a long sigh.Â
Once everything was plated and the table was set, you sat down at the table. You turn everyoneâs forks and knives the right way as Ben sprinkles some more Italian seasoning over the pasta.
Johnny slams down in the chair next to you, a big box of Lucky Charms in his grip. Ben immediately takes note of it before you can even say anything.
âWhat are you doing?â He asks Johnny, his voice sort of small with a slight offense to it.Â
Johnny takes a handful of the cereal and dumps it in his mouth. âWhat do you mean, what am I doing?â
You peer at him, annoyed, already on edge with him today. He had been extra irritating today after you rejected his morning advances. You swore the man needed you for breakfast, lunch, and dinner.Â
âYou are going to ruin your appetite,â You say, grabbing the box from him. His bright blue eyes rolled to the back of his skull as he dumped the rest of the handful he had into his mouth.
ââM hungry, baby.â
You grit your teeth, ignoring the question Ben had posed about Sue and Reed being late to dinner. Everyone always arrived before the set time, and by the looks of it, they were about 5 minutes late. You check your small watch front, humming a response. You hear some footsteps from across the living room, and see the two of them looking like they just got caught with their hands in a cookie jar.
âYouâre late,â Johnny shouts to them, dusting his hands off over his clean plate. You grit your teeth. Why was he like this?
Reed and Sue stop dead in their tracks.Â
âWhat, uh, what do you mean?â Sue poses, slowly walking forward to her usual spot at the table. Johnny rolls his eyes again, and you silently plot how you could get away to stab him with your fork.
âWhat do you mean, what do I mean? Youâre late for dinner,â Johnny explains, pulling his napkin into his lap, just like you taught him. Took him years to figure out how to prevent so many stains on his clothing until you came around and completely changed his entire world.
Sue and Reed go into an elaborate explanation as to why they took so long, but you sensed a shift. Reed never had a good poker face, his big brown eyes giving him away immediately.Â
Ben noticed, too, because he shot you a look.
âWhy are you being weird?â Johnny asks, noticing their behavior to be rather off.Â
They go into more word vomit, and you cannot help but let a smirk spread across your face.Â
Ben quips up, âAre you pregnant?â
Sueâs face instantly shifts into a smile as she lets out some air from her nose, âYeah, Iâm pregnant.â
She and Ben stand up together, hugging one another in celebration. Reed gets up as well to join in on the embraces after he rattles off some weird and awkward gestures towards a flabbergasted Johnny. You shift out of your chair, grabbing him for a hug, whispering excited congratulations.Â
Johnny is sitting there completely astonished. âWhat? Really?â
You all look to him, still seated at the table. Sue nods, giving him a confident âyeahâ. And then the celebration gets even bigger, with Johnny slamming his hands on the table. You are still half hugging Reed, slowly pulling away, watching Johnny lift his sister in the air, and telling her how great of a mother she would be. When he grabs Reed, he tells him how heâs going to be out of his depth. Heâs always one to pull something mean out of the depths of his mind to lay into Reed. You pat Reedâs shoulder, whispering to him to ignore his jab.Â
You hug Sue and tell her congratulations. She gives you a squeeze, thanking you. Johnny grabs onto Ben as you pull away, âWe are going to be the best uncles ever!â
You giggle, enjoying the excited look on Johnnyâs face. He may be more thrilled than anyone else here.Â
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After Johnny got his powers, you two decided it was probably best not to have children. With every scientist you know telling you it would be fine to have a mutantâs baby, you were still unsure. Even Reed had brought up the possibility, and thatâs why he and Sue had given up on it for a while.
You did not know that they never really wanted to give up trying.Â
But you had done some semi-permanent things to ensure you would not get pregnant by your needy, insatiable boyfriend. Birth control. A small little pill you would take every morning with some orange juice and toast.Â
It had worked for the year that you two had been together, and you were confident that you would not have to carry his child until you knew 100% what you wanted to do.Â
But now a baby would be directly in your lives, and you had heard what baby fever can do to people. You were still sure you did not want a child, but the way Johnny is just blissful on the idea of having a nephew, you knew he would bring it up again.Â
And you were right. Seeing his sister and brother-in-law beaming over the prospect of their future child made him envious. He always wanted a little Johnny, a little you, but he understood your hesitancy. He respected it, of course, but there was now a nagging voice in his head that said if he didnât do it now, it would never happen.Â
Dinner is finished in less than an hour, and you and Johnny take up the responsibility of cleaning up with H.E.R.B.I.E. Mainly, it was you cleaning off the table and stacking dishes while the robot did the rest. You still liked to busy yourself with tasks, making yourself seem useful to the team due to your lack of superhero abilities. You were essentially just their publicist and managed their daily lives at home while they went off to save the world.Â
You begin to wipe up the dinner table. Johnny creeps behind you, his hands shifting over your waist. He loved seeing you doing domestic activities. You were so pretty in your blue half-sleeved top, tucked into some high-waisted black trousers.
âYou do not need to be cleaning, beautiful,â He hums into your neck, pressing a kiss to your pulse point.Â
âLet me finish what Iâm doing,â You demand, scrubbing off some sauce he had spilled off his plate. By the way his warm hands rested where your shirt rode up slightly, you knew what he was trying to do.Â
He could sense some tension off of you, but refused to move away from you, âWhatâs wrong, sweetheart?â
âNothing,â You lie, your mind still settling with the exciting news, âI am just tired, is all.â
âI think youâre lying, sweet cheeks.â He pulls your hips closer to him, his back against your shoulder blades, âTell me whatâs on your mind, hm?â
You could not lie much longer, âIâm more worried about whatâs on your mind.â
He halts any more movements, using his grip on your hips to turn you around. He was not expecting such a response. You knew he would never pressure you to do something you did not want to do. So you must be referring to something else. âWhat do you mean?â
You shrug, your eyes shifting towards the floor over his shoulder before reluctantly returning to his piercing gaze, âYou seem excited about the baby.â
He furrows his brows. You always thought he was always so painfully clueless when it mattered most. But the truth was, he did not understand why your response would be so bitter about his excitement.
His head shifts down towards you, âOf course, I am. I know how much Sue wanted it.â
You groan, throwing your head back. âYeah, I know.â
You were starting to feel a bit dumb and dramatic about the whole thing. At the end of the day, you are excited for them. You like children for the most part, and it will keep the public off you and Johnnyâs ass for 9 months. They wonât bother you about the timeline of your future child. Truthfully, you just hated the questions. There is almost a demand to produce the next generation of the Fantastic Four.
âThen whatâs the big deal, beautiful? Why are you being weird about it?â His hands press into your hips in a possessive and needy way. You brush those thoughts off, knowing Johnny is doing it without even thinking twice.
But then the look he gave you during dinner started to enter your mind.
The longing.
â'Cause itâs only a matter of time before you start asking again.â
His hands still, âAsking for what? A baby?â
You slap his shoulders in frustration, âYes!â
H.E.R.B.I.E takes his leave, knowing this could get heated quickly. He beeps his goodbye, heading down the hallway to the charging port that is set up for him. You grit your teeth, looking at Johnnyâs silly expression, watching the robot roll away.Â
Johnny cannot help but play oblivious, now. After you clarified for him, his mind was now plotting the ways he could sidetrack the conversation. He knew exactly what you were saying, but itâs so much sweeter when you lay it all out for him, your bubbling frustration only gets him off. And you knew that, which only annoyed you more. You usually fought spelling it out for him, but with a conversation like this, you wanted to be explicitly clear.
He sighs, shaking his head dramatically. âOf course I want a family with you, baby.â
âWell, we canât. Not right now.â
Johnny smiles knowingly, slowly slipping into that cheeky smirk he gives you when he lets you win an argument. âWell, yeah, I know that.â
âOkay, good.â
Hands slip down your hips, reaching back to your rear and palming the flesh, âI would never put that responsibility on you. You know that?â
He drags out his fondling, his fingers rubbing closer and closer to your crack. His hands are wandering to places he only touched you in private. You want to smack him away, but he feels so good, you refuse to bother to reprimand him.
âYes, I know,â You squeak, your hands now wrapping around the nape of his neck to almost pull him closer. After rejecting him this morning, you spent most of the day regretting not lazing in bed with him until noon. That option was always on the table, but today you were adamant about getting work done. What an idiot you were.
âGoodâŠâ
His head dips down to trail kisses on your jaw, down to your pulse point on your neck. Your fingers rake through his blond locks, holding his face close to you. His hands do not stop moving, tracing the line where your ass meets the top of your thighs.Â
âYou know what, though?â He ponders, his lips cresting the edge of your ear. He returns you to your previous position with a quick pull of your hips. Your ass is now pressed against him as your front half is practically folded over the white countertop. âItâs not stoppinâ me from acting like I can put one in you.â
âJohnny,â you warn, eyes fluttering close at the thought.
He chuckles, pressing a kiss right below your ear on your already sensitive neck, âCome on, baby. We can do it in a hypothetical sense.â
You breathe out a long sigh, knowing this was a terrible idea. You give Johnny an inch and he runs a mile. Even pretending he could get you pregnant felt like manifesting it. âWhy, though?â
âCause itâs hot to imagine,â He states, his hands traveling slowly between your thighs. You can feel him growing in his pants with the way his hips are practically melted into your backside, âJust thinking about fucking you full until you are dripping and full of my seed.â
âJohnny, please.â
âOh, now youâre begging for it?â His hands warm up, like a reflex to get the truth out of you. Fingers spreading over your lower tummy as he lifts your top. You cannot stop the moans that leave your lips.Â
âNo,â you try to say with an ounce of confidence. He just giggles, his teeth starting to toy with your earlobe.
âDonât worry, sweetheart.â His hand dips under your pants, not even bothering with the button. âIâll give you that baby I want so badly.â
His words are so filthy. They always were. But these ones held an odd amount of weight.Â
âOh my god,â you gasp, feeling his fingers go past your panties and seeking out your soaked slit. Once his fingers slide between your lips, a choked-out gasp leaves his lips. His words were enough to get you this wet. It fuels his ego every time.
Your body jolts, hands finding a spot on the counter to grip onto. Thereâs nothing to grab onto, so you let Johnny take control.Â
âYou would be so fucking beautiful pregnant, you know?â His fingers dip further into you, and you surrender, laying your upper body on the freezing marble. He fucks you slowly, dragging his fingers in and out of your wet center with precision, âGod, Iâm so fuckinâ hard imagining it. All round with my baby.â
His other hand pulls you upward, resting right where your womb is. You know how effective your birth control is, so you know his words are just words. But god, are those words making you a mess.Â
âShit,â You gasp, practically out of breath as he toys with your hole, âI can actually see the appeal of these hypotheticals.â
âYeah?â His nose bumps the shell of your ear, âYou like imagining making me a daddy?â
âJesus, Johnny,â You sigh, as his fingers pull out of you, the wetness of your core dragging up to your tummy. He finally pops the button on your pants and shoves them down around your ankles. Your pants were quite tight, so you decided a seamless thong would suit the outfit. Johnny thanks his lucky stars for your usually-dragging-morning-brain for being so brilliant.Â
âWe are going to get caught-â
âEveryone is in bed,â He replies quickly, not letting you finish your thought. Heâs already shoving his pants down with one hand still resting on your body. âJust let me do what you deprived me of this morning.â
âDeprived you?â you quip, turning to face him. He does not take kindly to your movement, grabbing your hips and pressing them into the edge of the counter again.Â
You hated to admit that you loved it when he dominated you in this way. He was such a playful presence in day-to-day life, but when the switch flipped inside him, you were like sand between his fingers.
His palm comes down, slapping your ass. âBehave.â
You bite your lip and nod, smiling at his actions.Â
âYou would be such a good momma, you know?â He ponders, his right hand reaching down between you two. You feel his tip swipe against the skin of your asscheek, his precum trickling slowly down your flesh. His words send your brain into a tizzy. You wiggle in his grip, wanting him to sink into you already. âIâd get to see your tits even more than usual.â
You stop your movements, peering over your shoulder at him. The statement is almost so comically funny that you cannot take it seriously. âHow does that even correlate?â
His face is deadly serious before that familiar grin creeps across his lips. He moves your thong out of his way, rubbing his cock between your sopping pussy lips, âGotta feed the kid somehow.â
You close your eyes, letting out a depraved sigh. You can feel the smile on his face as he sinks into you, his length taking up every inch of your pussy. You squeeze him briefly, trying to adjust to his size.
âSo tight. Relax a bit, honey.â
Johnny is always warm, so in turn, so are you. Especially when you fuck. The moment his hips shift inside you and he drags his cock in and out of you, you break a sweat. Even the coldness of the counter could not cool you down as his body hangs over you and completely overtakes your space.Â
Johnny may be hot, but your cunt was even warmer. It was like his own personal drug. He would spend the rest of his days buried inside you, listening to your desperate whimpers as his hips snapped into you.
âFaster,â You urge, wanting to feel that familiar build-up in your tummy grow. He presses one hand into your waist, the other holding that spot that heâs now hyper-focused on.Â
He speeds up his motions, his waist slapping against the fat of your ass, âGreedy momma, huh? You just want my babies so bad, huh?â
The pressure builds up only intensifies when the hand from your waist pushes your thong out of the way. His pointer and ring finger spread you wider as his middle finger swipes across your swollen clit. The mixture of meticulous work on your clit on top of the swiftness of his thrusts makes your ears ring.Â
You are being loud, and you both know it. Usually, soundproof bedroom walls protect your pretty sounds from being exposed to the rest of the family, but you are in the middle of the condo, bent over the kitchen counter.Â
Johnny takes the initiative to quiet you by slapping his hand over your mouth, leaving a warm spot on your tummy. His other hand does not let up on your clit, chasing that familiar feeling of you spasming around his sensitive cock.Â
He jerks your head back, curling your back up into an arch, âI want you to cum for me, momma. Iâm close, wanna feel you first. Then Iâll give you what we both want.â
Fingers speed up as his hips falter in speed a bit, but itâs still enough for you. Your eyes roll back the moment the burning spreads across your nerve endings. You moan into his hand, his name falling from your lips over and over. His hips go flush with your ass the moment his cock twitches, emptying every last drop deep inside you. His face is pressed into the side of yours, his words a jumble of âfuckâ and âyes, take it all, babyâ.
You stand there on wobbly legs as Johnny recovers and moves his hand away from your mouth. He kisses your cheek a couple of times before his hands go back to your lower tummy again.
âIâm in no rush,â He mumbles, drawing circles into your skin. You know exactly what heâs talking about, and hearing him reassure you again makes your heart grow a million sizes, âI'd rather have you all to myself anyway.â
The giggle that escapes your throat is clouded by some phlegm. You clear your throat, âI like that itâs just us. Especially right now.â
âIâm not ready to share you.â
He slips out of you as he says it, making it sound so casual. His cum literally drips down your thigh as he removes himself. âSorry, honey.â
You run your fingers between your hips and thong to straighten it back out over your ass. When you slap it against your own skin, you hear Johnny chuckle at the obscenity. He bends down, grabbing the waistband of your pants, shimmying it up your leg, effectively wiping away the white liquid he left on your skin. To him, itâs a job well done. All clean!
To you, it means you have to ensure you run the pants through the laundry twice.
âJohnny-â
âSorry,â He beams as you spin to scold him, âAgain.â
There he is. Embedding himself so deep into your skin like a lovesick leech. You want to smack him for annoying you so quickly after getting you blissed out on his dick, but instead, you just grit your teeth and pinch his cheek.
âDaddy is going to sleep on the hard couch if he keeps it up.â
His eyes light up at your words, completely disregarding the latter half of the sentence.Â
âSo you did like that little fake scenario I mocked up, huh?â
You shake your head, buttoning your pants. He is a menace and he knows it. âOh, you read me so well, honey. Youâre on fire tonight!â
You donât mean it to have a double meaning, but of course it does with Johnny. The expression he makes is so painful to your pride that you scrunch your nose in disgust.Â
âIâm always on fire, Momma.â
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the tags kill međ
â.á when johnny falls in love
johnny storm x reader
summary: johnny storm is a hopeless romantic struggling to find someone he actually likes. until he meets you.
warnings: no spoilers for f4 first steps â this fic is set on my pb&jj universe, but it can be read as it's own series too. fem!reader. tried my best to avoid any specific descriptions. itâs my first time writing reader fic, so please be gracious. english is not my first language. please don't copy or repost anywhere.
One thing about Johnny Storm? Heâs a serial hopeless romantic.
He loves meeting new people, and finds it so easy to feel head over heels for them. And when things eventually go downhill â because they always do â, heâs never one to be disinvested in the trials of love. Heâll gladly put himself through it all over again.
Another thing about Johnny Storm, though? It's so difficult for him to actually be in love with someone.
He likes getting to know the people he meets, and he swears he wants to actually be invested in someone. But truth be told, he has very specific standards for what loveâs supposed to feel like and has a very, very heartfelt hope that it will happen to him. That love will one day finally show up at his door, and heâll just know.
He wasnât expecting his hopes to be taken so literally.
And especially not during a Sunday night dinner with his family.
âWe have a guest coming over with aunt Mary.â Sue says carelessly, while fixing the salad.
Johnny is right in front of the oven, his red button-up shirt long discarded due to the heat, carefully mixing the bolognese sauce for the lasagna so it wonât spill in his white t-shirt. âHm? Whoâs coming with her?â
âShe has a new boarder. A girl, just moved in this past week.â
Johnny truly didnât think much of it. Didnât even acknowledge it enough to have an afterthought. Looking back, he thinks itâs silly of him to be so unaware of Sueâs malicious tone when she brought it up.
Reed notices, of course. Coming up from behind them, he wraps his arms around Sue, who tilts her head to the side, allowing her husband to give her a kiss on her cheek and rest his chin on her shoulder. Johnny fakes a gag, only for them to ignore him completely.
âWhat are you up to, hm?â Reed whispers to Sue, and she only shushes him, as if to say âdonât get involvedâ. Or even better, âIâll tell you all about it laterâ.
When the doorbell rings later, Johnny promptly gets up from the couch.
âIâll get it!â He runs to the door, snatching it open with a quick motion.
He sees Ben first, in all his tall, composed glory. He pats Johnnyâs shoulders with his heavy hand before walking past him, going straight to Sue to say hi.
He hears his aunt before he sees her. âMy god, dear. Did you get taller?â
Johnny smiles at her. Aunt Mary is a short, older woman. Her frayed figure and white streaks on her hair makes her look smaller. âIâm afraid I stopped growing a few years ago, Aunt Mary.â
âThat canât be true. Youâre definitely taller.â She hugs him quickly, one arm wrapping around his waist and her head resting on his arm. âGood to see you, my boy.â
When she steps into the apartment, Johnny looks up. And then he sees you.
Youâre looking at him expectantly, waiting for him to say something first. He wants to say something, anything, but he doesnât know what words are anymore. You decide to break the silence then.
âHello.â
âHi.â He answers simply, looking at you dumbfounded. You have a beaming smile on your face, and he thinks you couldnât look more beautiful if you tried. When you donât follow up with anything and your smile falters a little, he clears his throat. âH-Hi! Iâm Johnny. Johnny Storm, Iâm- Um, Iâm Maryâs nephew.â
Awkwardly, he lifts his right hand, offering a nervous handshake. You take his hand without reading too much into the way he wipes his hands on his jeans before offering it to you, then you offer your name back to him.
âItâs nice to meet you. Your sister and aunt mentioned you, itâs good to put a face to the name.â
âYou know my sister?â He blurts out, his face turning a sharp left and scanning the room to find Susan, only to find her by the kitchen counter, already looking at him. He sees the malicious look now, and watches as Reed raises his hands up like heâs stating his innocence in whatever his wife did now.
âUm, can I come in?â You break him from his trance, and he can feel himself straightening up involuntarily.
âYeah! Yes, sorry, please come in.â He opens his left arm and gestures to the apartment, ushering you in. As you offer him a small, questioning smile, his hands fly to his face. âPlease stop acting like an idiot.â He murmurs to himself.
He walks back to the kitchen, his head hung as he hears you greeting Sue and being introduced to Reed. Ben shuffles closer: âJohnny, why are you acting like an idiot?â
Johnny pushes him by his shoulder as he sees Sue approaching with you by his side.
âThis is Ben, Reedâs best friend and part of the household.â You shake Benâs hand and smile at him, and Johnny feels like he might die a little.
âAnd you know my brother, Johnny?â
You looked at him again, âYeah, we already met.â
Sue looked at him, obviously expecting him to say something. Her eyes widened slightly, her head tilting your way as if sheâs urging him to do something, say something.
âUh, yeah. I opened the door for her.â
Sueâs face went blank. âOkaaay. Franklin is upstairs, letâs check if heâs awake.â She pulls you by your shoulders, moving you to the staircase.
âWhy are you not being obnoxiously flirty right now?â Ben says once you get a little more distant. âItâs not like you to be so respectful.â
âI can be respectful.â
âCan you?â
âBen, Iâm in love.â
âOf course you are.â
âIâm serious! Itâs real love this time!â
âOh, god. JohnnyâŠâ
âNo, I know, I know. I know I have a bit of⊠history.â
âYou have a tragedy, thatâs what you have.â
âNot anymore, Ben. Itâs for real this time, I can feel it.â
Ben stares at him, his blue eyes squinting.
âFine, I believe you. You gonna ask her out?â
âI donât think I can.â
âWhat?â Ben yelps, making both Reed and Aunt Mary look his way. He apologises by covering his mouth and whispering-yelling, âSorry, what? Of course you can ask her out!â
âNo, I canât! I canât even form coherent sentences when sheâs looking my way.â
âJonathan Lowell Storm.â Ben puts a hand on Johnnyâs shoulders, forcing him to look his way.
âSpencer.â
âHuh?â
âThereâs a Spencer too. Jonathan Lowell Spencer Storm.â
âYouâre a Spencer?â Ben looks genuinely confused, âWhat, like Princess Diana?â
âYeah, dude. Did you not know that?â
âNo, I didnât know tââ Ben shakes his head, like heâs trying to forget something. âYou know what, nevermind. Johnny, you are good at this.â
âI am?â
âYou are a romantic, my man.â
âIâm a romantic.â Johnny repeats what Ben says like itâs a mantra.
âYou are a handsome, nice young man.â
âI am a handsome, nice young man!â
âAnd youâre gonna sweep her off her feet.â
âAnd Iâm gonna sweep her off her feet!â
âWho are you sweeping off their feet?â Sue appears out of nowhere, with you trailing by her side. Johnny actually squeals.
âNothing! I mean, no one!â
â
Johnny doesnât even touch most of his dinner, which Ben complains about at least fifteen times. He doesnât even listen half the time, his mind completely somewhere else.
When the night ends and Aunt Mary is finishing saying her goodbyes to Sue and Franklin, he sneaks out into the corridor where youâre waiting, talking to Ben. As soon as he sees, Ben is ready to give him some proper space.
âIt was real nice meeting you, youâre welcome every time!â Ben shakes your hand one last time, which you seem to appreciate. âAnd welcome to New York!â
âThank you!â You chipper, and wave at him. When you look at Johnny, your face still smiley, but more stoic. âIt was nice meeting you too, Johnny.â
Johnny sees it as the perfect opportunity. âWe could meet again some other day.â He says, with his head tilting down a little. âWhat do you think of going for a coffee? Like Tuesday at 5.30?â
Johnny sees your polite smile and he thinks itâs a win. Heâs already imagining the high five heâll get from Ben once he goes inside again.
That is until you say:
âI appreciate the offer, but Iâll have to say no.â
âNo?â You shake your head, emphasising. âI- Um. Why not?â
You switch the weight from one foot to the other, âJohnny, youâre nice, you really are. But I donât think I want what you have to offer me, so thank you.â
Johnnyâs confused now. âIâm sorry?â
âYou, going out with tons of people only to reject them later.â You smile politely, âI have friends from MIT, you know?â
âB-But we could get to know each other better!â He forces a smile and hopes it comes off as charming, but he wonders if ultimately he just seems a little desperate.
His Aunt Mary shows up at the doorframe. âShall we go home, darling?â
âYes, Mary. Of course.â You look at his Aunt, then back at him. âGood night, Johnny.â
He watches you walk into the elevator, ready to say goodbye to what he thought was his One Big Chance in love.
Then he sees it. Right before the door closes, he sees you turn around to face him. A hint of a smile graces your lips. You offer him a tiny wave.
A sliver of hope.
And one last think about Johnny?
Heâs not one to give up on the heartfelt hopes of finding real love.
notes: this is by far the longest thing Iâve written â Iâm so excited!! thank you so much for reading! if youâre interested in joining a johnny x reader taglist, let me know <3
johnny is funny and Iâd fold IMMEDIATELY.
ââ NIGHT LIGHT âą
( SYNOPSIS ) ââ after another one of reedâs infamous power outages, your boyfriend johnny comes with the solution to all your problems.
( WARNINGS ) ââ no spoilers!! being scared of the dark. nothing else!
It had happened again.
Another one of Reed Richardsâ late night experiments had blown the power grid, leaving your apartment in pitch black silence. Living just a few blocks from the Baxter Building had its perks, proximity to your superhero boyfriend being the main one, but moments like this made you question whether it was all worth it.
The bad part? Losing power twice a week, like clockwork, thanks to Reed tinkering with things the cityâs infrastructure was clearly not built to handle. The worse part? You were still, to this day, hopelessly afraid of the dark. A childhood thing. Unresolved, unimportant. At least thatâs what you always told yourself.
But the good part? Johnny always came.
The second the lights flickered out, he was already on his way, like muscle memory. Hovering outside your window, flames crackling gently across his body, casting warm light across your bedroom walls.
You were curled up in bed, flashlight wedged under the blankets like some makeshift bunker, when you heard a soft tap at the glass. That familiar quiet hum of fire accompanied it, comforting, warm, familiar.
You peeked your head out from under the comforter, already smiling. And there he was, floating a few feet from your window, his face illuminated by a soft amber glow, brows raised, that charmingly smug smile already in place.
You climbed out of bed and crossed the room, opening the window just enough for him to slip inside. He extinguished the flames across most of his body the second he landed, except for the steady flame burning on his right hand, casting gentle light across your room like a makeshift lantern.
âI heard someone was in desperate need of a hero,â he teased, his voice soft but playful. âLucky for you, I happen to know one.â
You rolled your eyes as he stepped closer, his hand finding your hip like it always did when you needed grounding. He bent down and kissed your forehead, lingering for just a second longer than usual.
âI came as soon as the lights went out,â he said more gently now, his voice dropping to something quieter, more gentle.
You hummed softly, leaning into him without a word, because you didnât need to say anything. Johnny already knew what came next.
The two of you made your way back to bed, you already dressed in your favorite pajamas while Johnny stripped down to his boxers, climbing in behind you. He settled in with the back of his head resting against your headboard, one scorching arm stretched out across the nightstand, casting a warm, amber light across the room.
With a quiet laugh, you climbed over him, nestling between his legs. Your hips rested comfortably against his and your head found its place on his bare chest, your arms curling around his waist. You nuzzled your nose against his skin, the heat of him grounding you.
âYouâre gonna burn a hole in my nightstand,â you murmured against him with a sleepy smile.
He chuckled, pressing a kiss to your hairline. âI did all the shopping for your apartment, remember? Fireproof nightstand, babe.â
Your laugh was muffled against his chest, eyes already fluttering shut. And just like that, you drifted off in his arms, soft snores slipping from your lips, your face relaxed and peaceful against his warmth.
Johnny brought his free hand to your hair, gently brushing it back from your face. He watched you for a moment, a quiet smile tugging at his lips. Only when he was sure you were completely asleep did he dim his glowing hand, sighing softly as he shifted to get comfortable beneath you.
âI love you,â he whispered, pressing a final kiss to your head. Both arms wrapped around you tightly, like he could anchor you to this exact moment. ââNight.â
It was always like this. Heâd come over and stay up just long enough to see you safely asleep before turning off his ânight lightâ. And every morning, without fail, youâd wake up in the same place, wrapped in the arms of the boy who swore your nightstand was fireproof⊠even if the scorch marks told a slightly different story.
( TAGS ) ââ @jclolz22 @pittsick [to be added]
JOHNNY I LOVE YOU
Alpine the All-Knowing
Pairing: Avenger!Bucky Barnes x Avenger!Reader
Word Count: 2.8k
Content: fluff, Alpine knows best, yearning, some suggestive comments
Synopsis: Bucky tries to get over his crush on a fellow teammate by taking a girl out, but Alpine has spoken.
A/N: I know we've yapped about this for a while, so thanks again for always listening @buckybarnes82 / also, we ignore the SamBucky divorce in this house.
Looking over yourself once more in the mirror, youâre satisfied with your hair and walk out to the common area. Sam and Bucky are playing chess while random music videos play on the TV.
âDid you guys get through Marvin Gaye? Whatâs next?â You ask, smoothing your hands over your blouse. Bucky eyes you warily.
âYep. Weâre on to some 90âs stuff,â Sam says, not looking up from the chessboard. Alpine waltzes over and zigzags slowly between your feet, nuzzling her tiny face against your calf. You reach down to pet her and she purrs.Â
âCheck,â Sam says, moving his hand from a bishop. Buckyâs eyes snap back to the game board. How did that happen? He almost always beats Sam at chess. He considers his options as you sit down cross-legged on the floor and cradle the white cat like a baby. Her tail flits back and forth and she continues purring deeply.
âYou gonna rock her to sleep?â Sam asks with a laugh. âShe looks awfully comfortable.â Bucky rubs his chin in concentration, but canât keep his focus. He keeps peeking up at you and Alpine.
âShe adores me,â you say with a proud smile. âShe loves my feminine energy. Being around her grumpy dad all the time probably drains her.â
Bucky rolls his eyes and leans back in his chair. âYeah, okay, sure,â he mutters. You giggle and stand up, still cradling Alpine like a sleeping newborn, and walk over to the chessboard.Â
âYikes, Barnes. Looks like Sam outplayed you this time,â you tease. Bucky tries to think of a move to get him out of check but is instead enveloped by the smell of your perfume - something slightly fruity with vanilla undertones.Â
âWhere are you headed tonight?â Sam asks. âYou look fancier than normal.â
âWhy thank you, Samuel,â you say with a mock curtsy. âA gentleman caller is on his way to pick me up soon.â
Bucky suddenly knocks a few pawns to the ground. âShit, sorry,â he mutters, bending over to pick them up. Alpine lunges out of your arms at the clatter and runs out of the room.
âI guess you win,â he says, looking at Sam as he sets the pieces back on the board with an expression of defeat.
âWhat? Câmon, Bucky, you could have gotten out of that!â Sam exclaims. âYouâre off your game.â Bucky just shrugs and stands up, clicking off the TV.
âThatâs enough of The Cranberries for tonight,â he grunts. Your phone buzzes in your back pocket and you take it out, checking the new text.
âHeâs here,â you say quietly. âDo I look okay?â You present yourself to Sam and Bucky and spin around slowly. You figured jeans and a nice top were good enough for a casual first date.Â
Bucky swallows as you turn around, trying not to ogle your ass in denim for too long. He leans his arm on the table, and misses completely, flipping the chessboard and pieces all over the room.
âOh my God - sorry!â He yelps, immediately bending over to start picking up the pieces. Sam starts to help him, trying not to bust out in laughter.
âYou look great,â Sam assures you, handing Bucky a stray knight. âGo get âem tiger! Is this with the fireman?â
âYeah,â you say with a shy smile.
âWhat fireman?â Bucky asks curiously.Â
âOne of the guys from our mission last week - from the team that put out that electrical fire. Heâs the captain.â
âOoh, the captain,â Sam teases. Bucky takes a swig of water as he tries to recall the man thatâs about to take you out.
âMaybe heâll show me his fire hose tonight,â you joke, waggling your eyebrows. Bucky chokes on his water at your comment, spraying Sam with his spit. Sam looks down at his now-wet shirt. âYou good, man?â
âSorry - went down the wrong pipe,â he explains, trying to keep his composure, or whatâs left of it.Â
âSpeaking of pipe, I gotta go! Heâs waiting downstairs!âÂ
Buckyâs eyes widen again and a pit forms in his stomach. Captain Fireman better not show you anything tonight. As soon as the door shuts behind you, Bucky lets out a frustrated groan.
âCâmon, what the hell was that? You lose all sense of coordination when sheâs around!â Sam chuckles.Â
âSheâs just - she⊠she⊠the jeans⊠the innuendos. I need to lie down,â Bucky whines.
âLie down, huh? Youâre going to research her date?â Sam prods, crossing his arms.
âSam, I would never!âÂ
âThatâs what you said last time, and that poor sucker ended up with four flat tires.â
âHe wouldnât have been good for her anyway,â Bucky grumbles, trying to defend his actions.Â
âYeah? And who would? You?â Sam asks.
âSheâs not interested in me, Sam,â he says quietly. âI need to get over it, but I donât know how. Iâm miserable, man.â
Sam looks at Bucky with a soft expression. âHey, why donât you ask out that barista down the road? Sheâs always making eyes at you when we go in there. You donât have to marry her, but maybe a date or a lil sumthin sumthin might get your mind off her.â
Bucky scoffs and plops down on the couch. âI donât want a little something from anyone.â
âYeah, anyone but your teammate,â Sam quips, sitting down opposite him. âYour teammate thatâs out with another man right now. Probably getting her fire extinguished.â
âEnough!â Bucky yells, running a hand down his face. âI canât think about her⊠with another person like that.â
âLetâs go get coffee. Câmon,â Sam says, standing up. âYou gotta get over this chick. Youâre gonna mess up the whole dynamic if weâre out on a mission and youâre all soft and not paying attention to the serious shit. Letâs go!â
âFuck. Fine,â Bucky relents.
â
Sam and Bucky walk through the coffee shop doors and he can see the barista perk up instantly. It isnât very busy, but that could also be because itâs nearly closing time. Sam nudges Bucky discreetly and whispers, âSee? Told you.â
âStop,â Bucky pleads.Â
âWelcome in!â The barista says with a bright grin. Bucky approaches the counter and smiles, glancing down at her nametag.
âHi Autumn,â he says quietly. âCan I get two decaf coffees to-go please?â She visibly shivers as Bucky calls her by her first name.
âSure thing, Mr. Barnes.â
âJust Bucky,â he says quickly, stepping back from the counter after paying.Â
âThatâs it?â Sam whispers to him. âYouâre not gonna chat her up?â
âI donât know how to do that,â Bucky grumbles quietly, taking a hand through his hair. Autumn puts the lids on both drinks and scribbles on them before setting them on the counter.
âThere you go, gentleman,â she says, gesturing to the coffee, leaning over the countertop a bit suggestively.Â
Bucky takes both drinks and thanks her, handing the one that says âCaptain Americaâ to Sam and bringing the one that reads âWinter Soldierâ to his lips, trying not to cringe at his old identity. Anyone that knows him never calls him that anymore. Sam has his phone out, clearly trying to give Bucky a chance to shoot his shot. He opens Instagram and shows Bucky a story you posted 12 minutes ago: a blurry photo of two cocktails at a bar with a manâs hand wrapped around one.Â
âFuck that,â Bucky whispers under his breath as he walks back to the counter with purpose. âWhat are you doing tonight?â He asks.
âMe?â She asks, clearly taken aback by his brashness.
âWell, yeah.â
âUm, I work for another hour. Then I donât have plans. Why?â Sheâs wary and he can hear her heartbeat racing in her chest.Â
âWe should get a drink⊠not coffee. Like alcohol. Um, like a bar?âÂ
Sam snickers and continues scrolling on his phone.
âAre you asking me out?â Autumn asks with a light squeal.Â
âUh, yeah, I guess so?â Bucky says, shrugging. âWould you like to go out with me when you finish your shift?â
âYes!â She says with too much enthusiasm. âIâd love to!â
âGreat. Why donât you swing by the Tower when youâre off? Iâll buzz you up - the whole building is intuitive. Itâll know that youâre not a threat when you come in.â
âThe Tower?â She clarifies with excitement in her eyes. âWill Yelena be there? Will John Walker be there?âÂ
âUh, yeah,â Bucky says with a shrug. âWe all live there, soâŠâ
âWow,â she sighs, leaning on the counter. Sam clears his throat.Â
âRight, well, see you in a bit,â Bucky says, turning on his heel and heading out the door. Sam follows him out and starts laughing as the door swings shut behind them. âDonât. Say. Anything.â
âI wasnât going to say a word,â Sam says, choking back a chuckle. âYou did just fine, man.â He claps Bucky on the back.Â
â
When Bucky and Sam get back to the Tower, youâre sitting on the couch in shorts and a t-shirt, your makeup from earlier washed off.
âUh, hey,â Bucky starts, walking over to you and sitting down. âWhat happened to your date? Itâs still early.â He watches you roll your eyes and shrug, but notices the faint traces of tearstains on your cheeks. âDid he do something?â His voice deepens with concern. "Did he hurt you?"
âOh, no, nothing like that. He just lied about being married,â you spit. âHe wasnât wearing the ring, but the tan line was evident.â You wrap a blanket around you and pull it up under your chin.Â
âOh, shit,â Sam mutters. âYou okay?â Bucky looks at you with a furrowed brow.Â
âYeah, Iâm fine. He got pretty pissed when I confronted him about it. He said theyâre âon the rocksâ and I said I donât date married men. He paid for his drink and left. I guess thatâs that.â
âItâs for the best,â Bucky says, uttering your name. âYou donât deserve some asshole like that.â Alpine saunters into the common area and curls into your lap, sensing your irritation and sadness. You pet the cat, finding comfort in her rhythmic purring and soft fur. âAlpy agrees, donât you, girl?â He murmurs, scratching behind her head. Alpine closes her eyes and leans into Buckyâs touch.
âYeah. Anyway, I was just about to watch Bachelor in Paradise with Yelena. Sheâs making popcorn if you guys wanna hang,â you offer. âI just want to forget about it, honestly.â
âTempting,â Sam says sarcastically, âbut I think Iâm going to hit the bag for a bit. Buck, you coming?âÂ
Bucky looks at Sam then back at you and Alpine. âNah, Iâll stay here and hang with the girls.â Samâs eyes narrow and a tiny smirk flits across his face. âAlright, man.â
Yelena walks in as Sam walks out. âPopcorn is hot and ready!âÂ
âJust how I like it!â You exclaim. âI think Bucky is going to watch with us. Do we have extra rosters?â You ask Yelena. âWe like to bet on who is going to end up with each other and who is going to go home. You want in?â You ask Bucky. He smiles sweetly at your offer, but declines, sinking back into the couch cushions, halfheartedly watching the show, but mostly watching you and Alpine.
âYou are like an overprotective dad,â Yelena quips during a commercial break. âAlways watching over your kitten.âÂ
âExcuse me?â Bucky says, sitting up straight. âAlpine. You are watching her,â Yelena explains, offering the bowl of popcorn to him.Â
âOh⊠yeah, sheâs just so cute,â Bucky says, taking a handful of popcorn and shoving it in his mouth to discourage further conversation. Buckyâs phone buzzes with an alert: Autumn has arrived. Before he can stand up from the couch, sheâs waltzing into the common area.Â
âHi guys!â She exclaims, looking from Yelena to you to Bucky. Alpineâs eyes flick open and she scrunches back into your arms.Â
âHey,â Bucky says softly, standing up and walking to her. âGuys, this is Autumn. Weâre going to get a drink. Autumn, this is everyone.â He introduces you all by name.
You watch Autumn look at Bucky with stars in her eyes and feel a small tug in your chest. When did him going out with someone ever bother you before? You were clearly feeling burned from the date earlier and werenât in the mood to see other people going on ones that would probably end up better than yours.Â
Yelena waves and offers her the popcorn bowl. She shakes her head. âNo thanks. I donât want popcorn breath!â Buckyâs mouth twitches at her comment, wondering just what she expects from the evening. You see his miniscule reaction and the small tug in your chest rages into a fire. No - no no no. Oh fuck. How long have you had these feelings and not realized it?Â
John and Bob walk in, sweaty from their evening workouts and look over at Buckyâs guest. Sheâs practically salivating, her jaw unhinged at the sight of Walker in gym clothes. It makes you want to shake her. Why would anyone have eyes for Walker with Bucky right there?
âHi, Iâm Autumn,â she says, walking past Bucky and extending her hand to John. He shakes it and introduces himself. âYeah, I know who you are. I canât believe Iâm meeting you right now.â Sheâs like a fangirl, not hiding her obsession.
You roll your eyes and Alpine arches her back, her hair standing on end. âAlp, whatâs wrong?â You whisper, trying to calm her down, but she jumps off of you and tiptoes to Buckyâs date before letting out a hiss. Her ears turn downward. You bite your lip and try to hide a smile, watching as Alpine circles around Autumn blatantly flirting with Walker.Â
âAlpine!â Bucky groans, trying to pick her up. âWhatâs wrong with you? Whatâs the matter girl?âÂ
âI think she hates your date,â Yelena says with a laugh, watching Bucky run after the spooked cat.
âMe?â Autumn asks innocently. âIâm more of a dog person anyway.âÂ
You watch Bucky roll his shoulders at her comment and try not to smile.
âSo, Autumn, didnât you come here to go out for a drink with Bucky? Or is it Walker? Iâm confused,â you say, crossing your arms. âOr are you just Avenger hopping? What is it that they call those girls that hookup with cowboys? Buckle bunnies? We need to workshop a name like that for these situations.âÂ
Yelena gasps and giggles. âMaybe she prefers blondes,â she offers.
âHer loss,â you say without thinking. Bucky stops chasing Alpine and turns around, locking eyes with you. You swallow, not sure how that slipped out so easily - like youâve been thinking about it for ages. âIâm just saying, like, Bucky has a nice head of hair.âÂ
âYou know, youâre kind of a bitch,â Autumn says, one hand on her hip. Alpine lunges at her, claws out, but Bucky intercepts her before she can latch on.Â
âOkay, I think thatâs enough for tonight! Autumn, I donât think drinks are going to happen. Walker, why donât you show her out?â Bucky says, fighting for his life to keep Alpine in his arms. Walker escorts Autumn out. You and Bucky look at each other but donât say anything. Yelena looks between the two of you.Â
âI think I heard Sam yell for help,â she fibs, practically running out of the room. Itâs just you, Bucky, and your new favorite wingwoman, Alpine. Bucky rakes a hand through his hair and walks toward you, setting Alpine down.Â
âHer loss, huh?â He asks, sitting down across from you. Your cheeks turn pink.
âMaybe,â you answer, sitting up straighter. Taller.Â
âCould be someone elseâs gain,â he mutters, looking at you suggestively.
âYeah, like who?â You press, scooting to the edge of the couch.Â
âI think you know who.â
âI think Alpine knows who, too,â you say softly as the cat curls up once again in your lap.Â
âI thought you thought I was invisible,â Bucky whispers.Â
âAnd I thought you werenât interested. Thatâs why I said yes to the damn fireman, Bucky!âÂ
He blushes and laughs before coming to sit next to you. âYou thought I wasnât interested? I canât keep my cool around you. Iâm like a damn kid every time I see you. The chess pieces were everywhere! I choked on water seeing you in those jeans!â
You giggle. âI got so jealous seeing you with another girl.âÂ
âAre you feeling okay now?â He asks, relaxing into the couch.
âI think so. I mean, Alpine made her choice clear. I guess we just have to get her dad on board,â you tease, stroking her fur.
âHer dadâs been on board since the moment he met you,â Bucky says softly, not breaking eye contact with you. Alpine meows as Bucky leans in and brushes his lips against yours, and damn, did it feel like a long time coming.Â
âCheckmate, Bucky!â Sam exclaims, walking around the corner and seeing the two of you locking lips. Bucky flips him off and keeps kissing you, feeling you smile against his lips. âAbout damn time!â
The Education Of James Buchanan Barnes
pairing | post!tfatws!bucky x fem!reader
word count | 7.7k words
summary | buckyâs really not the club type, but one night of teasing and grinding leads to him worshipping you in an alley and begging to fuck you full the second youâre home. you make him plead for itâhardâbefore finally letting your needy, subby Sargeant get what he wants.
tags | 18+ (MDNI), unprotected sex, semi-public sex, oral sex (f!recieving), submissive!bucky barnes, breeding kink, praise kink, desperate sex, begging, reader has bucky on a leash (metaphoricallyâŠfor now), dirty talk, bucky barnes loses all dignity and loves it
a/n | these two are my pookies, based on these three requests, 1 , 2 & 3
taglist | if you wanna be added to my bucky barnes masterlist just add your username to my taglist
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you don't need to read the previous parts to read this one
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âDo we have to go?â
His voice came from behind you, low and already sulky, as you leaned over the vanity applying your lip liner with practiced ease.
You didnât even flinch. Just kept going, eyes locked on your reflection, the tiny smile tugging at your freshly glossed lips betraying you.
âNo,â you said casually, popping the cap back onto your pencil. âI have to go. You, my dear, decided to martyr yourself for the cause.â
Bucky groanedâloudlyâfrom where he was sprawled on the edge of the bed, already dressed but looking like he was one minor inconvenience away from peeling his black button-up off and sinking back under the covers.
âYou said it was just drinks.â
You turned, finally facing him, one hand propped on your hip. âIt is just drinks. For her birthday. At a club. With music. And people. You knowâcivilization?â
He gave you a flat look, but it dropped the moment his eyes swept over your dress.
Sequins.
Black.
Tight in all the right places.
And short. So short he could see the edges of your sheer lingerie underneath when you turned back around.
âYouâre gonna cause an international incident in that thing,â he muttered.
You caught his reflection in the mirrorâjaw tight, eyes darkâand smiled slowly as you spritzed perfume behind your ears.
âI havenât even worn heels yet, Sarge. You havenât seen the full offense.â
He dragged a hand down his face. âThis is torture.â
You snorted. âYou couldâve stayed home.â
âI tried to. You guilted me.â
You turned to him again, walking over slowlyâdeliberatelyâuntil you were standing between his knees. He looked up at you like you were something dangerous. Something divine.
You leaned down just enough for your cleavage to barely brush his cheek.
âI said, I was going. I never asked you to come.â
He swallowed hard. âYeah. I know.â
You ran your nails through his hair, teasing. âBut you just couldnât stay away, huh?â
âCouldnât let you out in this alone,â he murmured, hands sliding up your thighs. âSomeoneâs gotta keep an eye on you.â
You watched his fingers twitch where they rested on your thighsâlike he wanted to grab you, drag you down onto his lap, keep you there. But he didnât. Not yet.
So you leaned down instead, just enough for your lips to brush his.
Soft.
Gentle.
Barely there.
And Bucky? The man preened under it. That low grumble of irritation in his chest softened into something else entirelyâsomething warm and needy, his hands trailing slowly up the backs of your thighs as he angled up to chase more.
You kissed him again. A little firmer. A little longer.
âJust an hour,â you whispered against his mouth.
He groaned, forehead tipping against yours.
âAnd then,â you added, letting your fingers slide through his hair again, âyou get your reward.â
His eyes fluttered open. âWhat kind of reward?â
You peppered kisses across his cheek, his jaw, the corner of his mouth.
âThe very good kind,â you murmured.
He leaned in, trying to catch your lips in a deeper kissâhungry now, desperate to steal moreâbut you pulled back at the last second with a wicked little smile.
âHold that thought,â you said, turning toward the closet. âI need my heels.â
Bucky let out an honest-to-god whimper as you walked away, that tiny black dress riding high on your thighs.
ââââââââââââââââââââââââ
The bass throbbed through the floor, through your heels, up your spine. Bodies pressed together on the dancefloor, all glitter and sweat and perfumeâbut you were the main event.
You and your two girlfriends owned the center like it was a spotlight.
Arms thrown over each otherâs shoulders, drinks in hand, hips swaying in perfect sync as you danced, laughed, twirled like the music was playing just for you.
Your black dress caught the strobe lights like a mirrorballâsparkling every time your hips rolled to the beat, the sequins clinging to your curves in a way that made even strangers pause mid-step.
And from the shadows, Bucky watched.
Sat at the edge of a booth, drink in hand, jaw tight, legs spread wide and metal fingers tapping rhythmically against the glass. He didnât blink often. Didn't move.
Just sat there like a statue, half in shadow, tracking every motion you made with the eyes of a sniper and the patience of a wolf.
Someone bumped into his table.
He didnât look away from you.
Another guy brushed past you and your friends, maybe a little too close.
Buckyâs jaw flexed.
His grip on the glass tightened.
And you? You felt it.
You turned just slightly, gave him a smirk over your shoulder as your hips rolled in a slow, mocking figure eightâyour friends hyping you up as you dropped low between them and came back up laughing.
You winked at him.
He looked like he was going to combust.
Eventually you wove your way back through the crowd, hips still swaying to the beat, the hem of your dress riding dangerously high with every step. The heat of the club clung to your skin, and your smileâlazy, knowingâwas aimed straight at him.
Bucky barely moved when you stopped in front of him.
Just tracked your every step like a laser. That unreadable expression carved into his face.
But his drink?
Untouched.
âDrink break,â you said sweetly, plucking the glass from his hand without asking. You took a slow sip, then bent slightly, placing your free hand on his chest as you leaned in close. âWhyâre you sulking, Sargeant?â
âIâm not sulking,â he muttered, deadpan.
You gave him a look.
âOkay,â he amended, âIâm just not⊠into this kind of thing.â
âThe alcohol or the dancing?â
âThe⊠everything.â
You laughed, soft and low, before casually sliding into his lap like it was your throne. One arm hooked around his neck, your body warm against his, glittering and flushed from the heat of the dancefloor. He tensed beneath youâhis hands hovering, not quite touching, not yet.
âCâmon,â you whispered in his ear. âJust one dance. Iâll be good.â
He snorted. âYouâve never been good.â
You grinned, kissing the corner of his jaw. âYou love it.â
He didnât deny it.
Just groaned softly as your hips shifted on his lap, as you leaned in like you were about to kiss himâthen pulled back just before your lips touched.
âIâm going back out,â you said, slipping off his lap. âBut donât worry.â
You met his eyes again, that familiar heat flaring between you.
âYouâll know where to find me. Since youâve been staring like a stalker all night.â
And with that, you turned and sauntered awayâback into the lights, the music, your friends. Your hips swaying with every step.
You didnât need to look back to know his eyes were still locked on you.
Like they always were.
And Bucky tried.
He really fucking tried.
He stayed glued to the booth like it was the only safe zone in this sensory-overloaded club. Kept his eyes on you and his drink in hand, willing himself to just breathe.
But thenâhe showed up.
Some guy in a too-tight shirt and too-slick smile, sliding up behind you like he had a right to. Too close. Too casual. His hand brushed your lower back as he leaned in to say something, and you didnât even noticeâstill laughing, still dancing with your friends, too caught up in the song.
Buckyâs glass cracked in his hand.
He was on his feet before it even hit the table.
It took him two seconds to cross the floor.
He shoved through the crowd like it didnât exist, tunnel vision locked on that asshole brushing too close to you.
And thenâcontact.
Buckyâs hand shoved the guy back with a sharp, practiced force that was just shy of breaking ribs. The stranger stumbled, eyes wide, hands up in defense.
âBack. Off.â Buckyâs voice was low, deadly.
The guy didnât argue. Just disappeared into the crowd.
You blinked, spinning around at the sudden shift in energy, music still pounding in your ears.
Your eyes lit up.
âHey!â you beamed, throwing your arms around his neck like youâd summoned him with pure willpower. âLook who finally came to dance.â
He was still fuming. Still buzzing with adrenaline.
But your smileâyour soft, clueless smileâhit him like a bucket of cold water and a blowtorch at the same time.
You pressed against him, still moving to the beat, your hands sliding into his hair.
And he didnât say a word.
Didnât have to.
His hands found your waist like he needed something to anchor him.
The music pulsed around you, deep and filthy. A rhythm you knew in your bones. And Bucky?
He stood still.
Tense.
Hands resting on your hips like he was afraid to move. Like if he touched you wrong, heâd wake up from this.
You leaned into him, letting your back press flush to his chest as you rolled your hips to the beat. His breath caughtâsharp and quietâright next to your ear.
âI donâtâŠâ he began, his voice rough, uncertain. âI donât know what to do here.â
You smiled, wicked and soft all at once.
âDonât worry, baby,â you murmured, pressing back harder against him. âJust follow my lead.â
You reached behind you, grabbing his wrists and guiding his hands lowerâover your hips, across your waist, until they were resting right over your thighs, right where that tiny scrap of dress ended.
âThere,â you whispered, âisnât that better?â
He groaned under his breath, fingers tightening just slightly.
You kept moving, grinding slowly against him, the curve of your ass brushing the growing bulge in his pants with every roll of your hips.
âYou feel that?â you murmured, turning your head just enough for your lips to brush the shell of his ear. âThatâs how much you want me right now. In the middle of a fucking club.â
He exhaled hard.
You smiled.
âStill donât know what to do?â
His hands trembled on your body. You could feel how hard he was behind you. How desperate.
And he was letting you lead. Letting you take him apart.
His hands gripped your thighs tighter nowâdesperate, barely restrained, fingers pressing into the bare skin exposed by your dress. You kept dancing, rolling your hips slow and smooth, rubbing back against his cock like it was the most natural thing in the world.
And Bucky? He was dying.
You felt the shudder run through him. Heard the ragged inhale as his forehead dropped to your shoulder, his mouth right by your ear.
âBabyâŠâ he murmured, his voice cracked and low. âPlease. Letâs go. I needâfuckâI need to get you alone.â
You hummed, soft and nonchalant, like heâd asked what song was playing.
âMm? In a bit,â you replied, still swaying with the beat, still teasing him with every curve of your body against his. âItâs my girlâs birthday.â
âI donât care,â he groaned, pressing closer, his cock hard and throbbing against your ass. âYouâve been driving me fucking insane all night.â
You turned your head just enough to glance back at him, lashes low, lips curved.
âOh? You poor baby.â
âPlease,â he whispered, hands sliding back up your waist, gripping your sides like he might lose it if you didnât say yes. âIâll do anything. Justâjust please.â
You looked ahead again, letting the music wash over you, pretending not to notice how close he was to snapping.
And god, you glowed under his begging.
You kept moving, kept teasing, kept dancingâuntil he finally growled low in your ear, a sound full of warning and surrender.
âI swear to Godâif you donât come with me nowâŠâ
You smiled.
Victory, sweet and slow, dripping off your lips.
You finally turned in his arms, cupping his flushed face, and kissed him onceâdeeplyâbefore murmuring against his mouth:
âFine. Letâs go.â
He didnât wait. Didnât speak.
Just grabbed your hand and pulled you through the crowd like a man possessed.
You expected him to drag you to the car.
To fumble for keys with shaking hands, speed through traffic like a man on fire, and toss you onto the bed the second the front door clicked shut.
What you didnât expect?
Was for him to yank you down a side alley the second you stepped outside the club.
âBuckyâwhat the fuckâ?â
The night air hit your skin, sharp and cool, your laughter bubbling out from your lips as your heels clicked on the pavement, stumbling a little as he hauled you behind him with single-minded purpose.
âHold on,â you laughed, âare we not going homeâ?â
But he didnât answer.
Didnât speak.
Just turned the corner into the shadows between two brick walls, pressed you against one of them like a secret, and dropped to his knees in front of you.
Your eyes widened.
âWaitâare you seriousâ? Buckyâget upââ
Your hands flew to his shoulders, trying to tug him upright, but he wasnât budging.
Not even a little.
He looked up at you like he was seeing the sun for the first timeâflushed, pupils blown wide, hair wild from the walk, lips parted in reverence and desperation.
âIâve waited all night,â he said, voice rough and raw. âYouâyou were dancing like that, touching me like that. Whispering in my ear like Iâm yours to tease.â
He slipped his hands up your thighs, his palms hot, steady.
âI need to taste you.â
You blinked, speechless.
And thenâhe lifted one of your legs and gently, so gentlyâhooked it over his shoulder.
Your dress rode up in the process, barely hiding anything anymore.
âBucky,â you breathed, eyes wide, âweâre literally outsideââ
âNo oneâs here,â he said, almost pleading. âIâll be quick.â
He kissed your thigh, slow and reverent, just above the edge of your panties.
âPlease,â he murmured, voice trembling. âLet me have you.â
And god help youâ
You didnât have it in you to say no.
He started slow.
Mouth pressing against your soaked panties, breathing you in like heâd finally found air. The wet heat of his tongue licked right over the thin fabric, and you shuddered, one hand flying to the brick behind you for balance, the other curling in his hair.
âFuck,â you whispered, eyes fluttering shut. âYouâre really doing thisâŠâ
He hummed against you, a sound that vibrated through your core and made your legs go weak.
His hands were locked tight around your thighs, holding you open, steady, as he mouthed through the laceâlicking broad, heavy strokes from bottom to top, pausing to suck gently over your clit even through the fabric.
âYou tasteââ he groaned, voice muffled. âFuck, you taste so good.â
You bit your lip, hips bucking just slightly toward his face. âYeah? That what you wanted, Sarge? Wanted me dripping while you knelt like this?â
He growled. A sound that came from somewhere low.
Then his fingers found the edge of your panties and tugged them asideâno patience, no preambleâjust that same determined hunger in every move.
And then?
Skin to skin.
His mouth latched onto youâhot, wet, perfectâtongue dragging slowly up your folds, circling your clit with maddening precision. He was thorough, like he was mapping you with every lick, every flick, every groan.
Your head tipped back against the wall, breath hitching hard.
âFuck, Bucky,â you gasped, âyesâyesââ
He moaned against you, and that was the end of your self-control.
Your hips started moving, slow at first, grinding softly against his face as his hands spread you wider, anchoring you down. His tongue fucked into you, deep and greedy, then came back up to suck hard on your clitâand it was too much, too good.
âGood boy,â you whispered breathlessly, threading your fingers through his hair, holding him right there. âJust like thatâdonât stop.â
He didnât stop.
He feasted like you were his last meal.
Like heâd go down praying between your thighs if it meant dying with your taste on his tongue.
And you let him.
Your breath came in broken little gasps, legs trembling as you leaned harder into the wall for balance, your hips rolling forward, chasing his tongue.
He groaned into you againâlouder this timeâas if he couldnât get enough of the way you tasted, the way you melted for him.
His tongue thrust into you again and again, slow and deep, then faster, like he wanted to fuck you with it alone. He alternated between that and lapping up everything you gave himâsoaked, messy, dripping all over his mouth and chin.
And you just⊠let go.
âFuckâBuckyâfuck, thatâs itâbaby, just like thatâŠâ
Your praise spilled from you in shaky moans, every word making him groan again, his mouth sucking harder, tongue circling your clit with more pressure, more purpose.
âSuch a good boy,â you gasped, voice breaking. âSo hungry for meâfuck, look at youââ
He moaned, louder, like the words pushed him closer to the edge right along with you.
Then you felt it.
The cold press of metal fingers sliding along your folds.
You barely had time to brace before two slipped insideâdeep, smooth, and slick from your arousal. The stretch made you cry out, head snapping forward to stare down at him.
He looked wrecked.
Mouth glistening, jaw working, eyes wild with need as he watched his fingers sink into you.
He thrust them deep once, twiceâthen curled them just right, tongue flicking over your clit as he built a rhythm.
You nearly screamed.
âOh my God,â you gasped, clutching his hair. âFuck, Buckyâyesâyour fingersâso deepâdonât stopââ
He didnât stop.
He couldnât.
You were everything. Right here, above him, dripping down his wrist, moaning his name like it meant salvation.
And he was going to make you come apart for him.
Right here in the alley.
Where anyone could hear. Where you were already too far gone to care.
You were trembling nowâyour thighs shaking where he held them, your body arching off the wall as your moans got higher, faster, more desperate.
âBuckyâfuckâbaby, Iâm gonnaâIâm closeââ
His fingers didnât stop.
That metal hand, cool and slick, thrusting in and out of you with precision. His tongueâhot and greedyâworked your clit in tight, perfect circles, and all you could do was hang on, your hand fisting in his hair as your body spiraled toward release.
âYouâre so fucking good to me,â you gasped, hips bucking. âSo goodâfuck, baby, just like thatâdonât stopâyouâre making me comeâyouâre making meââ
And then it hit.
Hard.
Your whole body locked up, then shatteredâwaves of pleasure crashing over you so sharp it left you breathless, crying out his name as your walls clamped around his fingers, your thighs squeezing tight around his head.
But Bucky didnât move.
Didnât even slow down.
He moaned into you like he was the one coming, like your orgasm turned him on more than anything else in the world.
He kept licking. Kept devouring.
His fingers slowed inside you, easing through your spasms as his mouth dragged through every drop of your release, his tongue lapping you clean like he couldnât stand to waste a single drop.
When you finally opened your eyes, chest heaving, he was still there between your thighsâhis mouth swollen, chin wet, eyes dark with hunger and reverence and something that looked like worship.
You reached down, cupped his face, breathless and wrecked.
âYou areâŠâ you gasped, voice hoarse, âso fucking dangerous, Sarge.â
He grinned. Didnât disagree.
ââââââââââââââââââââââââ
The ride to Buckyâs apartment was a blur.
You were still reelingâfloaty, lightheaded, drunk off your orgasm and vodka and the way heâd looked at you after licking you clean like you were dessert. Slumped in the passenger seat, one heel kicked off, legs parted, dress ruined and crooked.
And Bucky?
White-knuckling the steering wheel.
Silent.
Focused.
His jaw clenched like the only thing keeping him from pulling over and fucking you in the backseat was his last shred of sanity.
He didnât even wait for the car to fully stop before he was out, coming around to your side, opening the door like a man possessed.
âCâmon,â he muttered, reaching for you.
You blinked at him, dazed.
Then giggled. âI canât run in these heels, Sarge.â
He sighed. One of those long-suffering, deeply unamused sighs that came from the soul.
And then?
âUp.â
âWhat?â
âUp. Jump on.â
You blinked again.
And then started laughingâdelighted, drunken, giddy.
âWait, are youâare you giving me a piggyback ride right nowâ?â
He didnât respond.
Just turned around, crouched down a little.
âGet your ass on my back or I swear to god Iâll throw you over my shoulder and deal with the neighbors staring.â
You snorted, heels finally coming off as you clumsily clambered up, arms around his neck, thighs around his waist. He stood like you weighed nothing, started walking fast, muttering under his breath the entire way.
âYou get me hard enough to explode and now Iâm a goddamn Uber.â
âYou love me,â you murmured, nuzzling his neck.
âYeah,â he muttered. âThatâs the problem.â
The stairwell echoed with the soft thump of Buckyâs boots, your breathy laughter, and his increasingly frustrated muttering.
He had one arm locked under your thighs, the other gripping your leg where it wrapped around his waist. Your chest pressed tight to his back, your lips everywhere.
âGod, youâre heavy when youâre smug,â he grumbled, voice tight.
You bit down softly on his earlobe.
He groaned, staggered slightly.
âYou love it,â you whispered, voice hot against his skin. âIâm your smug little problem.â
His breath hitched.
âI shouldâve left you in that alley,â he muttered, taking the stairs two at a time now. âShouldâve walked away the second you climbed into my lap in that damn club.â
But his hand squeezed your thigh as he said it. His pulse was pounding.
You laughed, fingers brushing over the back of his neck. âYeah, but you didnât. You followed. You always follow.â
He reached the landing of his floor, adjusting your grip with a grunt as you started kissing down the side of his neck.
âKeep doing that,â he warned, âand Iâm gonna fuck you right here in the hallway.â
You smiled against his skin.
âAnd that would be a punishment for who, exactly?â
He growled, low and dangerous, and finally reached his doorâslammed his key into the lock with barely-restrained aggression, the door clicking open just in time to keep him from putting a hole through it.
He set you down just past the doorway, and the second your feet hit the floor, you laughed.
Bright. Teasing. Unapologetic.
And then you ran.
Not farâjust a few steps down the hall, barefoot now, your ruined dress swinging with every step, giddy and high off the power humming between you.
You heard him groan behind you. That low, broken sound of a man barely holding it together.
âCâmon, baby,â he growled, already following. âDonât play with me.â
You looked back over your shoulder, flashing him a grin so smug it could start a war.
âWhoâs playing?â you called, half-laughing. âYou looked like you needed a little cardio.â
âOh my god,â he groaned again, but there was that glint in his eyeâwild, hungry, so in love with you it almost hurt.
He picked up speed.
You squealed, turning into the bedroom just as he lunged and caught youâarms wrapping around your waist, dragging you back against his chest with a growl.
You were still laughing when his mouth found your neck.
Still grinning as his hands roamed your body like he was claiming it from memory.
Bucky wasnât smiling. He was starving.
âEnough games,â he murmured into your skin. âIâve waited.â
He held you from behind, arms locked around your waist, lips brushing your neck as you caught your breath, still laughing, still high off the chase.
âYou promised me a reward,â he murmured, his voice low and wrecked, his hips pressing flush to your ass. âFor getting through the night.â
You arched a brow, smirking over your shoulder. âDid you really get through the night, though?â
He groaned, full of mock betrayal and pent-up need.
âI chased you. I carried you. I knelt for you in an alley.â
âMm,â you hummed, feigning thought. âYeah, okay, you almost earned it.â
He sighed.
You didnât have time to blink before his hand slid down your frontâgripped the front of your dress at the seamâand ripped it in half.
The fabric tore with a loud, satisfying rip, split clean down the middle, falling off your shoulders like itâd offended him personally.
You gasped, spinning in his arms, eyes wide. âBuckyâthis was new!â
He just looked at youâlips parted, breathing heavy, pupils black.
âOops.â
You smacked the back of his head.
He didnât flinch.
Just smirked, hands already smoothing over your now-exposed body like you were his favorite secret.
âYou look better without it anyway,â he said, voice a rasp.
He didn't toss youâdidn't throw you down with brute strength.
No.
Bucky guided you.
Hands on your waist, eyes wide and desperate, he backed you toward the bed like it was a shrine and you were the altar.
When your knees hit the edge of the mattress, he gently pushedâand you let yourself fall back, grinning up at him, lingerie still clinging to your body in scraps, skin glowing, mouth parted.
He stood there, looming and wrecked, chest rising fast.
âPlease,â he whispered, voice thick. âCan I⊠Can I have you now?â
Your brows lifted, lips curling into something warm and hungry.
âOh, baby,â you said softly, sweetly, fingers tracing down your own stomach. âThat depends. Are you gonna be good for me?â
He nodded, breath hitching. "Yes. Yes. Anything.â
You tilted your head. âThen take your clothes off.â
He obeyed immediately.
Button after button, dragging his shirt off like it burned, revealing scarred skin, that muscled chest, arms flexing with every frantic movement. His belt came undone next, pants shoved low on his hips, breath ragged as he kicked them awayâdesperate to be bare for you.
And you?
You stayed exactly where you wereâlounging back on your elbows, legs slightly parted, eyes dragging slowly over every inch of him.
âLook at you,â you murmured, voice syrupy, teasing. âSo eager. So pretty.â
He flushedâfull body flush, from chest to cheeksâbut didnât stop. Didnât speak.
He crawled up the bed with a kind of reverenceâhis hands on either side of your thighs, his mouth parted, eyes locked on you like he couldnât believe you were real. His cock hung heavy between his legs, flushed and leaking, brushing your inner thigh with every slow, deliberate movement.
You just grinned.
Waiting for him.
Arms out, legs open, back arched just slightlyâevery inch of you a welcome.
When he reached you, you reached up and curled your fingers into his hair, gently pulling him down until his lips met yours.
Soft at first. Sweet.
Then deeper. Hungrier.
He groaned into your mouth, one long, low sound that vibrated against your tongueâand you felt it, the heat of his cock pressing into the thin barrier of your panties, grinding instinctively as his hips rocked forward.
You gasped into him, but didnât pull back.
Didnât stop.
Your lips brushed his as you whispered against his mouth, your voice low and sultry:
âYou feel that? Thatâs how much I want you too, baby.â
He moaned againânearly broke, shuddering above you like the sound of your voice alone could make him come.
âPlease,â he whispered, hips twitching against you. âPlease let meâpleaseââ
You kissed him again.
Tugged your panties to the side.
And whispered, âNow.â
He lined himself up, hands shaking where they held your thighs, forehead resting against yours as he breathedâslow, ragged, trying to hold on.
âGo on, baby,â you whispered, fingers brushing his cheek. âI want you in me.â
His hips rocked forward.
Just the tip.
And the sound that tore from his throatâbroken, rawâmade your body clench.
He sank deeper.
Inch by inch.
His eyes fluttered shut, his mouth falling open as he finally filled youâcompletely.
âOhh, fuck,â he gasped, barely able to speak. âYouâreâshit, youâre so warmâso tightâGodââ
You wrapped your legs around his waist, locking him in, your voice like velvet.
âYou feel that, baby? Thatâs your reward. You earned this.â
He nodded, forehead still pressed to yours, utterly wrecked.
âYou make me feelâfuck,â he choked. âYou make me feel so good, youâshit, youâre squeezing meââ
âBecause you fit perfect,â you whispered, hips rolling up to meet him. âThis pussyâs yours, Sarge. Itâs been waiting for you.â
He whimpered.
Actually whimpered.
And when you whispered, âYou gonna fill me up, huh? Gonna come in me nice and deep like you want to?ââ
His entire body shuddered.
âYeah,â he panted. âI wantâI want to make you mine. I wanna see you dripping with me, I wannaâfuck, I wanna keep it there.â
You smiled, slow and satisfied.
âThen start moving, baby,â you murmured. âMake me take it.â
And he did. Shaky. Overwhelmed.
But desperate to please.
He started moving slowly at firstâso slow, like he didnât want to break you. Like every inch of your body was something he needed to savor, to remember by heart.
The drag of his cock inside you was maddening, thick and perfect, your walls fluttering around him with every pull and push.
âFuck,â he moaned, his voice wrecked, forehead pressing harder to yours. âYouâGod, youâre so wet, youâre pulling me in, I canâtâfuck.â
You rocked up to meet him, hands on his back, fingers dragging down the muscles there as you cooed softly in his ear.
âYou were made for this, baby,â you whispered, breath warm against his skin. âMade to fuck me slow like this. Fill me up âtil Iâm leaking.â
He whimpered againâand his hips stuttered.
Your praise drove him forward, made him lose that tentative rhythm and thrust deeper, a little harder, burying himself to the hilt with a strangled groan.
âThatâs it,â you murmured, breath catching. âJust like that. You feel that stretch? Feel how full I am?â
His arms trembled.
âYes.â
âYouâre gonna fill me with your cum, huh? Make sure it takes?â
âYes. God, yes. I wantââ he swallowed, voice cracking, ââwanna see you all fucked out and messy. Want it dripping out of you, baby, wanna push it back in.â
You clenched around him, hard.
And he shuddered.
âSuch a good boy,â you whispered, nipping his jaw. âMy sweet little mess. Youâre gonna come so deep, arenât you?â
His breath hitched. His thrusts grew sloppier, more frantic.
âYes. Pleaseâplease let meâfuck, I need to, I canâtââ
You squeezed him tighter with your legs, your cunt gripping him greedily as he kept thrusting, faster now, hips slapping against yours with sticky, wet heat.
He was close.
You could feel itâevery tense muscle, every desperate sound from his lips, every trembling push of his cock into your soaking heat.
But you werenât letting him finish yet.
Not until he begged. And he would.
His rhythm had unraveled.
What started as controlled, careful thrusts had turned into something messy, franticâhis hips slamming into yours with that wet, sinful sound, cock driving deep like he needed to be as far inside you as possible.
You took every inch, every needy push, eyes rolling back as you moaned for himâlouder now, no longer teasing, but genuine, wrecked, completely overtaken by the stretch and the heat and the desperate sound of his voice.
âYou feel so fucking good,â he panted against your throat, his voice cracked and pleading. âI canâtâIâm so closeâplease, I canât hold itâpleaseââ
You tightened your legs around his waist, gripping him closer.
âYou wanna come, baby?â you gasped, mouth brushing his ear. âYou wanna fill me up?â
âFuck, babyâplease,â Bucky gasped, panting against your shoulder as his pace faltered, cock twitching inside you. âIâm gonnaâI need toâplease let me come in you, I want it so bad, I need toââ
You cupped his face with both hands, guiding his forehead to yours as your hips bucked up to meet every desperate thrust.
âYes,â you moaned, breathless and wrecked. âI want it. I want all of it. Fill me up, Jamesâfucking give it to me.â
He groaned, a deep, strangled sound that vibrated through your entire body.
His thrusts picked up againârougher, deeper, slamming into you over and over, the head of his cock grinding against your most sensitive spot until your vision blurred.
You clawed at his back, your legs shaking, voice breaking with every ragged gasp.
âThatâs it, baby,â you cried. âFuckâBuckyâIâm gonnaâIâm comingââ
Your body seized around him, orgasm crashing through you like a tidal waveâtight, intense, devastating. Your walls clamped down on his cock, pulsing, gripping him so tight it knocked the breath from his lungs.
That was it.
The final push.
His whole body shuddered.
âI need to, please, I need toâfuck, I need to come inside you, I wanna fill you so bad, pleaseâpleaseââ
You cradled the back of his head, pulled his face down to yours until your mouths were almost touching.
âI want it, Bucky,â you whispered, your voice passionate and tender all at once. âI want all of it. Fill me up, baby. Give it to me.â
And that was it.
He let out a broken, devastated soundâdeep from his chestâand his hips stuttered, slammed into you one last time as he came hard, pulsing deep inside, buried to the hilt.
You felt it.
Hot, thick spurts pulsing into you, over and over, as he moaned your name like it was the only word he remembered. His arms wrapped tight around you, holding you flush to him as he pumped every last drop deep inside you.
You clenched around him on purpose.
He shuddered, crying out again, grinding into you even after heâd emptied himselfâlike he didnât want a single drop to escape.
He didnât pull out.
Didnât move.
Just collapsed on top of you with a shaky breath, his face tucked into the crook of your neck, arms still tight around your waist like he was scared youâd disappear if he let go.
His cock still nestled deep inside you.
Still pulsing, softening slowly, but not leaving.
You stroked your fingers gently down his back, feeling every tremor still rolling through him, every heartbeat pounding fast beneath his skin.
He was warm. Heavy. Completely undone in your arms.
And you held him like he was something precious.
He nuzzled into your neck, breath hot and uneven as he whispered, finally, âGod. That was⊠fuck.â
You smiled against his hair, fingers tracing slow, lazy circles on his spine.
âYou earned it, baby,â you murmured. âTook your time, was so patient for meâŠâ
âBarely,â he said with a breathless laugh, his lips brushing your throat. âI almost came the second I got in.â
âI know,â you teased, grinning. âI could feel it.â
He groaned again, embarrassed, and you kissed the side of his head.
You could feel his come already starting to slip out around him, warm and messy between your thighsâbut neither of you moved to change that. You just stayed tangled, his body heavy over yours, his breathing slowly evening out as he melted against you.
After a few long, quiet moments of breathing each other in, Bucky finally lifted his head.
His eyes were still hazy, blue and heavy with something softâsomething loving. He looked down at you like you were the only thing that had ever made sense.
Then he leaned in and kissed you.
Slow.
Deep.
His mouth moved over yours with no rush, no heat this timeâjust something tender, raw and honest. You held the back of his head, fingers carding through damp hair as he kissed you like he meant it.
Like he was grateful for you.
For every second. It went on for minutes. No words.
Just lips brushing, tongues tangling lazily, the sound of your breaths mixing in the dark.
And when you finally pulled back, lips swollen, still catching your breath, you blinked up at him and murmuredâ
ââŠI need to get this fucking bra off me.â
Bucky huffed a soft laugh, forehead dropping to yours, his voice rough with affection.
âLet me,â he whispered, fingers already moving.
His fingers were warm and careful as he unhooked your bra, sliding the straps down your arms slowly like he was undressing a painting.
You let out a long, relieved sigh the second it came off, tossing your head back against the pillows.
âGod, finally,â you muttered, stretching beneath him. âThat thing was threatening my circulation.â
Bucky chuckled, soft and low, kissing your shoulder as he tossed it somewhere over his shoulder.
And thenâreluctantlyâhe shifted.
You felt the drag of his cock as he slowly pulled out, a quiet groan rumbling from his chest at the sensation. Your body clenched at the loss, already slick and messy from everything heâd left inside you.
âShit,â he murmured, still breathless, running a hand through his hair as he sat back. âIâll get somethingâhang on.â
You blinked up at him, dazed and warm, watching as he padded out of the room ass nakedâevery muscle in his back moving with purpose.
He came back a minute later with a warm, damp cloth and knelt between your legs like it was routine, like heâd done it a hundred times. Which to be fair, he did.
He was quiet, carefulâhis touch gentle as he cleaned you up, wiping away the slick mess heâd left behind like you were something fragile.
You watched him with a lazy grin, your body heavy, boneless, your hair a wild halo against the pillows.
âGod,â you murmured, one hand flopping over your stomach, âlook at you.â
He glanced up, brow furrowed. âWhat?â
You smiled wider, all teasing affection. âSubby Bucky, kneeling at my altar after trying to breed me in half.â
He flushed instantly.
âDonâtââ he started, already flustered.
âOh, no, itâs too late,â you purred, wiggling your hips a little just to see him twitch. âYou were begging, baby. On your knees in an alley. And then whatâfilling me up like it was your lifeâs purpose?â
He groaned, dragging the cloth down your thigh with exaggerated care, not meeting your eyes.
âYouâre gonna make me hard again.â
You snorted. âIâm gonna make you embarrassed, Sergeant Breeder.â
He gave you a lookâhalf shame, half smitten.
Then leaned up and muttered against your inner thigh, âKeep talking like that and Iâll show you what round two looks like.â
You arched a brow, still grinning. âIs that a threat, Barnes?â
He kissed your thigh again, soft and slow.
âItâs a promise.â
You watched him finish cleaning you, tossing the cloth aside and crawling back up beside you on the bed, still flushed, still naked, still⊠so soft.
And you? Still grinning.
âJesus,â you muttered, eyes flicking over him. âYou really are the most obedient little breeding bitch Iâve ever seen.â
He groaned, dragging a pillow over his face.
You snatched it away.
âI mean it,â you teased, leaning on your elbow to poke at his chest. âYou beg so sweet. You come like itâs your lifeâs mission. I swear, if I told you to knock me up, youâd probably salute.â
âWould not,â he mumbledâbut it was weak.
You raised a brow. âWould too,â you shot back. âYouâd be like, âYes maâam, anything to serve the causeâââ
âStop.â
âAnd you know whatâs next, right?â
He blinked. âWhatâs next?â
You shrugged casually. âPegging.â
He frowned, sitting up slightly. ââŠPegging?â
You stared at him for a beatâdeadpan.
Then burst out laughing, flopping back onto the bed as your shoulders shook.
âOh, baby,â you wheezed, wiping a tear from the corner of your eye. âIâll tell you when youâre older.â
âIâm a hundred and six.â
âExactly.â
He scowled, but it only made you laugh harder, dragging him down into your arms as you nuzzled into his neck, smug and stupidly in love.
He shifted beside you, still grumbling under his breath, and rolled off the bed, stretching that broad, bare chest in the soft moonlight.
âIâm gonna go clean up,â he muttered.
You rolled to your back, arm flopping over your face. âCool. While youâre upâmake me something. Iâm starving.â
He paused in the doorway, turning just enough to give you that squinty little look of disbelief.
âYou just called me a âbreeding bitchâ and now you want me to cook for you?â
You didnât even lift your arm. âIâll let you fuck me again after.â
He stared at you for a long beat. Then sighed dramatically. âFine.â
ââââââââââââââââââââââââ
Fifteen minutes later, he reappeared.
Hair damp. Shirtless. In boxers.
With a plate of perfectly arranged avocado toast in one hand, a glass of ice water in the other, and his laptop tucked under his arm.
You blinked up at him from the bed, instantly suspicious. âWhy the laptop?â
He handed you the toast first.
âBecause,â he said, settling next to you, âI wanna know what pegging is.â
You barked a laugh, nearly choking on your toast. âNo you donât.â
âI do.â
âNo, seriouslyâyou donât. Your 40s brain will combust.â
He looked at you, dead serious, already flipping the screen open. âYou said youâd tell me when I was older.â
You reached out to slap the laptop closed, but he dodged, brows furrowed in focus as he typed.
âIâm begging you,â you said through another wave of laughter, âdonât press play. Just read the definition.â
But it was too late.
He clicked the first link.
The sound kicked in immediatelyâmoaning, skin slapping, a woman's voice cooing praiseâand Bucky froze.
You took a casual bite of your avocado toast, eyes never leaving his face.
He was staring at the screen like it had personally betrayed him.
Brows drawn.
Lips parted.
A single line of tension in his jaw as he watched a woman, in full control, pegging a man who was practically melting beneath her.
You chewed.
He blinked.
Still watching. Still furrowed.
You took another bite.
And thatâs when your eyes drifted downâbeneath the covers. To the very obvious tent in the blanket over his lap.
You choked.
âOh my god,â you cackled. âYouâre hard?â
His head whipped toward you, horrified. âNoââ
You laughed harder, mouth full. âDonât you dare lie, Sargeant Submissive.â
âI didnât mean toââ He fumbled, slamming the laptop shut so fast it made the toast on your plate jump. âItâs notâthatâs not what Iââ
You collapsed sideways into the pillows, crying from laughter, still holding your toast.
He sank back with a groan, covering his face with both hands.
ââŠI hate you,â he muttered.
You leaned in, kissed his cheek.
âNo you donât.â
ââŠUnfortunately.â
You settled back into the pillows, plate on your lap, watching him with that lazy, shit-eating grin still plastered across your face. Bucky sat rigid beside you, eyes slightly glazed, still red from embarrassment, the laptop now firmly closed and shoved off to the side like it might bite him.
Thenâ
âWhy do guys⊠like that?â he asked, cautiously, eyes flicking to you.
You shrugged, nonchalant. âBecause it feels good?â
He blinked.
You licked some avocado from your thumb, casually adding, âMen have their G-spot in their asshole, babe.â
Bucky just stared.
And you, without missing a beat, muttered under your breath, âHonestly, just more proof that all men should be gay.â
âWhat?â
You looked up, blinking innocently. âHm?â
He narrowed his eyes. âWhat did you just say?â
âNothing,â you said, biting into another piece of toast.
After a moment, he turned to you againâstill clearly thinking about everything youâd just said. His brows were pulled together, eyes searching yours, voice quiet.
ââŠDo you like that kind of stuff?â
You shrugged, totally unbothered. âI wouldnât say no.â
He blinked.
You smirked, chewing on your last piece of toast like you hadnât just dropped that casually.
âItâs a real turn-on,â you added. âThatâs why girls like gay porn.â
His confusion deepened. âWaitâwhat?â
You rolled your eyes, clearly about to educate him. âItâs more real, Buck. Guys in gay porn actually look like theyâre into it. Normal straight porn? Itâs usually made for the camera. Half the time the girls are just faking it.â
He looked horrified.
ââŠFaking it?â
âOh my god,â you groaned. âYes. You think every pornstar comes just from two minutes of jackhammering and zero foreplay? Please.â
He sat back like youâd just shattered an entire belief system.
âThatâs⊠really depressing.â
You nodded solemnly. âWelcome to womanhood, Sergeant.â
You watched him sit there, brows furrowed, lips slightly parted, eyes darting from the closed laptop to your plate to anywhere but your face.
He looked like a man staring into the void.
So naturally, you leaned in, pressed a slow kiss to his cheek, and murmured right at his earâ
âDo you want me to peg you, Bucky?â
His entire body went still.
Like youâd just dropped a live grenade in his lap.
He didnât answer immediatelyâbut he also didnât pull away.
Didnât joke. Didnât sputter out a denial.
You tilted your head, amused. âNot a no.â
Still, silence.
His throat bobbed as he swallowed hard, and you grinned, nosing at the sharp line of his jaw.
âYouâre thinking about it,â you sang softly, placing a soft, teasing kiss right beneath his ear.
âNo, Iâm not,â he mutteredâbut it was way too quick, too defensive, and you could feel the way his body tensed under your touch.
âOh, baby,â you whispered with a smirk, lips brushing his neck, âwe really need to talk about your kinks.â
He groaned, dragging a hand over his face.
You were still snickering softly against his jaw, your hands trailing lazy patterns over his chest, ready to land one more teasing blowâ
Until Bucky suddenly grabbed you.
With a groan of pure defeat, he wrapped his arms tightly around your waist and physically turned you to face away from him, spooning you like it was a tactical maneuver.
âOkay,â he grumbled against the back of your neck. âYouâve had your fun. Sleep now.â
You barely bit back a laugh, your body shaking with it.
âIs that an order, Sergeant?â
âYes,â he deadpanned, already burying his face in your shoulder. âAnd no more pegging talk before bed.â
You grinned, eyes fluttering shut.
âFine,â you whispered. âBut tomorrowâŠâ
âTomorrow, I pretend none of this ever happened.â
Your smile only widened.
âSure you do.â
And his only reply?
A long, exhausted sighâfollowed by the quietest kiss pressed to your shoulder as he finally, finally, relaxed around you.
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Walls
Summary : You never ask for help, even when your boyfriend wants to help you.
Pairing : Bucky Barnes x Ex-Widow!reader (she/her)
Warnings/tags : Watchtower fic. Reversal of the 'who hurt you?' trope. New Avenger!bucky and New!Avenger reader. Angst, Hurt/Comfort, reader was raised in the red room. trauma, injury, Cursing, non-sexual nudity and intimacy. bit of fluff!!!! Inspired by the song Walls by Kings of Leon.
Word count : 4.6k
Note : Bucky x red room!reader has been very heavily requested, so here it is! Taglist has not been updated but will be soon. Sorry, just been busy!!! Enjoy!
You never learned how to ask for help.
Not in the Red Room, where weakness was punished and silence was the only means of survival. Not when you were eight years old and pulled your own dislocated shoulder back into place. Not when you were fifteen and learned to kill without hesitation, or when Dreykov told you pain was just a minefield you had to run through.
By the time you escaped the Red Room and you were finally freeâif anyone ever really wasâsome things were too late to unlearn.
You didnât bleed in front of people. You didnât cry. You didnât ask for help, because help never came.
Then came Valentina. Then came the new Avengers. Then came him.
James Buchanan Barnes.
He was a soldier like you, a spy like you. The was broken once, too, then built again from whatever pieces were left. You understood each other before either of you spoke a word. The bond was instant but slow to surface, like fossils buried under frost.
You loved him before you ever admitted it.
Bucky loved you like it hurt him. He loved fiercely, tenderly, constantly. But where you were quiet in your pain, he noticed it. Every bruise you didnât mention, every limp you masked, every silence you brushed off with a dry jokeâhe saw it all.
Bucky wanted to protect you.
But you never asked to be protected.
So, of course, it naturally took you six months to even admit to yourself that you might have feelings for him.
It happened after a mission gone wrong.
Not fatally wrong â no one died, no one got captured â but wrong enough that your teeth were clenched so hard that your gums ached, your gloves were soaked in an enemy's blood, and the extraction window had nearly closed because someone didnât cover the flank.
And that someone was Bucky.
You stormed off the jet the second it touched down at the compound, slamming your knives onto the bench in the gear room and with restrained rage.
Of course, Bucky followed.
âWhat the hell was that out there?â you snapped, spinning around before he could speak. âYou were supposed to take the left corridor. Instead youâwhat? Decided to go solo because you saw a better opportunity?â
âI did what needed to be done,â he said way too calmly. âIf I hadnât looped around, John wouldâve gotten pinned. You think I wanted to split off?â
âYou left me exposed,â you accused. âI almost took a round to the head because I thought I had someone on my six.â
âBut you didnât,â Bucky snapped. âBecause I took that into account.â
The two of you were standing way too close now. Whatever the hell had been simmering between you for months started boiling over.
You shoved him.
He didnât budge.
âThis is so fucking stupid,â you muttered, more to yourself than him. âYouâre soâso smug. You walk around like no one can question you. Stupid, righteous ass, annoying fucker whoâs too good at his job and too cocky because he knows heâs right.â
Buckyâs eyes narrowed. âThat what you think of me?â
âI thinkââ You stopped, chest rising and falling, fists clenched. âFuck. Fuck, this is so stupid. Itâs childish.â
He waited.
You looked at him â at the way he stood there. He was always watching you. Always catching the things no one else noticed.
Your voice cracked, âI think I have a crush on you.â
Oh.
You hadnât meant to say it out loud.Â
Your heart thundered in your chest. You were ready for rejection, or laughter, or a dismissive shake of his head.
But all he said was, âHow is that childish?â
You blinked. âWhat?â
âHow is having feelings for me childish?â he said, stepping closer. His voice was low, and it lacked the heat, the sarcasm.Â
You looked away. âYou donât get itââ
âNo,â he interrupted gently. âI do. Because Iâve been trying not to say anything for months because I thought maybe you didnât feel the same.â
You scoffed. âYou what?â
He let out a sweet yet frustrated laugh, as if he didnât believe you never noticed. âWhat gave me away? The way I dive in front of bullets for you, or the way I bring you coffee every morning and pretend itâs just convenient?â
That made your lips curve up ever so slightly, despite the heat still in your chest.
âYou still piss me off,â you said, softer now.
âSure,â he replied, stepping close enough that your breath hitched.
Then he kissed you.
It was hard, desperate. His hands were rough, holding your face, pinching your chin gently and tilting your head up. Your fingers tangled in his shirt, and the rest of the world just⊠dropped away.
When you finally pulled back, forehead to forehead, you muttered, âThis is a bad idea.â
âProbably,â he smiled. âStill want to try?â
You nodded. âOf course.â
Still, it frustrated himâhow your walls stayed up even after you'd let him into your bed, your trust, your life. You were his partner, but still you held most things alone.
You kept surviving on instinct.
Bucky wanted to be your safe place. And it maddened him that you wouldnât let let him, even the part of you that loved him still didnât know how to let him love you back.
Bucky had a lot of demons. You never scared him. But watching you flinch away from his concern terrified him.
â
Three months laterâŠ
You knew the mission was off the moment you stepped into the alley.
It was too quiet, like someone had already told them you were coming.
Still, you moved forward.
Two minutes later, it was chaos.
The intel carrier was a decoy, and you were ambushed by three mercs with military-grade weapons and more training than you were led to expect. Before you knew it, one pushed a knife just under your arm, driving up and in through the soft tissue of your side.
You didnât scream. You bit down hard and twisted the blade out of your own skin with a grunt, turned the motion into an attack, and dropped him where he stood.
The other two didnât last long.
But neither did your composure.
By the time you stumbled back to the jet, blood had soaked through your suit, and every breath was jagged.
You didnât call for backup.
You didnât radio Bucky or ping mission control, even when your hands started shaking.
You just activated autopilot, ripped open the med kit, and stitched yourself up with trembling fingers and an awkward angle.
No anaesthetic or mirror, just you and a needle.Â
You bit down on the fabric of your glove, sweat beading along your hairline as you worked the needle through skin. Too shallow and it would tear. Too deep and it would scar. Not that you gave a shit about scars.Â
You wrapped the wound tight, when you were done, when you sat back against the cold jet wall and stared at the ceiling, teeth clenched so hard your jaw ached.
It was fine.
You were fine.
Just like always.
When the jet landed back at the tower hours later, you pulled your jacket tight over the bandage and strode down the ramp like nothing had happened. You smiled at Bob in the common room and nodded at Ava in passing.
When Bucky caught your arm, eyes narrowing at the way your hand twitched at your side, you brushed him off with a look. âYou okay?â
âJust jet lag,â you said, pressing a chaste kiss to the corner of his mouth meant to calm him down. âNothing serious, babe.â
He didnât buy it. You knew he didnât. But you kept walking before locking yourself in your room.Â
â
There was a knock on your door thirty minutes later.Â
You knew it was him.
You didnât answer.
âHey,â Buckyâs voice came from the other side of the door after a beat, casual on the surfaceâbut you could hear the tightening underneath. âCan I come in?â
You stared at the door for a moment, then turned back toward your bed.
âLater.â
There was a pause, before you heard the urgency in his tone. âNow, please.â
It was the kind of tone that didnât push, but didnât budge either.
You exhaled through your nose. âFine.â
The door opened, but not fullyâ just enough for him to step in.
His eyes found you instantly, standing stiffly by the dresser, arms crossed, face taut with frustration.
âHi,â he said, like he might still salvage this. âYou gonna tell me whatâs going on, or do I have to guess?â
âI said not now.â
âI heard you,â he replied, shutting the door behind him. âBut Iâm here anyway. So.â
You turned around, pain flaring at your ribs. âWhat do you want?â
He noticed, gaze dipping. âWho hurt you?â
For you â an injured animal caged into a corner â it landed like a punch and tasted like an accusation.
You stiffened. âDonât do this.â
He tilted his head. âPleaseââ
âIâm fine.â
âYour sideââ
âHow do you even know that?â you snapped, flinching when you pulled your jacket tighter around yourself.
âYou walked to one side,â he said. âAnd I saw the blood on the jet. You cleaned it up fast, but you missed some. You also used two syringes from the med kit and didnât log it.â
Your stomach dropped.
âYou keeping tabs on me now?â you asked, retaliating.Â
âIâm not keeping tabs, I live hereâand I pay attention to you,â he said, stepping closer. âThatâs what people do when they care.â
âCare?â You let out a bitter laugh, trying to deflect. âIs that what this is? Or are you just trying to babysit your girlfriend?â
Buckyâs eyes flashed. âDonât do that.â
âWhat?â you challenged. âDonât say the thing weâre both thinking?â
âIâm not infantilizing you.â
âYouâre not? Because thisââ you gestured to the space between you ââfeels like you donât trust me to handle myself.â
He was quiet for a beat, he was trying to find words that wouldnât make you pull further away.
âI trust you,â he said, voice low. âBut I saw you come back hurt, and instead of asking anyone for helpâ or go to the infirmary, you hid it.â
You clenched your fists. âI didnât want to deal with you treating me like Iâm fragile.â
âI donât think youâre fragile,â he said, exasperated. âI think youâre hurt and youâre acting like you donât want me to care.â
âThatâs not your job.â
The metal plates of his vibranium arm shifted, and for the first time, his voice raised. It was not loud, just⊠pained. âIâm not here because itâs my job, Iâm here because I love you.â
That stopped you cold in your tracks.
Bucky stared at you, breathing hard. âSo when I saw blood and you shutting me out, yeahâI panicked. Not because I think youâre weak, but because I want to help.â
Your chest tightened, but pride was louder than pain. âI donât need saving.â
His eyes didnât leave yours. âThatâs not what this is.â
âThen what is?â you bit out.
He let a deep breath through his nose, and for the first time, his voice broke a little. âIâm not mad you got hurt,â he said. âIâm mad you didnât trust me enough to help. You didnât even want me in here.â
You folded your arms across your chest and regretted it instantly when pain bloomed under your bandage.
âMaybe I wanted to deal with it myself,â you snapped. âMaybe I donât want to tell you every goddamn thing!â
His eyes shifted. He didnât argue.
âYou donât,â he said quietly. âYou donât owe me anything.â
You both just stood there for a moment, locked in a kind of stalemate that didnât quite feel like winning.
Bucky turned toward the door. âI care about you,â he said.Â
You didnât answer or move.
And when he stepped out, you said, âI just need space.â
He pausedâjust for a secondâbut didnât turn back.
And you pushed the door shut behind him.
â
The punching bag groaned under Buckyâs metal fist. He wasnât pulling his punchesânot tonight.
Thud. Thud. CRACK.
The chain creaked, and the bag swung violently to one side. Soon, he heard a slow clap echoing from behind him.
âFeel better?â Yelena teased.
He didnât turn. âNot even close.â
She strolled in, wearing sweats and a sarcastic smile, and a half-eaten
 protein bar in one hand. Typical Yelenaâcasual as hell, like the world couldnât touch her. But Bucky knew better. They both had ghostsâjust different corners.
âYouâre going to break that thing,â she added, nodding to the bag. âAnd you should be careful with the way you ask that question.â
Bucky didnât look up. âWhat question?â
ââWho hurt you?ââ she said, voice half-mocking, half-sincere. âBig mistake, Barnes. You ask that to a Red Room girl and you better be ready to duck.â
He sighed. âYou heard us.â
âI think even Ava heard the argument, and she is three floors up.â
Bucky let out a bitter breath. âDo you think I screwed up?â
âShe kicked you out of her room, yes?â
He nodded.
âThen yes,â she hummed. âYou screwed up. Or she did. Or both. Probably both.â
âI was just trying to help. She was hurt, and she didnât tell anyone. She lied about it.â
âShe didnât lie,â she corrected, âShe withheld. Thereâs a difference.â
âShe didnât have to go it alone,â Bucky shook his head. âI was right there.â
âYes,â Yelenaâs voice softened. âBut alone is what weâre good at.â
He sighed, not wanting to hear what he already knew to be true.
Yelena leaned forward, taking a bite of her snack. âBy Red Room standards, I got lucky. Fake family, borderline functional spy-parents, annoying sister. I had⊠a taste of a family. people to remind me what kindness looked like, even if it was bullshit half the time.â
She shrugged. âBut her? She didnât get sent to Ohio. No fake American pie. No pretend bedtime stories. She had the real Red Room. Just⊠handlers.â
Bucky closed his eyes. âI just wanted her to let me in.â
Yelena stood and stretched, then nudged his shoulder with hers. âI know. You were trying to love her. Thatâs not the problem.â She turned toward the door, then paused. âYou just forgot something.â
He looked up. âWhat?â
âYouâre not here to fix her, Bucky. She has to do that herself.â Her voice was kinder now â not condescending, not sarcastic. âYouâre her partner. She doesnât need you to ask who hurt her.â
Bucky tilted his head.
Yelena didnât even look over her shoulder as she walked away. âShe needs to trust that you wouldnât.â
â
The morning after, you woke up sore.
Not just your sideâthough the wound throbbed like it was pissed at youâbut in your chest.Â
Youâd barely slept, and the silence in your room was louder than ever before.
You werenât proud of how last night ended.
But you also werenât ready to admit it out loud.
You sat on the edge of the bed in yesterdayâs clothes, staring at the door like it might offer answers if you glared hard enough. It didnât.
What did come, though, was the sweet scent of breakfast.Â
You opened your door and almost tripped over it.
There laid a covered tray, still hot.
You opened it and saw your favourite breakfastâ toast with way too much butter and maple syrup, a few slices of crispy bacon, and even coffeeâjust the way you drank it.
You blinked.
A small folded note sat beneath the mug, written in neat block letters.Â
âThought you might still be mad. But you still gotta eat.
 â JBBâ
There was no lecture or apology. Just⊠care.
Your first instinct was to leave it. To prove a point or maintain a boundary or whatever.Â
So you closed the door paced for a few minutes.
But the smell.
God, the toast was warm and golden and perfectly ruined in that way you liked.
You stared at the door from the inside of your room.
Ten minutes passed.
Then fifteen.
Fuck, you were hungryâ you didnât have dinner last night.Â
You muttered under your breath like a gremlin. âStupid stubborn super soldier.â
You opened the door again and very cautiously pulled the tray inside like it might explode. You sat down on your bed and your arms. Then you uncrossed them. You picked up a piece of bacon, sniffed it, and ate it.
It was perfect.
You didnât want to smile. But you did. Just a little.
You whispered to no one, âThanks, Buck.â
â
Down the hall, Bucky leaned quietly against the wall just out of view.
When he heard the faint scrape of the tray being pulled inside, he let out a breath he didnât even realise he was holding.
â
The shower was supposed to help.
You stood under the spray with your forehead against the tile, letting the heat soak into your muscles. Steam curled around you, thick and humid. The kind that fogged the mirror and made your breath feel heavier. You watched a droplet trace its way down your wrist, vanishing into the edge of the drain.Â
You hadnât washed since you got back from the missionâbarely slept, barely spoken. Just bandaged yourself up in the jet and buried the pain like you always did.
It was stupid. You knew it. You just didnât want to see the worry in their faces. In his face.
You squeezed your eyes shut, let the water run over your body, then grabbed the loofah.
It was muscle memoryâ Scrub, rinse, repeat. So you werenât even thinking when you dragged it over your ribsâjust moving on instinct, wanting to be clean. Scrub the blood. Scrub the tension. Scrub everything off.
And thenâ
You felt white-hot pain.
You hissed, froze, and looked down.
The wound was redâ bright and fresh across the gauze, soaking into the water swirling down the drainâ the loofah had latched on to a thread and tore it out.Â
The stitches were completely pulled out.
âShit.â
You staggered out of the shower, dripping and trembling, gripping the sink for balance as steam spilled into the room. The mirror was a smeared blur, your reflection hidden behind a ghostly mask of condensation as a trail of red followed you.
You grabbed the towel with shaking fingers and wrapped it tight around your chest, pressing your palm against the fresh bleed at your side. The warmth of the water was already turning cold against your skin, and the throb in your ribs had gone from dull to searing.
You dropped to the floor with a grunt, pulling the first-aid kit from beneath the sink. Your knees hit the tile hard. You didnât flinch as you opened the case and pulled the supplies into your lap: needle, thread, gauze, antiseptic.
The blood made your hands slick.
You tried to thread the needle. Twice. Missed. On the third attempt, it slipped from your grip and clattered against the tile. You cursed under your breath, picked it up again, finally got the thread through the eye.
You pinched the skin along the gash.
Just a few stitches. You could do this.Â
But when you tried to push the needle in, your hand shook too hard. It missed the edge of the skin and dragged instead, scratching you. You tried again, gritting your teeth, but your vision blurred with the steam and the sweat and the water still dripping from your hair.
The third time, the needle went inâthen tore the skin when you pulled too fast.
âFuck!â
Your chest rose and fell. Your heart thudded behind your ribs, against your wound. You looked down at the mess of gauze and blood, the trembling in your fingers, the way your breath caught in your throat.
This was nothing.
Youâd been shot before. Tortured. Conditioned.
But right nowâsitting half-naked on the bathroom floor, wet and cold and bleeding againâyou werenât fine.
For the first time in a long time, you thought, I donât want to be alone for this.Â
So you got up, pressed the towel tighter, and walked barefoot down the hall toward Buckyâs room.
â
You didnât knock right away.
You stood outside his door barefoot, one hand clutching the towel, the other pressed to the wound at your side, now throbbing with a hot ache. You hated how unsteady your legs felt, how your heartbeat was rattling inside your chest.
Finally, you raised your knuckles and knocked twice.
The door opened almost instantly, like heâd been standing just on the other side, waiting.
And maybe he had been.
Bucky stood there in a dark long-sleeved henley and sweatpants, barefoot, his hair damp like heâd showered recently. The second he saw you, his expression changedânot shocked. Not angry.
Just worried.
His eyes flicked down to the blood seeping through the towel. Then back up to your face. You expected a million probing questions, like how did this happen? Why didnât you come to me sooner? How could you do this to yourself?Â
He asked none.
You started to speakââIâââbut your voice cracked, and the word never made it out.
Instead, you just looked at him, hand tightened over your side.
Bucky stepped aside without a word.
And that was it. No demand. No scolding. No what were you thinking?
You stepped inside slowly, the door closing behind you with a click.
You stood in the middle of the room you were very familiar withâ youâve spent most of your nights here, after allâ and tried your best to stay up.Â
He strode by you, looking at you like you hadnât pushed him away last night.
His voice, when it came, was gentle. âLet me help.â
You nodded, just once, your chin trembling.
And finally, you like it hurt you to admit, you whispered, âI couldnât do it on my own.â
âI got you,â he said simply.
Not Iâll fix you.
Not You shouldâve come sooner.
His hands rose to take the edge of the towel from you. He waitedâwatched your eyesâfor permission.
You gave it.
And as he peeled the fabric away from your ribs, his touch never faltered.Â
He studied the red gashing wound before helping you down to sit on his bed. He grabbed his first air kit from his bedside.Â
âI ripped the stitches,â you admitted the obvious.
He knelt in front of you without a word. The reopened gash was deep, but clean. No sign of infection, but it needed fixing.
âYou scrubbed it open?â he murmured.
You groaned. âWith a loofah. Like a genius.â
He gave a tiny huff of amusement. âA dangerous weapon.â
âI think itâs actually stronger than Walker.â
âDefinitely smarter.â
You smiled despite yourself. Your arm dropped slightly, and Bucky reached for a clean towel and laid it gently across your lap before reaching for the antiseptic. You watched him workâhis metal hand deft and practiced, his human one in a support capacity.Â
âThis is gonna sting,â he warned. âBut Iâll go slow.â
You nodded.
He cleaned the wound gently, pressing gauze against it in soft, rhythmic motions. It hurt, but not like before.Â
He threaded the needle and began stitching. The pull of the thread through your skin made you flinch, but his hand was thereâresting gently on your thigh.
You let out a shaky breath and leaned back on your hands, letting him finish.
Neither of you said anything for a while.
When he tied the last knot, he set the needle aside and wiped the blood away with a damp cloth.
He looked up at you, eyes scanning your face. âYou okay?â
You blinked at himâthen dropped your eyes.
And for the first time, you didnât say âfine.â
Your voice cracked when you said, âNo,â followed with a quieter, âNo, Iâm not.â
Your lip trembled, and suddenly your face folded in on itself, hands rising to cover your eyes too little too lateâtoo slow to hide the tears that came all at once.
You tried to stop it.
You tried to breathe through it, tried to hold yourself together because thatâs what youâd always done.
But Bucky was already moving. He didnât say anything and opened his arms.
And that was all it took.
You leaned in like gravity pulled you there, and you felt his arms close. Your shoulders shook and soaked his shirt through your tears.Â
He didnât flinch, didnât let go.
His hand moved across your back in long, rhythmic strokes. He rested his chin gently on your head, his metal arm gently circled your waist, holding you without trapping you. His other hand moved to your hair, fingers sliding through the strands in calming patterns.
Your knees tucked up against his and your fingers curled in the fabric of his shirt. You breathed in his scent, faint soap and aftershave and something familiar that made you fall in love all over again.
He adjusted you without a word, easing you down so your cheek rested against his chest. His thumb brushed your temple once, then again.
He held you until your breathing slowed. Until your hands unclenched. Until your shoulders stopped rising, until you were still.
And when the last of the tears had soaked into his shirt, you stayed like that for a long time.
â
That night, he found you one of his shirtsâworn and too big. You slipped it over your head in the bathroom, careful not to pull your stitches, and returned to the room with bare legs and clean skin.
Bucky opened the covers and moved aside.
You climbed into the bed beside him.
And after a long stretch of silence, you finally found the courage to say, âThank you.â
Bucky turned his head toward you, pressing a kiss to your temple. âAnytime.â
âAnd in case you were still wondering who did this,â you sniffled, âThe guy who was supposed to be my informant got lucky.â
Bucky wrapped his arm around you, though not too tight. âYou take his knife?â
âLeft it in his thigh,â you nuzzled into the crook of his neck, finding a comfortable spot. âHis wound is definitely deeper than mine.â
"That's my girl," he whispered proudly, his hand still gently stroking up and down your back.
The room had gone quiet, save for the occasional creak of old pipes and the hum of the heater kicking in. Bucky didn't move, enjoying your weight pressed into his chest, your cheek warm against the curve of his shoulder. His fingers trailed through your hair absently â like muscle memory.
"You know," he murmured after a while, his breath brushing against your hairline, "I still don't understand how you do it. Take down someone three times your size."
He smiled a little, one of those soft, private ones meant just for you, even though your breathing had deepened into a slower rhythm.
"Yelena and Ava, do it, too, sure," he went on, lips barely moving. "But with you⊠Itâs so much brute force." He chuckled a low rumble in his chest. "It even scares me sometimes."
No response. Not a shift, not a twitch from you. He tilted his head, finally noticing the way your breathing had slipped and steadied.
Bucky glanced down at you, as realization settled in. "You fell asleep on me, didnât you?" he said, barely above a whisper. "Jesus, doll, you were that tired?"
One tiny, unmistakable snore answered him â high-pitched and fleeting, almost like a hiccup, and then another.
He couldn't help it â he laughed, delighted. "God, your snores are adorable."
He pulled the blanket up a little higher over your shoulder and pressed a kiss to your temple.
"Sleep, baby. I got you," he whispered. "Always got you."
And then, with you curled against him, still snoring softly into his neck, Bucky closed his eyes, too.
-end.
I have an idea for a part two that might never get written: Bucky genuine cannot believe it when you ask him if you could permanently move into his room.
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pairing: hockey captain!bucky barnes x fem!reader (modern au)
warnings: just teeth rotting fluff, some sports trash talk,
summary: the national title on the line. one last goal. and bucky doesnât skate to the trophy â he runs to you.
word count: 2.8k
author's note: hi my loves! i couldn't stop thinking about this idea! and because i am a swiftie, this is heavily inspired by the alchemy (one of my many favourite songs) i hope you enjoy this fic as much as i do, love you guys and stay safe!
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The crowd was thundering.
Not the kind that rumbled in the distance no, this was the kind that cracked the sky open. The kind that rose and crashed in waves, relentless and hungry.Â
The stands shook with boots stomping on aluminum bleachers. Painted signs bounced in the air, words blurring from the motionâGO THUNDERBOLTS, CAPTAIN BARNES #91, KISS FOR LUCK scrawled in lipstick.Â
Faces flushed red with cold beer and high hopes. Flags waved, foam fingers pointed, and a hundred thousand hearts pounded in time with the bass of the pre-game anthem pulsing through the speakers.
This wasnât just a game. It was the game of the year.
Finals night. National Hockey League Championship.Â
The Thunderbolts vs The Avengers.
Two rival teams, two captains with so much history and one trophy gleaming behind the glass.
The anthem had barely ended before the roar kicked up again, raw and ravenous.
Spotlights danced across the crowd like searchlights over a battlefield, and the overheads dimmed just enough to make the ice glowâpristine, perfect, untouched, a fresh battlefield waiting to be claimed.
Cameras swung in wide arcs across the arena, cutting from row to row, finding the faces that made up the frenzy.
Fans in war paint, faces streaked with glitter and ink, jerseys layered over hoodies, fingers locked around hotdogs and cardboard trays of fries, beer sloshing over gloved hands.Â
Everyone yelling. Everyone watching.
And thenâthe camera landed on you.
Dead center. First row behind the Thunderboltsâ bench.
Wearing his jersey.
âBarnesâ stitched in clean bold letters across your shoulders. The deep navy fabric pulled snug where it was tucked into the waistband of your jeans. Sleeves rolled just past your elbows. The Thunderbolts logoâa silver lightning bolt spearing through a black-and-blue shield shimmered faintly beneath the lights.
Your grin bloomed instantly when you saw yourself on the jumbotronâsharp and nervous and entirely unfiltered.
One hand flew up to your cheek, laughing in surprise. The other still held tight to the paper soda cup you hadnât touched in ten minutes.
And then the commentators pounced.
âOoooh, and look who weâve got in the front row tonight!â one of them crowed, amusement crackling in his voice. âThatâs Barnesâ girlfriend, sheâs already wearing the number 91 like a badge of honor!â
The other chuckled, already rolling with it. âYouâve gotta love it, Bill. Young love, big stakes. Sheâs all in tonight. And the question on everyoneâs mindâwill Barnes bring home the trophy tonight? Or will Rogers shut him down one last time?â
You flushed hard, heat flooding your cheeks, but your smile only widened. Your fingers twisted nervously in your lap, the cup long forgotten.
The spotlight swept onâand the thunder swelled again.
The Thunderbolts were being called onto the ice.
First came Ava. Sharp, and fast. She cut across the blue line like a blade, sleek in her uniform, her form low and agile as she glided across the rink. Her braid flicked behind her helmet like a threat, chin high, eyes locked forward.
Then Bob. Wild grin beneath his helmet, that familiar bounce in his stride like he was skating into a bar fight instead of a championship. He gave a ridiculous salute to the crowd, winked at someone in the third row, and pumped his stick once in the air.
John followed, big and loud, throwing a fist into the sky like a gladiator entering the ring.
Yelena came next. Practically vibrating with excitement, her grin so wide it looked dangerous. She skated backward just for the hell of it, flashed a peace sign at the Avengerâs bench, and flipped off Tony Stark when he yelled something back.
And then â
âNumber ninety-oneâŠBUCKY BARNES!â
The arena exploded.
The glass walls behind the benches vibrated with the noise. The rafters groaned. People were screaming his nameâBARNES, BARNES, BUCKY, BUCKYâthe rhythm of it echoing like a chant across the rink.
You shot out of your seat without thinking, hands flying to your mouth, heart stuttering in your chest like it couldnât keep up.
And then he appeared.
Skating out from the tunnel like he owned the damn world.
No waving. No showboating.Â
He skated clean, hard, powerfulâstraight across the rink like the ice had parted just for him. His strides were controlled, each one cutting smooth into the surface, blades singing. He stopped short of the bench, stick tapping once against the ice with a heavy clack.
Then, he turned. Just enough to find you.
His helmet was tucked low, shadowing his eyes, but it didnât matter. You could feel him find you. See you. That weightless flicker of connection when two people find each other in a crowd of thousands.
And thenâ
That grin.
God, that grin, that same grin that made you fall hopelessly in love with him back in college.
Crooked. Boyish. And ever so infuriatingly sure of itself.
He didnât wave, didnât mouth a word.
Just gave you the faintest nod, like a promise. Like watch this, baby.
And thenâ
The puck dropped.
âThunderbolts coming in fast from the left side, Avaâs on the edge with the puck, sheâs got Bob tailing her for backupââ
The announcerâs voice rang loud over the speakers, almost drowned out by the buzz of the arena.Â
Ava skated hard, slicing across the ice like a bullet fired from a gun, body low and focused. Her stick tapped the puck forward with quick, lethal flicks, weaving past one defender, then another.
Bob was on her tail, his form bulkier but no less agile, cutting in wide to draw a second Avenger off the line.
The Thunderbolts were moving as one, quick and ruthless, barely blinking.
âWait for itâOH! Big interception by Wilson for the Avengers, clean take on the boards, heâs flying down center iceââ
The collective gasp was instant.Â
Sam was fast. Too fast.
He pivoted so tightly off the wall it looked impossible, scooping the puck on his blade mid-turn and blasting down center ice. The Thunderbolts scrambled to recover, boots hitting the ice in frantic scrapes, blades cutting through the frozen surface like razors.
Yelena cursed under her breathâyou saw it from the bench cam, the sharp twist of her mouth unmistakable as she shot back toward the neutral zone in a blur of motion.Â
You knew that look. Knew it well. Youâd been friends since high school, back when she used to play pickup games with the boys just for fun.
She hated being outrun, hated it like it offended her personally. And judging by the speed she was moving now, someone was damn sure about to pay for it.
Bucky fell in behind her.
Unlike the rest, he didnât panic.
He skated backward, cool and calculated, reading the play like heâd seen it a hundred times before. His knees bent, balance low, eyes flicking between Wilson streaking down the middle and Rogers gliding up the opposite wing, already sizing up his angle just outside the blue line.
And then, Steve entered the zone.
The crowd went feral. The commentators lost their minds.
âRogers, himself folks, lining up for the slapshotâ!â
Steve adjusted his grip with deadly precision, dragging the puck across the line and winding up like a spring. The stadium held its breath. Cameras clicked. Flashbulbs lit the glass.
And then â
CLANG.
Stick on stick.
Bucky didnât just block the shotâhe rejected it.
The blade of his stick met Steveâs with a metallic crack that echoed across the ice, the force of it spinning the puck up and off course like it had hit a steel wall.
The puck arced high, spiralling toward the boards as both captains skated through the impact. Steveâs blade skidded empty.
The crowd howled.
Steve turned slowly, arching a brow beneath his helmet. The half-smile that played across his face was all teeth.Â
Familiar.
Bucky skated past with ice in his veins and zero hesitation. He didnât look back. Just kept gliding, chin raised, mouth curling.
âTry again, punk,â he smirked, eyes locked with Steveâs as the puck spun away.
Steve chuckled. âMake me.â And peeled off.
Your heart was racing.
No, not just racing. Hammering.
You couldnât stop bouncing in your seat. The coke you held in both hands had gone warm long ago, the paper cup soft with condensation, but you hadnât taken a sip. Your eyes were locked on the rink like your life depended on it.
Every pass was a lightning bolt. Every movement a blur.
The game was brutal, but brilliant. A war fought in blades and bruises. This wasnât teammates having fun. This wasnât friendly competition.
This was rivalry.
Hits against the boards came hard and fast. Elbows tucked sharp. Shoulders thrown into chests with unapologetic force. You flinched each time someone slammed into the wall, the crack echoing up into your ribs.
Still, through the chaos, Bucky led.
He was everywhere. Every line. Every pivot.
You watched him bark something to Bob, nod once to Yelena, then slash down the rink with the kind of clean, perfect control that only came from years of skating like the ice was his home.
He skated like fire. Moved like smoke.
His stick kissed the puck and made it sing.
âBUCKY! HERE!â
Yelenaâs voice split through the noise, loud and sure. She tore up the right side like sheâd stolen something, and Bucky didnât even look.
He passed blind.
A perfect no-look cross-zoneâsharp, clean, so instinctual it looked choreographed. The puck streaked across the ice, too fast to track.
Crack.
Bobâs blade met it in motion, and the sound was surgical.
And thenâ
SLAM.
Straight into the Avengersâ net.
The red light flared. The buzzer screamed.
Thunderbolts: 1. Avengers: 0.
The arena exploded.
âWEâRE ON THE BOARD, BABY!â the commentator bellowed, practically lifting out of his seat. âWhat a setupâBarnes to Belova, Belova to Bob, and in she goes!â
Fans surged to their feet, foam fingers punched the air, and you clapped both hands to your mouth in shock, laughing, beaming, glowing.
On the bench, Alexei looked like he was going to combust.
âTHATâS HOW YOU DO IT, BARNES! I TEACH HIM THAT!â he shouted at the top of his lungs, pounding the plexiglass like a drum. âYOU SEE THAT PASS? HE LEARN FROM ME!â
Stark, meanwhile, was livid.
On the Avengerâs bench, he was a one-man stormâclipboard flailing, tie half-undone.
âRogers! Wilson! You gonna let him dance around you like that? I swear to god, this isnât fucking disney on Ice!â
The camera caught John laughing so hard he nearly fell off the bench.
You could even see Yelena, skating backward toward center, roll her eyes from behind her visor, muttering something that made Ava snort.
And Buckyâ
Bucky just skated to the bench like he hadnât even tried.
Stick low. Jaw sharp. Eyes already on the next play.
Second period. Tie game.
The ice glistened with sweat and melted friction, grooves carved deep from blades and fury.
Both teams were breathing hard, skating harder, the weight of the scoreboard pressing down like a vice.
Every hit sounded louder now. Every pass carried desperation.
The Avengers had clawed one back.
It wasnât a clean goal, not by Thunderbolts standards, anyway. It was sneaky. Wanda had slipped it in off a deflection, the kind of tip-in that no one even saw coming until the red light flashed behind the net.
Bob turned, confused, and smacked the post with his stick.
The crowd gasped, half in awe, half in protest.
The commentators were already on it.
âOooh! Maximoff sneaks one past the lineâunbelievable angle on that tip-in.â
âBarnes is not happy about that one, Bill. Look at that expression.â
âStone cold. But if thereâs one thing we know about number 91âŠitâs that he plays best when heâs pissed.â
You saw it too. Felt it. That flicker shift in the entire energy of the game.Â
Like a match had been struck.
On the ice, Bucky reset.
His jaw was locked tight, the muscles ticking beneath his cheekbone. His knuckles curled around his stick like it was a lifeline. He muttered something sharp to John as they lined up for the next faceoffâyou couldnât hear it, but whatever he said made John nod immediately, all humor gone.
And thenâ
Breakaway.
John slingshot the puck out of the circle with brutal precision, snapping it straight to Ava as she darted up the ice.
Her skates cut the surface like blades through water, a clean, slicing motion that made her look more like a dancer than a forward. She passed to Yelena, who caught it mid-stride and bolted down the left wing like her skates were on fire.
The Avengers defence scrambled.
You leaned forward in your seat, one hand gripping the railing, eyes wide.
Yelena ducked her shoulder just before a check, spun out of the hit like sheâd rehearsed it in a dream, andâwith barely a glanceâ
âBUCKY!â
The shout rang through the air.
He was already there.
No hesitation. No delay.Â
Heâd read the play like a book with his name written in the ending.
The puck hit his blade like fate.
Three strides.
A shift in weight.
The low sweep of his stick.
Snap.
Like a bullet fired from center iceâthe puck screamed into the net.
GOAL.
Red light. Horn blast. Thunder in the stands.
Thunderbolts: 2. Avengers: 1.
The stadium erupted. Fans on their feet. Flags waving. Voices cracking. Someone a few rows behind you screamed âMARRY ME, BUCKY!â and you couldnât stop laughing, even as tears prickled the backs of your eyes.
Ava was pounding her stick against the wall. Bob leapt over the boards to tackle John in celebration. Yelena blew kisses to the camera and Alexei was hoarse from screaming.
But Bucky â
He didnât stop.
Didnât slow.
Didnât raise his arms or pump his fists or even look at the scoreboard.
There were thirty seconds left. Thirty brutal, breathless seconds. But the goal had done its job. The Thunderbolts were ahead. Now it was all defense.
And Bucky... he was locked in.
The final clock ticked down like a heartbeat.
Twenty seconds.
Ten.
Fiveâ
BUZZZZZZZZZ.
The horn went off like an explosion. Final whistle.
The Thunderbolts bench emptied, skates clattering across the ice as the team poured toward center.
Players collided, hollering, helmets flying into the air. Ava jumped straight into Yelenaâs arms. Bob tried to slide across the rink on his belly and crashed into the boards.
And behind it allâ
The trophy waited. Gleaming, glorious and beautiful.
Spotlights swiveled. Cameras focused.
The announcers were already yelling.
âThunderbolts take the championship! What a finish, what a goalâand Barnes with the game winner, folks! Thatâs number 91 doing what he does best!â
You stood with the rest of the crowd, clapping, screaming, face flushed with adrenaline and awe.
Your hands were over your mouth again, eyes sweeping the chaos for himâwhere was he?
And then â
You found him.
Or ratherâhe found you.
Bucky skated past the goal without slowing.
Past the glittering silver trophy being lifted onto its pedestal. Past the thunder of his teammatesâ cheers. Past Alexeiâs open arms and the blinding camera flashes.
His stick dropped to the ice.
Then his helmet.
And he skated straight to you.
There was no hesitation. No calculation. He ran.
Skates to the boards, gloves off, his hands catching the edge with one clean, practiced grip. Security blinked, caught off-guardâbut he was already climbing over, lifting himself into the front row like it was nothing.
You gaspedâhalf-laughing, half-stunnedâarms instinctively reaching for him.
And he caught you.
His hands wrapped around your waist, and without a word, he lifted you straight into the air like you weighed nothing at all.Â
You squeakedâbreath catchingâlegs curling around his hips as he spun you, holding you there in the middle of screaming fans and cameras and flying confetti.
His mouth crashed into yours.
And everything else disappeared.
The noise, the lights, the rink, the pressure, it all dropped away like a curtain falling. All you could feel was him. His hands gripping your back, his lips against yours, rough and breathless. His chest shaking with laughter.
âHi, sweetheart,â he whispered, breaking the kiss only long enough to murmur it into your cheek.
Your laugh was pure joy. You buried your hands in his sweaty hair and kissed him again, not caring that you were in front of thousands of people, not caring that your face was probably all over the jumbotron.
âI told you youâd win,â you breathed.
âAnd I told you,â he grinned, eyes bright and unbearably soft as he pressed his forehead to yours, âyouâre all I was playing for.â
Your heart melted.
Somewhere in the chaos, Johnâs voice rang out: âGo get her, Bucky!â
From the loudspeakers, the announcers cracked up.
âWell, thereâs your answer, folks,â one of them laughed, his voice barely audible over the thunderous cheer. âWho needs the trophy⊠when sheâs right there waiting?â
And Buckyâstill holding youâonly kissed you deeper.
Because he already had everything he wanted.
a/n: this fic was really just indulgence for me, i love this idea so much i typed half the fic on my phone during my train ride home đ„č i am not the best at describing hockey and i'm sorry if i got anything wrong đ. if you enjoyed the fic, please leave a comment of reblog!
THIS IS SUPER CUTEEE
IM LIKE OBSESSED!!!!
The Flaming Hearts Fan Club
johnny storm x fem!reader
word count: 2.2k+
summary: Something falls out of your pocket with the most unfortunate timing anyone couldâve asked for.
warnings: readerâs gonna be embarrassed, johnnyâs gonna be a funny little son-of-a-bitch and i love him
notes: One of my friends, @prettycalla, and I decided to write this idea that our other friend, @getaapologist, had given us! (I was on fire for three hours, I hope you enjoy lmao). So hereâs my version (and you should check out hers!) and the kickstart to my johnnyverse! Big thank you to @robinbuckleywife for reading this over and as always, big thank you to @peachyproserpina for editing, couldnât do this without you!
Itâs a sweltering July afternoon. Youâre unfortunately standing in line at Burger Towerâ it was of those space-age-styled fast food joints with chrome countertops, a glowing neon menu board shaped like a rocket ship, and booths upholstered in shiny red vinyl. The overhead speakers are playing The Supremes a little too loud for you to hear anything else, the smell of frying oil wafts around you, and the sun outside practically melts the linoleum floor tiles. Itâs hot enough to make a person sweat through their shirt⊠and their pantsâŠ. really any article of fabric strewn on their bodies.
Youâre one person away from the counter and youâre mentally running through your orderâ double cheeseburger, a strawberry shake, fries large enough to make you regret getting 'emâ when you reach into your pocket to pull out your cash. Except you grab way more than you mean to. Something slips out and floats to the ground right at your feet. Itâs face-down, but you already know what it is before it even touches the ground. Your stomach drops straight out your ass and to the floor.Â
Itâs one of your photos from the Flaming Hearts Fan Club. The official one, glossy and embarrassingly well-loved. And now stepping up right next to it? The most unfortunate pair of shoes you could hope to see. Black boots. Sleek. Attached to legs in jeans that you woefully would recognize anywhere. A voice chuckles behind you, smug and too amused for your comfort, says, âWhoa, now thatâs a handsome guy.â
You freeze right in your tracks. You know that voice. Everyone knows that stupid voice. Itâs been broadcast on radio interviews, on late-night variety shows, and shouted from the skies when the Fantastic Four saved Midtown last month.
You turn on your heel.
Johnny Storm is standing there. His blonde hair windswept and looked too picture perfect, his sunglasses are perched in his head, and heâs holding your fan club photo between two fingers like it might catch fire if he grips it too tight. And heâs grinning. âReal dedicated fan, huh?â he says, flipping the photo around to show the front. Itâs the one where heâs in his blue suit, smirking with his arms crossed like he knows exactly how good he looksâ which, clearly, he does. âWhereâd you get this? You know they make me sign those after three hours of PR torture every Tuesday?â
Your mouth opens, but nothing comes out except a breath that sounds vaguely like a question mark. You hurriedly grab the photo back, flustered and looking anywhere but at him, trying not to sweat through your blouse. âIâ Iâm not, like, obsessed or anything. My friend gave it to me. You know⊠as a joke.â
âOh yeah?â He raises an eyebrow, then steps around you to the counter, calling over his shoulder.Â
You want the floor to open up and swallow you whole. Instead, you just shove the photo back into your pocket cursing yourself for even tucking it in the pocket of these jeans however many weeks ago. You order as fast as you can, duck your head to avoid him, and flee to the farthest booth in the restaurant. Youâre definitely trying to hide behind your stupid milkshake and lick your wounds in peace. You make it halfway through a crinkle fry when a red tray drops on the table across from you, and Johnny plops down into the seat like he had been invited. Heâs got two burgers on his tray, a large soda, and one of those dumb, charming milkshakes with whipped cream stacked a mile high.
You almost choke on your fries. âAre you⊠Are you seriously sitting here?â
âSure am.â His eyes are twinkling as he peels the paper back on his burger. âYou looked lonely. Or maybe mortified. Either way, sitting here felt like a public service.â
You groan and drop your forehead into your hand, elbow propped against the table. âYou are the worst.â
âIncorrect. Iâm the hottest. Literally.â He bites into his burger and shrugs. âFlaming Hearts, huh? Thatâs the fan club with the pins, right? Do you have the pin?â
You glare at him between spread fingers.
He leans forward, his eyes wide with mock innocence. âWhat? I wanna see it. Let me guessâ itâs hidden in your purse next to the embroidered handkerchief with my initials, huh?â
âI do not haveââ you stop yourself with a sigh. It doesnât really matter what you say now. Heâs already smiling like heâs won something.
He munches on a fry, then points one at you. âYou know, most people pretend not to recognize me. They do that whole thing where they squint and go, âHey, arenât you that flying guy?â and I say something modest, like âOnly on days that end with Y.â But you? You dropped the merchandise. You might as well have left a trail of rose petals to this very booth.â
You roll your eyes, but itâs almost impossible for you to stop smiling now. âIf I buy you another burger and slide it across the table, will you try and forget this ever happened?â
âOh, sweetheart,â he grins through a mouthful of fries, âThis has been the best part of my day. Iâm literally going to remember this forever.â
You laugh despite yourself and shake your head. Heâs magnetic in the kind of way you wish you were immune to, thatâs how this crush started, after all. All lazy charm and a ridiculous aura of confidence. But it really wasnât in the sleazy, plastic way youâd expect from a tabloid cover boy. Itâs like he actually likes being liked, in a deeper wayâ nothing surface level. âWhy are you here?â you ask, raising an eyebrow. âDonât you have a lab to go blow up or something?â
âNah.â He waves his hand in dismissal, smiling. âReed banned me for the afternoon.â Then, he leans back in the booth, one arm draping over the back of the seat. âI figured Iâd get some lunch and see how many people pretended not to notice me. You win, by the way. Dropping the photo? That was pretty good.â
You groan and hide your face in your hands again. And then you shake your head, starting to laugh as you say, âI am never living this down.â
âSure you will,â he hums, holding his shake toward you like a peace offering. âEventually. Probably. Maybe. Want a sip?â
You squint at him. âThatâs how you get cooties.â
âOh my god, you are in the fan club.â
âShut up.â
He kicks your foot lightly under the table and sing-songs between laughs. âYou didnât say no.â
You shoot him a mock-annoyed look over the top of your milkshake. âYou kicking me under the table now? Real smooth.â
Johnny shrugs. âSubtletyâs never been my strong suit. I mean⊠Come on. I light on fire for a living.â
You laugh again. It bubbles out of you before you can even realize it, and suddenly youâre smiling so wide that your cheeks hurt. He notices and he gives you this big, satisfied grin like he just won a bet with himself.
âWhat?â you say, narrowing your eyes at him, your heart beating so hard in your chest you think it may try to escape through your ears.
âNothing,â he shrugs. âItâs just⊠really nice when people laugh around me instead of screaming and running for the nearest fire extinguisher.â
âOh, is that a thing?â
âYouâd be surprised.â He nudges the last of his fries into his mouth, chews lazily, then adds, âActually, wait, no you wouldnât. Youâre the one with my picture in your pocket.â
You groan dramatically and drop your head down against the table for what? the third time now? âWill you please stop bringing that up?â
âNot a chance.â
You hear the squeak of the vinyl as he shifts in the seat, then thereâs a rustle of paper as he crumples up his burger wrapper. Heâs looking at you a little differently nowâ clearly still very amused, but heâs softened at the edges. Like maybe heâs not here just to tease you. Like maybe he kind of likes the way you look at him while he flirts or how you groan when he pokes a little fun at you. He tosses his trash onto his tray, wipes his hands on his jeans, then he looks back at you with a tilt of his head. âSo. You headed anywhere after this? Or was lunch your big plan for the afternoon?â
You raise an eyebrow. âWhy? Are you about to recommend I spend the rest of it being harassed by superheroes?â
âFirst of all, celebrity superhero. Get it right,â he says with another one of those signature grins, jerking his thumb back at himself as he points. âSecond, I was gonna offer to walk you home. Unless youâd rather let the photo in your pocket be enough.â
You pause at his words, a fry halfway to your mouth. âYou want to walk me home?â
He shrugs, like the suggestion is no big deal. Like heâs just a normal guy asking a normal girl to let him walk her home. But he was not a normal guy, he was fucking Johnny Storm, of the Fantastic Four. And you, you, were a member of his damn fan club. âSure. Itâs hot out. You might melt. Iâd feel bad if I left you out there to fry like an egg on the concrete.â
âAnd youâre just⊠offering? Out of the goodness of your very flammable heart.â
âThat, and youâre cute when youâre mortified.â He winks at you, like he hasnât just said the sort of thing that might send your pulse into a thumping tailspin. âSo what do you say? You live nearby?â
You hesitate, shifting in your seat, but itâs not because you donât want him to. Itâs because it still feels a little unreal that the Johnny Storm wants to walk you home like this is some normal, Saturday matinee kind of world. You nod at him slowly, your eyes still on him and a fry still clutched between your fingertips. âJust a few blocks.â
âPerfect.â He hops up, grabbing both of your trays. He dumps them in the bin in one graceful swoop. âLetâs go before I change my mind and fly off dramatically into the sunset.âÂ
He holds the door open for you as you exit, the same stupid hot air you were trying to escape, slaps you both in the face like a slightly damp towel straight from the dryer. You step out into the sun together, and he falls into step beside you. Youâre walking as if youâre old friends. Like this isnât bizarre and slightly incredible. âSoâŠâ he says after a few minutes of walking in silence. âDo I get to know your name? Or do I have to keep calling you âFlaming Heart Number 247â?â
You tell him your name. His lips tug up at the corners as he repeats it, and then he nods as he decides in his own head that it suits you.
âIâve gotta admit, I didnât really think my Thursday was gonna include teasing a girl about my own face in a burger joint, but youâve made the experience. You, uhâŠâ He scratches the back of his neck. âYou doing anything this weekend?â
You glance sideways at him, hand curling tightly around the strap of your bag. âWhy?â
âJust wondering if youâd want to⊠I donât know. Get a soda or catch a movie or something. We could go somewhere I promise not to spontaneously combust on you.â
You almost gape at him, âYouâre asking me out?â
âYeah, well, itâs either that or I keep circling this block every day hoping you drop another photo of me so we have something to talk about.â
You try to play it cool, really you do, but your smile slips out before you can stop it. âAlright, Mr. Celebrity Superhero. Youâve got a date. You set it up.â
Johnny beams at you, almost boyish, entirely smitten. âYou wonât regret that.â
âI probably will.â
He waits a moment and then agrees with a teasing sigh, âYou definitely will, but youâll also probably have a pretty great time.â
He walks you the rest of the way home, his hands stuffed in his front pockets. Heâs telling you some absurd story about Ben trying to cook dinner and him nearly setting off the buildingâs sprinklers. Youâre halfway to your door before you realizeâ heâs not just funny, or cute, or famous.
Heâs fun.
And when he leans against your front gate and smirks down at you like heâs waiting for a green light, you give it to him without even thinking. He doesnât kiss youâ itâs too soon for that, youâve just metâ but he does tap the back of your hand lightly and say, âDonât lose that photo. It might be worth something someday.â
You roll your eyes at him. âGoodnight, Johnny.â
âNight, dollâ And then, with one last wink, he steps back, salutes youâ all teeth and dimples, and then takes off into the sky like he was always born to fly.
You stand there, watching him go, grinning like an idiot.
And it flashes through your brain, youâre definitely gonna need a new photo.
Maybe one with you in it next time.
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peter: what were your thoughts on johnny when you first started dating him?
you: that he's hot headed, boastful, restless, an idiot who dives head first into things before thinking them through and a royal pain in my ass.
joaquin: then why are you with johnny if you think that way?
bob: yeah, shouldn't you be with someone who makes you happy and stress free?
you: he makes me laugh, is warm but that's a given, and even bought me raspberry and white chocolate chip cookies when i was made at him becuase he knew i liked them from a passing conversation, and he's overly sweet when you least expect it but it's a welcoming surpise nonetheless.
johnny: I LOVE YOU TOO BABY!
you: you're still in the time out corner for eating my precious cookies! and i don't see you being remorseful about it either.
johnny: They were good cookies.
you: JOHNNY!
peter: they definitly deserve each other.
bob and joaquin: *hums in agreement as they watched you and johnny squabble about cookies*

