want to sit in your lap while you baby me through every contraction, want to cry into your chest while rub my swollen pregnant pussy against your thigh, i don’t know what’s happening but the urge to push is taking over me, want to tell you, whine that it feels weird daddy, somethings coming out-! would you ask me, so sweetly, if i’m pushing? would you scold me, ask me- did daddy tell you you could do that? would you help me push or do you think i look cute holding back?
Mmmmmh, yes, I'd love to hold you on my lap while you labor, to press your head against my chest and whisper encouragement in your ear as I work you through the contractions one by one. I'd keep you in the dark about *everything* that's going on - about why your stomach has been getting bigger and bigger, why you've been having all these cramps in your belly, why you've been feeling all this pressure and what you can do to stop it. I'll just hold you on my lap, rubbing my hands on your belly and helping you rock your hips against me as the contractions come one after the other.
"Therrrrrre you go, baby. Are you pushing now? Is it too much for you?" I can feel your body stiffening against mine - I know what the answer is, but I want to hear you say it. Maybe you'll be good and admit it, or, maybe, you'll just stubbornly shake your head. "No, baby, we can't be doing that." I'll tip your face up towards mine, let my eyes meet yours. "I know it's hard, but I want you to hold back for me, okay?" I'll help guide your hips to move a little more against me. "Thaaaaaaat's it, baby, just pant through it. Just pant through it for me, there you go." I can feel your body struggling to hold back as you feel something *huge* and *heavy* moving down inside your hips, see tears leaking from your eyes as you fight so hard to be good for me. "Perfect, perrrrrrrrrfect, just grind on my thigh, baby." I'll pull your head close to me again, let your tears soak into my shirt. "Just keep panting and grinding alllllll that pressure away, just pant and grind, baby."
As the contraction ends, I'll slow your movement down a little to help you relax against me, run my fingers through your hair, whisper softly in your ear how well you're doing, how you're being so, *so* good holding back for this long. Then, for the next contraction, we'll do it all again. And the next one. And the next. And the next. You'll feel that pressure come and go, again and again, as that huge mass moves slowly, sloooooowly down inside you, until you can feel it just starting to press against your lips. And it'll stay there, no matter how much you squirm and pant and moan, no matter how many contractions you struggle your way through, as I keep you firmly in place on my thigh, as you hold your own baby inside you in search of comfort from me.
It won't last forever, of course. There'll be time, eventually, for me to help spread your legs wide open, to count down from ten while you bear down with all your might, for you feel yourself burn and stretch and burn some more as you open up, bit by bit, for the head of our baby. But, not right now. Right now, I want to keep you just like this, to hear you panting and moaning and whimpering against my chest, to help you press the head inside again each time you grind your hips, to keep you just like this, moaning and panting and so *unbearably* adorable while you're stuck in labor, just a little bit longer.