10,000 demons all wanna be me

If I die in the dark then no one can see me

[pussydisorder]

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‧₊˚ ┊ Jesse ┊ 19 ┊ FtM NB butch ┊ lightskin ┊ he - its - ones ┊ ˚₊‧

‧₊˚ ┊ schizoautist who doesn't play about shipping

‧₊˚ ┊ catholicfluid reincarnationist, sardine addict, casual misandrist

‧₊˚ ┊ webcomic enjoyer, work liveblogger, full time student

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discord is the best place to contact me

i am white + black but i dont post images of msyelf often because i hate cameras, I grew up with mexican/chicano culture and chat about it sometimes but im not mexican myself.

10/2/25 ♂️💉

12/19/25 OSHA Certified

Agricultural plant science major

hedonist mycology fan

not a fandom blog but not not a fandom blog, posts depend on alters depend on work, depend on time, depend on money

i can read a wee bit of spanish

tags list

general warnings

i tag triggers as #word or #ask to tag or #atg, anything too risque is #not safe

please send me and ask or dm if you need anything tagged I am more than understanding :-) I often forget to tag cancer/terminal illness as my father has it and its more than normal to me.

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[pussydisorder]

if you cough on public transport I gotta kill you

[dragon-in-a-fez]

does the body ALWAYS have to keep the score? maybe we could just have a friendly game this time. maybe we can just have fun without putting numbers on it

[theconcealedweapon]

"Look at what this leech is spending their welfare money on."

Is it a bomb? If not, I don't give a single fuck.

The government spends my tax money on bombs. That makes me angry. If a poor person spends my tax money on entertainment, even if it's technically not a "necessity", it's a hell of a lot better than bombs.

[pussydisorder]

they banned mangadex from the train I'm on

[pussydisorder]

I love public transport I like seeing the views pass me by. It's the best when it's completely silent or there's some old people having a pleasant conversation.

[pussydisorder]

i always boymode (can I say that?) on public transportation not because of dysphoria or presenting the way I like but because I'm way less likely to be harassed sexually or violently. Even when I'm a masculine girl the same stuff can always happen there's no winning really. I'm just lucky I can do this now this is so much easier

[pussydisorder]

if you play music aloud on the train I'm gonna do something very American to you

[pussydisorder]

I hate when aesthetic bloggers post about ship discourse nobody is here for that we are here for images oh my gawd... I don't lean one way or the other because it's dumb I'm here to reblog pictures of bathroom sinks and carpet lint and shittt

[pussydisorder]

I wanna party a fuck ton when I get back home. I mean my first party I had to deal with the domestic dispute but whatever that's not normal so

[laterkiss]

happy pride to my favourite post on reddit

[pussydisorder]

me: I don't like that you're mean to your children who aren't even double digits

My father: you are gaslighting me you are a piezashit and you abuse your mom I'm gonna go jack off to Rick and Morty until you change your ways

Hold on I just saw an ad for "leavingmaga.org"

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today is mandatory dad posting because I have to stay with him for a couple weeks and possibly longer if I can't find somewhere to live. If it gets excessive I'll tag it so ye

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my dad was having me stay in places I can't name or remember and is like "I'm the favorite parent 😏" like dude the places you took me to were so dark the only reason I know they weren't crack dens was because I'd recognize the smell of crack

[pussydisorder]

I've actually been couch surfing since I was a kid cuz my baka father decided that was a safe and good thing to do with a little girl instead of just renting a place with all the money he had from not being a single mother going to college and taking care of a kid. Thanks dad.

[pussydisorder]

i love everyone in the world but I hate queer people who try to claim class solidarity to me and they don't go through the same shit I do. I don't think it's a crime to have a loving family or stable life, those are my goals after all. But someone saying that we are the same and I'm the one couch surfing unmedicated and they haven't even thought of offering me their couch, that I could utilize it, irks me.