10,000 demons all wanna be me

If I die in the dark then no one can see me

[pussydisorder]

𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟

‧₊˚ ┊ Jesse ┊ 19 ┊ FtM NB butch ┊ lightskin ┊ he - its - ones ┊ ˚₊‧

‧₊˚ ┊ schizoautist who doesn't play about shipping

‧₊˚ ┊ pompous sodomite, sardine addict, casual savant

‧₊˚ ┊ webcomic enjoyer, amnesia liveblogger, full time student

𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟

Agricultural plant science major

i am white + black but i dont post images of msyelf often because i hate cameras, I grew up with mexican/chicano culture and chat about it sometimes but im not mexican myself.

i can read and speak a wee bit of spanish

tags list

general warnings

i tag triggers as #word or #ask to tag or #atg, anything too risque is #not safe

please send me and ask or dm if you need anything tagged I am more than understanding :-) I often forget to tag cancer/terminal illness as my father has it and its more than normal to me.

‧₊˚ ┊┊ 10/2/25 ♂️💉┊ 12/19/25 OSHA Certified ┊┊ ˚₊‧

[pussydisorder]

i get worried that some of my friends think I'm gay because I talk about men so much because I'm okay objectifying them. I think I'm safe but then the thought hits that I'm a degenerate pervert invading gay and bi men's spaces as some sort of gender cuckoo focused on sex. And then I think. Time for bed

[pussydisorder]

i had a cheeky sense of pride about not being a lightweight but it hit me that I'll just get more liver issues and less drunk per drink I have. Sk now I am mad.

[pussydisorder]

i wish my libido and self confidence weren't bipolar. I wish I wasn't schizo with bipolar traits. I wish alcohol didnt damage your liver

[pussydisorder]

i have schizoaffective disorder but remembering when I was manic is embarrassing so I forget it, being depressed is boring and sad so I forget it.

[pussydisorder]

i like spiders... They're cute once u learn about them... They're very blind...

[pussydisorder]

guy whose sexual interest is strangers is afraid of leaving the house because he could meet strangers

[pussydisorder]

i always doubt schizoaffective but that's if I conveniently forget my hypomanic and depressive episodes including the big one I had a few weeks ago. And the fact I'm crazy. Really twisted. Super neurologically fucked up and evil. Naturally

[butterwort-birdie]

Schizophrenia flags

I made flags referenced from @psychotic-pisces flags & @schizosupport 's flags, also using the psychotic-spectrum symbol from @actuallyschizophrenic

I made because looking at bright colours, especially with patterns over top give me migraines, but this a flag I use a lot & wanted to make a alternative version for myself & people with same problems.

1st is original horizontal flag with 9 stripes, 2nd has 7 stripes. The stripes, colours & symbols have same meaning as original, I just changed the colours & outlined symbols.

There's also just recoloured version of the original + the 7 stripe flag with no symbol.

[idescription]

[ID: two sets of two flags. the first set has symbols, and the second set does not. the first flag in the first set has 9 equally-sized horizontal stripes. the stripes colors, from top to bottom, are very dark dull purple, dark blueish-grey, medium pinkish-grey, grey, pale yellow, pale purple, dull purple, medium purple, dark blueish-grey, and very dark dull purple. in the center of the flag is a pale yellow circle which contains a double-sided arrow, and the connecting line has two valleys and one peak between the two tips.

the second flag in the first set has 7 equally-sized horizontal stripes. the stripes colors, from top to bottom, are very dark dull purple, medium pinkish-grey, grey, pale yellow, pale purple, dull purple, medium purple, and very dark dull purple. in the center of the flag is a pale yellow circle which contains a double-sided arrow, and the connecting line has two valleys and one peak between the two tips.

the first flag in the second set has 9 equally-sized horizontal stripes. the stripes colors, from top to bottom, are very dark dull purple, dark blueish-grey, medium pinkish-grey, grey, pale yellow, pale purple, dull purple, medium purple, dark blueish-grey, and very dark dull purple.

the second flag in the second set has 7 equally-sized horizontal stripes. the stripes colors, from top to bottom, are very dark dull purple, medium pinkish-grey, grey, pale yellow, pale purple, dull purple, medium purple, and very dark dull purple. end ID.]

[pussydisorder]

being alive is good and nice because there's women on earth

[mascwoman]

New bumper sticker 🕺

[pussydisorder]

everything is demeaning

[thyrell]

training my large cat to attack neighborhood dogs so that i dont have to do it myself #solarpunk

[lainsdomain]

My love for this gif is indescribable

[pussydisorder]

theres this guy in a discord server im in who is just obviously tracing like key art of various anime characters i cant...

this i slike an 18+ server so its just an adult doing this for like heart reacts i guess not coloring it no nothing ok

[pussydisorder]

if you ever wonder why im such a cunt about love and post about how life is pain and misery at about 3am every week or so its because i fall in love with beautiful women and then fuck up my entire life for no reason unrelated to them

[atleasttheyvegotstars]

I frequently lose my mind over the australian lungfish because look…

that is cats. That is kitty cats. Look at their faces… “:3”