thinking about ruining my girl - pinning her down and promising her it's not going to hurt a bit, shhhh, hush with that crying <3 and tying her to the bed so even if she was silly enough to fight back, it would be pointless
and going a little too fast, spitting on her hole and shoving my fingers in while she wails and begs me to go slower, that it hurts, that she wants me to stop; and i ignore her, but enjoy the show she's giving me because she's so gorgeous when she falls apart
and i get my whole fist inside her and she's barely able to breathe she's crying so hard and i remind her there's still something left she needs to do -
her chest heaving and voice hitching as she stutters out how grateful she is that i've played with her and her thank yous for how sweet i'm being to her <3 and uh, duh? i would never, ever be mean to my darling girl

















