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I thought the earth remembered me, she took me back so tenderly, arranging her dark skirts, her pockets full of lichens and seeds. I slept as never before, a stone on the riverbed, nothing between me and the white fire of the stars but my thoughts, and they floated light as moths among the branches of the perfect trees. All night I heard the small kingdoms breathing around me, the insects, and the birds who do their work in the darkness. All night I rose and fell, as if in water, grappling with a luminous doom. By morning I had vanished at least a dozen times into something better.

(mary oliver, sleeping in the forest)

one-time-i-dreamt

MCR got back together - and then I realized I wasn’t dreaming.

littleshitphil

Top five phanfics

teeth by charlotte; this is a literal piece of fucking art im not even exaggerating. a piece of fucking art.

a match and a fuse by @waveydnp i absolutely loved this, it has elements that i dont see quite often. its just such an amazingly written amazingly thought out book

off kilter by @tortitabby what i love about this so much is how the anger is portrayed, and as a person who suffers from depression i resonated with this so much, the anger that comes out of nowhere or that is triggered from a simple cause. loved it alot

disturb the universe by ashley/iihappydaysii this, this,this. loved the whole thing. just read it if you havent already

steal my heart (steal my whole life too). by @ineverhadmyinternetphase and @auroraphilealis fuck i read this a while ago and i still remember every.tiny.detail. its that good. and the plot is just… love it

trust me im broken too by @natigail this is just truly amazing.

(also sry these are six, i couldnt limit them to five. i originally had ten in mind but… lol whatever)

auroraphilealis

Thank you ❤❤ its always really wonderful to hear that people enjoyed a fic of mine

vintageeveryday

Mugshot of a teenage girl arrested for protesting segregation, Mississippi, 1961.

attackoftheskydancers

Her name is Joan Trumpauer Mulholland. Her family disowned her for her activism. After her first arrest, she was tested for mental illness, because Virginia law enforcement couldn’t think of any other reason why a white Virginian girl would want to fight for civil rights. She also created the Joan Trumpauer Mullholland Foundation. Most recently, she was interviewed on Samatha Bee’s Full Frontal on February 15 for their segment on Black History Month. Don’t reduce civil rights heroes to “teenage girl”.

kaylapocalypse-deactivated20201

She’s still alive!!! She’s 74.

Thank you Joan.

From her wikipedia page:

(Here’s a documentary about her in case you’re not big on reading. )

Her great-grandparents were slave owners in Georgia, and after the United States Civil War, they became sharecroppers. Trumpauer later recalled an occasion that forever changed her perspective, when visiting her family in Georgia during summer. Joan and her childhood friend Mary, dared each other to walk into “n*gger” town, which was located on the other side of the train tracks. Mulholland stated her eyes were opened by the experience: “No one said anything to me, but the way they shrunk back and became invisible, showed me that they believed that they weren’t as good as me. At the age of 10, Joan Trumpauer began to recognize the economic divide between the races. At that moment she vowed to herself that if she could do anything, to help be a part of the Civil Rights Movement and change the world, she would.

In the spring of 1960, Mulholland participated in her first of many sit-ins. Being a white, southern woman, her civil rights activism was not understood. She was branded as mentally ill and was taken in for testing after her first arrest. Out of fear of shakedowns, Mulholland wore a skirt with a deep, ruffled hem where she would hide paper that she had crumpled until it was soft and then folded neatly. With this paper, Mulholland was able to write a diary about her experiences that still exists today. In this diary, she explains what they were given to eat, and how they sang almost all night long. She even mentioned the segregation in the jail cells and stated, “I think all the girls in here are gems but I feel more in common with the Negro girls & wish I was locked in with them instead of these atheist Yankees.

Soon after Mulholland’s release, Charlayne Hunter-Gault and Hamilton E. Holmes became the first African American students to enroll at the University of Georgia. Mulholland thought, “Now if whites were going to riot when black students were going to white schools, what were they going to do if a white student went to a black school?” She then became the first white student to enroll in Tougaloo College in Jackson, where she met Medgar Evers, Dr. Martin Luther King Jr., Reverend Ed King, and Anne Moody.

She received many letters scolding or threatening her while she was attending Tougaloo. Her parents later tried to reconcile with their daughter, and they tried to bribe her with a trip to Europe. She accepted their offer and went with them during summer vacation. Shortly after they returned, however, she went straight back to Tougaloo College.

She ultimately retired after teaching English as a Second Language for 40 years and started the Joan Trumpauer Mulholland Foundation, dedicated to educating the youth about the Civil Rights Movement and how to become activists in their own communities.

kittyslingshot

I watched a YouTube video once (by a guy who’s name escapes me) about the importance of making sure the stories of white activists are told. His point was that it’s not about lavishing praise on them just because they were white and “woke”, it’s about letting other white allies see that others have come before them who were willing to sacrifice and do the hard work. This way they can see themselves in someone and realize that destroying inequality isn’t a fringe interest or just an “us vs. them” issue. It has to be ALL OF US.

ovariesontheoutside

That last comment is important. Don’t tell stories like this to say “Gee, aren’t white people great?”. Tell them to say “See what s/he did back in the day? Step up your fucking game, modern day white people.”

arcticlester

happpy birthday @amazingphil!!

☆･.｡･*° have a sparkling day °*･｡.･☆

pyonyerie

super creative!

oldqueenphil

this is kinda messy BUT

happy birthday @amazingphil !!! i hope you have a wonderful year full of adventures and great memories! thank you so much for everything you do ✨ ✨

pyonyerie

woop

danielhowell

🚨woopwoop it’s the meme police🚨

are you a connoisseur of my suffering? do you have a well stocked pantry of my worst moments last year? a mind palace of memes if you will? well I NEED YOU!

i have decided to make a video about the top dan memes of 2017.

if you have seen or made a funny meme/edit/reaction to anything in the list below just click here to head to my submit page and just link to or upload it:

danielhowell.tumblr.com/submit (don’t worry if you don’t have tumblr - anyone can use this form without logging in!)

i shall then collate the finest of these least-fine moments and return with a beautiful monument to my turmoil forthwith why the fuck am i writing in this voice (i’ll close the submit box next week) thanks

NOTE - just linking to something funny you’ve seen is fine! but only actually upload an image IF YOU MADE IT originally (lest you be chased by an angry mob) as i will credit the creators in the description :)

some memes:

Wholesome Howell -https://twitter.com/danielhowell/status/817454132609040384?lang=en

The Pastel Personas - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6lSI-9hm6KI

Embracing my curly hair

“That Week in March”

DanAndPhilCRAFTS 3 - POTATO PRINTS (and “soft and neat”) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XaXLJdqNXdY

Singapore Fountain photo edits - https://www.instagram.com/p/BSvmlWODSDS

The Ripped Jeans #FreeTheKnee - https://www.instagram.com/p/BS5O-Y1DYif

Dan and Phil moving house - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ImiQ9Qz3s-c https://www.instagram.com/p/BTXHYjFDZcO

THE REBRANDING (RIP danisnotonfire) - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IV7A7BxBrZk

Easter Baking flop and Gordon’s Roast - https://youtu.be/53Rek9a9DgU?t=13m8s https://twitter.com/danielhowell/status/860538763134586880?lang=en

The Voting Squat-photo edits - https://www.instagram.com/p/BVFi4Cvj23K

Me being “in the Bahamas” - https://twitter.com/danielhowell/status/861354561574797313?lang=en https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pozApKTUmAk

Saying “me and Phil” until I was bullied into saying “Phil and I”

The Donut Pic (and album cover edits) - https://www.instagram.com/p/BY_URuSn5SC

My Depression (yes I give permission for these memes) - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Wp2TUPo5W0c

“Lady door” “female-exit” and “Queen’s gate” - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IAfnLAMvO9k

Interactive Introverts (and what people think it will be) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZxAJWyEpKy4

I fall off my chair again - https://youtu.be/lBahpGnyIdE?t=20m6s

Colin eats the Christmas cake (and people’s reactions sassing me) - https://twitter.com/danielhowell/status/945761464538812416

AND OF COURSE Dan versions of big 2017 memes! (for example: ditty/mocking spongebob/distracted boyfriend/fidget spinner/roll deep/the floor is etc) or anything funny you think i should see

thehiatus

Rainbow Pastel Dan and Phil icons (ft pupper)!

Feel free to use! just either rb this or credit me in your description :)

i have died and gone to heaven because of this calendar

pyonyerie

@starcatcherdan 💛💛💛

danisnotonfires

pyonyerie

Guess who's looking at Phillll?

#daniel howell #danisnotofire

My heart physically hurts

auroraphilealis

Metamorphosis (2/10)

Metamorphosis (2/10) | Once upon a time, Dan Howell and Phil Lester were best friends. They did everything together, from hanging out at each other’s house, to sitting next to each other at school - but one day, Dan was torn away from Phil by none other than Phil himself. Five years on, and Dan still doesn’t know why his best friend threw Dan away. Was it the fault of the bullies who relentlessly picked on Phil, or was it Dan himself? Dan just didn’t know. So when a chance to protect Phil and get his best friend back arises, Dan jumps on it in a heartbeat, and uses his own confidence to boost Phil’s just enough to make the bullies back away. | Phan | Teen and Up | High School AU, Bullying, Getting Together, Make Over Fic, Kissing Booth, Kissing Lessons | 2,647 Words this chapter Disclaimer: In no way do I pretend that this is real or cast aspersions on Dan or Phil.

Thanks again to my beta etoilesdephan for her wonderful help editing this fic <33

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The Ring

Description: Phil really expected Dan to come back from his date with the biggest smile on his face Phil’s ever seen. Instead, he comes back with puffy, red eyes. Phil can’t let him go on like this.

Genre: Mild angst, Fluff, Friends to lovers

Warning: One swear (oof)

Word Count: 2073

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pyonyerie

fabulous

sookiestjames-moved

thunderstorms or fireworks? heroes or villains? gryffindor, ravenclaw, hufflepuff or slytherin? scary stories by the fire or reminiscing by the ocean? gilmore girls, parks and rec or friends? dreamer or realist? read the book before the movie or after?

pyonyerie

Neither

If there weren't any crime, heroes gonna have to retire. I'm not sure?

Hufflepuff. It's even a word in the dictionary wtf.

Reminiscing by the ocean. So I can jump in and drown to death.

What?

What even is real, how do you know if reality's a dream or not?

Books? What kind of food is that?