Comprises of five letters
To denounce a thousand things when placed together with other words
But when it stands in solitary
It conveys the feeling which engulfs me now
Alone, trying to fight battles I never started
With enemies I was meant to call upon
For we share blood and DNA
Though distant they may be to those who birthed me
I was meant to rely on them
When forces beyond my control drew weapons and waged war
But I find myself hugging the distance they created
Unloved by those who've watched me grow
And at some point cherished my existence
But now they try to extinguish, cut ties and watch my light wean into nothingness
Portrays this breaking heart as tears of frustration rain down with no shoulder to bear their weight
It portrays the feelings caught in my throat refusing to find escape towards receptive ears
For blades are still lodged in my back
From those I share ties with
It remains clear I am too weak to dislodge a single blade and server them so peace shall I once more know
I remain bleeding, teaching myself to utter words which comfort those who own these blades and to crack a smile because if they lay glimpse of what they have done I will never see remorse wash over their face
And Ill come to realise I am
Alone with the frustration of praying to a deity
Whose answers come, come and keep coming never finding their place
While I continue to sustain bruises and wounds
And kneel yet again alone
Though my entry to this world was a solitary one
I never perceived my journey through it
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