ain☆

(aye-n) •*〜♪ what I see and what I feel.

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I wanna reach out but there's no one to reach out to. I feel so empty and lonely.

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High school

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I'm not gonna be a kid anymore. I'm gonna grow and grow and try to find the meaning of this short life through this. I hope that the people that I love and care so much for will stay and continue to support me through this new chapter of my life.

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There's no one here

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My mom thinks all of these things of me that aren't even backed up. She thinks I'm some toddler even tho i don't want to talk about how im feeling to her. She thinks she such a good mother and "disciplined" me. She's still confused on why I don't want to reach out to her. And i say that there's no one here because no one really cares about me, no one needs me, i feel like there's no one to go to so what's the point.

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I'm empty

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I feel so alone

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I'm so tired.

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wouldn’t just be better if I?

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I feel great

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[censored]

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you bring me up when I’m down

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can’t take this feeling anymore

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I just wanna be normal

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what is this?

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a place I’d rather be

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can’t relax

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stars

[q1naox]

It doesn’t feel the same, take me back!