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John

I am a fictive, this is a fictive blog.

I play halo infinite firefight an unhealthy amount.

I prefer to be called John rather than (Master) Chief

I am an age regressor

#pinned #master chief fictive #master chief alter #halo fictive

Im going to turn this into my age regression blog.

#-chief #-john

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i think being held and rocked back and forth would fix me entirely . im whispering this . youg annot hear me.

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I love and miss my siblings, laying next to them and being warm and not worrying about anything. I feel like the best nights rest wss with them

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I miss Cortina being in my head. When I was still allowed to have her we would hang out and I would color, mostly with crayons, but also sometimes with chalk outside, and she would say "Oh this one looks especially pretty. I love it!" It was so nice when she was around and not as sassy when I was regressed near her. She seemed genuinely interested. Just to be with me. Just to see me happy. Just to see me content. I miss her. I miss my family. I miss how they would pull me down a bit and gently dig their knuckles into my head when they teased me. I miss our morning talks. I miss living with so many people i knew cared about me. I wish I could have that again.

#im a little sad tonight #-chief

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hold ....me..

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ok good nights snnnnnzzzzzzzz.........

#-john #-chief

hold ....me..

#big feelings #-john #-chief

Yeah im a crybaby . What are you going to do [voice starts to wobble] make me cry? [Tears forming in my eyes] are you going to.make megcry? [Sobbing] im already d9ugn it. Good job. You ddi it.are you pruod.of yoruself .

#crybaby #-john #-chief

Im watching miss spider its so sweet when they say everybuggy and "little bug" smiles smiles so cute

#-chief #-john

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Frowns at my keyboard. Type what I Feel .

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^^ wants to be taken care of but doesnt want to ask anyone in fear of rejection and discomfort and big feelings and too mmany decisions and too.much pressure :((((((((aauaagaagahhhh....... mama!!!!!!!!!!!! Mamaaa!!!! Mama could fix rhjs. Mama ....maaaa.a..ammmmama..

Cries at my Pictures .

#-john #big feelings

Frowns at my keyboard. Type what I Feel .

#i feel young #and i feel like i need attention #but i dont feel young enough #but im shy and cower away #j want my mamaaaaa:(#-john

i feel small like this . hi..

#-chief #-john #big feelings #agere

tinytinybumblebee

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Rocky genuinely getting jealous of plush Rocky and stealing the toy/hiding it.

But whoops tiny Grace starts SOBBING the moment he can't find plush Rocky! Plush Rocky transfers the hugs Rocky can't give him, plush Rocky can sit on his lap without squishing him, plush Rocky can dry his tears! The things Rocky can't physically do, plush Rocky isn't a replacement/competition for Rocky, he's a helper for things Rocky isn't able to do!

Rocky feels SO BAD, he didn't mean to make Grace so sad/upset!! So Rocky thinks quick and pretends that he had "borrowed" plush Rocky for a secret reason. Which, thankfully is enough for tiny Grace to nod and clutch the plush to his chest once it's back as he thumps his face against Rocky's ball.

Cut to later that day and Rocky presents a gift for Grace. It's a mini version of Rocky's sweater n' tool belt for plush Rocky! 💖

tinytinybumblebee

I dunno if this makes sense but my brain feels all fuzzy and happy thinkin about Rocky calling Grace "pebble". Like human babies arent called that but rocky has never met a little human before!! Grace is the only one!!! And Grace is *rocky's* baby. His pebble.

Also i dont know what this would be like (haven't finished the book) but I like the idea of rocky treating Grace like a little eridian. Grace is pebble so he's treated like a pebble (as much as rocky can without hurting him)

Yes!!!!

Rocky knows the human term of "baby" BUT Rocky knows pebbles, that's their term for their itty-bitty hatchlings! Grace is small, he's fragile, he can't quite babble, therefore, that is Rocky's pebble!!💖

Rocky definitely treats tiny Grace like a pebble ;w; he wants to "raise" Grace, treat him as an Eridian especially since Grace is technically one now!! Rocky will gather all the pebble toys Eridian's typically gift to hatchlings (they're toys that help pebbles with echolocation, with making tones and are just fun to play with!) and will let tiny Grace experimently play with them, being gentle as he shows Grace how to properly use them (as big Eridian's do with pebbles!)

Also Rocky 10000% has Eridian pebble outfits made for Grace (with materials stable for sensitive human skin!) lil onesies essentially, cozy and warm!

Pebbles need a looooot of sleep because they're growing! Therefore, tiny Grace has lots of naps (he fusses a little bit but then Rocky hums tones made to soothe pebbles and Grace is all snuggled in with seconds xD)

Rocky loves just picking Grace up. Typically pebbles are reallllly small so their little legs make it hard for them to keep up with grown ups. Yes, Grace can move faster than Rocky but...it's the principal of it all!!

Grace definitely becomes Rocky and Adrian's pebble ;w; especially because Adrian is surprisingly very protective of Grace (listen they're in charge of the dome and they probably are like "okay, my mate came back with a squishy human who understands us but also doesn't and he's really sweet and oh goodness we have a new pebble huh?" )