severe yearning event

addie (she/her) || white || tma || mid-20s goth lesbian || 18+ || claudia strife's #1 fan ☄ || writer (derogatory) || avid OC x canon shipper || mostly oc posting and reblogging stuff on here

[quaddmgd]

Hi! Name's Addie (she/her) and this is my main blog where I post and reblog almost anything.

I love video games. Survival horror is probably my favorite genre, but I play a bit of everything. I'm very big on Signalis, Half-Life, Metroid, old school PC games and all things PS1/PS2. My favorite worlds are what led to me to eventually finding my passion in writing and creating quite a few original characters to participate in them, whether through completely standalone stories set in-universe or even participating in the main events.

I'm really bad at handling side blogs, so this place is kind of a dumping ground for almost everything related to my interests and spam reblogging whatever catches my eye like art, shitposts, politics etc.

I also like to talk about how I'm doing in general, so you can expect a chain of posts like that here and there.

Some time back i've gotten into FFVII and FFXIII, and it kinda rekindled my love for writing through shipping and writing my own characters, and that's what i mainly post about. I've already finished the story of my main FFVII one - Aya - Claudia Strife's future wife who survives the Nibelheim Incident with her and this starts her journey to self-discovery. Sometimes I also write fics on ao3, so far exclusively FFVII ones, and usually involving my OCs, but I want to branch out when possible.

My other interests involve women, tinkering with electronics, 5th/6th gen computer graphics, old software, plants, image/video editing, drawing (sometimes ;-;), and I really want to get into making music, when it's possible.

Here's the list of my OCs!

I divide my posts into following tags: text.qd - mostly text posts about anything. ao3.qd - my writing screen.qd - screenshots. I enjoy snapping pics in video games, and as long as there is some artistic intent to them, if that makes sense, they'll be under this tag. anim.qd - screen.qd but gifs. ask.qd - me answering questions tag.qd - tag games

DMs open for people I follow.

[quaddmgd]

Hal is a few hours into ffxiii-2 and i think they completely adore Serah already

[quaddmgd]

LIGHTNING RETURNS: FINAL FANTASY XIII (2013) | Special Effects Trailer

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LIGHTNING RETURNS: FINAL FANTASY XIII (2013) | Special Effects Trailer

[quaddmgd]

fuuuck i came up with a solution to including a minor arc into Raine's story that i've never thought of for some reason (that's still quite important for the development of her and Hope's friendship and ensuring Hope's behavior in these chapters is reflecting the canon) while taking a shower, only to come back and realize that i had the timeline of dialogues all messed up and that actually it wouldn't work, and i've been sitting stumped like that for about an hour now

would ask Hal for help but i'm not sure how much they can do when last time i gave them Raine's outline to read it was 5k words-long, and now it's almost 13k

my head. Light, save me (her) from Hope...

[quaddmgd]

wait i might be onto something here

[quaddmgd]

fuuuck i came up with a solution to including a minor arc into Raine's story that i've never thought of for some reason (that's still quite important for the development of her and Hope's friendship and ensuring Hope's behavior in these chapters is reflecting the canon) while taking a shower, only to come back and realize that i had the timeline of dialogues all messed up and that actually it wouldn't work, and i've been sitting stumped like that for about an hour now

would ask Hal for help but i'm not sure how much they can do when last time i gave them Raine's outline to read it was 5k words-long, and now it's almost 13k

my head. Light, save me (her) from Hope...

[you-can-be-what-you-want-to-be]

"Immature people crave and demand moral certainty: This is bad, this is good. Kids and adolescents struggle to find a sure moral foothold in this bewildering world; they long to feel they’re on the winning side, or at least a member of the team. To them, heroic fantasy may offer a vision of moral clarity. Unfortunately, the pretended Battle Between (unquestioned) Good and (unexamined) Evil obscures instead of clarifying, serving as a mere excuse for violence — as brainless, useless, and base as aggressive war in the real world."

Ursula K Le Guin at it again, being right as always

[flowergirlmiwa]

at this point in my life I am only interested in stories about women with homosexual tendencies

[say0ranarts]

in memory🌼

[kirkeohara]

She wear glasses.

[missstrogen]

it's wild how easy it is to lie about trans women on the internet. If she's a feminist? She actually wants to detransition trans men. Some unrelated people stopped posting after some Other unrelated people told them to kill themselves? She's a murderer and she did that herself on purpose. Someone she doesn't know got terminated? She actually used her followers to mass report them. She has friends that agree with her? It's actually a cult. She said she doesn't want children to be raped? She actually wants children to be raped.

You'd think it wouldn't work comma lol but,

[quaddmgd]

which could mean nothing

[recoveredcombatsister]

the thing that gets me is that if trans women were allowed to be mainstream feminists the movement would be advanced by leaps and bounds but those dumb motherfuckers are too busy delighting in their disgust to care

[recoveredcombatsister]

like feminism was on its way until everyone decided they care more about hating trans women than being feminists and now look where we are. cis women and trans men join cis men in attempts to cripple and gut the movement and before you know it we backslid into doing mens rights again while transfems have spent the whole time building on feminist thought doomed never to be taken seriously because were just a bunch of terminally online trannies right? and it makes me want to scream

[recoveredcombatsister]

you people call yourselves feminists until youre faced with a woman so honest as a tranny and then you jump ship

[hyenagirlrut]

its literally cutes for a girl to be an irredeemable pervert.

[maja-paja]

I dont like how "reclaim" has turned into "can use against others in the exact same way it always has been and equally offensively"

[quaddmgd]

LIGHTNING RETURNS: FINAL FANTASY XIII (2013) | Special Effects Trailer

[quaddmgd]

LIGHTNING RETURNS: FINAL FANTASY XIII (2013) | Special Effects Trailer