Quadrobist who bites

[quadrobist-who-bites]

I want to have a tail. I lack smth to trail behind me while I walk steadily down the street. I want smth to sway to the rhythm when I listen to music.

And I have been often imagining it on me lately.

The fact that I recently watched Beastars really has to do something with this. The image of Legoshi just walkin' with his long tail waving behind has been stuck in my head🙈

[silvered-fox]

this video is resonating a lot with those on IG, so i figured i’d post it here too <3

remember to just be yourself, as long as you aren’t hurting anyone or anything, who the fuck cares?

[quadrobist-who-bites]

Omg graceful trot, you move like a real animal!!

[br0therw0lf]

Alterhuman identities can shift, even when you feel confident in your identity.

Since the summer of 2018, my identity as a psychological wolf therian hasn’t changed much. It’s grown as I have, but since my medical transition as a man, so has my whole identity as an animal.

(We are all animals, some more intone with animalistic nature than others.)

What does my medical transition have to do with my alterhuman identity?

Medically transition has been a major part of me rediscovering myself as a whole. Healing, loving, learning and growing. It’s helped me discover parts of myself I never thought to uncover. It’s been very important to me.

I am a male wolf, I see myself in my day to day life as one. My days are shaped into my needs as a male wolf. My pack knows this, supports this and I am very lucky to have my pack. Instead of being wired as a wolf like I’ve believed for so long, this is what I am, but it’s not the only creature in this mind and soul.

“Your physical species is an Homo sapien, you can’t be a wolf?”

I am aware that this body I was born with is not the ideal animal image but I know that I’m not human. This mentality has followed me for many years but it’s starting to reveal more to me as I age and mature.

Now let’s get into the details of being a polytherian.

There seems to be layers to this mind and soul and the one I’m peeling back now seems to be the white tailed buck. I’ve questioned some type of horned animal for a couple months now, from goat, elk, moose and mule deer but the white tailed buck has been the one to circle back multiple times almost like a annoying reminder.

Feeling as the sheds in the winter that fall is compared to the seasonal depression I experience that turn into a newer, bolder, reminder that I’m still alive and kicking in the spring and summer. With unfortunately experiencing symptoms of PTSD as diagnosed, I’m always too hyper aware of my surroundings, on guard and feel my senses intensify in new places. The testosterone driven urges to protect my herd as the head of the family. Never too far from them. To name a few.

I’ve experienced prey like instincts but that will be a topic for another day as this is all once more new to me.

“Wouldn’t a mix of prey and predator like mind sets be a little…complex?”

Maybe? From my personal experience, I’ve never had multiple species or creatures shifts mixed together but identity isn’t going to be easy for anyone that wants to fully explore themselves.

With all this said, i welcome this new part of me.

[quadrobist-who-bites]

I don't consider myself a therian/alterhuman but I do relate to this community so much.

All my life I have been fascinated with animals while lacking interest in human beings. In my childhood I used to drew only animals and play with only animal figurines. I also enjoyed monsters and cars (thanks to the movie of the same name) - basically everything non-human.

When I was 6-10 y.o. I was a big dog fan and wanted to have a dog so bad. Also I LOVED miming dogs. I have learnt how to bark (I still can) and ran around on all fours.

Once I said in presence of the whole family that I would like to have claws and fangs if such genetic modification existed. And then dad said to me in a condescending tone "What for, are you a dog???" I still feel bitter honestly, I still do think that claws and fangs would look really aesthetic on me.

Around when I was 10 orthodontic problems occured - I had what's called "dystopic canines". I LOVED them. The thought of being ashamed of my sharky smile never even crossed my mind. When other people/doctors assumed I wanted orthodontic treatment in aesthetic purpose, I was even surprised at first - never before thought others may find such look ugly/uncomfortable etc.

A dentist: Do you want to have such beautiful smile? *points at a model on an advertisement*

Me: Nah, my smile is way better but I'm here only bc it's uncomfortable to eat with a gap under my slay fangs.

But I started wearing braces only around 16 y.o so I had time to enjoy my vampire fangs and for them to be immortalized on multiple photos. Still miss that look(

I love the look and smell of raw meat and may only dream to eat it like that. I also love the smell from fish shops.

I enjoy doing quads but sadly do it so seldom bc 1) knee trauma 2) no safe space. It's a good exercise for me and my back loves it + it trains arms.

I have no therian gear but honestly would like to dress like that! I find it hella aesthetic.

Also I'm way more comfortable being around animals and bonding with them on a deep level rather than with humans. Also I find it difficult to express affection in human ways - animal affection feels way more sincere and satisfying.

But I honestly do not view myself as an animal in human body/non-human. I feel it on a furry level, hehe. I love to portray myself as an animal/creature being and find those versions of me more aesthetic/beautiful than my human body, but won't call that my identity.

P.S. I'm something close to otherhearted probably?

Side note: I'm non-binary and aroace)

[maxmorkson]

Happy Pride, bite a transphobe today 💙

[quadrobist-who-bites]

No, eat all of the transphobes!

[romeovanity]

Slumber

[k1tty-sp34ks]

I hate when people downplay animal death so fucking much.

can we NOT brag about killing birds with your car??? can we NOT play around with the specimens in a practical exam???

maybe its just me but animals need to be respected so much more than humans give them credit for.

this is one of the reasons im so misanthropic. you're telling me you have NO respect for the dead? at all? I get that accidents happen but when I see people making fun of anything dead I get pissed the fuck off.

when you hit something with your giant human death machine, you SHOULD feel bad. idgaf if it was "just a bird".

when you say a frog "deserved to die" because it was "disgusting", you need to get a grip on reality.

you're not better than a frog or a bird, you're the same if not worse. we are ALL animals. I hate that some humans think they are better than the creatures around them.

nature is a connecting and driving force that is not to be underestimated or assulted, its beauty is to be appreciated.

human impatience not being able to stop for two seconds to let an animal cross the road is baffling. the same with human INCOMPETENCE not understanding the simple rules of being respectful of the dead.

[quadrobist-who-bites]

This, this, this, exactly my thoughts

[theplant-system]

I'm not a therian but pls reblog or something if youre an adult therian. I need to find more nonhuman blogs, a lot of people on here who identify as animals are children.

[seawolfed]

“Half formed in the wrong shape”

Lately I’ve been focusing more on personal artwork pertaining to my emotions and experience as an alterhuman. Though I write from time to time, I find it much more natural to depict these emotions in visual form rather than with words.

[corvid-canidae-art]

Vent comic abt being autistic and a therian

[clicker-moth]

“muzzle” self portrait

[mistletoe-mist]