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@quantumqueer-blog1
How to feel really bad for eternity:
1.feed bad because you feel transgender and things are wired.
2.Ask for help.
3.Feel really about bothering other persons with your problems.
4.Repeat step 2-3 with random insertion of step 4.
My name is Ryan. I chose my name weeks ago and I'm still trying to get used to it. I am a non-binary person and my pronouns are he/they. I live in Portugal and my existence isn't valid because they believe that there are only two genders...so I basically need to identify as a male to get top surg...
Iām raising money to start my transition. If you donāt have any money please share. And if you do have money and need it more than I do please donāt donate. I hope weāll be able to be ourselves one day. Thank you!Ā
Help this person out if you can!
Touching story! Please help out if you are able.
Was asked to share this! I suppose itās only fair after all the help I asked for it regards to my own transition!
Signal boost!!
Please help out!
HELPPPā„ļø
Spread this around yall~~
Help this dude out
i dont have many followers but if you can, help them out!
I have more followers here than on my main account so maybe they could do something? I donāt have any money to donate at the moment so Iām trying to boost this
I hope you get there!
I know I donāt have many followers but the ones that do follow me are the kindest Iāve ever known so please take a second from your time to look at this and maybe help them out!
Anything helps out so even if you canāt donate spreading the word does a lot too
Please help!
Spread the love to my friend Ryan!
Signal boost!!!
Signal boost for Ryan! Spread this around pls ā„
So i know potentially about 600 people from my blog are gonna see this, if even a few of you would consider helping this dude out that would be pretty lit ngl
Anything helps! Please spread the word!! :)
Signal boost!
i don't relay have any range but maybe this makes the rating ofĀ this go up.
I feel fucked up. I don't actively fuck with my mind. If this is what every trans person feels like, then i donāt know why there are persons that do and are still alive.
my_feelings.cry
iāve grown distant to words lately
one thing youāve gotta love the buggers for
they donāt need them
but thankfully @blankslateā has declared crying poetry
problem being me being paranoid and sound files transferring all sorts of unwanted analyzable data
i want a cry file: my_feelings.cry
maybe i will really develop one,
maybe that isnāt even possible
maybe i am bending truth again to make the situation more or less dramatic than it actually is
but really every situation is only as dramatic as we think it is based on arbitrary values
giving live sense is giving those values meaning
and during all this time talking iāve only touched on what i wanted to say
i want a cry file: my_feelings.cry
ok possibility number 4. iāve gotten hacked and my accounts services are now being sold on some darknet site. relay gotta figure out how to log out properly. oh and the reason for this assumption is that iām using tor and therefore anyone using the same exit node as me should be able to access this account
ok what the fuck? i started posting stuff and now im mentioned by people for requests iāve never made. it seams that either tumblr is dominated by bots, people around here do things in a wired way or iāve gotten crazy.
today i wanted to cry but i think iām literally out of tears.
also i thought i gained a first genuine follower but realized that that was probably just a click optimizing bot.
rethinking the concept of using tumblr instead of a therapist. really don't want to tell this stuff a real therapist. but no none wants to read this shit and i donāt blame anyone. i totally makes sense to not want to just listen to a depressive Person being depressive.
but at this point i may have to talk to a person i know anyways. aw fuck me both literally(if youāre a nice girl of my age)(love is one of those things that i still think of as maybe just magically solving all my mental problems) and figuratively.
sometimes i feel like this whole community is too positive for me.
There is no jab that someone from terflandia can hit me with that I have not already hit myself with. Being trans means enduring an adolescence of self hate. Hateful comments on my photographs are but syndication of shit. (@MokiAwa): https://twitter.com/MokiAwa?s=09
really? are all trans girls hating themselves? until now i thought it was just me and like 70% percent i read about on tumblr. well duh.
Shity genderfluid
Im feeling genderfluid but the more male i get the shityer i feel i want to be female like 80%+ but somewhere in the middle my average is stuck i hope hormones fix this kind of stuff but i don't know i hope this doesn't make me insane it would take months but i don't know maybe some people do but right here right now i don't know somewhere in the middle it doesn't feel shit but i its just on the verge of being a feeling at all
yesterday i cried for the first time in like 5 years. it was great.
Fuck i care to much about privacy to say everything i want even when iām like as anonymous as one gets,
because im too paranoid that someone might try to mach me to people they know by interests
i know that things are way to complicated to hate on a group as big as men but it helps making me feel better so i donāt really care
Iām going to use this for tweet like posts too because its virtually impossible to use twitter anonymously.(it requires a phone number)
Well something
so now i make poetry too this is an awful beginning that just made it worse but getting to the point a rootshell will never save me from this mess and i don't even get harrased yet maybe i should have read the docs there were none maybe i just made up problems witch is a problem itself the thought of the possibility i don't know if posting this mess fixes anything thinking that not having all problems makes me have no problems at all thinking that this hole community doesn't fix anything because it dosnāt change people outside but living with stuff may be the only way to live at all i might have problems because i think not having them is a problem itself and if iām wrong about the main assumption iām dead maybe none other than me can understand this poem maybe i don't ether and yet i want to post this to everyone in the hope that someone might understand and not find me inferior because iām doing bad i started living because no feeling at all is worse than the worst existing one i want people to understand and yet i intentionally leave stuff out i want people to read but iām to scared that someone might get to know two sides of me i want to push science forward but i don't even know if this species is worth pushing we should just go to space recreate artificially i know its unrealistic but dreams like these and people who share them are the reason i live
