I Don't Want To Be Real... @quatrothewildone - Tumblr Blog

Man.. never thought I’d be glad to be living. :) not just “alive” but actually LIVING

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Ppl don't know that I suffer everyday cuz I can't leave the people that care about me. I know they'd suffer so I suffer living a life a don't even want. My sister would hurt the most. And she's who I care for the most. I try to help those I care about the most. It's hard. How do you put effort into someone else when you can't even find the energy for yourself.. fuck.. I guess I went from 5 years self harm free to 2 hours, fuck. I almost slit my own throat tonight but was guilted into not doing it. Fuck me

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I don't want to be here but I can't leave them.. FUCK I FUCKING NEED HELP FUCK I DONY EVEN WANT IT BUT IDK FUCK......

Trigger warning for self harm and suicide

I don't want to be alive.. I stay suffering cuz of my sister.. and my mother.. 5 years clean.. and I cut my arm with glass.. and I don't even remember it.. I don't want to be alive. Fcking help. I feigned happiness for too long. I fucking need help.

Alright. Now I can't wait to see him holy shit. How can someone be so.. amazing lmao 9 more days ffs

fuck fuck fuck I’m gonna meet him in person in a month apparently fuck fuck

yes we talk and fall asleep on the phone every night but actually seeing him is gonna be so weird fuck fuck

but hey at least we’re going to Comic Con ayyy

Ever panic so bad

you end up with a boyfriend cuz ayyyyy I don't wanna be the only one LOL I'm crazy about him, don't get me wrong.. it just happened so quick I don't remember exactly how it happened 😂

I'm never on here anymore but I didn't know where else I could say this..

#trigger warning or something i guess #they pulled an old friends body from the river yeaterday..#someone dumped her body in the fucking river.#i keep finding myself in denial. she was missing for a couple weeks.#this is so fucked up.. holy fuck. rest in peace April

poesss

#fav

league-of-extraordinarycomics

Dc Movies In Times Square

just-shower-thoughts

English uses the letter X so rarely, it’s a good thing mathematicians exist to keep it from getting lonely

#yeah but you always gotta find it #smh

fvcked--waves

If you want me actually prove it

sa2ha

listen to their lore

thethinguwuiam

The greatest thing I’ve seen all day

#they sounded like Alvin and the chipmunks at the beginning lmao

honestlyyoungpersona

thefingerfuckingfemalefury

Honestly if someone is the kind of scumbag who doesn’t want a non-white doctor or nurse to treat them then I REALLY don’t feel like them dying of their injuries/illness would be any great loss for the human race

And hey, it’ll be a great saving in terms of money and manpower if hospitals just stop treating these assholes

Some dickhead says “I want a white doctor”, toss their ass out on the street and be like “Have fun trying to treat your wounds at home with band aids and krazy glue douchebag”

iamtehzuul

ngl I strongly side-eye every white doctor I get. I majorly prefer non-white female doctors, particularly Indian female doctors. I’ve just had so many bad experiences with white doctors that I instantly suspect them now. And I’m white.

allthecanadianpolitics

This article is about Canada, FYI. Since its not made clear at all in the commentary. If people could not erase problematic things in Canada, that would be great.

Original article:

‘It’s heartbreaking’: Physician says patients regularly refuse to be treated by non-white doctors

And some from the Canadian Media:

Woman demanding white doctor ‘not an isolated incident,’ says head of Ontario Medical Association

Video shows woman demand a ‘white doctor’ treat son at Mississauga, Ont., clinic

#we also have trump supporters up here in Canada and kkk #they even tried to organize a kkk rally right here in my city #and we're the most diverse city in Canada pretty much