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the past winter i was like yeah ok but when summer time hits it'll all be ok and the entire year since the end of march has fr been

can we just? chill out? for a second maybe?

#idk when my next psych appt is for my meds but i need to remind myself that this is the shit i'm paying €70/20min to actually bring up 💀

i've just been shotgunning the worst of all possible worlds back catalog bc i can't bring myself to listen to news podcasts bc yeah yeah i already know that capitalism is gonna kill us all sooner and sooner why do I have to face The Horror dead on? i already know ok???

annabelle--cane

my personal preferred flavor of aroace grace is:

a) he has no idea that that's what he's got going on. he knows of the terms but he's got some subconscious queerphobia going on and feels like those words are only for purple haired teenagers. and he's in favor of purple haired teenagers, but that's still for Other People, it would never in a million years apply to him.

b) his "leaf in the stream of creation who just kinda does what other people ask him to" attitude extends to his interpersonal relationships and he very much has always fallen victim to the mindset that he needs a "good reason" to refuse someone romantically or sexually. mostly this means he's had a lot of pretty miserable experiences that were uncomfortable and felt bad but where the other person didn't actually do anything wrong, everything was completely above-board and as it "should" be and he still haaated it. his takeaway is that relationships and intimacy are inherently unpleasant for reasons he can't describe and in a way that he can't alter, so he'll just silo himself away from getting close with people to avoid the risk.

and c) well. that's not quite true, strictly speaking. as I said, he does know of the terms, he could think one step further and fully connect the dots. in the back of his mind he thinks about how there's maybe a version of his life out there where he's Better at everything and is able to voice his feelings and get those intimate relationships without the parts he can't handle. maybe, if he tried, he could find someone who would hear all his little buried thoughts and inadequacies and not immediately kick him to the curb. but that sounds terrifying, so he doesn't do it.

#THAT'S HIM. THAT'S THE GUY.

jauntylittlefrillyboy

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text me a code

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tell us the last meaningful conversation you had with your mother

click on this map the last three places you went to that are not your home

the password you signed up with (don't pick this one)

#surveillance state gothic

dog-teeth

maybe tomorrow

#not to be punny but #woof.

emptyskiff

Grace's bike of "i ride a bike to work, and it's not for exercise" fame

#NO. 💖😭

emptyskiff

a case that never sat right with me

#i'm gonna lose it #if i think about Marissa for more than 30sec i genuinely take poison damage like -1 -1 -1 -1 -1 WHAT DID SHE EVEN KNOW?????? HELLO??????#she is the beginning of the fucking story I can't take it #did anyone tell her???#she was in the know bc of her work but did she ever know????#i can't even hold it in my head hhhhhh

emptyskiff

nerding it out on halloween

#marissa?????? in this economy?????? 🙏😭😭😭🙏🙏😭🙏😭🙏🙏#this is everything op ilu

oneterabyteofkilobyteage

original url http://www.geocities.com/Area51/Omega/5560/

archived on 2009-04-28 09:38:39

#yeah ok

a-book-of-creatures

I knew I was getting close to Textile City. I could see their monument, a colossal weaving device, looming in the distance.

#something something percy shelley raising money for and writing propaganda for the luddites #and then years later writing ozymandias #idk let me connect the dots 🙏

queen-mabs-revenge

ok ok ok ok ok WHAT i didn't realize the motion capture feature on Google photos was applied retroactively hi i just found out that I have a million second-long motion clips of my little baby mo in my backups??????!!

queen-mabs-revenge

oh my baby 🥹

#she was my soulmate truly 💖#little baby mo #it's so weird but I kind of never thought of her as my child but as my friend?#where KC and taddarita are 1000% baby #it's like a generational divide or smth like I feel like me and mo experienced the world together #weird little human brain bullshit but idk that's the way it is

ok ok ok ok ok WHAT i didn't realize the motion capture feature on Google photos was applied retroactively hi i just found out that I have a million second-long motion clips of my little baby mo in my backups??????!!

surprisemoose

What kind of Millennial™️ are you?

Avocado toast millennial

I am bird watcher now.

I ran a marathon for fun?

Yes, I am currently working on five fiber art projects…

Other millennial stereotype that I will write in the tags.

I am unfortunately not part of the greatest generation aka here for the result

Remaining time: 6 days 2 hours

Please share!

#fiber art but also bird watching #phm cardigan still on the needles but my gallerte last supper embroidery project being planned #me and my ravelry account against the world #me and my merlin app against the world #but mostly fiber arts #but also plants?#is foraging a millennial stereotype? i feel like it is... idk man #you could not pay me to run

letterful

out with the “fanfiction as a lesser form of original fiction”, in with the “fanfiction as a means of literary commentary and exercise in close reading”; not a three-wheeled bicycle for aspiring writers, but rather a self-indulgent treat for aspiring critics.

letterful

(via @posthumus) you Get it ❣️

#i also want to point out that “official tie in novels” are essentially endorsed fanfiction #and were traditionally written by men #that has changed somewhat but the nature of fanfic and the respect given it was and still is very gendered #<- prev REAL #but yeah #fanfic as an exercise in examining why there were only bones #and then putting meat on them

hellokittythrowingupbees

Love when people call the ship between Ryland Grace and Rocky Groky because now anytime someone mentions grok (the ai) i immediately assume they are talking about a man who was haphazardly chucked into space being GAYYYYY with a space pebble.

Healing is replacing things that weight negatively on your mind with gay people/rocks

#fr tho this isn't a small part of why i like 'grocky' as the ship name

asteronomical

gracerocky/grockdrian where instead of adrian getting jealous of grace, it's grace getting jealous of adrian. after all, he's in a faraway planet surrounded by aliens, in an environment built to kill him.

grace doesn't have anything that's actually his, aside from rocky

human life is such a fleeting, fragile thing. it would be so easy for anyone or anything to break him, even unintentionally. the rest of his life will come and go in the blink of an eye. rocky may not be able to forget him, no, but grace is such a short part of his long lifespan.

grace holds rocky close because he's all he has. he's light years away from earth, he's walking through a crude imitation of his home beaches, and he clings desperately to familiarity—that being this visceral, festering love. it feels like the sole remnant of his humanity.

whenever adrian is around, grace has to bite his tongue. "you've had 186 earth years with him," he thinks. "you've had him for two of my lifespans and will have him for three more after i die."

"let me have him in this one," grace wishes he could say.

#I feel like i've been thrown down a spiral staircase GOOOOOOOOOOOD #all the grief and guilt swirling together and festering in him about it too #rocky was alone in silence for longer than he's been alive how could he be so selfish to want to keep him to himself #how could he be so cowardly to not want to face the reality of the decision he would make over and over again #or is that voice inside him that chants on loop 'you were always a coward and you'll always be one it's just who you are'#making him terrified of the possibility that if rocky can't be *his* he'll suddenly realize that his 'bravery' was always conditional #ohhhhh his jealous headspace would be sooooooo toxic and self-destructive 🥺

dubiousdisco

Wrote a really big post about oppenheimer and avengers civil war being similar movies but i deleted it because the world isn't ready

dubiousdisco

Its because the narrative fails if the viewer doesn't share the view of being from a powerful country instead of-- *a cia agent shoots me before i can finish it, i am found dead in my room, my mom screams, this destroys my family. The case is revealed leading to a horrible two months where brazil and the us are in a cold war kind of state but brazil settles and apologizes to the us because it knows the usa can kill them all. Two years later the us makes a movie about how the man who murdered me for a tumblr post was REALLY sad about it but he has to live with killing innocent people because thats how poweful countries work and whoever says you shouldn't kill people for othwr countries is wrong. He is like prometheus. He decides that safest hands are our own. It wins an Oscar. I do not show up in the movie in case someone might humanize a non usamerican victim by mistake. My mom is mentioned, but her scene is cut for time. They bring up the possibility that i was a communist and a really old tumblr post to make people question my morality. There are 7 celebrity cameos. Both joe biden and donald trump show up as characters in the movie as well as neymar and lionel messi, who was in the united states at the time, and could possibly have heard about it*

#straight up didn't see the timestamp and thought this was a pointed comment on nolan's odyssey hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhyEAH

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