Josie Antoinette

my soul is in the sky

[queenjosiethemagnificent]

December 6, 2018

To my Dearest friend,

Today I write my first & last letter to you. 

My whole life, I waited to have a friendship like ours. A friendship where you tell each other everything and you never feel judged and you sincerely love and care about that person with all your heart and so I don’t think it’s much of a surprise that I’m distraught over losing you. You say that you never saw us being life- long friends but knowing you as well as I do, I know that can’t be true. You must have had your reasons on why you chose to leave and even though it would’ve been difficult, I wish that you would have taken the time to really explain. You said I was too selfish and never cared about you or treated you like a real friend but I know that deep in your heart you know I sincerely loved and cared about you. It feels like such a long time has passed but it also feels so incredibly short. A big part of me is angry at you for all the hurtful things you said and for the hurtful way you chose to leave my life but when I think of you, I remember only the happy times. And everyday I find myself thinking about all the things I need to tell you or all the jokes I wanna share. I know I wasn’t a perfect friend truly, but I wish it could’ve ended differently.

 Nonetheless, I’m truly sorry if I ever hurt you in any way because I hope you know that was never what I intended. I still have so many unanswered questions and so much I wanna say, as usual, but if I never get the chance then at least there’s this...

I miss you everyday and I know it’ll be that way for a long, long time but I hope you’re doing well and I hope all the dreams you have come true and I hope you live a really happy, amazing life where you love yourself and see yourself the way I always did.

[ling-buyi]

…he was always sad.

[sprnklersplashes]

 I just realised there is no fandom for Three Dark Crowns which sucks because this book is pretty hecking good:

Amazing world building that doesn’t rely on long winded exposition, which imo actually works? Instead of having paragraphs of the author explaining the situation and place to you, you just see it through the characters’ eyes, making it more natural.

Three well rounded female characters who the author could have put into stereotypes. I was so ready to hate Mira for being the ‘mean’, more powerful sister and sympathise most with Katherine and Arsinoe for being the weaklings and the sweet ones because that is how it goes. Instead, I ended up loving Mira just as much as the others and all were equally sympathetic. So points for cleverly constructed characters.

Very well written.

Interesting and kind of tragic plot. While there is still kind of the cliché of Mira being ~the Chosen One, the story of three sisters destined to kill each other is what drew me to it and makes their budding relationships heartbreaking

Pretty amazing twists at the end that you did not see coming but also don’t feel like they were just used for shock value and make total sense.

It isn’t perfect (really too much of the bland romances imo) but overall it’s shaping up to be a great series.

[cassberrie]

Three dark sisters all fair to be seen, two to devour and one to be Queen

All three Fennbirn queens: Katherine, Arsinoe, and Mirabella. These three are pinned to the top of my desk, and I think they look quite nice together. So excited for the third book! 

[threedarkcrowns]

Gorgeous fanart

[introspectivepoet]

Give me books, French wine, fruit, fine weather and a little music played out of doors by somebody I do not know.

John Keats (via introspectivepoet)

[wnq-writers]

I loved you and you made me feel poetry.

kj-knight  (via wordsnquotes)

[thepersonalquotes]

Feelings in words

[thepersonalquotes]

[positivepastel]

[queenjosiethemagnificent]

Bad Signal

You’re on the phone with someone and the conversation is going great but just as you have something important to say, there’s static, a long silence, and then the dial tone... 

Bad signal, lost connection, that’s what it feels like with you. We carry on having good conversations and making each other smile but then, almost instantaneously, it ends. I sit here confused as hell because some days you hold my hand and make me feel loved but other days, well, it’s just a bad signal.

[excerptsofstories]

He yelled and you called him, “love” because you were scared it’d be the last time you could before he wasn’t yours anymore. You look at him with shining brown eyes that he’ll never see the depth in and he’ll smile at you with that smile that kills you every time. And he’ll say, “I just don’t think we’re good together anymore.” And soon enough someone else will be calling him love.

Excerpt from a book I will never write #1178 // @writinglonely (via excerptsofstories)

[viviennehuynh]

to you.

I love you. & I’m sure you love me too. 

The love we shared was like no other, is like no other. When you love someone the feeling is evident and in all honestly it never really goes away. It’s a feeling that is so indescribable, so incomparable to any other feeling and that’s a good thing. It’s genuine joy, compassion, and sadness. Loving someone and having them love you back is one of the best things about being human. But is also the worst. 

You said you left because you were scared. Scared of what will happen to us when I leave. And trust me I was scared too. The thought of being away from you left an ache in my heart and tears in my eyes. But what I realized is that no matter what happens, whether it be distance, time, or both. None of that matters because I will always love you, and as long as that love is always there nothing should affect us.

You’re gone now, but I know deep down you still feel that small fire inside of you, and no matter how hard you try to tell yourself it’s gone, you know its not. I just wanted you to know that I still love you. A part of me will always love you, and no matter how many times you tell me to move on, I’m not because I can’t force away a feeling that is so deep and genuine… and you know I’m right. But if you think this is what’s best then there is no stopping that. 

Just remember you are my best friend, your friendship and love have brought immense joy into my life, and I am the luckiest person alive to call you my best friend. And that no matter where you are, or what you’re doing, or who you are with. I will always honestly, truly, and completely love you. And saying I love you is an understatement. 

<3

[queenjosiethemagnificent]

My Darling,

I have waited what seems like a thousand years for you...

Even now that we have not met, I love you already. I’ve prayed for you often and think of you, always. I have tried to find you in faces in the crowd because I know that the first time I see you, a fire will ignite in my soul. I have often wondered what you’re doing in a million splendid moments; wondered about your dreams, you faults, your losses. But most of all I wonder if you’ve been searching for me too.

 I hope I will be everything you’ve asked for and I hope this love of ours burns a hole so deep it leaves a mark on this world.

“And I’d chose you; in a hundred different lifetimes, in a hundred worlds, in any version of reality I’d find you and I’d chose you.”

[wnq-writers]

What we had may be broken, unrepairable, and lost forever, but we have the tools, the power, the strength to create something even better–something extraordinary.

magicviolist  (via wordsnquotes)

[retrospeckt]

[queenjosiethemagnificent]

let's go on an epic adventure, just you and I

[kushandwizdom]

“ There will always be a reason why you meet certain people. Either you need to change your life, or you’re the one that will change theirs…

http://twitter.com/goodquoteco (via kushandwizdom)