Why do I feel this way, I just want to die... they'd all be fine, they all have each other what do they need me for... if I just didn't wake up it would be the best thing for everyone. So much less stress for people having to not worry about me anymore. I could easily just take all if my anxiety medication and never wake up again.. . It would be peaceful. He would be happier without me being around, do whatever he wants whenever he wants, he would probably thank me for it honestly..... I love then all and that's why I need to leave, because I love them that's why I know that I need to leave them. I do I love all of them with all of my heart. I hope they all know that.













